Holy Monk, your benefactor is dead!

Jiangning Town, the peaceful Anshun town in front of him made Li Yun a little impressed. They drove all the way from Kyoto, saw all the sufferings in life, but when they arrived in this town, it was unexpectedly Anshun.

Although the town is not big, the faces of the people are full of fulfilling and happy smiles, not the confusion of suffering, deep hatred, naked clothes, and nowhere to go. Li Yun walks in it and feels that this is the real person. On earth, not hell.

"Thank you, benefactor! Benefactor is so kind, the Buddha will protect you." He was walking comfortably, when he suddenly heard Jing Yan's voice behind him, Li Yun subconsciously turned his head to look, and couldn't help laughing.

I don't know when, Jing Yan, who was originally empty-handed, now has a lot of vegetables in his hands. There are all kinds of vegetables, which can be described as dazzling.At this time, he was bowing to a woman, with a Buddha breath on his face, and his precious appearance was dignified. At first glance, even Li Yun couldn't help but feel a sense of worship.

Li Yun didn't leave at all, and after Jing Yan sent the woman away, he said: "The troubled times are approaching, and I never thought that there would be such a paradise-like existence in Daqi. I just don't know, after the war Is it safe here?"

When Jing Yan heard this, he couldn't help but pause. He looked at all the living beings in front of him, and a trace of pity flashed in his eyes.At this time of turmoil, this situation, this scene, is like a flower in a mirror, like a moon in water, extremely fragile, as long as you use a little force, the peace and happiness in front of you will be reduced to ashes in an instant.

How cruel this is, how innocent the people are, but after all, no one can escape... this fate.

For oneself, for others, for all beings.

And the winners, after all, are just a few people.

Prosperity, the people suffer;

death, the people also suffer.

How sad!

All of a sudden, Jingyan's breath of Buddha disappeared, and the sorrow in the eyes of all living beings, the Jingyan in front of Li Yun gave birth to a feeling that if he could use his body to help the common people, Jingyan would sacrifice himself without hesitation. Subtle feeling.

This uncontrollable feeling, Li Yun chose to destroy it without the slightest hesitation. Without even thinking about it, he took two steps forward, stretched out his hand and hooked the fingers under Jing Yan's robe, and at the same time pushed forward, He moved to Jingyan's ear as if telling a secret word, pulled down the scarf, exposed his mouth and nose, stretched out the tip of his tongue and brushed Jingyan's earlobe like a dragonfly, then let go of Jingyan's hand, took two steps back, and turned around. go.

'Boom' Almost at the same time, the vegetable basket in Jingyan's hand that someone had stuffed for him fell to the ground in an instant, and the vegetables in the basket fell to the ground due to gravity. , instantly enveloped his whole body, and even breathing became difficult.

In his sight, Li Yun's receding figure became blurred and burned. He wanted to stretch out his hand and open his mouth, but his mind was blank and his body was out of control.At this moment, he couldn't open his mouth at all, and couldn't stretch out his hand.

Maybe it was only a short while, but in Jing Yan's feelings, it was extremely long. When Li Yun's figure became more and more clear in his sight, he finally found that his body could move. At this moment, he had no time to think about what he was going to do. What, what are you going to do, his body dominates his mind, he stretched out his hand, stepped forward without the slightest hesitation, and grabbed Li Yun's hand, the people walking around could only feel a gust of wind passing by, staying in place The empty vegetable basket fell to the ground, but no one cared about it.

……

The deep alley is so quiet that the warm spring sun still cannot break its unique gloom.

The discarded sundries were scattered in the middle of the deep alley, silent and silent.

Li Yun looked around, and glanced at Jing Yan angrily. He even felt a flash in front of his eyes just now, and when he came back to his senses, he was already in this deep alley.

Jing Yan let go of Li Yun's hand, just looked straight at Li Yun, and didn't speak, his eyes were heavy, only worrying.

Jing Yan's gaze was too straightforward and intense. For a moment, Li Yun couldn't help but took a few steps back until he was under the wall, and there was no way to retreat. Then he stopped. He didn't want to be silent, but He chose to be silent again, he followed Jing Yan's gaze, and refused to back down at all, but only he knew that his fist was clenched inside his sleeve.

The spread of silence is also the spread of sadness.

Finally, Jing Yan's voice broke the silence of the deep alley.

"The little monk changed his fate against the sky, and connected the lifeline of the benefactor, who had already been buried, to himself with the power of relics. Since then, the benefactor and the little monk have twin lives, live and die together. After all, it is the property of the little monk. It is common sense for the benefactor to feel close to the little monk, not to mention that this feeling is related to ethics. As a monk, the four elements are all empty. Only when you are broken can you let go and be at ease."

Li Yun stared into Jing Yan's eyes, he stretched out his hand, and tore off the scarf covering his mouth and nose, revealing a white jade flawless, stubborn and decisive face, and stepped forward step by step, walking in front of Jing Yan.

Suddenly, he smiled like a flash in the pan, he paused every word, and asked in a deep voice: "I have a question, your relic melts into my body, I don't know if you can have a closeness?"

"..."

Jing Yan was dumbfounded, dare he say no?A monk does not lie, he cannot deceive Li Yun, nor can he deceive himself, even if Li Yun is so close, the breath of relics emanating from his body attracts him all the time, approaching, approaching, and approaching again.

If it weren't for his years of hard meditation and his heart as firm as a rock, he would have given up Buddhism and fallen into the mortal world long ago.

"You ask me, why are you obsessed with this; I ask you, since you are an abandoned child of Buddhism, can you be broken, can you let go, can you be free?"

"..."

"I don't want to care about the ethics of this world. All I want is your promise from Jingyan, yes or no, willing or unwilling? Little monk, you understand!" Li Yun looked at Jingyan's eyes, those eyes The eyes are clean and bright, filled with the sufferings of all living beings, but he alone is unwilling to tolerate his existence.

Li Yun laughed at himself, thinking of him after Tang Tangli's family, he didn't want to be in such a state today, cutting himself off, begging for mercy, and even ignoring the three principles of ethics, but in the end he still couldn't get it, couldn't let it go, and couldn't bear it.

"I would like to hold my son's hand with you, and I will grow old with you, but I don't want to be Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly after all, just a bubble shadow." Li Yun looked up at the sky, the sky was blue and transparent, he wanted to laugh, laughing at his own delusions; He wanted to cry, crying that he was mean, but in the end he didn't laugh or cry, he turned around, left without hesitation, leaving only a sad and cold voice lingering.

"After finding the Buddha son, we will leave! I live and I die, you live and you die, it is all up to the destiny."

This time, Jing Yan didn't chase after him any more, he let Li Yun turn around and leave, he clasped his hands together, closed his eyes, and let out a long sigh.

"Amitabha"

He smiled wryly, "If there is no such Buddhist precepts, what should I use as shackles?"

The Li family was an insurmountable hurdle for him and Canaan after all.

Shame also, owe also.

Only when there is pain in the heart, it hurts its flesh and blood, and hurts its flesh and blood.

Don't dare to act rashly.