just simply love you

In the ward, Lu Jiang and Yan Qing were relatively silent. After a long time, Lu Jiang finally broke the silence.

"Qingqing, does your wound hurt? Would you like to drink some water and rest early?" Lu Jiang's voice was slightly low, but still so gentle. He looked at Yan Qing softly, his eyes full of tenderness.

Yan Qing remained silent, she raised her eyes to look at Lu Jiang, looked into his eyes, she involuntarily lowered her head again.

Lu Jiang didn't force her, so he quietly stayed by her side without saying anything.

After a long time, Yan Qing finally raised his head, looked apologetically but firmly at Lu Jiang, and said, "Lu Jiang..."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Jiang quickly interrupted her words, and saw that he looked at Yan Qing with sadness, and there seemed to be a trace of pleading in his eyes: "Qingqing, what's the matter, we will wait for you to recover from illness Is it okay to talk about it, I want to take care of you here."

Yan Qing couldn't bear to see this once sunny boy showing such a sad expression, but she had already wasted his time for so long, how could she bear to let him down like this.

Yan Qing pursed her bloodless lips, her eyes moved to the pale walls of the ward, she hardened her heart: "No need, Lu Jiang..."

Before she could finish speaking, Lu Jiang interrupted her again.

"Qingqing, look at me and listen to me." Lu Jiang wanted to step forward to hold Yan Qing's hand, but stopped his movement when he was about to touch it.

He just gently pulled the quilt and tucked it up for Yan Qing, his eyes remained on Yan Qing's pale face, with a bit of sadness, reminiscence, nostalgia and sweetness: "Qingqing, the first time I saw you I fell in love with you as soon as I met you. I have never seen such a beautiful and gentle girl like you. You have always been indifferent, and you don’t see any special preferences. In order to meet you more times, I have always I don't like reading, I ran to the library all day and ran into you, and we got to know each other after a lot of times."

Lu Jiang paused, but couldn't help but brush the hair from Yan Qing's cheeks behind her ears. Although Yan Qing still didn't look at him, he didn't interrupt him either.

Lu Jiang quietly looked at the girl in front of him for a while, and then he continued: "You may not imagine that when you promised to be my girlfriend, I went back to the dormitory and danced and had a good night. All the roommates thought I was happy Crazy, from then on, I decided to treat you well, you will be the girl I will take care of for the rest of my life."

"But." Lu Jiang laughed at himself as if thinking of something, with obvious depression and sadness on his face, "It seems that we haven't been very close since we got together, and you still have that indifferent appearance, and you never take the initiative to look for me. I thought you had such a temperament, but I didn't know until I heard you talk about Ji Ran that you can have such a vivid expression, and you also have someone or something you care about."

"You don't know, every time you talk about her, there will be light in your eyes, and the smile in your eyes is so obvious. Every time she contacts you, you will be very happy to tell me what you said, obviously It’s just some trivial daily things, but as long as she tells you and you show such great interest, then I know that this girl must be different from others in your heart.” Lu Jiang finished the paragraph , finally stopped looking at Yan Qing's cheek, he raised his head, as if he wanted to suppress something.

Yan Qing still listened silently. She had been expressionless all the time. When she heard Ji Ran's name, tears slowly welled up in her eyes at some point. Unexpectedly, he fell down, soaking the blue quilt.

A melancholy atmosphere spread in the ward, and even the melancholy blue could not bury the heartache of the two of them at this moment.

After calming down, Lu Jiang continued to speak, but his mouth was a little choked up: "Qingqing, I thought that as long as I treat you wholeheartedly, sooner or later you will see me and be willing to come to my side. But it's impossible Really, no matter what I do again, you will leave me behind and go after the person you desire."

"But Qingqing, she has someone she likes, you go now, I'm afraid you will get hurt." Lu Jiang's eyes were still clear, there was no jealousy in his eyes, only a deep heartache and sadness, for Yan Qing Distressed, sorry for myself, "Qingqing, I will not stop you from living the life you want, no matter what, I am willing to bless you, but can you promise me, treat yourself well, don't let yourself hit your head and bleed? Do not look back."

Yan Qing finally looked at Lu Jiang, her eyes that had been soaked in tears were as clear as the blue sea at this moment, all emotions seemed to have been absorbed, her eyes were so calm and indifferent, at a glance, just like their The first time I saw it.

"Lu Jiang, I broke up with you not because of Ji Ran. She already has a girlfriend. Even if I still like her, I won't disturb her life anymore." Man, just now Ji Ran clearly expressed his attitude, and she will not pester her anymore from now on.

After talking about Ji Ran, Yan Qing paused, her eyes softened a bit, she looked at Lu Jiang with a little apology: "Lu Jiang, after so many years, I really can't delay you anymore, I have also I tried to like you, but I'm sorry, I can't do it, I don't want to deceive myself and you again, let's... break up. "

Finally said the breakup, Yan Qing looked at Lu Jiang, relieved with guilt, she had delayed this boy for so long, she really couldn't let him down any longer for his waiting and affection, the person she liked had already been betrayed by her. He left himself without looking back after being hurt, and the person who likes him so much should not continue to hurt him.

After listening to Yan Qing's words, Lu Jiang held back his sadness and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying. His lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he only uttered a syllable, and he seemed to burst out of his sobs. Tighten her lips, cover her eyes with the palm of her hand, raise her head slightly, as if trying to pour something into her body.

Yan Qing looked at Lu Jiang's forbearance and sadness, and felt very sad. After all, she hurt the boy who liked her completely... She was sorry for the person she liked, and she was sorry for the person who liked her. Really, he is a failure...

There was silence in the ward for a moment, and it was so quiet that the sound of dust falling to the ground could be heard.Finally, Lu Jiang managed to stabilize his emotions. He lowered his hand to his side, looked at Yan Qing with reddish eyes, and asked hoarsely, "Qingqing, can I take care of you until you are discharged from the hospital?"

Seeing Yan Qing wanting to refuse, Lu Jiang pursed his lips and said, "Even if we break up, let me treat you from beginning to end, okay?"

Yan Qing also pursed his lips for a moment, and finally looked at Lu Jiang's reddish eyes and softened his heart. She lowered her eyes slightly and replied in a low voice: "Okay."

It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Ji Ran and Su Mei returned home. They left in a hurry, and the food on the dining table hadn't had time to clean up. Ji Ran thoughtfully asked Su Mei to take a shower first, and walked to the dining table by herself, wanting to clean up. It's a mess.

But within a few steps, Ji Ran was caught by Su Mei's wrist. Ji Ran looked back at Su Mei suspiciously, as if asking what's wrong, but Su Mei didn't say anything, just exerted a little force on her hand, and pulled Ji Ran away. Then pulled back to his side.

She stretched out her arms to embrace Ji Ran into her arms, resting her chin on Ji Ran's shoulder, buried her face deeply in Ji Ran's hair, and exhaled warmly and lightly on Ji Ran's body Running around the neck.

Ji Ran resisted the itch on her neck, raised her arms to hug Su Mei, rubbed her cheek against Su Mei's, and asked with a smile, "Susu, what's wrong?"

Su Mei still hugged Ji Ran without speaking, the two just hugged quietly for a while, suddenly Su Mei snorted, slightly opened her mouth and bit Ji Ran's white and tender neck, Ji Ran gasped in pain.

After hearing Ji Ran's muffled snort, Su Mei frowned slightly, as if annoyed by her impulsiveness, she let go, and then stretched out the soft tip of her tongue to gently lick the place she had just bitten, as if In this way, the pain just now will no longer exist.

In fact, Ji Ran didn't feel bad when Su Mei bit her just now, after all, it didn't hurt very much, but now that Su Mei licked her neck so tenderly, she couldn't calm down any more, and saw that her exhalation involuntarily became heavier. , hot air rising from her body, she tilted her head impatiently, slightly distanced herself from Su Mei, and stopped letting her nimble tongue unscrupulously ignite fire on her body.

Sensing Ji Ran's avoidance of her, Su Mei's suppressed dissatisfaction intensified a bit. She released Ji Ran, and then gently pushed Ji Ran into the sofa. , and then she bullied her and pressed Ji Ran under her body condescendingly.

Su Mei leaned on the back of the sofa with one hand, and gently pinched Ji Ran's chin with the other, lifting her face slightly to meet her gaze.

Su Mei's peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly at this time, there was a hint of danger in those long and narrow eyes, she met Ji Ran's smiling and calm eyes, she felt slightly embarrassed, she pursed her lips slightly, and then asked: "What did you say in the ward?"

There was a smile in Ji Ran's eyes, she looked at Su Mei's eyes and blinked, the smile in her bright pupils became deeper and deeper, she slightly raised the corners of her lips, and said calmly: "She told me that I am her emergency contact .”

After hearing the words "emergency contact" again, Su Mei's eyes became darker and darker. She slightly tightened her slender fingers pinching Ji Ran's chin, and lowered her head to move closer to Ji Ran's face. He asked in a low voice, "And then?"

"Heh." Ji Ran chuckled, suddenly broke away from Su Mei's slender fingers, leaned in front of her and gently kissed the bright red lips, and then he nestled comfortably in the On the sofa, looking up tenderly at Su Mei, who was forced to hold her face tightly after being attacked, she said softly, "Then I will tell her that you are the number one in my life from now on."

After hearing Ji Ran's answer, Su Mei's eyes overflowed with a smile. She relaxed and fell into Ji Ran's arms. Her slender fingers gently rolled up Ji Ran's hair, and she whispered softly. Asked: "Is it gone?"

Ji Ran embraced the person in his arms, rubbed her chin against the top of her hair, and said softly, "It's gone, and then she let me go."

Su Mei leaned quietly in Ji Ran's arms, listening to her heartbeat, it seemed as if she was beating for her.She reached out to caress Ji Ran's cheek, looked deeply at Ji Ran, and said, "Of course, it's really over, isn't it?"

"En." Ji Ran responded lightly, reaching out to hold Su Mei's slender hand caressing her cheek, and gently kissed her palm.Ji Ran looked at the lover in her arms tenderly, without concealing her love and attachment, she said softly, "Susu, those pasts are just my past tense, only you are my present tense and future tense .”

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The author has something to say:

Alright, alright, although it hasn't been offline yet, Qingqing Children's Shoes has no annoying scenes anymore, it's for nothing