he is a transparent person

Jiang Yao nervously knocked on the door of He Ming's dormitory, and it was He Ming's roommate who came to open the door.

No one knew about the breakup between the two. As soon as the roommate saw him, he said, "It's my own person knocking on the door, just come in."

Jiang Yao looked into the dormitory, and He Ming also looked over, and he quickly said, "He Ming, can you come out?"

His eyes were filled with anticipation, but fortunately He Ming did not reject him.

It was time to go back to school, and the dormitory was full of people coming and going. Jiang Yao was afraid that He Ming would ignore him, and when He Ming arrived at the door, he didn't care about being seen, so he grabbed He Ming's hand , said timidly, "Shall we find a place where no one is around, I have a lot to say to you."

He Ming didn't take his hand back, but he didn't agree with him either, saying, "Let's just say it here."

When Jiang Yao heard the other party's alienated tone with his own ears, his throat suddenly became sore, but he still remembered the reason why he came to He Ming, tried his best to suppress the sourness, and choked, "Do you really want to break up with me?"

He Ming's bright eyes were darkened, and there was just the right amount of reluctance in them.

Jiang Yao really grasped this point and was reluctant to give up, and asked reservedly with joy, "It's fake, isn't it?"

He Ming was noncommittal, lowered his eyes and said, "Jiang Yao, don't be like this, let us leave some good memories for each other."

The sourness spread from his throat to his heart, Jiang Yao was so choked up that he couldn't speak, and he continued after a while, "You said that we would go out to live when school starts, do you remember, how dare you lie to me..."

Jiang Yao's aggrieved appearance fell into He Ming's eyes, and it seemed that he finally let him loose.

"Also, you promised me to eat scallion noodles together."

"Is it all a lie to me?"

Jiang Yao said, as if he could not help crying at any moment, his tear-filled eyes stared at He Ming.

Seeing him like this, He Ming took a deep breath for a while, and suddenly led Jiang Yao out in big strides.

He looked at the other person's back, his heart was pounding, and he was led to the school road behind the dormitory where no one went, and before he could stand still, he was hugged tightly.

He embraced the other party happily and eagerly, raised his head to find the other party's lips, and when he noticed He Ming's response, the blood in his limbs and bones boiled.

The two kissed passionately in the noisy wind, and He Ming pressed Jiang Yao against the mottled wall, with his palms against the warm nape of his neck, slowly pulling them together like a beast grabbing his partner's neck during copulation , Jiang Yao was out of breath from the heavy hugs and kisses, but still leaned his body against He Ming, closed his eyes and meekly accepted everything He Ming brought to him.

He Ming's bet was right - this "breakup" pushed Jiang Yao's cherishment and love for him to a higher level.

Before that, even though he thought he knew Jiang Yao well, he was prepared to end up in a complete defeat.

But Jiang Yao did not disappoint him.

In the game with Xie Zhijin, he is finally no longer always a loser.

He Ming looked at Jiang Yao, who was blushing in his arms, and gasped slightly, "Do you really want to break up?"

Jiang Yao nodded his head in a hurry.

He Ming asked another question, "If you don't want to break up, what about Xie Zhijin?"

Jiang Yao was soft-handed and hesitant, "I, I'm with him..." He finally thought of a reasonable excuse, and said bravely, "Xie Zhijin's illness is still not cured."

At the end of the sentence, he also felt that he was very despicable. He wanted He Ming's love, but he couldn't let go of Xie Zhijin.

He Ming didn't let him go, and continued to ask, "If you have to choose between me and him?"

The dormitory building was full of people, Jiang Yao was panting, his chest was heaving, he clenched and clenched the hand hanging by his side, and after a long time, under He Ming's strong eyes, he said hoarsely, "I, I select....."

A slightly hurried familiar voice interrupted Jiang Yao's answer, "You don't have to choose."

Jiang Yao turned back in panic, and saw Xie Zhijin who was a few steps away. He had never seen the other party with such an expression, like a lion who had failed to fight for the territory, completely lost his usual majesty, and only had to compromise.

Xie Zhijin stepped forward slowly, Jiang Yao was still held in He Ming's arms, his breathing was out of control, warm palms stroking his back, but it couldn't relieve his tension.

Why did Xie Zhijin appear here?

Why is He Ming not surprised at all?

Did Xie Zhijin hear the conversation between him and He Ming?

Before Jiang Yao could figure out why, Xie Zhijin had already come to them.

The stern facial features of the young man stared deeply at Jiang Yao with unprecedented loneliness and pain. It seemed that after a great psychological struggle, he made a sound after a while, and his voice was stretched like a bow full of strings.

He said, "Jiang Yao, you don't have to choose anyone, you just need to allow me to stay by your side."

Jiang Yao blinked blankly, not quite understanding the meaning of Xie Zhijin's words, but the next second, Xie Zhijin stretched out his hand to touch his chin, and kissed him in front of He Ming.

It was as if thousands of fireworks exploded in Jiang Yao's mind——

He actually accepted Xie Zhijin's kiss in He Ming's arms.

He Ming's palm tightened on his back, seemingly unwilling, but after a long time, it turned into a gentle caress again, soothing Jiang Yao's panic and panic one by one.

—

"Does it mean that without He Ming, you will definitely leave?"

If there was no He Ming, wouldn't you choose me?

For two consecutive days, Xie Zhijin had the same nightmare. After he asked the question, Jiang Yao nodded to him, leaving him with an ungraspable back, and completely disappeared in his world.

He was walking alone in a dream as black as inkstone, the glimmer of light that had guided him was suddenly extinguished, and his future was uncertain.

It was also like a death row prisoner who was blindfolded and tied to a stool. The dagger pretended to cut his wrist, and the sound of water echoed in his ears.

Tick, tick, tick—

I don't know whether it was water or the blood that took away his life.

But sooner or later he would die from a burst blood vessel due to excessive psychological pressure.

If he can't keep Jiang Yao, he will spend his whole life in such a nightmare.

Xie Zhijin woke up sweating profusely, her breathing was as rapid as running 1000 meters, and there was a faint smell of blood in her throat.

The alarm reminded him to take his medicine, but his hands were shaking so much that he couldn't unscrew the bottle cap. After finally unscrewing it, he couldn't hold the bottle in the next second, and the pills splashed all over the floor.

At three o'clock in the morning, Xie Zhijin stood alone in the empty room, tasting the pain of losing Jiang Yao alone.

Jiang Yao no longer regards him as the only option, he is not even a candidate, and even more embarrassing, he may just be an option.

If He Ming and Jiang Yao get back together, will Jiang Yao turn around and throw himself into He Ming's arms without hesitation.

He's seen it too many times.

Every scene was clearly engraved in his mind.

On the big hotel bed, Jiang Yao's flushed and tear-stained face was under He Ming.

The day before the holiday, Jiang Yao went on a trip with He Ming without telling him.

In the corridor of the community, Jiang Yao shyly said to He Ming that he missed you.

After being forced to come out of the closet, Jiang Yao would rather wait for He Ming who is hundreds of miles away to pick him up than listen to his call.

Even when Jiang Yao broke up with He Ming, what Jiang Yao wanted was to abandon him...

Xie Zhijin's vision became blurred, and his fingers were so convulsed that he couldn't straighten them. During the illness, it seemed that hot magma was flowing in his body, burning his proud sanity to ruins.

He Ming's mocking tone suddenly sounded.

"You must be wondering why I can tolerate such things happening."

"Because I love him enough, I love him more than you and anyone else."

"So knowing that he doesn't only love me, can't only love me, or even love me the most, I can bear it."

Jiang Yao said, "Xie Zhijin, can you get better soon, I can't stay with you forever."

He has nowhere to go.

Keep Jiang Yao, no matter in what way or in what capacity.

The moment he contacted He Ming, Xie Zhijin was still asking himself, was he doing the right thing?

He used to completely trust his own judgment, but he didn't know when he began to worry about gains and losses.

"Let Jiang Yao choose."

He Ming said so.

Xie Zhijin still has a glimmer of hope.

But before Jiang Yao could say the answer, he lost all confidence.

Xie Zhijin was not sure that Jiang Yao would choose him, even though he had won Jiang Yao's love first, even though he had had the opportunity to win Jiang Yao's wholehearted love.

But today, all he wants is to stay by Jiang Yao's side.

—

Jiang Yao didn't know the nine twists and eighteen bends.

After many days, he came to the apartment rented by Xie Zhijin again, but the difference was that there was an extra He Ming in the room.

Jiang Yao is like a floating leaf being pushed forward by the waves, and Xie Zhijin and He Ming are carrying him forward.

When he was pushed on the bed and kissed by He Ming, his mind was buzzing, but he had experienced all the absurd things, and he even forgot to refuse at this moment.

Xie Zhijin stood by the side of the bed with heavy eyes, watching him and He Ming interact intimately, his lips were pursed without a trace of blood, his fingers were clenched into fists, still hesitating.

He Ming touched Jiang Yao's tense and stiff limbs, and whispered, "Jiang Yao, we will never be separated again, okay?"

The deep voice of the other party is like the deadliest food attractant, Jiang Yao, a little fish that swims with the waves, can only bite the bait.

He nodded his head in a daze and in a daze.

He Ming turned to look at Xie Zhijin, and said, "You made your own decision, why, do you still want to go back on your word at the end?"

With a smile, "If you go back on your word, no problem, I will take Jiang Yao away now."

He was eager to finalize the situation. In this game, Jiang Yao was the only one who held the winning chips.

He Ming also couldn't figure out who Jiang Yao chose, and he was also worried about gains and losses just like Xie Zhijin.

What he wants has always been to fight for a stable corner.

Xie Zhijin closed his eyes, and now, he has no way out.

—

Jiang Yao couldn't describe his mood at this moment in words. He looked at the two people who were so close, and felt that he was about to stop breathing.

Such a scene can be called weird and ridiculous, but at this moment, the etiquette, righteousness, shame, and morality that he is familiar with are like shattered bubbles, and they are all left behind.

Jiang Yao was sentimental and indecisive, he didn't have to choose, so Xie Zhijin and He Ming made the choice for him.

Xie Zhijin and He Ming tacitly allowed the situation to develop in an uncontrollable direction. It is better to sink soberly together than the three of them to entangle and pester each other endlessly.

There are so many things in this world that ordinary people can't understand. It's not surprising that there are two people in Jiang Yao's heart.

He is just lucky, and he doesn't have to reluctantly give up any love.

It is enough for him to be loved.

—

The cookbooks on the shelves have daily recommendations.

Sandwich biscuits are naturally the first choice for appetizers.

The dinner is a big dish of Erlongxizhu.

Dessert is glutinous rice cake ice cream.

It's just that this dish seems to have been served for a long time, the moon is faintly visible outside the window, and the tasting inside the house has been going on for a long time.....

Three ways

Tomorrow the third update is over (there are two extra chapters, and I will explain everything that needs to be explained.