From Zhen Huan

There is death. "

However, the more I said this, the more worried they became. I originally like a quiet temperament, and such meaningless arguments made my already weak body even more unbearable.

I said very forcefully: "You don't need to persuade me anymore, how could Qing die! How could he be willing to leave me alone, he didn't even know that he was going to be a father. I believe Qing will definitely come back soon I just came back, as long as I don't find the body, I won't believe that Qing is dead."

Seeing my maddened expression, they didn't dare to persuade me any more, but from this day on they didn't feel at ease to let me be alone, and there would always be someone by my side at all times.

I accepted this arrangement and behaved like all normal pregnant women, eating and resting regularly, reading books, and taking walks.But my calm performance obviously made them more worried, and there was nothing I could do about it. Time will tell, and they will soon understand that what I said is true.

I just stayed in Ganlu Temple quietly and stubbornly. Time passed day by day, and my fetal position was already very stable. When Jinxi and Huanbi were worrying about my bulging belly, Xuanqing finally returned safely from Hehe .

It was an afternoon, Jinxi Huanbi and I were making baby bellybands under the eaves. The sun was warm and soft in the evening, and it swayed a large piece of brilliant and bright gold in the yard, which made people feel lazy when they shone stand up.

And in this splendor, Qinghe Wang Xuanqing seemed to be riding the wind, and his whole body was covered with a faint halo.He looked at me smiling more brilliantly than the sunshine behind him, "Huanhuan, I'm back." He said this, with a warm and mellow voice, a handsome and thin face, and a tall and powerful body showing an ultimate expression in the golden light. beauty.

Seeing a gentleman, Yunhu is not happy. 【1】

At this moment, I was moved.

Xuanqing walked over with strides, as if there was wind in his movements, he hugged me who was standing there looking at him blankly, and said with a smile: "Huanhuan, I'm finally back, you don't know how scared I am, Scared of never seeing you again."

When he spoke, his chest vibrated, and I could even feel the worry, panic, and fear on his body slowly dissipating in the air with the vibration, leaving only joy.

Huanbi frowned and smiled, and murmured: "Great, great. Not dead, not dead..." The teardrops in the eyes fell down big and small, crystal clear.

Jinxi put her palms together with a smile, then quietly pulled Huanbi away, and only Xuanqing and I were left in the courtyard.

Xuan Qing hugged me tightly, and didn't want to let go for a long time, but I was tired. I was suddenly hugged by a strange man, and my body gradually became stiff. Besides, I was still pregnant. Can't help this kind of tossing.

I pushed him away slowly and firmly, and looked at my favorite man in the book, the man who could be called "never leave" Zhen Huan, "start well and end well".I suddenly felt a little sad, how can I tell this man that your Huanhuan was gone the moment she heard the news of your death, and what is now in the body of the woman you love is just trapped in this world An otherworldly ghost.

Xuan Qing and Xuan Ling are similar in appearance but softer, and Wen Shichu and Wen Shichu are gentle gentlemen but more handsome, plus they are talented and affectionate, he is really a pleasing and masculine handsome man.

The moment I was hugged in his arms, I even thought that I would be by his side as Zhen Huan, enjoying his gentle care and love for Zhen Huan.However, I can't do it after all, whether it's for Wen Shichu or Xuan Ling, I will never deliberately pretend to be Zhen Huan, so as to gain their love.After all, I am proud, even if I use Zhen Huan's body and identity, it will not change my soul.

I fell in love with Xuan Qing and knew Zhen Huan, so how could I take it for granted to stay with him.

I pushed him away and said softly, "Don't hurt the child."

His face was puzzled at first, and then immediately turned into ecstasy, and asked in a trembling tone: "Is it true? Huanhuan, you have our child."

I nodded and replied: "It's true, Zhen Huan had your child, and it was conceived before you left. It has been four months and she is very healthy."

Xuanqing didn't notice the error in my words, and said happily: "My God! Huanhuan, I never thought I would be so happy." He touched my slightly protruding belly with his hand, He said softly: "With my child here, Huanhuan, I will be a father."

I affirmed: "Yes, you are going to be a father." My tone was soft, with unconscious sadness and pity.

It was only then that Xuanqing noticed that I was still standing, and quickly looked annoyed, carefully helped me to sit down, and then kept holding my hand, or looking at me, or touching my stomach, and smiling foolishly.Ask me over and over again: "How are you? How is the child?"

I also answered patiently over and over again: "I am fine, and so is the child, you don't have to worry."

In the next few days, Xuanqing was in a state of extreme joy, which made me unable to bear to tell him the truth. Every time I said something, I watched him be so purely happy, but I still didn’t say it.

However, my indifference and alienation were so obvious that he was easily aware of it, so I often saw that although he still smiled gently at me, when he turned around, he was lonely.

I wait for the day when he asks me about it.

Finally, half a month after he came back, he couldn't help holding my hand and asked, "Huanhuan, I kept you waiting for too long, are you angry with me?"

"No, I'm not angry, I'm glad you're back." I replied, with sincerity but less intimacy.

"But Huanhuan, why are you..." Xuan Qing hesitated to speak.

Xuan Qing struggled with loneliness all over his face, he clearly wanted to know but didn't even dare to ask.

My hand broke free from his palm, I am not Zhen Huan, I can’t learn it and I don’t want to learn from Zhen Huan, no matter whether I occupy Zhen Huan’s body on purpose or not, I should let Xuanqing know the truth, especially let this man understand Zhen Huan’s love for him The affection for him has never been let down.

I looked at Xuan Qing and told him: "When you left, you agreed to come back after a month, but you didn't come back after waiting for a month. Zhen Huan had already found out that she was pregnant. I waited patiently again. After more than half a month, the news came that you had died. After hearing this, Zhen Huan was stimulated and passed out. However, after waking up, it became me. I don’t know where Zhen Huan went, let alone what to do to bring her back."

Xuanqing couldn't believe it, and hurriedly asked: "What about Huanhuan, where did Huanhuan go? Could it be that Huanhuan..."

I shook my head quickly, "I don't know, maybe Zhen Huan is in another person's body like me, maybe..." I looked at him sad and desperate, painful and remorseful, and persuaded: "But this is not yours. It’s your fault, no one would have expected such a thing to happen, not to mention that Zhen Huan might be waiting for you to find her somewhere in this world!”

Seeing Xuan Qing's originally dispirited expression became a little bit angry again, I continued my efforts, "Besides, you still have children, if Zhen Huan knows that you have abandoned the children, I don't know how to hate you."

I took his hand on my stomach and asked, "Do you feel it? Here are your children. They are still small and fragile, and they need your care and protection. This is a pair of dragon and phoenix." The fetus is very healthy, Zhen Huan must hope that you can take good care of your child. Are you right?"

Xuan Qing held his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could only hear the extremely low whimpering, which made me feel sad and painful.

'Things are not people', the most painful realization in the world is this.

Note [1]: From "The Book of Songs", Zheng Feng, Feng Yu.

9. Things are not people

After knowing the truth, Xuanqing seemed to be a different person overnight. The gentle gentleman who was as gentle as jade and as warm as spring breeze was never seen again.

As if all the light and heat had been exhausted, the current Qinghe King would make one feel silent and indifferent just by looking at him.Obviously, his appearance and clothing have not changed, but the smile on his face has disappeared, leaving him lonely and haggard.It's like walking dead, lost spirit, lost soul.

Huanbi wanted to ask me more than once what happened, but how should I explain it?Fortunately, there is Jinxi's careful company and care, so that I can avoid Huanbi and get a little peace.

This situation continued until I gave birth.

Xuanqing arranged my life very well, there was never a lack of various supplements and delicacies, and Wen Po and Nanny prepared them early.Although he was saddened by Zhen Huan's departure, he still tried his best to be a good father.

The baby was born at full term, and it took a whole night to make my voice hoarse. However, when I saw the two tender balls in the swaddle, I suddenly felt that my whole heart was soft.And it was these two children who pulled Xuan Qing back who was already on the verge of despair.

When he held the two children at a loss, his hands trembled slightly, and the depression of the past few days was defeated by this living, hopeful little life.I could see his eyes sparkle again, and his whole being regained vitality and vitality.

As long as a person is alive, there is hope. Who can bear to see such a tall and straight man like a pine and cypress wither.

Although I don't want my child to drink other people's milk, but as the child grows up to two months, the food intake increases greatly, so I have to ask the nurse to help me