Bandage fine tricks

Osamu Dazai stared at the white kitten in front of him without blinking.

Something is wrong.

He knows himself well enough.

If he knew of Marian's existence, even if Xiaoba left him, he would not be able to commit suicide—to put it bluntly, with the child and Marian by his side, he would have a chance to turn things around and pull Xiaoba back. The opportunity around him, and as long as he has this opportunity, he has the confidence to turn the probability of possible occurrence into reality.

But if he died, there would be nothing left, let alone let Xiao Ba return to his side.

If he died, even the child who could have been held in his hand would have to be taken away by Xiaoba to call someone else's father... He must have been confused by slugs to come up with such a stupid trick!

Xiao Ba will not feel sorry for him just because he died!

In urban literature, it is always said that the dead cannot be surpassed, they will become like the white moonlight, so that even if the living people are jealous and bitten by evil spirits, they still cannot snatch the hearts of their loved ones from the dead. back, but actually?

To be dead is to be dead, and there is no future anymore, but those who are alive always have an infinite future.

One day, the former Bai Yueguang will just bring up the past with a sigh, and what really needs to be cared about is still the person in front of him—and judging from his understanding of Xiao Ba, that heartless little bastard won't take three days. Years can let go of the past and start a new life!

In this case, wouldn't his suicide make way for others? Maybe it would become an assist for others, allowing those big-tailed wolves drooling at Xiaoba to take advantage of the opportunity to comfort him!

How could he do such a stupid thing!

Osamu Dazai felt that since he was himself in another world, there should be a lower limit of IQ no matter what, and there was no reason to do such a stupid thing.

unless.

He in that world didn't know that Mayo was his child.

Reminiscent of just trying to touch the little milk cat with [Disqualification in the World] just now, so that she can return to human form to confirm his guess, but under his touch, Mariya didn't respond, or somehow afterwards, it's numb Only when Liyang regained his human form can he fully confirm his guess...

Since he is himself in another world, he can basically guess what he will do: If, for some reason, he just guessed that Ma Liyang is his child, but [Disqualification in the World] can't turn the little milk cat into a child. In human form, even if you believe that you can’t make a mistake, when you face a kitten that has never returned to a human form, even if you believe that you will never make a mistake like him, you will subconsciously start to wonder if you have been deceived by Xiaoba, by her I was tricked by an ordinary kitten...

[Sorry, I couldn't return to my human form at that time. 】

The voice in his heart confirmed his guess.

The young man with iris eyes tried to show a smile, but failed.

He hugged the little milk cat in front of him, preventing her from seeing his hot eye sockets.

...What, why did you say sorry to him? It wasn't Mario's fault at all...

【I can hear a strong heartbeat, so I know that Dad has been thinking about whether he was deceived by his mother, whether the me he found in her place was just an ordinary kitten she used to confuse him, yes It wasn't their real child who was taken away by his mother long ago, and left him to fly away. 】

"...It's not your fault, only this, you must know." Osamu Dazai looked at the little white milk cat in his arms, "All his choices are the result of himself, everything is his own The consequences you have to bear have nothing to do with you!"

The little milk cat paused.

【...Isn’t it really because I failed to transform into a human form in time?I think, if at that time, before my father was completely desperate, if I could return to my human form, even if it was only for a few seconds, my father would not be so desperate that he would give up on himself...]

She was not born in Japan, but was born overseas.

In a small town in Italy, her mother gave birth to her.

Except that she was born in a human form, and then she turned into a white milk cat. If there is any difference between her and a real milk cat, at least she does not need a mother to help excrete: this aspect of physical development is quite Synchronized with humans.

Can't take human form.

My mother said that this is because of the bloodline of the fairy raccoon she inherited, and the bloodline of the fairy raccoon is a kind of monster with the stronger faith of the believers and the stronger their own abilities—of course, after having enough vows, You can become an earth immortal, and finally rank among the gods.

"It doesn't matter, Mario like this is cute too! Mom likes it very much!" The girl with different eyes gently kissed the kitten in her arms to calm her anxiety.

She didn't know until later why her mother gave birth to her in a foreign country with no one she knew.

In order to avoid my father's eyes and ears.

Mom doesn't want Dad to know she exists.

But finally Dad found out.

He chased to the small town where his mother lived, and walked into the house where she and her mother could bask in the sun in the warm afternoon.

"Boss, N is not here." Zhongyuan Zhongye, who came together, searched the whole house and said to the leader of the port mafia.

The young man in the black coat did not speak. He looked at the room, which was warm and beautiful. There was a bird of paradise on the window sill on the table: "Chuya, did you find any cats in this room?"

"Huh?" Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and said, "I don't seem to have seen..."

The cat climbing frame placed against the wall can connect all the rooms, the semi-enclosed cat nest placed on the bay window, and the toys randomly placed on the sofa and windowsill, all of which seem to be superficial. Cats are right.

"However, I didn't see cat litter and cat food," Nakahara Zhong also expressed his guess, "It may be that N has no cats around, so he is dealing with these things..."

There are cat toys, but no cat food and toilets. This seems to be very supportive of Zhongye’s idea. If you contact Xiaoba, it will become a cat relaxing and playing. It seems that Zhongye didn’t guess wrong.

but.

Xiaoba doesn't like cat climbing frames.

He wanted to tease Xiaoba before, so he bought a cat climbing frame and put it at home, but unfortunately Xiaoba has never been on it once. In her words, since she wants to climb high, why doesn't she climb the building of the port mafia?

That's much more exciting than a cat climbing frame.

It was also at that time that Osamu Dazai knew that this little cat was in a mess, and the whole city was her cat climbing frame, her playground.

But now, the cat climbing frame that Xiaoba once disliked so much will appear in her residence...

Osamu Dazai is only willing to use residence to refer to this house, he will not admit that this house is Hachi's home.

How can we call home without him?

Xiaoba clearly said that the place where they live together is their home...

Wait, are you saying...

The young man's heart suddenly beat.

He quickly looked around, quickly locked the direction, and walked quickly towards the bay window: Some natures will not change. When Xiao Ba was a child, he also liked to become a cat lying on the window sill to bask in the sun. If there is a soft cushion as a bed It is even more comfortable. If you go to make trouble with her at this time, if you hold her in your arms and take the place of the cushion and let her nest on your heart, although you will get a disgusted look of "you are so annoying", but nesting on him But the cat will not just run away, but continue to bask in the sun and take a nap.

Maybe sleepiness is contagious, and in the end, he who just wanted to watch Xiao Ba sleep also started to doze off.

Until the sun sets, the coldness hits, but he will not wake up because of this, because the cat lying on his chest and sleeping on his heart is really too warm, the little bit of chill , there is no way to make him wake up with a shiver...

Only when Xiao Ba, who had had enough sleep, ran away to the kitchen to start a fire, would he wake up with the smell of food and the cold after losing his warmth.

Then, he would see the girl sticking out from the kitchen and instructing him to work as a matter of course: "Ah, Brother Zhi, you finally woke up, just in time, it's time to eat, go wash your face and hands and take out the dishes--eating fish today oh!"

"...Don't you hate eating fish?"

"I don't like it very much, but Brother Zhi, your fish-eating expression is uglier than mine, so I think it's still tolerable... Cough, it's not good to be picky eaters!"

"..."

Those seemingly illusory memories of time faded in front of him, the young man stopped by the bay window, and carefully opened the cat litter filled with soft cotton wool and everywhere.

In the blanketed cat's kennel, a small white blob was sleeping.

The rising and falling chest and abdomen under the breath indicate the existence of vitality.

He held his breath and stretched out his hand.

Did not become human.

...Did he guess wrong?

No, not necessarily... After Xiao Ba fully awakens her blood, [Disqualification in the World] will have no effect on her - so he can sleep with Xiao Ba in the form of a cat instead of being directly told by the girl with cat ears, "Brother Zhi, I am not You don't need to sleep with me, the child" and rushed to his own bedroom next door—perhaps, the child's blood was awakened not long after he was born, so under his touch, he didn't turn into a human form.

But there was a small voice in my heart saying: If it was Xiaoba... I guessed that he would think so, so it is possible to deceive him with an ordinary little milk cat.

That is the extremely excellent girl he taught by himself, and she can even escape from his control under his nose...

But this voice was forcibly ignored by him, and he picked up the little milk cat together with the cat nest, and he signaled his subordinates to leave together.

"Boss, don't you need to find N?"

"It's okay, she'll be back."

He flipped through the name embroidered on the side of the cat's litter: Mario, it must be the child's name.

But at that time, he didn't expect that the heart sound that he forcibly ignored, with the passage of time, when the little milk cat still hadn't turned into a human form, finally reached the point where he couldn't ignore it.

He finally had to face up to that fact: Maybe Xiao Ba really didn't want him anymore.

Not long after facing this matter squarely, the leader of the port mafia jumped off the roof of the building, leaving behind him the position of leader before he died handbook.

Hearing the news that the next leader of the Port Mafia turned out to be a cat, everyone thought that the leader who committed suicide was out of his mind, but looking at his arrangement to have Chuya Nakahara and Koyo Ozaki assist them, they immediately fell in love with him. Realized: the cat is just a cover, the real purpose is to check and balance the two cadres whose power is unrestricted after his death!

If it’s a plot in a literary work, when Dad chooses to jump off the roof, in a comedy work, she will change back to a human form before that moment, so Dad gave up the idea of ​​suicide and waited for Mom to come back with her; If it is a tragic work, it was at the moment when her father jumped off that she finally broke through the limitation of the fairy raccoon bloodline and turned back into a human being, but it was useless, all the regrets biting people like poisonous snakes...

But the reality is not fiction, and it was not until half a year after her father died that she finally possessed the power to transform into a human form.

The obsession in life binds the soul after death. She looked at the man with a blank expression who had never moved his body since the day he was born, and stayed at the door of his house. Ling, but after all, he did not reveal that he could see him.

Probably... She still resented herself for being left behind.