From Zhen Huan

At this time, Zhu Yixiu is undoubtedly hateful again.

And now I have become this poor and hateful Zhu Yixiu, Xuan Ling's concubine Xian, who was only 14 years old and seven months pregnant, and a poor girl who was betrayed by her husband Xuan Ling who really admired her. (I don't know Zhu Yixiu's exact age. Xuan Ling is thirteen at this time, and Zhu Rou is fifteen, so I took an intermediate value. Otherwise, it would be too pitiful to be pregnant at the age of 13~)

When I was Zhen Huan, although I didn't like Xuan Ling very much because of his suspicious and suspicious character, I also felt that this man who lost his love was a bit pitiful and pathetic.But now when I look at the body of a young girl with a tender face but a big belly in the mirror, I feel extremely disgusted with this boy Emperor.The body of a 14-year-old girl is not yet fully developed. At this time, giving birth to a child is a desperate effort, and the mortality rate is extremely high. What's more, Zhu Yixiu is still stimulated by the impending loss of her husband. No wonder Zhu Yixiu never conceived after giving birth to the eldest prince in the book. It can be seen that the damage to the body is so great that even after more than ten years of recuperation, it cannot be fully recovered.

When I became Zhu Yixiu, Zhu Rou had already met Xuan Ling in Taiye Pool, and the two soon fell in love. Zhu Rou forgot that she was visiting her pregnant sister in the palace, and Xuan Ling forgot that she was still pregnant. The wife of his eldest son.

At this time, it is impossible to try to stop this wayward emperor. While I nursed the unsteady dragon fetus because of Zhu Yixiu's stimulation, I watched the situation develop to the situation where Zhu Rou is about to be crowned empress.

I can imagine how sad and painful it would be if Zhu Yixiu was still around.

"Your Majesty, don't be sad, the emperor promises everything, and he will never break his oath." Seeing me drinking the medicine, Huichun stared blankly at the wall, thinking that I was sad for Xuanling, and persuaded me gently .

If I were Zhu Yixiu who loves Xuan Ling deeply, I would be sad.It's a pity I'm not, I shook my head at Huichun, and said softly: "The emperor is indeed a promise, but unfortunately I don't have the qualifications to let him 'a promise', his vow has already been given to my good sister, How can I remember that there is still a person here who is foolishly looking forward to the fulfillment of the oath he once made."

"Huichun," I held Huichun's hand and said with a wry smile, "My aunt is also unreliable. As long as the Zhu family's daughter can become the queen, how can she care if it's my sister or me! So now I can believe It's just you and Jianqiu."

"Your Majesty, my maidservant and Jianqiu will always be with you forever." Huichun was about to cry. At this time, Huichun and Jianqiu were still thirteen or fourteen-year-old girls, far less calm and easier than they were later. be impressed.

I just sent it out on a whim, and didn't want to make this loyal little maid cry, so I changed the subject and asked, "Have you finished taking the anti-fetal medicine?"

"Yes, empress. Do you want to send the imperial doctor to show empress again and prescribe some medicine? When empress heard that the emperor had taken a fancy to the young lady and fainted from the stimulation, she frightened the maidservant and Jianqiu. Already." Huichun suggested.

I traveled over here after that, and I took care of my body for two months. Today is the last dose of medicine, and I can finally be liberated.

My seven-month-old stomach is already very big. Every day I walk in the small garden in the Zhaoyang Palace with my belly outstretched, which always makes the palace people extremely worried, so they can only follow every step and take care of it carefully.

At this time, Xuan Ling and Zhu Rouze were having a sweet time, and Xuan Ling wished he could be by Zhu Rouze's side all the time except for going to court.Although Zhu Rou has no official status yet, Xuan Ling still chose a palace for her to live in alone, and Xuan Ling would go to her there as soon as the court was over, the two of them sang and danced, played the qin and pipa, and recited poems against each other, just like gods couple.Zhu Rouze's palace has also become the most lively palace in the harem, surrounded by the sound of silk and bamboo every day.

And I was fortunate enough to be invited by this noble and beautiful sister to participate in the romantic date of this gifted man and beautiful woman.However, I don't have the hobby of being a light bulb, and I don't like a noisy personality, so I declined.On the contrary, it made this innocent and kind-hearted sister sad for a long time, and made Xuan Ling come to my Zhaoyang Palace on a rare occasion, and reprimanded me, a concubine who has no sisterly feelings.

Fortunately, I have no feelings for this man, otherwise I would definitely be hurt internally.From then on, I played the signs of unstable fetal gas and thanking guests behind closed doors. I am not Zhu Yixiu, and I will not force myself to laugh and be strong for Xuan Ling's face.Even if the whole Da Zhou knows that Xuan Ling is a heartbreaker who doesn't keep his promise, what does it have to do with me.

I closed the door of the palace and cut off the turbulence of the outside world. I eat and sleep well every day, take medicine on time, and take proper walks and massages. My originally weak body has finally been nursed back to health.But for the safety of delivery, I have been carefully controlling my weight. Zhu Yixiu is too young, and now his body size has not grown. The pelvis is very narrow, and the fetus is too large, which may cause dystocia.

Compared with the original Zhu Yixiu, although Xuan Ling and Zhu Rou hurt the fetal gas and caused the fetus to be weak, but if it weren't for this, I'm afraid she would have difficulty in giving birth safely.

Fortune and misfortune are hard to say.

After my body recovered, I was a little at a loss.

A love triangle is originally the most difficult knot in the world, and the final outcome often cannot escape death and hatred.

I can't be like Zhu Yixiu, love this man deeply, kill my sister to death for him, take revenge on all the innocent concubines and mutilate all the children in the harem for him.

Especially when I met this Empress Chunyuan who never appeared in the book but affected the whole plot, my own sister Zhu Rouze.

She is really as described in the book, a beautiful existence that people can't even hate.

Even in a few lifetimes, I have seen countless beautiful women, with beauty like Zhen Huan, beauty like Mei Zhuang, cowardly beauty like An Lingrong, luxurious beauty like Murong Shilan, wild beauty like Ye Lanyi... ·

There is no one who can compare to this girl who looks like a fairy, and Qiushui is a god and a bone.

Her eyes are as pure as a bright moon, and her smile is as carefree as a bright spring. Her feelings for Xuan Ling are sincere, but her concern for Zhu Yixiu and her own sister is also sincere.She was like an innocent girl who didn't understand the world, and she didn't even know that what she did was actually a great harm to Zhu Yixiu.

No wonder Xuan Ling was fascinated by such a woman.

Such a woman, without Xuan Ling's protection, would not be able to survive even a second in this cruel harem.

Under the light of such a beautiful, pure, kind and gentle sister, Zhu Yixiu will always be the one who is ignored and abandoned.But this older sister didn't understand anything, and enjoyed the care and love of the most honorable man in the world with peace of mind.

No wonder the later Zhu Yixiu became so crazy, because even without the Zhu family and Xuan Ling, she still has a lovely child who is connected by blood.But even this little hope was taken away by heaven in the end, and it happened that Zhong Tiandi's Lingxiu sister was pregnant at this time.

Zhu Yixiu went completely crazy.

Zhu Yixiu's madness stems from heartbreak. When I saw Zhu Rouze, I seemed to understand Zhu Yixiu's state of mind that was riddled with holes and turned into ashes.

After seeing Zhu Rouze, I realized that the most wrong thing in this relationship was not that Zhu Rouze was too beautiful, nor was it that Zhu Yixiu was too affectionate, but that Xuan Ling was too willful.The waywardness of an emperor often requires countless lives to be buried with him. Xuanling's waywardness made the entire harem pay the price in blood.

I'm really not a soft-hearted person. Back then, as Zhen Huan, I used many schemes to defeat Zhu Yixiu in order to protect myself, but now facing the pure and innocent Zhu Rouze, I can't do anything.

I don't ask for my hands to be clean, but I ask for a clear conscience. Although people have died because of me in five lifetimes, they all deserved their crimes. I have never hurt innocent people.

But I also can't be covered under the light of Zhu Rouze for the rest of my life, and be an unknown noble concubine in the deep palace, watching this pair of emperors and empresses singing in harmony, staying together forever, even my child, also being loved by him His father ignored it.

Without these young and lovely children who are devoted to me, in this long cycle of life after life, I am afraid that I would not be able to sustain it, or I would be as crazy as Zhu Yixiu, or completely sink into this endless cycle of reincarnation .

These children are the treasures given to me by God, the pure angels who save me, and my ties and responsibilities in these strange worlds.

How can I have the heart for my child to live in the shadow of Zhu Rouze forever, just like Zhu Yixiu has been reduced to Zhu Rouze's foil, and has also become Zhu Rouze's and Xuan Ling's son's foil.

While I was resting quietly in the Zhaoyang Palace and thinking about my future arrangements, Aunt Zhuxi from the Empress Dowager's Palace came to say that the Empress Dowager wanted to summon me.

I knew in my heart that the empress dowager came to me to discuss the emperor's desire to make Zhu Rouze his empress, and the empress dowager came to me not to defend me, but to comfort me with both soft and hard ways, comforting me to give me the highest respect other than my sister position as compensation.

As it turns out, although the queen mother is very comforting, she must beat me, don't harbor resentment, don't do unwise things.

This is the harem, a harem with no favors, only power.

Who doesn't know that the back seat should belong to me!Who doesn't know that I was originally a noble concubine, the highest status other than the queen!Who doesn't know that my child was supposed to be the eldest son!

But I don't even have the right to resent, I can only laugh, I can only be sisterly, I can only give in willingly.

In this harem, one step further is not heaven, but one step back is hell.

I want to save my child, I want my child to be healthy and fast