[Net King] July Hokkaido
Chapter 22 Ji Xu Extra Story - "Nightmare" (1)
"Hey, have you guys heard that Ji Xu and Su Qin are together?"
"Of course I know. The whole school knows about such a big thing."
"I really don't know why Su Qin is with Ji Xu. Do you think Ji Xu has other advantages besides having a rich family and a better appearance? Who would want to talk to her who is so boring?"
"In a school like ours, whoever comes in is not a lady, it's really a flower stuck in cow dung, defiled Su Qin."
"But Ji Xu's family is rich. It is said that her father is super rich. Otherwise, how could someone like Ji Xu become a young lady?"
There was a rustling outside, followed by another sound.
"I heard that Ji Xu's current father is not her biological father. Her mother has remarried. Her biological father seems to be dead."
"Hey—really——"
"Shh, keep your voice down. Of course it's true, someone should tell me."
"..."
The sound of footsteps and laughter gradually faded away, and the surroundings were silent, with the occasional sound of water ticking.A door opened gently, and then a figure came down the steps and walked to the sink.The girl looked at herself in the mirror, took a deep breath, and smiled reluctantly.
She couldn't remember the first time she was poked and splashed with water. She didn't know when it was, at least it was the fifth time.Someone in the class couldn't stand it anymore, and asked her privately why she didn't tell her parents that with her father's ability, no one would dare to bully her as long as she came forward.However, Ji Xu just twitched the corner of his mouth into a smile, and shook his head without saying a word.
It didn't work, she tried.
She can't remember most of the scenes, but she still remembers the first time she was bullied. When she went home and talked about it with her mother sitting on the sofa, the other party didn't even look at her. The reaction was only to say something to her when he went upstairs, but what he said was——
"Why are you so useless?"
She didn't know how she got back, anyway, she never told her family about being bullied at school from now on.Her biological mother didn't care about her, let alone a stranger who only called her verbally and had no blood relationship.So she began to resist by herself, protecting herself in this way.
However, what happened in junior high school made her understand that her mother just hated her.
That day, girls at school spoke ill of her behind her back, and she rushed up to reason with them, which eventually turned into a fight.The mother was called to the school and brought her home.She didn't say anything, just looked at her coldly, didn't ask her why she was fighting, and locked her in the small dark room directly.
There was no light in the small black room, and there was a thick darkness everywhere, as if there would never be light.Sitting in the boundless darkness, she counted the time in her heart over and over again in order to relieve her fear, and everything was exhausted in the day-to-day torment.
including hope.
The fifth time when someone poured cold water on her and returned home, it was already evening. Before she entered the house, she saw the bright lights in the hall and the shadows of people, so she knew that the father in name must have returned.There were no servants in the courtyard. She leaned her back against the wall by the window and looked up at the few spots where the stars were scattered in the blue sky.
The early autumn wind was cool, caressing the corners of her wet skirt, she folded her arms and squatted down slowly, watching a few beams of light leaking from the window, listening to the laughter coming from inside, there were mothers, and fathers Yes, and the bell-like laugh of his half-brother.
Another world that doesn't fit in with her.
The time was stretched long and deep, the stars were hidden under the sky, and the surroundings fell into the thick darkness again, Ji Xu dragged his tired body into the room.
She sat on the bed, wrapped tightly in the covers, and sneezing as she watched the spirited teenagers on the telescreen.Even though she has seen it many times, she still enjoys re-watching it over and over again.
She yearns for a life like theirs.
Free blood, warm and harmonious.
Because that's what she's been missing all along.
Ji Xu had a fever the next day, and lay motionless under the quilt, but the cleaning maid found out and sent her to the hospital in a hurry after he couldn't get through to the adults.
-
When I took the bus back, the bus was full of people.Relying on his petite stature, Ji Xu found a small corner among a group of people and stood holding on to the handrails.A pair of ordinary-looking mother and daughter sat on the seat in front of them. The girl looked to be only three or four years old, and was still held in the arms of a young mother.
The girl's eyes were wide open, full of curiosity, and she was holding the woman's hand to ask questions.
"Mom, is that thing that can fly an airplane?"
The woman looked in the direction of her finger and saw that it was a bird that was out of order, so she smiled and said, "No, it's a small animal that can fly."
"Then will I also fly in the future?"
The woman smiled and said, "Baby is obedient and will grow wings."
The girl's eyes were shining, and she put her arms around the woman's neck, giggling.
Ji Xu met the girl's eyes, the clear and ignorant gaze made her heart tremble, and then hurriedly looked away.
Not long after, the woman whispered to her: "Little girl, I think you are not feeling well. Are you motion sick? Would you like to sit here with me?"
Ji Xu raised his head and saw the gentle expression on the woman's face, he was stunned for a few seconds. At that time, there was a voice telling her to get off the car. She thanked the woman hastily and got out of the car in a hurry.
Looking at the unfamiliar scenery around her, Ji Xu knew that she had got off at the wrong station, and there was still a distance between her and her home. She turned on her phone, and wanted to call the driver to pick her up, but saw the message on the phone. After a while, the idea was dismissed.
At this point, the driver should be picking up her brother.
She suddenly remembered the scene in the car again, and remembered the gentle look on the woman's face when she looked at her.She never had the right to have it.The night is everywhere, the street lights are dimly lit on the side of the road, and there are few pedestrians.She exhaled a white breath, retracted her neck into the scarf, and walked step by step into the long night.
Family affection has always been a luxury for her, whether it was for her before the age of eight or for her now.
Children who are a few years old have very keen senses. Although they are not very sensible, they can clearly feel the attitudes of people around them towards them.When she was a child, she felt her mother's indifference towards her and her father's busy work.He is often not at home, so she often sits in the room alone, not daring to disturb anyone, and can only watch the children running and laughing outside the villa through the window, and then she is pulled into the piano room again and forced to learn the violin.
This fear of being dominated by the mother can only be relieved once or twice a year when the father comes back.Although my father seldom returned home, he bought her a lot of fun things every time, and took her to the amusement park, which was one of the few joys in her childhood.However, when the father returns to work, the toys and photos will be thrown away by the mother, and she will return to the dark days.
Day after day went on, when she thought this was the most painful thing, but she didn't expect that there would be a more painful and miserable life waiting for her.When they were eight years old, their father, who had been traveling around in business for many years, suddenly fell ill. When they rushed to the hospital, they saw only a man lying motionless on the bed covered by a white cloth.However, within a year, the mother remarried.On the wedding day, she snuggled up to the man and smiled so happily and dazzlingly, which she never had.
At that time, she still didn't understand why her mother had never smiled so much in front of her, but when she got older, she realized that she was an optional gift.
Before the mother and father were together, they already had someone they liked, who was also the object of remarriage now, but because the father broke up, the two were forced to marry and finally gave birth to her.She couldn't vent her anger on her husband who had a big business, so she vented all her anger on her young daughter.And this anger intensified after she remarried, and finally got out of control.
As if to let her experience the despair she was trapped in at the beginning, she put all this on her daughter.Ji Xu has always felt like a canary trapped in a gorgeous cage, unable to escape.The only change is probably a different cage.Ji Xu once wanted to repair his relationship with his mother, and tried his best to learn how to prepare delicious food for her to come back. However, every time his mother was knocked to the ground, he had to say "you make me sick" at the end.
From the beginning to the end, she only had herself, until she met Su Qin in the first year of high school.
The author has something to say:
Corrected some typos again, enjoy watching~
"Of course I know. The whole school knows about such a big thing."
"I really don't know why Su Qin is with Ji Xu. Do you think Ji Xu has other advantages besides having a rich family and a better appearance? Who would want to talk to her who is so boring?"
"In a school like ours, whoever comes in is not a lady, it's really a flower stuck in cow dung, defiled Su Qin."
"But Ji Xu's family is rich. It is said that her father is super rich. Otherwise, how could someone like Ji Xu become a young lady?"
There was a rustling outside, followed by another sound.
"I heard that Ji Xu's current father is not her biological father. Her mother has remarried. Her biological father seems to be dead."
"Hey—really——"
"Shh, keep your voice down. Of course it's true, someone should tell me."
"..."
The sound of footsteps and laughter gradually faded away, and the surroundings were silent, with the occasional sound of water ticking.A door opened gently, and then a figure came down the steps and walked to the sink.The girl looked at herself in the mirror, took a deep breath, and smiled reluctantly.
She couldn't remember the first time she was poked and splashed with water. She didn't know when it was, at least it was the fifth time.Someone in the class couldn't stand it anymore, and asked her privately why she didn't tell her parents that with her father's ability, no one would dare to bully her as long as she came forward.However, Ji Xu just twitched the corner of his mouth into a smile, and shook his head without saying a word.
It didn't work, she tried.
She can't remember most of the scenes, but she still remembers the first time she was bullied. When she went home and talked about it with her mother sitting on the sofa, the other party didn't even look at her. The reaction was only to say something to her when he went upstairs, but what he said was——
"Why are you so useless?"
She didn't know how she got back, anyway, she never told her family about being bullied at school from now on.Her biological mother didn't care about her, let alone a stranger who only called her verbally and had no blood relationship.So she began to resist by herself, protecting herself in this way.
However, what happened in junior high school made her understand that her mother just hated her.
That day, girls at school spoke ill of her behind her back, and she rushed up to reason with them, which eventually turned into a fight.The mother was called to the school and brought her home.She didn't say anything, just looked at her coldly, didn't ask her why she was fighting, and locked her in the small dark room directly.
There was no light in the small black room, and there was a thick darkness everywhere, as if there would never be light.Sitting in the boundless darkness, she counted the time in her heart over and over again in order to relieve her fear, and everything was exhausted in the day-to-day torment.
including hope.
The fifth time when someone poured cold water on her and returned home, it was already evening. Before she entered the house, she saw the bright lights in the hall and the shadows of people, so she knew that the father in name must have returned.There were no servants in the courtyard. She leaned her back against the wall by the window and looked up at the few spots where the stars were scattered in the blue sky.
The early autumn wind was cool, caressing the corners of her wet skirt, she folded her arms and squatted down slowly, watching a few beams of light leaking from the window, listening to the laughter coming from inside, there were mothers, and fathers Yes, and the bell-like laugh of his half-brother.
Another world that doesn't fit in with her.
The time was stretched long and deep, the stars were hidden under the sky, and the surroundings fell into the thick darkness again, Ji Xu dragged his tired body into the room.
She sat on the bed, wrapped tightly in the covers, and sneezing as she watched the spirited teenagers on the telescreen.Even though she has seen it many times, she still enjoys re-watching it over and over again.
She yearns for a life like theirs.
Free blood, warm and harmonious.
Because that's what she's been missing all along.
Ji Xu had a fever the next day, and lay motionless under the quilt, but the cleaning maid found out and sent her to the hospital in a hurry after he couldn't get through to the adults.
-
When I took the bus back, the bus was full of people.Relying on his petite stature, Ji Xu found a small corner among a group of people and stood holding on to the handrails.A pair of ordinary-looking mother and daughter sat on the seat in front of them. The girl looked to be only three or four years old, and was still held in the arms of a young mother.
The girl's eyes were wide open, full of curiosity, and she was holding the woman's hand to ask questions.
"Mom, is that thing that can fly an airplane?"
The woman looked in the direction of her finger and saw that it was a bird that was out of order, so she smiled and said, "No, it's a small animal that can fly."
"Then will I also fly in the future?"
The woman smiled and said, "Baby is obedient and will grow wings."
The girl's eyes were shining, and she put her arms around the woman's neck, giggling.
Ji Xu met the girl's eyes, the clear and ignorant gaze made her heart tremble, and then hurriedly looked away.
Not long after, the woman whispered to her: "Little girl, I think you are not feeling well. Are you motion sick? Would you like to sit here with me?"
Ji Xu raised his head and saw the gentle expression on the woman's face, he was stunned for a few seconds. At that time, there was a voice telling her to get off the car. She thanked the woman hastily and got out of the car in a hurry.
Looking at the unfamiliar scenery around her, Ji Xu knew that she had got off at the wrong station, and there was still a distance between her and her home. She turned on her phone, and wanted to call the driver to pick her up, but saw the message on the phone. After a while, the idea was dismissed.
At this point, the driver should be picking up her brother.
She suddenly remembered the scene in the car again, and remembered the gentle look on the woman's face when she looked at her.She never had the right to have it.The night is everywhere, the street lights are dimly lit on the side of the road, and there are few pedestrians.She exhaled a white breath, retracted her neck into the scarf, and walked step by step into the long night.
Family affection has always been a luxury for her, whether it was for her before the age of eight or for her now.
Children who are a few years old have very keen senses. Although they are not very sensible, they can clearly feel the attitudes of people around them towards them.When she was a child, she felt her mother's indifference towards her and her father's busy work.He is often not at home, so she often sits in the room alone, not daring to disturb anyone, and can only watch the children running and laughing outside the villa through the window, and then she is pulled into the piano room again and forced to learn the violin.
This fear of being dominated by the mother can only be relieved once or twice a year when the father comes back.Although my father seldom returned home, he bought her a lot of fun things every time, and took her to the amusement park, which was one of the few joys in her childhood.However, when the father returns to work, the toys and photos will be thrown away by the mother, and she will return to the dark days.
Day after day went on, when she thought this was the most painful thing, but she didn't expect that there would be a more painful and miserable life waiting for her.When they were eight years old, their father, who had been traveling around in business for many years, suddenly fell ill. When they rushed to the hospital, they saw only a man lying motionless on the bed covered by a white cloth.However, within a year, the mother remarried.On the wedding day, she snuggled up to the man and smiled so happily and dazzlingly, which she never had.
At that time, she still didn't understand why her mother had never smiled so much in front of her, but when she got older, she realized that she was an optional gift.
Before the mother and father were together, they already had someone they liked, who was also the object of remarriage now, but because the father broke up, the two were forced to marry and finally gave birth to her.She couldn't vent her anger on her husband who had a big business, so she vented all her anger on her young daughter.And this anger intensified after she remarried, and finally got out of control.
As if to let her experience the despair she was trapped in at the beginning, she put all this on her daughter.Ji Xu has always felt like a canary trapped in a gorgeous cage, unable to escape.The only change is probably a different cage.Ji Xu once wanted to repair his relationship with his mother, and tried his best to learn how to prepare delicious food for her to come back. However, every time his mother was knocked to the ground, he had to say "you make me sick" at the end.
From the beginning to the end, she only had herself, until she met Su Qin in the first year of high school.
The author has something to say:
Corrected some typos again, enjoy watching~
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