The rebirth of Jiangshan is hired

Being held in his arms, Mu Qiu felt warm and cold in his chest. He lowered his eyes to cover the desolation and silence in his eyes, and smiled helplessly: "Don't worry, Your Highness, I'm fine...don't be willful, Your Highness." , this is not the time to retreat bravely—”

"I don't care, Mu Qiu—I don't want to care about anything anymore."

Song Zichen suddenly opened his mouth in a low voice, and hugged the man more tightly, his voice became a little hoarse and sad: "Mu Qiu, let's take a rest, let's take a good rest—no matter so many things... OK?"

Mu Qiu couldn't help being slightly startled, subconsciously raised his head and looked at him for a while.The sad sigh in his eyes was fleeting, and he nodded with a smile, and replied in a warm voice: "Okay, just listen to Your Highness."

Unexpectedly, he deserved it so happily. Not only did Song Zichen feel no joy in his heart, but he felt as if he had been stabbed by a needle, sobbing and clenching his teeth, he gently embraced the man in his arms, and slowly supported him Rubbing his back: "Mu Qiu, never feel tired? Do you want to rest for a while?"

"It's okay, I feel fine now..."

Mu Qiu shook his head slightly with a smile, propped himself up on the couch and sat up a bit, but just such a simple movement made his complexion turn pale again, and cold sweat dripped down his cheeks involuntarily.

Seeing his frail appearance, Song Zichen felt his chest hurt so badly that he could barely breathe, sobbing, he helped him to lean on his body, and tried the thin sweat on his forehead for him: "Mu Qiu, have you What do you want to do, is there any place you want to go... Let's leave here, no longer care about the slightest thing. I will accompany you to travel around, to drink tea and enjoy the scenery, as long as you have an open mind, you don't have to worry about everything You're bound to get better..."

"I also really want to travel around with His Highness, but it's a pity—now, even if I have this idea, I'm afraid it will be difficult to do it."

Mu Qiu chuckled helplessly, lowered his eyes to look at the jade bottle in Song Zichen's hand, raised his hand to gently hold his hand, and took the jade bottle over: "Sansheng Wangchuan—I can't imagine that one day I will It has come to the point where I have to rely on this kind of thing to continue my life..."

"Three Lives Forgotten River—what is it?"

Song Zichen's heart tightened, and he instinctively heard something ominous from the name.Hastily held Mu Qiu's hand, and asked worriedly.

Confirming that he really doesn't know what this thing is for, Mu Qiu smiled helplessly, shook his head very lightly, and sighed softly: "No wonder... Maybe it was because of my situation at that time. It was too critical, so that Uncle Feng had no choice but to take such a bad strategy—speaking of which, after all, I still have the poison of drunken mortals in my body, and it may not be possible to fulfill the effect of the three lives of Wangchuan..."

"Mu Qiu, you—"

Song Zichen saw that he was unwilling to speak out no matter what, but he didn't dare to force him too much. After a moment of silence, he said softly: "Mu Qiu, since you don't want to speak out, then we don't care about him... Do you have any? What do you want to do? I'll be with you, let's do it together..."

"What I want to do..."

Mu Qiu couldn't help being slightly taken aback by his question, hesitated for a while, and then shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly: "The only thing I want to do is to watch His Highness live well... What should I do?"

His tone was still gentle and gentle as always, but under that layer of indifferent smile, there always seemed to be hidden deep pain that couldn't be resolved.Song Zichen's heart tightened when he heard that, he supported Mu Qiu to lean against the couch, sat opposite him, and held the man's shoulders to force him to look at him: "Mu Qiu, if you trust me, just tell me if you have anything on your mind." Say it... no matter what, I will never hide it from you or deceive you. No matter what you want to know, I will tell you exactly what it is, okay?"

"Your Highness..."

Mu Qiu couldn't help being slightly startled, subconsciously looked at him, and after a moment of hesitation, said softly: "Your Highness—don't hate the emperor, is that okay?"

Unexpectedly, he would say such a sentence, Song Zichen felt a sudden pain in his heart, and there was a bloody smell in his throat, and he frowned to calm down, but it was rare to experience Mu Qiu's feelings : "Mu Qiu... I can't control myself, just like I can't control myself falling in love with you because of your pain and worry, I can't control my hatred for my father..."

"The accident this time... Your Majesty did go too far, but in the final analysis, the fault is still on me..."

Mu Qiu smiled wryly, shielding his eyes with one hand, avoiding his gaze almost evasively: "I know very well—since it's a game set up by the emperor, I will never put His Highness in any real danger, This situation is nothing more than to make Your Highness misunderstand me, and to create a rift between you and me... But I still dare not bet on the possibility of whether His Highness will believe it. In the final analysis, it is because no matter how many times I have promised, I still don’t know what to do. But I still have doubts about His Highness, so all of this should probably be my own fault."

"Mu Qiu—it's not like this, it's not!"

Only then did Song Zichen understand why he behaved so abnormally after waking up, and felt his eyes burning hot, he hugged the man into his arms, and hugged his body tightly: "Mu Qiu, you said you were to blame, but I And why not deserve what you deserve... You are right not to believe me, I have to admit to you——Mu Qiu, at least at that moment, I was shaken in my heart, because this fact is too reasonable, so reasonable that people I can't argue... If it wasn't for the fact that you met Hou Yunhui and my grandfather felt that he had saved me in time, even if I still wouldn't turn against you, I would inevitably doubt you in my heart. If that was the case, the two of us would have tortured each other I'm afraid it will be endless and miserable..."

Finally, he uttered the strong self-blame suppressed in his heart. Song Zichen almost choked up so that he could not make a sound. He clenched his teeth and forced himself to press the hard work, but his body was trembling almost uncontrollably: "Mu Qiu, I really feel that I am You're a complete bastard—I know I shouldn't doubt you, but I still have doubts about you, and it's because you know me too well that you go forward regardless of your body... Although I hate Father, but what I really hate, shouldn't it be myself..."

"Your Highness, stop talking."

Mu Qiu gently patted his back, and gently persuaded him, with a helpless and gentle smile in his eyes: "Your Highness, you must remember... the reason why people are human is because they have a heart, and they don't care about it." The thoughts in our hearts are often the most difficult thing for us to control... If it is just because I am close to His Highness, and His Highness is not allowed to have even a little doubt, then he and His Highness have devoted their lives to the third prince in the previous life, and in the end they have almost been approached What's the difference if you don't feel anything in a desperate situation? In this way, His Highness really hasn't made any progress."

"But--"

Song Zichen shook his head subconsciously, and was about to speak, but Mu Qiu gently pressed his lips, shook his head slightly, and lowered his eyes lightly: "Your Highness, listen to me...in fact, I understand it in my heart. Your Highness It is human nature to be suspicious, if His Highness is still utterly devoted to me in this situation, it will make me worry about whether His Highness will be eaten alive by himself after I leave in the future."

Hearing his mention of what happened behind him, Song Zichen couldn't help but feel some severe pain in his heart, but he still managed to bear it, and hugged his body tightly with tears in his eyes: "Mu Qiu, let's not talk about this... okay? ?”

"Chen'er, now is not the time to be willful - some things must be explained clearly."

Mu Qiu smiled helplessly, stroked his forehead lightly, and called out in a warm voice.

He seldom used this title, and the long-lost intimacy made Song Zichen tremble violently, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, plunged into his arms, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

"Chen'er..."

Mu Qiu called out very softly, and gently supported his forehead, his tone was filled with sighs—he didn't want to push everything to this point, but he really didn't have time.Uncle Feng used Sansheng Wangchuan for him, which means that he was probably almost dead at that time, and only had a breath of energy left, so he struggled to be rescued by this medicine and survived.But the so-called Three Lives of Wangchuan is nourished by hard work, which coincides with the word "forget". Since he has been poisoned, although he barely survived by relying on this poison, I am afraid that he will inevitably forget his past.If that time really comes, I'm afraid it will be too late...

"This matter is not your fault, nor is it the emperor's fault—you all just made the most normal choice based on your own standpoint. And the only variable in this is actually me... the original intention of the emperor, In fact, he probably left the decision on this matter in my hands, but he misjudged my physical condition and position..."

Mu Qiu smiled wryly, shook his head very lightly, lowered his eyes and sighed.The hand hanging by the side was slightly clenched, and it was only after a while that it was slowly released, and a bleak and desolate smile appeared in the eyes: "Actually——if I were in the previous life, I would really obey the emperor's tricks. , and gradually alienated from His Highness, and then retreated behind His Highness to secretly protect His Highness..."

"Mu Qiu—what did you say?!"

Song Zichen's heart suddenly jumped out of a thought that made him shudder, and he asked with wide eyes in astonishment, and there was a hint of blood in his eyes.But Mu Qiu just lowered his eyes and smiled wryly, and said very softly: "After all——at that time, I was still ignorant, and I didn't know how painful the result of such a choice would be... But I have experienced such a situation once. No matter how many reasons I understand, no matter how many reasons I know, I will never choose this way again..."