From Zhen Huan

When we were young, the two of us often stayed together, I played the piano, and she danced. Those days couldn't be more beautiful.

It's a pity that Huan'er's father, Zhen Yuandao, was transferred back to the capital. We separated for a few years, and we could only send our thoughts to letters, and finally we could contact each other once a month.

The draft is the fate of every official girl in the Great Zhou Dynasty. There is a selection every three years. After layers of selection, unmarried girls with both talents and looks are selected into the palace to enrich their lives. [Quoted from the original text]

And I knew my fate years before the draft.

I will spend the rest of my life inside the red-tiled palace walls, sharing the same husband with three thousand beauties. This is the expectation of my family. I cannot resist. Take pity on me, and treat me without being completely heartless, this is my only expectation.

The 12th day of the eighth month in the [-]th year of Qianyuan is the day of the draft. Originally, I was supposed to leave Jeju for the capital in mid-July. However, after receiving a letter from the Zhen family, I advanced the itinerary.

The letter said that Huan'er had been depressed since she recovered from a serious illness. I was so worried that I couldn't stay in Jeju for a moment.

I went to save my mother and asked her to let me enter the capital early. After all, my mother loved me very much. She couldn't bear my pleading, so she brought her servants to salute and went to Beijing in a carriage.On the way to Beijing, I had trouble sleeping and eating. I know Huan'er best in this world. She is by no means such a fragile woman. Although she is weak on the outside, she is a strong woman with strong opinions on the inside.

After settling down in the mansion in the capital, the Zhen Mansion immediately sent a post, inviting me to come over to play.After asking my mother for instructions, I couldn't wait any longer, and immediately went to Zhen's mansion accompanied by the maidservant.

However, I didn't see Huan'er. Huan'er closed the courtyard door and refused to see anyone. No matter how anxiously I tried to persuade her outside, she still refused to open the door to let me in to see her.

I had no choice but to go back to my home, but my heart was worried every day because of this, so I sent someone to send the gift I prepared in Jeju by the way.

I always knew that Huan'er was unwilling to enter the palace. She is such a proud woman, how could she be willing to enter the palace to share the same man with so many women!However, what surprised me was that the man she liked turned out to be Wen Shichu. I didn't know Wen Shichu, but I thought he should be a gentle and elegant gentleman.

After getting engaged, Huan'er's personality finally became cheerful, and we finally met. Her personality is much quieter, and she is not as naughty as before.I have to sigh that the power of love is really powerful, even a smart woman like Huan'er will inevitably worry about gains and losses, and change herself for it.

After a while, I found out that Wen Shichu was an imperial physician. As far as Huan'er's conditions were concerned, Wen Shichu's family background was a bit low, but as long as Huan'er liked it, how could Uncle Zhen and Aunt Zhen have the heart to refuse.This is what I envy Huan'er the most. Although my parents love me, they will never give up their family responsibilities for this.

Huan'er's wedding was rushed because she had to be ahead of the draft, but when I saw Huan'er's sincere smile, I felt that these were not important, the important thing was who was by your side!

And after a long, long time, when I became the most honorable woman in the world, when I thought about my gains and losses, I realized how correct Huan'er's decision was at the moment.She is indeed much smarter than me. She knew early on how difficult and thorny the road to the harem is.

After Huan'er got married, she became more concerned about me, and worried about the fact that I would enter the palace alone. Although she was still newly married, she stayed with me in Shen's residence for a whole day, and Wen Shichu often came to pick her up. She will go back.

In order for me to go smoothly in the palace, Huan'er asked Wen Shichu to inquire and collect all kinds of useful information for me in the palace, in order to make a plan for me after entering the palace, how to deal with the emperor and the queen mother.And cheer for me, in order to analyze the responsibilities on my shoulders, and make my heart stronger and firmer.

On the day of the draft, I met my future husband for the first time. He was slightly different from what I had imagined. Although he was majestic and dignified, he looked extremely handsome and gentle. look more.

While waiting to meet the emperor and the queen, two beautiful women had an argument. I took a look at it from a distance. One of the beautiful women was bullied very pitifully. However, I never like to get involved in right and wrong. Later, I never saw this beautiful girl again in the palace.But I think if Huan'er was here, she would definitely come forward to help this beautiful girl. Huan'er has always been so kind and kind.

Not surprisingly, I was selected. After returning home, Huan’er came to see me, analyzed all kinds of information Wen Shichu had collected for me, and taught my dowry maids various useful skills so that they could become good candidates in the palace. my helper.

When I said goodbye to Huan'er, she held my hands, which were so warm, as if covering my uneasy heart to settle down and warm up. Huan'er's face was full of reluctance and worry, but she was always Say goodbye to me with a smile.

After stepping into the palace gate, I didn't look back, not because I didn't want to, but because I was afraid that I wouldn't want to.Farewell today, goodbye but I don't know when it will be!My good sister when I was young, after all, left me. From now on, I can only look at the sky through the palace wall and miss each other silently.

I was conferred the rank of Xiaoyi from the fifth rank, and after entering the palace, I was favored by the emperor, and later promoted to Concubine Hui.

The emperor's gentle love for me made me unable to resist, and my heart sank into it unconsciously. I have been immersed in the happiness and joy of a girl's feelings, but fortunately, I have not forgotten Ting Huan'er's sincerity to please the Queen Mother.

The queen in the palace looks dignified and benevolent. If Huan'er hadn't analyzed it carefully for me and showed me the collected information, I would never have thought that she is a person with a Buddha face and a snake heart.Concubine Hua is gorgeous and domineering, and she is not easy to get along with at first glance. Sure enough, she is very dissatisfied with my favor, and she has all kinds of cynicism.

I have never let down my vigilance towards the two of them. Among the new concubines, I am the first to be favored, and they will never let me go.

Later I became pregnant, the emperor promoted me to Ronghua, and loved me so much. At this time, I was so happy that it was worth dying immediately. How could I ever think that the man next to me is not my lover at all? Woolen cloth!

When I was taking care of the pregnancy, Huan'er specially asked Wen Shichu to come over to feel my pulse. I thought it was unnecessary, but Wen Shichu said that Huan'er insisted on asking, so I agreed in desperation.I believe that Huan'er must have her reasons for doing this, and I can't let her care down, so I asked Wen Shichu to feel my pulse.

The result of my pulse took me by surprise. It turned out that I was not pregnant at all, and all this was caused by the use of drugs.

I was sad at first, and then I was secretly frightened. If Huan'er hadn't insisted on asking Wen Shichu to examine me, I'm afraid I would have fallen into someone else's trap.

I followed Huan'er's wishes and used all my tricks, pretending to have a miscarriage and using it to frame Concubine Hua. I didn't feel guilty about doing this. When I was reprimanded by the emperor, I didn't feel guilty.If I hadn't been the first to notice the failure of framing her, I couldn't even imagine what the consequences would be.

But the emperor's punishment for Concubine Hua is nothing more than that, because he doesn't want to offend the Murong clan, so he would rather wrong me than let Concubine Hua go.I know that I didn't really lose my child, but the emperor's attitude made me feel chilled. I felt that my sincerity was trampled on by him. My love for him is so humble, and my influence on him is so small. He never cared.

I was depressed for a long time, and I no longer had any expectations. I just devoted myself to accompanying the Queen Mother to worship the Buddha, so as to escape.

Huan'er has been asking Wen Shichu to bring letters to explain me, but with my pride, how can I devote even a little bit of sincerity to this man.

But I finally gave in. Huan'er was right. I entered the palace not for myself, but for the entire Shen family. I can't waste the family's cultivation and let down the family's painstaking efforts just because of my own selfishness.

So I cheered up again. With Huan'er's plan and Wen Shichu's help, I avoided many plots and won the emperor's favor again. However, although I smiled on the face, my heart was cold. Only Huan Only a letter from time to time when I was a child can bring me strength and make me feel warm.

Under the emperor's plan, the Murong family was uprooted, the Zhen family and the Shen family made great contributions, and were more and more valued, and because of this, I was even more favored by the emperor.

This kind of love is extremely bitter, but I smiled softly, as if it was sweet.

Later, the queen was also rejected by the emperor in my plan. From the beginning of Xiaoyi, I gradually rose up, and finally I became Concubine Hui, but my hands were already stained with blood, and I couldn't even show a sincere smile.

I have a son, a daughter, and two children. They are my hope in this deep palace and the motivation to support me to go on. They are also very well-behaved and sensible, and they always make me feel very comforted.The emperor likes them very much. This kind of love is very honorable but also full of danger. Fortunately, Huan'er has been helping me, otherwise I don't know if I can bring them up safely.

Ten years later, the emperor passed away, my son ascended the throne, and I became the empress dowager, and the Shen family became very prosperous because of this.When I was wearing a heavy phoenix crown, I thought, if I knew that this phoenix crown would be exchanged for my smile in this life, would I be willing.

I don't know the answer all the time, because I can't go back to the past. I have come to the present and become the final winner. Maybe I will never feel happy again.