I write dog blood in Yokohama

"He's playing tricks on you."

A mysterious voice suddenly appeared in his mind, interrupting Osamu Dazai's deep and bewitching voice.

I:……

Silently pulling my hand out of someone's wide palm, I blushed, lowered my head and pushed away the shoulder of the black-haired young man, avoiding the other hand rubbing my cheek, moving, moving, and moving.

I was so scared that I ran away on the spot.

Although I really want to refute the other party, but I always feel that his eyes are too weird, it is the kind of deep and depressing that cannot be studied deeply. Once you think about it carefully, the soul seems to be sucked in forever, it is the big black mud in the black mud.

"How do you know he's talking to me..."

While walking desperately outside, while asking about the mysterious voice that popped up suddenly, I was very speechless, but what Dazai Osamu just said was indeed very informative, he even knew clearly that I need to go through the plot to go home , is too perverted.

"Of course he guessed it, confirm your reaction by saying it, Zhao Jiaojiao, you don't believe it foolishly, do you?" The voice of the mysterious voice was also speechless, "Really, I shouldn't have given you a hint in the first place. .”

"In short, prepare well, and you will be able to go back almost tonight."

Oh.

I didn't want to respond to the mysterious voice, took the elevator to leave the PortMafia headquarters building, and walked in the surrounding streets in a daze, feeling a little confused, not knowing what I should do now.

The leader, Zai, even knows that he is a time traveler, and even guessed the conditions for me to go home. How far does he know...

You don't even know the end of my world, do you?

But my world has not come to an end, that is to say, from this stage on, there will be many different endings, and no one can guarantee which one the real ending will be.

Forget it, too lazy to continue thinking so much, I simply walked through the traffic lights ahead, planning to find a quiet place to spend a while.

however……

A bookstore on the street opposite the traffic light immediately attracted my attention. There was a very conspicuous poster on the window. There was a three-dimensional cover printed on the top of the poster, and there was an exaggerated font on the side——

[New author Sakunosuke Oda is a bestseller, highly recommended! 】

I blinked, could hardly take my eyes off the poster, was silent for a moment, and suddenly had a very self-assertive thought.

It is impossible for me to stay in this world.

But Jae, the leader of this world, is beyond my control. When I stayed in the office just now, his eyes were too hurt. In another world, I have experienced so many spiritual friends together. I can’t look at this world. Osamu Dazai went to death.

Then disrupt the opponent's plan a little bit.

Anyway, I haven't stayed in this world for long, even if Dazai's plan is disrupted, he can't kill me, and I'm going back tonight.

Having made up my mind, I clenched my fist, went into the store, and bought the new book by the author whose pen name is Sakunosuke Oda.

Heck, I bought this book just out of curiosity.

I opened the book and read a few pages. As a senior author, I don't feel much about it. After all, I'm just a fan of Mary Sue, so I don't have much research on human truth and autobiography.

The money in my pocket is still enough, and I am thankful again that I took out some cash and bought some manuscript paper and kraft paper bags at the bookstore. I came to a quiet coffee shop without stopping. After thinking about it, I picked up a pen and started writing— —

I know such a man.

He often has a clever smile on his face. The reason why he calls it clever is that at first glance, that smile looks kind, gentle as a feather, as if he was born to draw the distance between two people, but It's creepy to look closely, because this kind of smile is just a smile, simply moving the muscles at the corners of the mouth, without any emotion inside.

This man is very smart. He has seen through the dirty and sinister world, society, and human nature since he was a child, so he feels bored and painful, and repeating it day after day is nothing to him. wave day.

He is like a child who is not understood, walking alone on the edge of the gray world, no one can see the scenery in his eyes, only he can notice the essence behind this world, in this world for him In a world that has been nihilized, it is meaningless to live in the same way.

So he demanded death.

And such a man who is too smart, he has a friend, a friend who really understands him and sees the loneliness in his heart.

It wasn't until the death of his friend that the lonely man realized that someone understood him. It turned out that his friend saw the loneliness in his heart and knew the demandingness in his heart, but it was too late.

Friend died.

……

Do you think this is a bad ending?no.

In some way, the man used his special ability to generate a singularity and woke up from another world.

This is a world where nothing happened. He is only 16 years old now, and all tragedies have never happened. With all his memories, he decides to change something. He wants to save his friend and create a world where his friend can continue to live. A world of things you like.

This almost became the meaning of his living in this world.

The man is smart and clever, and he really did it. The friend left Abi Hell, left the place he had experienced together, and went to the other party's realm.

But this man is also cowardly.

He is a coward, even the soft cotton will burn him, and the soft words will swallow his cowardly heart shrunk in the shell. How can such a person take the initiative to explain something to his friends? , He never went to contact his friends.

Now, the man's heart has been filled with black loneliness. He seems to be walking on a steel wire that is about to fall off a cliff called collapse at any time. make him feel tired.

So I would like to ask that friend, please go to the bar to meet that man, if you meet him one day, please don’t doubt what the other person is doing, and give him a hug that fills the heart that is about to collapse.

But this friend probably won't believe these whimsical things. After all, men have also grown into people who can change people's faces. People will change, but there is one thing that cannot be denied. The meaning in this world will not change.

I believe that this friend who likes to eat curry will understand this, because they used to be friends.

As for who am I?

I am a friend of that man.

Also from another world, the friend of that friend.

……

.........

After struggling to finish the manuscript in Japanese, I silently put away the pen, took out the wallet in my pocket, and carefully turned out a black and white photo from the interlayer.

It was a photo taken of himself and Oda Sakunosuke in a bar.

Reluctantly stuffing the precious photos into the manuscript paper and sealing them all in a kraft paper bag, I looked at the gradually setting sun in the sky, left the quiet coffee shop quickly, got up and went to a certain looking old office building.

***

In fact, Osamu Dazai did get all the world's memories at the age of 16.

He got a [book] by chance.

【Book】Equal to the root of the world, it contains many parallel worlds and infinite possibilities. Its interior is blank, and no matter what is written on it, it will make it come true, and Osamu Dazai uses his own nullified ability to make it come true. A singularity emerged, and through this singularity, he obtained the memories of all parallel worlds.

Of course, although there are many parallel worlds, there is only one real main world.

In that main world, Osamu Dazai found that he would meet two people who really understood him. The world with them was not as difficult as he imagined. Unfortunately, the ending in the middle was not happy...one of them would die, And the only other person he wanted to keep, would leave him without hesitation.

With these memories in advance, Dazai Osamu will naturally not repeat the same mistakes, even if the second person he wants to keep most is also a person who touches his inner body step by step, and she is not just someone who just looks at her. Her determination is strong Even Dazai can't be easily shaken.

So Osamu Dazai started to act. He kicked Mori Ogai to his position in the Mimic incident, kept his friend, and rewrote the ending of the other party's death.

But the other person has not arrived.

Baxun Jiaojiao traveled from this world and all parallel worlds.

In the real main world, she was a foreigner who climbed up from the bottom of a small mafia, and became his subordinate, Zhongya Nakahara's subordinate. It was not until she was promoted that she cutely learned that she was actually an undercover agent.

Osamu Dazai couldn't wait to meet her.

It's a pity that after he took the position of leader and Oda Saku successfully published the novel, Yaxun Jiaojiao still didn't show up.

Because Osamu Dazai found that he was not a member of that main world, he was just one of thousands of possibilities, so naturally he couldn't wait for her to appear in his life.

I don't know why, in all parallel worlds, including the only main world, the original Baxun Jiaojiao will die in accidents, without exception, all of them will lose their lives due to some reasons... Even if he uses the [book] to rewrite anything, it won't happen. It is possible to change that certain fact.

It is precisely because of this that the foreign Baxun Jiaojiao can land in Yokohama and travel through the real main world.

But she will not descend into her own world.

Osamu Dazai, who became the leader, thought that he had no chance to meet the other party. Unexpectedly, a month ago, he accidentally met Baxun Jiaojiao in his world.

The character of the other party is similar to the memory in the parallel world. The Baxun Jiaojiao in this world is also the overseas prosecutor of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, so he led her to the port mafia and brought her to his side, no matter what time period All of them belonged directly to his subordinates.

However, even Osamu Dazai could not change that established fact.

The thing you want will be lost sooner or later, just watching it slowly flow away from you. Osamu Dazai dropped all his work and went to fish out the girl in the river himself, but the girl who didn’t even have the [book] After all, the unchangeable facts still happened before his eyes.

She died.

Immediately afterwards, there was a violent gasp and embrace as if a girl had come to life, and Osamu Dazai watched helplessly, the person he had been waiting for appeared in his life.

***

I knocked on the door of the Armed Detective Agency.

To be honest, I didn't intend to go to the Armed Detective Agency, what if Oda Sakunosuke accidentally lost control of his emotions after seeing this world...

"Hi, may I ask what you would like to entrust?"

The person who met me was a young-looking orange-haired boy with a small hairpin in his hair and earrings on his ears. He pointed to a small sofa not far away in a friendly tone: "If you don't name me, you can Talk to us there."

"some."

I swallowed, stood opposite him embarrassedly, and secretly looked behind him: "I want to find, Oda Sakunosuke."

"Eh?"

"What? Did someone name Mr. Oda?"

"Mr. Oda—someone is looking for you."

The detective agency immediately shouted to a bearded red-haired young man. The man who was shouted raised his head, and his lake-blue eyes looked at him suspiciously: "Are you looking for me?"

hateful.

The tip of my nose was sour, and I almost called out Oda Tsukuru on the spot, but I held back after a while, lowered my head, took out the book I bought earlier, and handed it over with both hands.

"I, I'm your fan, please sign the book for me, can you?"

Oda Sakunosuke who was standing opposite was obviously stunned for a moment, with a little surprise in his eyes, he nodded and pointed to a place not far away: "Sit down and talk."

"Ok."

I hurriedly followed behind the other party's ass, took the teacup handed over by the other members, thanked me, and said in a few words: "I'm sorry, because I admire you so much, I found you in person."

"Mr. Odasaku, your novels are very touching, and it gave me the motivation to write novels."

While babbling blankly with no expression on my face, I took out the kraft paper bag I prepared in advance from my arms, and handed it to the red-haired young man with both hands: "This is a novel written by myself, can you please read it for me, sorry ...so self-talk."

"It's ok."

Oda Sakunosuke was very curious about the envelope I handed over, and actually reached out to take it, and wanted to open it in front of my face.

"Ah, wait!" I hurriedly stopped the other party, and said shyly, "Actually, I am a foreigner."

"I came all the way here because I worshiped Mr. Odasaku. We don't advocate face-to-face unpacking. I... I will be embarrassed. Please wait for me to leave and watch, is that okay?"

"Eh? Is that so?" Oda Sakunosuke stopped his hand, and looked at me with eyes that were the same as in another world, and looked at me calmly, and apologized seriously: "I'm sorry."

Great!

He really took it!

Now I have messed up the leader Zai's game. I hope they will not raise their guns when they meet again. Anyway, Odasaku will definitely consider this matter.

Satisfied, I stood up, and after a few more words, I left the Armed Detective Agency, forcing myself to step out of the old office building without looking back.

The sun was about to go down, and the hazy dusk enveloped the entire unfamiliar but familiar city. There were many more vehicles on the street than in the morning. Just standing on Wuzhen's side, you can see the five gangsters of the port mafia. high-rise buildings.

"It's about time. You can go back in 20 minutes."

I was hesitating where to go next, and at this moment, a certain mysterious sound that deserved a beating reappeared, which shocked me a lot.

……So fast?

Looking up at the screen on the street, it was just 5:11 in the afternoon.

It's not dark yet, I thought I would at least wait until it was completely dark before leaving, but I didn't expect the mysterious sound to be so powerful.

Thinking that the envelope had already been delivered and I could go back in less than 30 minutes, I simply took the initiative to walk in the direction of PortMafia, and before I left, I went to meet Osamu Dazai and tell him about Oda Sakunosuke.

"Knock knock."

"Boss, I am Baxun."

I hurried back to the headquarters building non-stop. I was out of breath, holding my lungs, and knocked on the door of the chief's office with a little panting.

"Come in."

Surprisingly, it was Chuya Nakahara who happened to be in the office who greeted me.

The orange-haired young man wearing a top hat stood respectfully beside the desk, his blue eyes looked at me, and a black-haired young man guarded by him rested his elbow on the table, his deep iris-colored eyes quietly Looking over quietly, a smile appeared on his face:

"Yeah, Xiaojiao."

"How are we thinking about things?"

I:……

Why is his statement so weird.

Sure enough, the expression of Nakahara Chuya, who was standing next to him and heard this sentence, instantly became a little strange. He lowered the brim of his hat subtly, and resisted the urge to say something because he was in the chief's office. .

"Chuya, let's go down." Osamu Dazai said suddenly, and drove away a certain cadre who was serving as his guard without emotion.

Chuya Zhongyuan: "Yes, leader."

As a result, I watched the reliable ochre-red figure leave the dark and empty office, and before leaving, he gave me an inexplicable glance with his blue eyes, and suddenly only me and me were left in the dark-colored room. Dazai ruled two people.

The black-haired young man sitting on the chair had a smile on his face, but the tea-brown eyes behind the smile were very quiet, as if hiding some kind of creepy persistence: "Has Xiaojiao been outside?"

"…Um."

I looked away guiltily, this was too fine, I was a little worried that he would beat me up if he knew that he had messed up his situation... Never mind, anyway, I have to leave in ten minutes anyway!

"Boss, please go to Lupin's bar tonight."

"Huh? Why." Hearing the sound, Osamu Dazai folded his arms, tapped the table with his index finger, guessed the reason for my proposal in just two seconds, and said very clearly: "Ah...Xiaojiao has seen Did Oda make it?"

"Yes."

"He may be looking for you there this evening."

After all, I wrote so clearly in the manuscript, and even kept the most precious photos. No matter how stupid Oda Sakunosuke is, he would not take these as a joke.

I felt more guilty as I thought about it, I lowered my head and scratched my cheek, not daring to look at Osamu Dazai who was sitting opposite.

As a result, the other party let out a "puchi" laugh, his expression didn't seem to be too surprised, the slightly curly black bangs drooped a little bit, his tea-brown eyes were slightly bent, but his voice was cold and emotionless. The tone: "It is indeed something Xiaojiao will do."

"Since it's Xiaojiao's wish, it doesn't matter if I go and have a look."

……

Does this agree?

Uh, the promise was too fast, I raised my head in surprise, didn't he still have a lot of plans in the original book...he will meet with Oda Saku when everything is ready.

Wait, he won't advance the plan, will he?

Seeing such things as Oda Sakunosuke, as the so-called early liberation, early liberation, early reincarnation, I couldn't help but stepped forward, shortened the distance between the two of us, and whispered vigilantly: "You agreed so easily, Don't you plan to jump off the building after seeing Odasaku?"

"Then your will and property arrangements have been hidden in a drawer, and someone will inherit you as soon as you die..."

I don't know why, as my voice fell, the smile on Dazai Osamu's face froze for a moment, but he quickly restrained his smile, moved his body back a few centimeters, and the aura of the superior was overwhelming, the deep She stared at me quietly: "Jiaojiao, your courage is getting bigger and bigger, you are not afraid of me at all."

"Well." He tilted his head, dispelling all the momentum just now: "Aren't you curious why you were hunted down?"

what?

I have to say that this guy's method of changing the subject is very clever. I won't be sleepy when he said this, and my attention is all attracted to this matter.

You know, from being stabbed inexplicably to now traveling to the world of IF, I still haven’t figured out why Fyodor Dosbalabalaki messed with himself. I don’t seem to be in the way of him. I hold the script leader Zai must know why...

"Because you have books in your body."

Osamu Dazai's cold voice interrupted my guess.

silence.

Capitalized silence.

"Tsk." What broke the silence in my heart was a mysterious voice that deserved a beating, and it spat angrily: "I didn't want you to know."

"Now that you know everything, I will try to explain one of them...Zhao Jiaojiao, your supernatural ability is very similar to [Book]'s ability, so the intersection of the two will produce a singularity, which is why you can successfully travel to The reason for this world."

No, why did it take Mary Sue's setting for granted?

I was shocked.

And what the hell is that "I don't want myself to know"? It's so speechless. I didn't dare to let my daughter Bing Haidieer have a book in her body, but I have this setting myself, and no one said it. Believe it.

"Wait." Thinking of something in my mind, I stopped the damned mysterious voice suspiciously, and scolded this guy in my heart: "There are [books] in my body, and there are books in this world, and the collision of the two will not produce new peculiarities." order?"

Mysterious voice: "..."

"You're pretty smart."

"A new singularity has indeed been created. For example, as long as you stay in this world, even if more than 3 people know the existence of [Book], the world will not be destroyed."

"For another example, you can now take out [the book] and change some established facts that it could not change before."

Then you take it out...

I was very terrified of the book in my body, and I didn't want to bear its weight at all, but the mysterious voice resolutely rejected the proposal: "That's not okay, I'll be back in a minute, why are you bothering. "

"Xiaojiao?"

The long conversation with the mysterious tone obviously caught Osamu Dazai's attention. The bandaged black-haired young man suddenly interrupted my anger of wanting to scold something. He suddenly stood up, "Is the time up yet?"

The man's fluffy black bangs drooped down, his handsome cheeks were slightly morbidly pale, and he had the usual smile on his face, but the temperature at the corners of his mouth was like an ice sculpture, which could arouse a kind of instinctive, chilling feeling in people. The piercing coldness, behind those deep eyes seemed to hide a great sorrow and crying, but soon, this emotion was replaced by a wry smile.

"Do you still want to go back?"

Osamu Dazai's deep voice echoed in the huge empty office.

I froze for a moment, ignored the 60-second countdown in my mind by the mysterious voice, and took the initiative to hold the black-haired young man's arm that had just been raised but retracted.

"Boss, your previous proposal is very exciting. Odasaku is alive, Nozawa is alive, and Brother Furukawa is alive. Everything is going as I want."

"However, there is one person who is not."

I looked at him fixedly: "You are not happy."

Osamu Dazai's body seemed to pause slightly. I ignored these details, and felt that my body began to change uncontrollably. The unnatural wind swirled around, and I could only barely stabilize the voice and continued to preach:

"Nozawa didn't meet me, the oil bottle that ruined the mission. Brother Furukawa continued to work hard in the hands of Mr. Nakaya as he wished. Oda Saku found a place to live where he can continue to write novels, but only you..."

"Put on the shackles and fall into darkness forever. I don't want that kind of thing."

"If you're not so pessimistic, maybe I'll come back."

This is true.

Realizing that my body was gradually becoming lighter, I couldn't help but let the mysterious voice take out the so-called [book] in the last ten seconds, and use special points to change some facts that had happened.

——Let the dead "I" of this world come back to life.

After all, Osamu Dazai in this world is really worrying. If it was "I", even if I didn't know the characters and characteristics of these anime gods in advance, I would take the initiative to hold Osamu Dazai and not let him go. To the step where a thousand worries are solved in one leap.

"You hit it by mistake and wanted to change the established fact that could not be changed before." The mysterious voice who was counting stopped, and said in a disdainful tone: "And don't worry if you can know your personality in advance, the world's "" You "would have been..."

Having said that, the angry voice of the other party gradually disappeared, and the unnatural whirlwind around him became fierce, spinning violently in just a moment.

The body was vacated, and I was taken away from that world by surprise. I only remember that before my field of vision fell into darkness, some kind of unspeakable emotion flashed through the kite-colored right eye of the black-haired young man quietly facing me, and there seemed to be something in my throat. Wudi sighed lightly.

He raised his slender fingers to caress my cheek, and whispered softly in a low voice: "Then I'll just trust it for now, Xiaojiao."

The messy majesty blew up the bangs of the two of them, and Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and curled the corners of his mouth lightly: "One day, the you who belong to me in this world will come to find me and liberate me from here .”