just simply love you

Ji Ran didn't expect that her mother-fetal single friend would overtake the car one day, not to mention having a girlfriend, and hit a home run.Lying on the bed silently biting the sheets, thinking of the back of the two of them holding hands and leaving after dinner, Ji Ran felt sore.

At this moment, Ji Ran's cell phone rang. Ji Ran picked up the cell phone, looked at Yan Qing's name displayed on the screen, and felt extremely calm in his heart, without any disturbance.She clicked to answer, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and greeted like an old friend, "Hello, Qingqing, what's the matter?"

The person on the phone didn't expect Ji Ran to talk to him in such a friendly way. After a moment of silence, he heard Yan Qing's soft voice from the other side of the phone, "Of course, aren't you angry?"

Ji Ran rubbed his nose, remembering what he said to Yan Qing that day, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed. From Yan Qing's standpoint, she just regarded herself as her best friend, and she didn't seem to have done anything wrong. , I had thoughts that I shouldn't have. Now that I have completely given up my thoughts, I can be good friends again.

"Cough, Qingqing, don't think too much about what I said that day. I just see that everyone around me has a partner. It's just that I'm not balanced. There's no other meaning." Ji Ran racked his brains and thought about it. A lame attempt to explain the past.

Unexpectedly, Yan Qing laughed lightly there, "Of course, you don't have to explain it to me, as long as you don't get angry with me."

Yan Qing's tone was as soft as ever, and Ji Ran couldn't help but relax his eyebrows and eyes. He stopped worrying about what happened that day, and asked Yan Qing with a smile: "It's so late, don't you just call to ask me if I'm still angry?" ?”

Ji Ran was joking, but Yan Qing actually responded softly, "Yeah."

Ji Ran couldn't laugh or cry, "I'm not angry, you should go to bed early."

Yan Qing on the other side of the phone seemed to hesitate, and finally asked Ji Ran cautiously: "Of course, can you come to my house for dinner tomorrow?"

After a pause, Yan Qing added, "Just the two of us."

Ji Ran couldn't help but, it seemed that he had shown too much hostility towards Lu Jiang before, which is why Yan Qing added this sentence at the end, in fact, even if he and Lu Jiang had dinner together, Ji Ran was fine.

Ji Ran pondered for a moment, let's eat together this time, after all, it's easier to talk, and I will invite the couple when I have time later.

"Okay, I'll go there after work tomorrow night, do you need me to bring some food?" Ji Ran readily agreed and asked Yan Qing.

"No, it's good if you can come." Yan Qing said softly with a smile.

After chatting casually for a few more words, Ji Ran yawned, and the two hung up the phone.

In Yan Qing's house, there are four dishes and one soup on the dining table. If Ji Ran sees it, he will find that it is all his favorite food.

There was a knock on the door, and with a faint smile, Yan Qing walked quickly to the door, opened the door, and saw Ji Ran's familiar face.

"Why did it take you so long to arrive? I thought you regretted not coming." Yan Qing said with a smile, although he was joking, his voice was a little low.

Ji Ran raised the bag in his hand, and said with a smile, "I bought some fruit on the way, so I was delayed."

"Come in quickly." Yan Qing turned sideways, and after Ji Ran entered the door and changed his shoes, he walked towards the sofa.

Ji Ran put the bag on the tea table, sat down on the sofa, and beat his arm while complaining: "I'm exhausted today, I wrote a whole day's summary."

It has been a long time since Yan Qing saw Ji Ran who was so casual in front of him, and he couldn't help but feel a gentle smile in his eyes, "Is it so hard work? If you want something to drink, I'll get it for you."

"No, isn't it time to eat? What delicious food did you cook?" Ji Ran looked at Yan Qing with bright eyes, and the glutton in his stomach could not wait any longer.

"It's all set on the dining table, just waiting for you to eat." Yan Qing looked at Ji Ran with gentle eyes, and his gentle voice was so refreshing.

"Great, I'm almost hungry, let's eat first." Ji Ran was extremely agile, and sat down at the dining table in the blink of an eye.Looking at the table full of his favorite dishes, he even frowned with joy.

It turns out that as long as I let go, I can get along so happily with Yan Qing. After all, apart from liking, we are still such good friends. We know each other well, and understand each other's every preference.

At the dinner table, the two laughed and talked about Yan Yan, put aside the past Ji Ran and casually talked about interesting things around him with Yan Qing, Yan Qing listened with great interest, after the meal, the atmosphere was indescribably harmonious.

When everyone was almost full, Yan Qing suddenly looked at Ji Ran, her beautiful eyes were moving, as if covered with a layer of white mist, making it hard to see clearly, she said softly, like a whisper or a sigh , "Of course, you haven't talked to me like this for a long time."

Ji Ran was slightly taken aback, she quietly looked at the girl she once loved in front of her, and slowly traced her gentle outline with her eyes, the past flashed through her mind one by one like a revolving lantern.

Indeed, since she graduated from university, she has been avoiding Yan Qing, and even if she met, she always kept her distance. It has been a long time since she talked and laughed happily with her like now.

Thinking about it this way, I must have caused Yan Qing a lot of grievances. It was obviously just my own wishful thinking, but it was tiring for her to suffer along with me.

"Of course, what are you thinking?" Yan Qing originally let Ji Ran stare at her silently. Deep down in her heart, she liked that Ji Ran was looking at her so intently, but when Ji Ran came back to his senses, he lowered his head. Frowning, her heart panicked for no reason.

"It's nothing, I just remembered something from the past." The corners of Ji Ran's lips curled up slightly, and a warm smile slowly faded away on his face, vaguely resembling the appearance of the past, unchanged.

"Qingqing, do you remember that when we were in school, we were as good as one person. At that time, we did everything together, and even the teacher said that we were like a pair of conjoined twins." Ji Ran chuckled lightly. Gentle and soothing like sleepwalking, when telling the past, I no longer have the embarrassment and unwillingness to face it before, and I feel very peaceful in my heart, just like talking about other people's things, "It's just that later, I was immersed in a dream I woven In the middle of the day, struggling to get out, it is difficult to save oneself, and there is no time to take care of others."

After a pause, Ji Ran looked directly into Yan Qing's eyes, his gentle eyes were extremely clear, "But now, I finally wake up. Fate comes and goes, each has its destiny, everything in the world should be like this."

"Of course, I don't understand what you're talking about." Yan Qing felt a strong uneasiness in her heart, her fair face seemed to become even whiter, and her fingertips were trembling slightly but she hid them under the table. Staring at Ji Ran's eyes seemed to want to see something, but in the end, he saw that there was no wave in the other's clear eyes.

Ji Ran obviously looked at her so gently, but she felt a chill all over her body.

"Huh? Don't you understand?" Ji Ran raised his eyebrows, put a chopstick of food into his mouth, and said casually, "It's okay if you don't understand, you don't have to worry about it."

Ji Ran's expression was gentle and calm, no longer the indifferent and alienated look towards him in the past few years, but looking at Ji Ran like this, the strangeness in Yan Qing's heart became more and more intense.Over the years, although Ji Ran has been trying to avoid herself, she can clearly feel that she is unique in Ji Ran's heart. Now, even though Ji Ran smiles so brightly and gently at herself, she can no longer feel that she is alone. It's special to Ji Ran, it seems that he can no longer touch the temperature of Ji Ran's heart.

"Of course..." Yan Qing looked at Ji Ran, with a hint of sadness in Rushui's eyes.

"Huh?" Ji Ran casually hummed, not noticing Yan Qing's strangeness.

"We..." Yan Qing bit his lip, and asked after a pause, "Will we be together forever?"

"Yes." Ji Ran replied briskly without thinking, and then said with emotion, "We will be good friends for a lifetime."

Yan Qing silently looked at Ji Ran in front of him, feeling desolate in his heart.A good friend for a lifetime, isn't this what I have always expected, but why is Ji Ran willing to treat me like this, and I feel so sad in my heart?The tears in her heart became thicker and thicker, so she couldn't help closing her eyes, letting the tears swirl in her eyes, and finally disappeared silently.

Yan Qing was at a loss. She didn't know what she was pursuing, what she was avoiding, what she was afraid of, and what she was looking forward to. She didn't know what she really wanted these years.

After the meal, Ji Ran got up to say goodbye, Yan Qing wanted to keep her, but she refused with a smile.

Seeing Ji Ran smiling and waving goodbye to him, then turning around and leaving without hesitation, walking slowly into the dark night without turning back, Yan Qing had a feeling in his heart that Ji Ran really left him this time.

When Yan Qing returned home, he locked himself in the bedroom, curled up in the soft velvet quilt, and the tears that he had been suppressing for a long time just flowed down like that unconsciously, and it took a while to moisten it.

Walking on the road, Ji Ran was humming the little tune he used to hum when he was a child. He felt at ease that he had never felt in these years. It was good to say that he let it go. This time, he really let go. Those persistent years finally became After the past, from now on, she and Yan Qing are just friends when they were young, that's all, there will be no more undue feelings.

In a trance, Ji Ran felt as if a lifetime ago, the young love withered before it bloomed, and it was turned into ashes and passed away with the wind before she could pay homage to it. In the past time, she was about to start her new life, and she would also wish Yan Qing happiness forever.

Ji Ran suddenly wanted to see Su Mei. She took out her mobile phone, looked at Su Mei's name in the address book, and locked the screen after some hesitation.

It's too late, let's do it next time, there is no rush between them, she hopes to have a long relationship with her, although she envies Cheng Cheng and Lu Taotao's quick battle, it is not suitable for them after all.Su Mei is like a glass of mellow red wine, she hopes to savor it carefully in her whole life.