i just want to bribe you

After Su Miao was discharged from the hospital, Wang Yang ran to Luo Beiqiao's small villa from time to time. He ran at night after school when he was free, and even stayed with Su Miao all day during the holidays.

Fortunately, Su Miao was not bored with Wang Yang by his side. The two spent most of the day studying, but they didn't feel bored either.

Wang Yang was working on a problem. Su Miao took two boxes of yogurt from the refrigerator and threw one box to Wang Yang.

Wang Yang was biting his straw and still staring at the physics paper, but his mind was in a mess right now, he had no thoughts about the last big question of the physics paper, and his mind was full of other things.

Every boy and girl in adolescence has an unspeakable restlessness in their hearts. Wang Yang has grown up, and after a long period of contact with Jian Han, he knows that he has feelings for a person of the same sex that he shouldn't have.

Wang Yang has checked the same-sex relationship on the Internet. He knows that homosexuality is not a disease, and he also knows that most people in society still cannot accept homosexuality. Compared with the eyes of outsiders, he cares more about Jian Han's thoughts.

Jian Han is very kind to him, he will comfort him, cook him delicious food, and send him home. In his eyes, Jian Han is like the warm sun in winter, not warm but has a different kind of warmth.

Wang Yang was afraid that Jian Han would stay away from him if he knew his thoughts, so he didn't dare to take the initiative to find him.

In order to restrain himself, after Su Miao was injured, he reduced the time he spent secretly visiting Jian Han in the hospital. He used to visit people secretly every day, but now he has not seen Jian Han for several days.

His heart was empty, he was thinking about men so hard, he had no intention of doing anything, and he couldn't even get excited.

He thought that he had probably fallen, and was trapped in the whirlpool and couldn't get out.

"Why? Can't you do this question?" Su Miao sat down beside him, took a look at the test paper, and began to explain the idea of ​​the question to Wang Yang.

He was writing and drawing in the notebook while talking, Wang Yang's eyes followed the pen under Su Miao's hand, but his eyes were not serious, with a bit of blankness and emptiness.

"Wang Yang." Su Miao stopped writing and called out to him, but Wang Yang didn't respond, just staring at the test paper in a daze.

Su Miao frowned slightly, and waved the pen in front of his eyes.

Wang Yang returned to his senses as if shocked.

Su Miao asked him, "Is there something on your mind?"

"I..." Wang Yang struggled with his eyes, and after hesitating for a while, he buried his head on the table with a heavy heart.

He wants to see Jian Han, wants to have dinner with Jian Han, wants Jian Han to accompany him around, he wants to stay by Jian Han's side, he doesn't want Jian Han to stay away from him, he doesn't want Jian Han to hate him, he doesn't want Jian Han to belong to Others, he wants to be with Jian Han.

But he only dared to think about it in his heart.

Wang Yang's eyes buried in his arms were full of grievances, and his heart throbbed with pain.

Wang Yang didn't want to say that Su Miao didn't force him, so he patted Wang Yang's shoulder, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Wang Yang shook his head, Su Miao sighed, and sat with him like this, after a long while, Su Miao heard Wang Yang say: "Meow, I seem to be broken, what should I do?"

With his head buried in his arms, Su Miao couldn't see the expression on his face, but felt that Wang Yang's words were extremely fragile, and there was an imperceptible cry in his voice.

Su Miao felt that what Wang Yang said was strange, so he didn't reply, and continued to wait for Wang Yang to continue to speak as a loyal listener.

When Wang Yang raised his head, the corners of his eyes were red, as if he would shed tears accidentally, and he said, "Meow, I fell in love with someone."

Su Miao was stunned for a moment, and this was the problem that troubled Wang Yang. Everyone had the throbbing of puberty in his heart. He was relieved, but Wang Yang said again: "He is several years older than me, and he is already working. I don't care. Knowing if he likes me or not, and...and..." He was a man.

Wang Yang never said the last sentence. He didn't have the courage after all.

Su Miao sorted out his questions and asked, "Actually, you are afraid that she will reject you, right?"

Wang Yang opened his eyes wide and nodded. Although it was true, he lacked confidence, "You...why didn't you say that there is an age difference between me and him?"

Su Miao looked at him like a fool, "Is age a problem? You just fell in love with an older sister, and nothing else. Besides, older people can hurt others."

Just like Luo Beiqiao, mature and stable, he is so dedicated to his nephew, completely different from those idle playboys, if he likes to have a wife, he must love him from the bottom of his heart.

Wang Yang curled his lips, thinking that it was not a big sister, but a big brother.

But in terms of hurting people, Jian Han is indeed very gentle and kind to him, but it seems that this is not a special case that belongs to him alone. Doctor Jian is very gentle to everyone.

"Then should I express my heart to him?" Wang Yang asked stupidly.

"This... this..." Su Miao struggled and couldn't give an answer for a while. His love history was blank, and he didn't get along with girls much. The key was that he felt that the age difference was not a problem, but Wang Yang's father certainly didn't. feel.

Not to mention his son's puppy love, he also likes a sister who is several years older than him. Wang Yang's father is afraid that he will break his son's leg.

Most of the love in youth would not go on successfully, Su Miao thought maybe Wang Yang was just a momentary brain fever?

Before he could figure it out, Wang Yang slammed the table and said imposingly: "Don't worry! I can't take it anymore, I'm going to confess to him!" Wang Yang burst into tears as he spoke, "Damn, this I have been controlling myself not to look for him for a few days, and my heart hurts thinking about it."

Su Miao was taken aback for a while, "You really think it over?"

Wang Yang nodded and wiped away his tears, "Even if he rejects me, it's okay, there are still so many years left, I will work hard after I am admitted to medical school, and I will go to his hospital when I graduate from university, enter the same department as him, and pester him , let him have a long-term relationship with me!"

It's a shame to be in love for a long time.

Su Miao was stunned.

It turns out that the eldest sister Wang Yang likes is a doctor.

It turns out that Wang Yang studied so hard for his big sister who is a doctor.

Su Miao felt that Wang Yang was offended. Before, he guessed that Wang Yang was just a momentary brain fever, but now he thinks that this person is too serious.

He was a little scared.

Wang Yang did what he said, and left as soon as he packed his books.

Su Miao hurriedly grabbed him, "Do you want to stop thinking about it?"

"I don't think about it anymore." Wang Yang said: "I really want to see him now and express my heart to him. I also want him to hug me and kiss me."

Su Miao: "..."

Su Miao hailed a car to send someone out, looked at the dark cloud-covered sky, and regretted not letting Wang Yang bring an umbrella.

In this weather, the torrential rain might come down soon. What if the foolish boy didn't succeed in confessing, and ran to get wet in the rain with heartache and sadness?

According to Wang Yang's usual stupid and indifferent degree, he would definitely do this.