From Zhen Huan

: "It was originally given to my sister by my sister, hoping to help her a little bit. But today, my sister accidentally scratched her wrist. The wound is not big, but it is a bit deep. Even if it heals, it will leave a scar. I want to ask my sister, if there is any leftover, I will give it to my sister. I can’t say this, but this healing glue is too precious, and my sister doesn’t have a second box here... Sister is really ashamed."

Before I finished speaking, Zhen Huan hurriedly took my hand and looked at it. There was a wound on my wrist. The bleeding had stopped, but no medicine was applied, and even the flesh and blood could be vaguely seen.

"Why are you so careless! The injury is so deep, and you didn't ask the imperial doctor to take a look, did you apply medicine?" Zhen Huan took a look and couldn't bear to look any more, she just held my hand and asked.

I shook my head dejectedly, and said, "How can it be so easy! My sister has long been disliked by the emperor, and she has not been summoned for a long time. How can the imperial physician pay attention to a concubine who is out of favor like me? I don't want to bring shame on myself, so I have to Come and beg my sister."

"Go and bring the Shuhen glue, as well as the wound medicine given by the emperor." Zhen Huan said to Huanbi who was on the side, looking at him with pity, and said: "The people in the palace are the ones who worship the high and step on the bottom." , if my sister doesn't announce the imperial physician, she will come to me to get a few wound medicines and use them first, but I have to take care of myself."

Hearing this tone of pity and slight reproach, I couldn't help but feel a little unhappy.If An Lingrong was a friend, An Lingrong fell out of favor and had a broken voice at this time, and his status was not favored by the emperor. Now that he encountered such difficulties, he should be more caring and comforting, and what to do with those mercies.

If An Lingrong is real, I'm afraid she will be sad again!Because she knew that Zhen Huan would never treat Mei Zhuang like this, but Zhen Huan really cared, but that caring made people feel awkward from the bottom of her heart.

I took the healing glue, and chose two other wound medicines, these were given by Xuanling when Zhen Huan was favored in the past, and they are all first-class and high-quality wound medicines, which are extremely good for wound healing, beauty and scar removal. easy to use.

When I went back to Mingseju, I took out the healing gel, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what, it is unwise to be an enemy of Zhen Huan.But thinking that An Lingrong has united with the queen at this time, I don't want to be at the mercy of the queen, but I don't have the ability to break free for the time being.

In July, although the weather became hotter and hotter, the first heavy rain finally came, and the long drought was met with rain. Xuanling was overjoyed and held a banquet at the Juhu Yunying Hall on Changfangzhou, Taiye Pool. celebrate.

When all the concubines were enjoying the wine in the Yunying Hall of Juhu Lake, watching the scenery and enjoying the lotus, I was at the other end, covered with pink gauze and wearing a light pink long Jiangnan lady's dress, singing loudly, floating in the air Ruoxian.There is a flat boat under me, and I stand at the front, breaking open to meet the lotus leaves in the sky, clear water and white lotuses meandering towards me.

An Lingrong's voice is no worse than Queen Chunyuan's, it's just a lack of skill, but I just made up for this flaw. I'm afraid Xuanling will really think that Queen Chunyuan is resurrected after listening to it!

When the light boat came close, I saw that Xuan Ling had involuntarily walked to the railing surrounding the main hall, looking at me dazedly, but I could feel that his soul had drifted away to those many years ago.

I didn't act like An Lingrong threw a white lotus to seduce Xuanling. If it was too easy to get it, I wouldn't cherish it. I sang straight, Yingying bowed down to Xuanling and performed a silent courtesy, and then signaled the boatman to continue rowing .Soon I followed the light boat, and gradually disappeared in the white lotus that filled the lake.

When the party was over, Xuan Ling sent eunuchs to tell me to serve in the Yiyuan Hall, but I refused on the grounds that I was feeling unwell due to the wind blowing.

Not only was Xuan Ling not angry, but he immediately asked the imperial physician to come over and show me, and he gave me many rewards.

In the next few days, I still excused myself from being unwell and did not go to serve, but embroidered purses, made sweet soup and sent them over.On the fifth day, Xuanling couldn't bear to come to Minseju to see me in person. I only chatted with him through the screen with a soft and melodious voice, showing my side different from An Lingrong.And he was also very pleasantly surprised, ever since Zhen Huan annoyed him because of the loss of his son, he had a hard time finding a bosom friend who could chat with him. He had always thought that An Lingrong was a shallow person, but after chatting with him this time, he found that was not the case.

In the days that followed, Xuan Ling came to see me every day after the court. The first two days he asked me to sing another song for him, but after three or four days, he came here mainly for chatting, because he found that No matter what aspect of the conversation, I can always pick up the conversation and put forward a point of view or question at the right time, which catches his eyes and makes him very happy.

It was not until No. 15 days after my performance in Taiyechi that I finally went to bed and got rid of the old image of a plaything in one fell swoop, leaving a new image in Xuan Ling's heart of being versatile and a bosom friend.

Moreover, I have a gentle and quiet personality, not as tough as Zhen Huan, which greatly comforted Xuan Ling who lost her son one after another. Women take advantage of it, and I've succeeded.

It's just that my background is too low, and after being favored, I made many concubines jealous, and rumors in the harem were endless. Fortunately, Xuan Ling promoted me from a beauty to a little girl, so that my ability to protect myself can be slightly stronger.

The queen didn't act according to the plan she made, but got a little sincerity from Xuan Ling. While angry, she pretended to be ignorant of the concubines' actions against me, and often contributed to the flames behind.Fortunately, Concubine Hua was no longer in power at this time, otherwise corporal punishment would be indispensable.

As for the Queen, I have been Zhu Yixiu for so many years, of course I know her pain, so I can't help but feel sympathy for her, but what she did these days makes me feel angry, An Lingrong may be willing to do it Her chess piece, but I don't want to let her benefit, and then harm me and my children in the future.

After being favored, I still maintained a humble temperament, especially in front of Zhen Huan, but I was humble but never humble. Zhen Huan also said that I had changed a lot, but Mei Zhuang said that my current temperament is more in line with her taste.

I comforted Zhen Huan to cheer up. Fortunately, after being made things difficult by Qin Fangyi, she also knew the importance of favor, and no longer blindly let her temper go. Meizhuang and I were also happy for her.In order to make Zhen Huan regain favor, I prepared a lot of skin care products for her, and cut cloth for her, which moved her very much.

At the same time, I persuaded Xuan Ling to visit Zhen Huan and Mei Zhuang more. Xuan Ling felt that I loved sister Chong and treated me better.

After heeding my advice, Xuan Ling started to set foot in Tangli Palace again. Sometimes Zhen Huan and I went to Yiyuan Hall to serve Xuan Ling together. The three of us chatted and talked, which seemed even more lively.Sometimes, when I look at the smiling faces of Zhen Huan and Xuan Ling, I feel a sense of tranquility.

However, this kind of time will not last long, because of the matter of King Runan, Zhen Huan was sent to Wuliang Hall by Xuan Ling to think about her mistakes, so I moved to live with Meizhuang.

The following incident of King Runan's rebellion, I am naturally no safer in the harem than Zhen Huan who is locked in the Taiping Palace. Xuan Ling's ruthlessness towards me at this time inevitably makes me feel cold. Although I know there is no danger in fact, Xuan Ling But don't know.

When the rebellion was over and Zhen Huan was brought back, I also felt a sense of boredom with Xuan Ling, such a ruthless man is so heartless that people don't even want to see him.

In order to compensate me, Xuanling gave me the title of "Zhuang" as compensation, and raised my status to concubine, but I didn't feel moved at all, and I really didn't want to talk to him, not because I was sad, but because I was tired, and I didn't want to wrong me Own.

35. Under the cloud and rain

Half a month has passed, and my anger has only increased.

Why are you so angry?I asked myself, is it really because of Xuan Ling's ruthlessness, because of Xuan Ling's favoritism, I spent two days in Minsejuli, eating and sleeping, and sleeping and eating.

Then I had a flash of inspiration, and I suddenly figured it out. The relationship is not always about being angry, but about being angry with myself.

After living so many lives, I am more familiar with Xuan Ling than I am with myself. In this life, I have spent a lot of time and effort in order to be favored.And this man who made me work so hard didn't send me away for my safety at such a dangerous moment as Runan King Xuanji's rebellion!

As if all the hard work had been denied, I thought Xuan Ling had feelings for me to some extent, but it turned out that he didn't!

Anyway, in my last life, I was sent to the Taiping Palace for refuge because I was pregnant, but this life is not as good as the last one. All the efforts I have made are not as good as a woman's natural fertility.

I always thought that I was calm and even numb, but I never thought that I would be discouraged, angry, arrogant, irritable, no matter how many times I reincarnate, I am an ordinary person after all!Depressed emotions and numb nerves do not mean that I will not have emotional fluctuations.

So I subconsciously didn't want to see Xuan Ling, because I didn't want to face my own failure, but then I thought, how have I ever succeeded?

I will always rely on foresight, knowing the plot well, escaping by pretending, and defeating opponents one by one over a long period of time.In the end, I did live a comfortable and happy life, but when I was free and happy, I didn't exchange my youth for more than ten years!

Such compromised success?How can it be regarded as being free and happy!

What am I after?For such a long time, my heart is extremely strong, and I can be said to be fearless. Even death is just the beginning of a new reincarnation.

That being the case, just do something you want to make this life