From Zhen Huan

people! "I opened my hand to him, with nothing in my hand, and then clenched my fist again, as if I wanted to hold everything in this world in my palm, and then asked: "But even so, I still want to ask you, do you want to live happily? ?Do you want to take back your mother and concubine?Do you want to hold your destiny in your own hands? "

The boy's eyes were dim at first, but then they became brighter and brighter as I questioned, extremely beautiful.

Xuanqing looked at me, with a bright light in his eyes, and said softly but firmly: "I want to! I want to live a happy life! I want to be a good son who is filial to my mother and concubine! I want to control my destiny, do it A good man who stands up to heaven and earth!"

I looked at him and laughed too, shaking all over, laughing so hard that tears flowed, this is the man I once loved!But why don't you remember me?

I cover my eyes, covering the whole world.

A few years have passed quickly, and many newcomers have entered the palace, and more and more familiar faces, but I have become a big scourge in the harem, and I am not favored by Xuan Ling, so there is no one who does not have eyes came to provoke me.

The 12th year of Qianyuan is getting closer and closer. In the past few years, the border conflicts between Dazhou and foreign tribes have intensified, and the military power in the hands of the Murong clan has become more and more important. Xuanling has now changed from the original one to the Murong clan. The current defense.However, his understanding of the Murong Clan is only the tip of the iceberg, and he is far from seeing the real strength and threat of the Murong Clan hidden in the dark.

With the support of the Murong clan, in the past few years, apart from harming those restless concubines, my biggest hobby is to tease the emperor Xuanling and the empress Zhu Yixiu.

There's nothing more fun than flirting with the love-killing couple who ruled the Great Zhou Dynasty.

As a result, Li Chang who is beside Xuan Ling, and Jian Qiu who is beside Zhu Yixiu and others avoid me like snakes and scorpions, and they are more respectful when they see me than their masters.

I'm so bored, I can only look forward to the 12 Qianyuan Draft coming soon. With Zhen Huan, Mei Zhuang, and Ling Rong at that time, I feel that life will be much more interesting.

And that day is not far away.

47. Concubine Hua begins

Under the design of the Murong Clan, Hehe was defeated year after year, and his vitality was greatly injured, but he never hurt his muscles and bones.But for a barbaric yet proud nation, such humiliation is undoubtedly unacceptable.

In the middle of the 12th year of Qianyuan, Hehe formed an alliance with several small neighboring countries, formed an alliance army, and invaded the Great Zhou Dynasty.The people on the border of Dazhou were in dire straits, and the military situation was extremely urgent. Xuanling had to send the Murong clan to the front line, and each of them led the Qi clan to lead millions of troops to defend against foreign enemies.

And the draft I was looking forward to was also canceled in an atmosphere of panic throughout the country, but at the moment I heard the news, I was worried about Xuan Qing who was sent to the front as a warlord.

This war was originally not just a simple foreign invasion, but the beginning of the Murong Clan's long-planned rebellion, but it involved the entire world. Even the Murong Clan and I, who initiated the war, could not accurately judge when this day would come.

In the original plan, it should be launched tomorrow at the earliest. After all, the military power in the hands of the Qi clan should not be underestimated. If they are determined to be the royalist party, then the Murong clan will have to fight hard.

But things have come to this point, the Murong clan has been planning for several years, and now they can only fight hard.

This war has been going on for a whole year. This year, the place I visited most often was the Pixiang Palace of Concubine Duan, to comfort this poor poor girl who was given sterilization pills by Xuan Ling even though she wasn’t instilled with red flowers. woman.This consolation was not without cost, but Concubine Duan, who deeply hated Xuan Ling's merciless concubine after learning the truth, finally gave me a satisfactory result.

Afterwards, there was a long and vigorous battle of conspiracy. At this time, I had already kidnapped Concubine Duan and entered the protection range of the Murong clan.

With half of Dazhou's military power and half of the courtiers' support, the Murong clan's road to rebellion is far less difficult than it was in history. Anyway, there is a sense of smoothness.But even so, the war dragged on for five years.

I have hesitated more than once, whether to hand over the gunpowder, it will be much easier to break through the city with gunpowder, you can also attack with fire, and it is not difficult to even make grenades.But I can't guarantee that □ will not be leaked, which will lead to an escalation of the war and cause more damage.

For war, the appearance of gunpowder is definitely not an angel, but a devil.

In this long war, I spurned and condemned myself. The Murong clan was doomed to be tolerated by Da Zhou in order to protect themselves, but I may not have committed a heinous crime in dragging so many innocent people into the abyss of war in order to protect themselves.What's more, how can I guarantee that the Murong clan can create a new dynasty that is more prosperous than the Great Zhou Dynasty and that loves the people more?

I used to be behind the curtain, controlling the entire country from above, and I led my people to conquer the surrounding alien races. The process was not without blood and death, but I think it was worth it.Momentary dedication and pain will bring decades or even hundreds of years of prosperity and stability to future generations.

At that time, I was so confident, but this time, I felt extremely guilty.

The complexity of human nature, I always experience it deeply again and again in the cycle of reincarnation.But to this day, when I understand myself better, I feel that I don’t understand myself more and more.

When the war was finally over, I had no time to rejoice, and put all my thoughts on the comfort of the casualties, as if by doing so, I could atone for the sins caused by myself.But during the burial process, every time I saw those family members suffering from the death or injury of their husbands, fathers, brothers, and sons, I felt more and more sinful, and I couldn't let go of it for many years.

When all these things were done, my father, Murong Jiong, officially held the enthronement ceremony and became the founding emperor. My brothers also started chasing status, as if a new reincarnation had begun.

And I, as a daughter, was exceptionally capable and valued by my father and brother. As a reward, I was crowned king by Murong Jiong, and I was given the most affluent land in the south of the Yangtze River as a fief.

Before going to the fief, I made the only request to Murong Jiong, which was to hand over Xuan Ling to me and take him to the fief.

As the emperor of the previous dynasty, Xuan Ling was captured alive by the Murong clan and thrown into prison. But because his father, Murong Jiong, did not want to be described in the history books as a tyrannical king, he just kept eating and drinking as offerings. , no disposition has been made.

Taking Xuan Ling away with me can be regarded as a solution to a difficult matter, so Murong Jiong easily agreed.

I didn't hate Xuan Ling so much that I wanted to kill him, but instead of perishing in depression, I became perverted in depression. I, who spent more than ten lives on this man, must be perverted to a certain level in my heart.

Of course, I will not serve Xuanling with great torture. I have just experienced a long and tragic war, and I don't want to experience any bloody things.But my resentment towards Xuan Ling still made me punish this emperor who enjoyed the three thousand beauties in the harem with an extremely vicious punishment.

This punishment is - castration.

I turned this emperor who had seen countless flowers into an eunuch, and I also brought some of Xuanling's former concubines. They all conspired to frame others and had many lives in their hands. The defeated party.They will accompany Xuan Ling and spend the rest of their lives together, but this time, they don't have to use all their strength, just to have a good night with Xuan Ling.

After dealing with Xuan Ling, I did something that I always wanted to do but never dared to do.

I have accepted more than a dozen face heads, and all of them are talented and good-looking men in the fiefdom. I think that in this world, men can have three wives and four concubines, but women must obey three and four virtues, how unfair it is.However, I have no strength to resist, so I can only abide by the rules and endure this injustice.

Now that I have the power to break the rules, even if it is extremely absurd, even if the whole world has a notorious reputation for being extravagant and lustful, I will indulge once.

But I don't need these men to sleep, all I ask of them is that they dress up beautifully every time, so that I can look good.

In my fiefdom, I have enacted laws that are more lenient and free for women. I hope to give these oppressed women a piece of sky where they can breathe freely.

When this was all dealt with, I went back to a leisurely, idle state.

"Oh..." I lay in the arms of the beautiful man and sighed again.

The handsome man fed a grape into my mouth, and his white fingers traced a beautiful curve, I couldn't help but touch it.

So those who played fans, served tea, and massaged all sent grapes one after another, and all of them looked charming and charming, wearing my special Hanfu with a larger neckline, a tighter waist, and wider cuffs. , showing a charming and alluring demeanor.

But I am not moved, although I like to dress them up beautifully, but that is just my appreciation of beauty, I have no other thoughts about them.Physical desires, I have not felt much since many lifetimes ago.

Therefore, the relationship between me and these men is more like a master and a personal maid, seemingly ambiguous, but actually innocent.

"Master," Song Zhi said, driving away all the beautiful men who were courting me, "Master Hou is here."

I sat up, my eyes drifted away, avoiding Songzhi's strong condemning gaze, and said repeatedly: "No, no, don't you see that I am very busy!"

Songzhi looked at me contemptuously, and then said with a half-smile: "But master, I have already