blue silk laughing skirt

Is it true that I can't stay any longer?So what about Xiao Zixi?

"Mother Qin seems to really try her best to force me to leave." Lu Nian smiled innocently.

"Mama Qin, who kidnapped Shuiyueju's chief oiran, just kicked you out and treated you kindly." If it weren't for the sake of you being a woman, other men would have been beaten up by Qin's mother and thrown out.

"Then don't I want to thank Mother Qin for her mercy?" Lu Nian said with a smile.

"Naturally, Mother Qin treats me very well, and I don't want to make things difficult for her."

"I understand, but now I really can't stay here? I still prefer to be your servant."

"Hum..." Xiao Zixi snorted again, and turned her back a little angrily.

What's the matter?Lu Nian was puzzled, the woman's heart was on the bottom of the needle, even though she was both a woman, she was not so fickle.

"It's worth noting such an incompetent servant."

Lu Nian apologized with a smile, knowing that Xiao Zixi was hurt by his indifference and avoidance this morning, so Xiao Zixi should vent her anger.

"Is the injury on the head better?" He was angry, but he still cared about Lu Nian.

"It was a bit painful at first, but it didn't hurt when I saw Zixi."

"Where did you learn to speak glibly?" It seems that something has changed, why is the person standing in front of him faintly delusional.

Xiao Zixi's non-asking and non-telling does not mean that Lu Nian is still the same Lu Nian as before, but the smile on the surface still cannot conceal the faint weirdness in his heart.

"Everything I said is true." Lu Nian has stayed in Shuiyueju for a long time, and has more or less heard some of the man's hypocritical words, but Lu Nian is different from those people, she is telling the truth , from my own heart.

It's just a fusion of idiosyncrasies, subverting my dull temperament in the past.

"Fulun's stick opened up my Anian?" Xiao Zixi covered her mouth and laughed, maybe Lu Nian had already remembered something, and the dodging eyes this morning vaguely revealed this possibility.

Lu Nian pursed his lips, "Actually, I still have to thank Fu Lun for that stick." He said quietly.

Xiao Zixi stopped laughing, she looked at Lu Lu and said nothing, but there was doubt in her eyes.Do you really remember everything?

Lu Nian sighed, took Xiao Zixi's hand and kissed it on his lips.

Lu Nian twitched his lips, "Zixi, if I tell you that I still remember another person in my heart, but on a certain day in a certain year, for some reason, I forgot about her and fell in love with her unknowingly." For you, Zixi, do you think I'm a half-hearted person?"

Xiao Zixi withdrew her hand, is that really the case?

"I do not know."

"But what should I do? I can't let you go, and I can't forget her." Lu Nian smiled miserably, yes, what should be faced is still to be faced, and she didn't want to hide it from Xiao Zixi.

Xiao Zixi was silent, but Lu Nian could see Xiao Zixi's entanglement and anxiety.

"Zi Xi wants to hear a story."

Xiao Zixi once told Lu Nian about her past, so now Lu Nian has to tell Xiao Zixi about her past to Xu'er.

Xiao Zixi listened, it was another part of the past.

"You mean she's dead?"

Memories always carry a lot of sadness, and no matter how beautiful the feelings are, they are no match for the threat of death, but Xu'er is indeed dead, and I haven't had time to see her for the last time.

Before she died, Xu'er always thought of Luo Fan, but Luo Fan was not as courageous as her.Lu Nian didn't want to miss the love Luo Fan missed, so Xiao Zixi didn't want to let go.

"Although Xu'er is not alive, she is still in Luo Fan's heart." Lu Nian said with a smile.

"Luofan?" Xiao Zixi whispered, her whole body trembling.

Lu Nian reached out and hugged Xiao Zixi into his arms, "Xu'er is the biggest regret in my life, because I was not brave, so I don't want to repeat the same mistakes now, Zixi is willing to give me this opportunity."

Lu Nian plucked up the courage to confess his love to Xiao Zixi again.

It's been a long time since I haven't seen Xiao Zixi answer Lu Nian, then let go of her hand, and looked at Xiao Zixi from a distance.

"Zixi, why are you crying?" Lu Nian was flustered, but Xiao Zixi actually cried, "Did I say something wrong, did it..." Can't accept me anymore?

Xiao Zixi never thought that she would have such a side, crying and laughing from time to time. How long has it been since she can vent her emotions like this? I am used to pretending and acting. I am afraid that only in front of Lu Nian can I be so real. of myself.

After listening to Lu Nian's story, Xiao Zixi was more moved, Xu'er, a person who I have never met who likes Lu Nian as much as I do, Xu'er?What kind of woman will it be?

It's hard for Xiao Zixi to imagine that if the girl named Xu'er hadn't died, Lu Nian would immediately stop running to Xu'er's side.

The living will never be as good as the dead. This is what my father told me back then, but in the end, my parents also died, and Xiao Zixi fell to this point.

It seems that no matter whether Xu'er lives or dies in Lu Nian's heart, she will never be as good as her, Xiao Zixi only has a wry smile in her heart.

Lu Nian was full of tension and worry, Xiao Zixi looked up at her, then grabbed Lu Nian's hand and bit her hard.

"Hiss..." Lu Nian gasped in pain, but he didn't dare to withdraw his hand, so Xiao Zixi bit him.

It took a long time for Xiao Zixi to let go only because he tasted the smell of blood. Lu Nian was in pain, but fortunately, he was a person who had been on the battlefield, and he had never seen any scenes.

Even though she was seriously injured and forced to stand on the edge of the cliff, Xiao Zixi was ashamed to cry out the pain when she bit her.

After taking a bite of Lu Nian, Xiao Zixi's mood improved a lot. I didn't expect Lu Nian to be so attractive, and he had a childhood sweetheart before him.

"Zi Xi, what's the matter with you, stop crying, okay?" Lu Nian was very distressed, and never thought that Xiao Zixi would react like this when he heard about his past.Regardless of the injury on his hand, Lu Nian just wanted to comfort Xiao Zixi.

Xiao Zixi shook off Lu Nian's hand fiercely, turned her head and picked up the silk scarf to wipe away her tears, acting like a resentful woman.

Today, not only Lu Nian has subverted the previous image, but even Xiao Zixi is like this. This is completely different. Where is the gentle and calm Xiao Zixi in the past?

To be honest, Lu Nian was also a monk halfway through, and he didn't know much about coaxing women. Although he could say nice things, but when he encountered the current situation, Lu Nian became depressed again.

On Lu Nian's side, Monk Zhanger couldn't figure it out, and Xiao Zixi had already relieved himself a little.

Xu'er is Lu Nian's past, so will I be her present and future? Do I have a future with Lu Nian?

Xiao Zixi thought of what that person said to her that day, she didn't want to think about it before, but now she has to think about it.

"Zi Xi" Lu Nian called out behind her.

"sorry."

Lu Nian's apology was helpless, but what is wrong with Lu Nian, emotional matters have nothing to do with right or wrong, falling in love with someone will not change because of her identity, even if there is a deep hatred between the two , Violation of ethics is also good.

If a relationship can't see the future, then we put everything aside and just enjoy the present, and we don't pretend to have really liked or loved.

Lu Nian, if you and I can forget the hatred, then we can be together forever, but can we?

The author has something to say: I wrote it too late last night and went to sleep, and I posted it this morning.

It's so cold, it's freezing

No.30 three times

Xiao Zixi's inner monologue Lu Nian never knew, maybe Xiao Zixi didn't think about some things before, but now he has to think about it.

"Why should Ah Nian say sorry to me, you are not wrong." Xiao Zixi said.

"But, it's my fault that I made you cry. Lu Nian shouldn't have made Xiao Zixi cry." Lu Nian also vowed to guard Xiao Zixi, but now he made Xiao Zixi cry. Crying, isn't she the worst.

"Silly Ah Nian." Xiao Zixi smiled through tears, "I was touched."

"move,"

"The story of you and Xu'er."

"Zixi, I..." Lu Nian still had to say something, Xiao Zixi put her thumb against her lips so she didn't have to explain.

"I understand."

Everyone has a past, it's just that some people are willing to face it directly and some people don't want to face it and want to escape.

"Then we,"

"Ah Nian, would you give me some time?"

Lu Nian was slightly taken aback, but finally nodded, "Zi Xi, I also understand, I will wait until you believe me."

Xiao Zixi smiled and remained silent.

It was already dark when Lu Nian left Shuiyueju, Xiao Zixi acquiesced that Lu Nian could come to Shuiyueju once in a while, but that didn't mean Qin's mother was willing.

"You are no longer a member of Shuiyueju. Next time you come, remember to bring money. When we open the door of Shuiyueju to do business, we will naturally not do business at a loss. It is not easy to meet the oiran."

Faced with Qin's mother's intentional difficulties, Lu Nian can also laugh it off, "Thank you, Qin's mother, for your mercy. Lu Nian is leaving first."

Lu Nian told Xiao Zixi what was in his heart, and the two of them treated each other honestly. The relationship between the two seemed to be far away, but it was actually a step closer.

As the saying goes, distance produces beauty, and perhaps being too close may not be a good thing.

The lights of Lin'an City at night are brilliant, and the prosperity of Lin'an is even better than that of the capital city. As another bustling place of pagodas outside the capital city, Lin'an hides some unreliable secrets.

Lu Nian turned around the last alley and disappeared around the corner. It was already dark when he returned to Aunt Ju's house.

Sorry to continue nagging Aunt Ju Lu Nian felt that she wanted to build a house for Aunt Cai in Lin'an City, so the people left by King Su would be of some use.

"Ordinary ones don't have to be too big." Lu Nian and the guard dialect gave an overview of the house.

"The subordinate understands." Dialect