I write dog blood in Yokohama

The junkyard at the end of the mission was quiet.

Needless to say, the mess on the ground, the enemy and the party being manipulated were all killed. Of the 7 or 8 members of the Black Lizard who followed me, only three survived after the battle.

The faint moonlight spilled into the dirty garage through the abandoned windows, casting a layer of hazy light on the ground, making the place quiet and dead.

Osamu Dazai has turned around and walked out of the car factory without hesitation. The low-level members of the port mafia responsible for cleaning and cleaning up the scene have not yet arrived. Thinking about it carefully, I was in charge of this job before, so I don’t feel any fear or vomiting. , After all, it has been trained a long time ago.

I silently walked forward, looking down at Miura Okawa who opened his eyes slightly and his life was stuck a few minutes ago, I couldn't help squatting down, and raised my hand to close his eyelids.

……

If you want to say how you feel now, there is no way to describe it.

There are so many emotions in my chest that I don't know what to think about at this moment. My mind is in a mess, and my mind can't stop being filled with the yelling of the sinewy brother to myself before he died.

As for the black mud boss who rushed over suddenly, I was not surprised. Yes, based on how well I knew him, the way he handled it just now was not surprising.

However, although……

I was silent for a while, looking down at the accidentally punctured wound on my hand, the coagulated blood scab corresponding to the mess all over the floor, looking at these dead bodies, a thought suddenly popped up in my heart for some reason.

I want to go home.

I really want to go home.

***

Thinking about it carefully, I haven't practiced the hint given by the mysterious voice today, so I might as well just finish here.

While everyone was away and the moonlight in the depot was abundant, I meditated for a while, and kowtowed three times in a very natural way, completing the routine daily task (1/1).

This kind of actual action, not to survive, but to go home, made me feel a little relaxed suddenly, and my trembling hands stopped.

"Xiaojiao, what are you doing?"

Suddenly, a sudden boy's voice sounded from behind, and I almost coughed in fright.

"..."

I turned my head in horror, as expected, Dazai Osamu did not know when he turned back, blinked and stood at the gate of the depot, his tea-brown eyes stared at me suspiciously.

Pinch mom.

How did he come back! ? ? ?

My expression almost became distorted. Everyone must have gone out. I just made sure that there was no one around. I was crazy. I was caught while kowtowing. Wouldn't it be considered a mental illness? !

To be honest, I have always paid attention to this, and rarely exposed it to the outside. Just now, it was purely emotional, and I couldn't hold back...

Pretending to be a secondary disease is stronger than this.

Help!

No, I will never allow my wise life to be ruined, so I quickly got up from the ground and said to the black-haired boy standing in front of me expressionlessly: "Repenting."

"Eh, repenting?"

Osamu Dazai thought for a while: "Repentance?"

"What are you regretting? Your infancy? The grievance that the incident didn't go well, the unwillingness to catch the little boss, or..."

"Didn't protect their self-blame?"

The black-haired boy who turned back was like a machine gun, popping out several lines in one breath, his tone seemed to be really curious, but unfortunately, as long as you look up at his expression, you will find——

The boy's iris-colored pupils were deep and silent, his look and tone were completely different, and he had already smiled when he said the last sentence, but that gentle and tender smile didn't have any meaning, it just made people feel chills.

……

confused.

I looked at the other person in a daze. Although I didn't know what this guy was talking about, I felt very black and muddy.

His expression was dull, and the air-conditioning came out, damn it!

I showed a similar expression in the incident just now, and now that it happened again, I was speechless, forget it, because I clearly understand the character of this guy, it is impossible to be scared, so I will not let the other person If you wish, you will not go in his direction.

Ignoring the boy's dark expression, I shook my head and said, "I regret that I came into this world."

"..."

Osamu Dazai didn't seem to expect me to say that. He was silent for a while, and this time he really showed a look of surprise: "...you are unexpectedly a pessimist."

The smell of blood in the car factory is very strong. The boy came back simply to find me who hadn't been out for a long time. It turns out that this guy cares so much about his subordinates. I really thank him.

Crossing the dirty place, following in the footsteps of Boss Heimu to leave the shadowy depot, we have come to a relatively empty and safer place.

Although the big guy in front of me is the most shadowy person, the subordinates around him didn't follow up. I didn't hear Dazai Osamu whispering as he walked : "Why do you have such an idea? Xiaojiao is really strange."

……what?

Obviously he is the strangest one, right? !

I couldn't help looking up at him. The black-haired boy who was a little taller than me was walking lightly under the moonlight. The black coat on his shoulders fluttered unnaturally in the wind. His body was still wrapped in bandages. To study the character of the other party carefully, Osamu Dazai, whose suit is coated with moonlight, is really a beautiful boy with a peaceful life.

It's just too deceiving to look at.

Thinking of what happened just now in my mind, I couldn’t help but feel down again. This guy just wanted to use black mud to mess with me. It’s too bad. I won’t be easily hurt. At this time, I should stab him angrily. .

I said that I heard the other party's murmur, opened my golden pupils a little bit, raised my head and said to him: "Because this boring world makes people very painful."

"Mr. Dazai, please don't ask, you don't understand this matter."

I deliberately said in a deep tone...

That's right, how can you guys understand my sadness after being cursed for writing a text!I regret writing Raven all the time every day!

Do you write Raven?You tm don't write Lei Wen!

……

Of course, the main reason why I said this was to anger him, to let him understand the feeling that I understand but have nothing to say.

Comparing the sadness I had just now, it can be regarded as revenge.

Looking at the sky with 45° in my heart, we have already passed through the abandoned car factory. In front of us is a shopping street with a slightly increased flow of people. The colorful neon lights and various plaques complement each other. There are occasional cars passing by in the middle of the road. The surveyed terrain is similar, and there is just a subway entrance in front of it.

I ignored Osamu Dazai, who had slowed down for some reason and stayed behind me. Looking at the busy street and the brightly lit destination not far away, I slid into the subway entrance with a bang.

That's right, Osamu Dazai, who was standing still, was thrown behind me in an instant!

Reluctantly paying for the ticket, this area is too far away from the small Internet cafe where I live, just finished the task, the superpowers are overloaded, the body functions are overloaded, and the nostrils are obviously sore and bleeding The trend, the ankles are also very tired... I really don't want to torture my legs anymore.

Holding the ticket in pain, I didn't think of anything until I was about to swipe the ticket to go in. I turned around in an extremely perfunctory manner, raised my arm and slapped a certain boss.

"Mr. Dazai, I'm going back."

My expression was undeniably the same as usual, I just turned around meaningly.

Surprisingly, my boss hadn't gone back yet, he was really stuck there, and he didn't leave until I finished buying the ticket.

The handsome boy with brown-black hair didn't blend into the crowd, he stood alone on the street not far away, his soft hair was blowing slightly with the wind direction, because the distance was too far, so I didn't see the other party clearly The quiet eyes that look at you in the wind and night.

……

Although just now, in order to stab the other party, he walked ahead of time and said the same thing, but it is different from the real situation——

Taking the railing opposite the subway entrance as the demarcation point, the environment on my side is brightly lit, and the vicinity of the subway entrance is filled with bright light. The constant crowds add a touch of fireworks to this place. It is reflected on the face of every passerby, I merge with the light above my head, and behind me seem to be a stage to set off my own.

But there was no light around the black-haired boy standing opposite.

There were no street lights, and there was almost no traffic. His expression was indifferent, and the black coat on his shoulders fluttered slightly in the night. The young man with a soft temperament seemed to be out of tune with the occasional passers-by. He was so quiet that he seemed to disappear in the darkness at any time.

Seeing the back of the other person who moved his lips slightly, said something, but turned around to leave, I paused as I planned to step into the subway entrance.

He hesitated for a moment, but still sighed.

I put the receipt back in my pocket, and ran back to the black-haired boy. I suddenly grabbed Dazai Osamu's wrist, and under the stunned eyes of the other party, led him to the brightly lit subway entrance not far away.

"Mr. Dazai, let's go together."

"Just now, I was so rude, I'm sorry."