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Hejian Editor: ? ? ?

Teacher Zhen Ji's house...it seems that there is no baby that needs to be coaxed to sleep, right?

Or is it a relative?

But didn't it mean that Mr. Zhenji went to live in school after school started today? Which relative would call a child who was going to school so shamelessly to let him tell a story to lull him to sleep?

With blank doubts, Editor Hejian said good night and hung up the phone.

He still has to work overtime, such as the follow-up publicity plan of "The Envoy", the signing event, and the incident of Mr. Shimazaki's encounter with cyber violence, etc. In the afternoon, for Mr. Shimazaki's affairs, the progress of these tasks is almost zero. But the deadline for the construction period will not be delayed because of this!

So in order to be able to launch the campaign on time, the only option is to work overtime.

Fortunately, the corporate culture in Japan is to work overtime. Looking at the colleagues who are all around, Editor Hejian is devoted to hard work.

It's still a little short of staff, let's talk to the editor-in-chief about recruiting some new recruits tomorrow, just as next year's new recruiting season is coming up again.

A real warrior, dare to face the bleak life, dare to face the dripping blood.

After silently reciting Mr. Lu Xun's famous words three times, Xiaoba, who had finished contacting the editor of Hejian, took a deep breath and pressed the answer button on the terminal to prepare himself for the execution ground.

The young man's high-flying voice came from his ears as usual: "Good evening, Xiao Ba!"

"Good evening, Mr. Dazai, continue with yesterday's chapter?" Xiao Ba sneered simultaneously in his heart: Good evening, baby Dazai, do you want to tell a bedtime story today?

"Well! I'm ready!" The young man's voice was brisk, with a positivity that didn't match his nature.

……Prepare?

Xiao Ba was silent.

What is going on with this ominous premonition! ?

The sound of reading books that should be heard did not come as expected, which made Osamu Dazai puzzled: "What's wrong, Hachi?"

After a while, Xiao Hachi's voice full of complex emotions sounded in the earphones: "...'preparation'? Mr. Dazai, can you tell me what you have done to 'prepare'?"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Oh, I'm too proud to show off my feet!

Fortunately, the reaction speed of the Holy Grail in the world is not blocked, there is no hesitation for half a second, Osamu Dazai ignored the recording function of the mobile phone that was running at hand, as if he did not realize the metaphor in the words, and said with a smile: " Of course, after taking a shower, drying my hair, laying on the bed with the quilt under the quilt, and waiting for Xiaoba to read me a story!"

Xiaoba: ... Are you a baby waiting to hear a bedtime story?

I suspect that Mr. Dazai knew that he changed his note name to "Zai Baobao"... It should be, shouldn't it?

Dazai-san shouldn't have supernatural powers to this extent, right?

Although I suspect that this "preparation" is definitely not just the so-called preparation for lying on the bed and waiting for a story, but at this time he is far away in Yokohama, even if she has any doubts in her heart, she can't confirm it, let alone get the other party to give the "preparation" to her. Destroyed, Xiao Baqiang resisted the urge to sigh, opened "God Envoy", and started today's shameful PLAY: In the first few chapters, Cesar easily solved the case that made the law enforcement team helpless, revealing his Extraordinary skills are not like ordinary priests at all. The current story takes place in Polo City, which is not a place with strong church power. A character like Cesar should go to Sunshine City and other cities with the strongest religious atmosphere to accept him. It is right to study further.

But he came to this remote small city with only one bishop—generally speaking, there should be three bishops in an urban area.

"You should go to Sunshine City and accept the Lord's favor." The bishop sighed as he looked at the talented young man.

He deeply felt that it was a waste of his talent for this child to be left here.

"In order to spread the gospel of our Lord, to spread the glory of our Lord to the world that has never seen her glory." The young man said with a smile, "Moreover, the Lord has always been with me."

The bishop lamented the boy's piety, but he didn't know that to Cesar, he was just telling the truth.

His god is always by his side.

——It’s amazing, obviously, it’s good to talk with other characters, facing people of different classes and reactions to different events, the impression left by the protagonist named Cesar is that he upholds the brilliance of the Lord, is noble and moving, and is full of mercy People who live in the world will throb with pain for the darkness of human nature, and smile for a bouquet of wild flowers presented by children on the street. No matter how you look at it, they are all compassionate saints.

But after reading it through, no reader will admit that under the holy light of Sisar, he is full of disappointment for human beings and despair for everything.

He has no expectations of the world.

But such people want to save people from the bottom of their hearts, want to be a good person, and want to make everyone better.

What a contradiction.

It seems to be two completely different personalities that have been torn into two halves, but under the author's touch, reading all the way through, but will not have the idea of ​​​​"whether the character creation has failed" to this contradictory opposition, and will only endure it. I can't help but wonder "why did he become like this".

Is my guess really correct... For the first time, Osamu Dazai had such self-doubt.

Because of the character named "Cesar", those distinctive characteristics are so similar to him.

But he will come to the side of saving people and become a good person because he met Odasaku, what about Cesar?

Is it because I met that god-sama?

Will he reenact the plot of getting along with Oda Saku and changing his mind?

If this is the case...Xiao Ba, has she really not experienced that?

"Xiao Ba thinks, what does God mean to Cesar? Is it a lover?" When Xiao Ba finished reading a chapter, Osamu Dazai, who had been listening quietly, suddenly said.

Xiao Ba paused when he was about to turn the next page: "Love...it's too narrow to use 'love' to summarize the relationship between Cesar and God."

——Pure love is not compelling enough!It would be better to say that the only relationship between a simple human and a god is love, but it has become LOW!

In light novels, especially in this kind of light novels mixed with religious elements, are the readers looking for love?

of course not!

They won't read pure love novels if they are in love!

What they are fighting is the kind of complex and twisted taboo that cannot be generalized and mixed with various emotions!

To die for one person, to live for one person, to turn the world upside down for one person, has nothing to do with desire or love, just to fight against the world for the "pity for an innocent girl" in his heart - Xiaoba generally refers to this as "secondary school" "Affection.

"Then for Cesar, what kind of existence is God?"

This time Xiaoba thought for a while before saying: "It is possible to change my existence for her."

Although it has only just progressed to the middle stage, some of Cesar's characteristics have gradually emerged: if he really moves from his heart, he would rather save a person who is holding on to the last straw. Gently pulling away the straw, let the other party lose hope and fall into the same abyss of despair as him.

- I feel that I am out of place in this world.

——All people are pursuing goodness and survival, only I am pursuing evil and death.

——Why is this happening?

——Is the world I see different from the world they see?

——Ah, I understand, they are deceived by the hypocritical appearance, thinking that the world is beautiful, so they are full of hope for goodness and beauty, and I, I see the disgusting ugly nature under the falsehood, which belongs to The dark heart of any human being.

- Is it just me?

——Am I the only one seeing this?

——Probably not, there must have been other people who saw it, right?

—Where are those who see the same scenery as I do?

——I can't find it, it doesn't matter, it can be cultivated, let me uncover the hypocritical appearance, and show those things that are more stinky than the sludge in the sewer, so that more people can see them.

--if that is the case……

——Is there someone who can understand me?

If we want to rank the most embarrassing passages in "The Envoy of God", there is no doubt that Cesar's No. 1 said that the confession can be ranked in the top three.

"It's, it's enough... Dazai-san... Uh... I really... really can't do it..."

Xiao Ba almost cried when she finished reading, what kind of mood did she have when she wrote such embarrassing lines in the second grade!

However, Mr. Dazai did not let her go, and even poured alcohol on her wound: "What kind of mood did Xiao Hachi write such words at that time?"

"Xiao Ba, are you disappointed in this world?"

...how did this topic come here?

Ashamed of the words he had written, Xiao Ba was dull for a while before he finally realized what Dazai Osamu meant: "Mr. Dazai, what are you thinking! That's Cesar's idea! It's not my idea! "

She is not so high school! ! !

"Does Hachi think that human nature is good?" Osamu Dazai asked softly.

Uh, this... Xiao Ba choked and didn't make a sound.

"Look, you didn't refute me, you also think that human nature is evil, right?"

"...That's true, but isn't it recognized? The whole society is based on the premise of 'human nature is evil', and the legal regulations and moral requirements we are accustomed to now are all based on this. Yes." Let go of the hand, let "God Envoy" fall on the quilt, Xiao Ba relaxes his body and leans back, lying on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling of the live wallpaper, "There must be a dark part in the heart of a person, the so-called Goodness, the so-called nobleness of praise, is because these qualities are beneficial to the development of the entire human society and the survival of the entire human group, so they are respected.”

If human nature is inherently good, then why do laws exist and why do we need a society ruled by law?

Believe that a person is kind by nature, so of course there is no need for various laws of criminal law and civil law to restrain people and tell them not to do certain things or they will bear the consequences.

It is precisely because we know that human nature is inherently evil and cannot withstand the test of interests without adverse consequences, so "law" and a society ruled by law were born.

"After all, that's what it is to be human."

After a long time, there was a voice over there: "...does Xiao Ba also have such pessimistic thoughts?"

"what?"

Xiaoba is confused: Isn't this something that can be realized after listening to a few X University law lectures and watching a few today's O Laws?

Why did she become pessimistic?

"Mr. Dazai! I want to tell you solemnly that the three views of the characters in the book do not represent the three views of the author! The views of the characters in the book do not represent the author's views! The actions of the characters in the book do not represent the author's actions! Although these are written by me, they are not It doesn’t mean I think so! And it’s just an ordinary light novel! It’s not a world famous book, it’s not a serious literature, please don’t just think about anything!”

"If Mr. Dazai regards the thoughts of the characters in "The Envoy" as mine again," he paused, feeling that if he didn't clarify, there would be something inexplicable on his head, "I will cry! I'm really going to cry!"

Recalling that when I was crying in anger by my father before, the culprit had to coax the culprit softly for at least half an hour before giving up, Xiaoba added: "And it is the kind that requires you, Mr. Dazai, to coax you gently for more than an hour before you stop crying!"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Imagine a little eight like that...

——Oops, I want to coax.