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At noon on the third day of the Lunar New Year, Xie Zhijin and Jiang Yao who had "eloped" finally returned home.

Jiang Yao anxiously followed Xie Zhijin upstairs, but felt timid standing in front of his house.

Although he just ran away from home for more than two days, he had an unprecedented quarrel with his parents when he was supposed to celebrate the New Year happily. Before leaving home, he said such decisive words, and his parents would definitely be annoyed, so he hasn't entered the house yet. He had already started to panic.

Xie Zhijin has already sent a message to Xie's mother saying that they will return today, and the two elders are waiting for them at Jiang's house.

Aware of Jiang Yao's resistance and fear, Xie Zhijin shook Jiang Yao's hand vigorously and comforted, "Auntie is actually very worried about you."

Jiang Yao was silent.

When Xie Zhijin rang the doorbell, he was even more nervous and squeezed Xie Zhijin tightly.

It was Mother Xie who came to open the door and glanced at them, "Don't come in yet."

With his head buried, Jiang Yao was led into the room by Xie Zhijin, looked up tremblingly, and saw his mother sitting on the sofa with a tired expression, his eyes suddenly turned red.

Mother Jiang stood up, pointed at him, and said, "You have the guts to run away from home, what are you doing when you come back?"

The familiar strong tone made Jiang Yao hide behind Xie Zhijin even more.

"Raising you for 20 years, you leave as soon as you say, without even a letter of approval. It's a big Chinese New Year, and you really don't make people feel at ease." Jiang's mother said, her voice choked slightly, "Who's family doesn't quarrel? , if anyone is unhappy like you, just run outside..."

She couldn't continue, wiped her eyes, and stared at Jiang Yao.

The Xie family and the Jiang family have been in chaos for the past few days. The anger and anger that they had learned of their relationship turned into worry. The two families had agreed in advance that as long as the child came back, everything could be discussed. Man, Mother Jiang still couldn't express the anger in her heart, so she couldn't help but say a few more words.

Mother Xie smoothed things over and said, "It's good when you come back. The family members have been so worried that they can't sleep these two days, and we can't do this in the future."

She glanced at the hands tightly held by Xie Zhijin and Jiang Yao, and finally said, "Zhijin, go back with me first, and talk about it later."

Xie Zhijin, who had been silent all this time, pursed his lips, and said in a calm voice, "Mom, I don't want to wait until later, so I'll make it clear now: make ○攉攉狗恩."

Father Xie sighed, "You don't think it's troublesome enough, do you?"

Xie Zhijin, who was in the center of the hurricane, stood upright, without any intention of giving in, and said in a deep voice, "Parents, uncles and aunts, maybe you don't understand what happened to me and Jiang Yao, in fact, I didn't understand until recently. What kind of feelings do you have for Jiang Yao?"

His gentle voice was clearly audible, "I like Jiang Yao, I have liked Jiang Yao since a long time ago."

"The world defines love. I don't care what others think of me, but I hope our closest people can support us."

Xie Zhijin's voice was deafening, and Jiang Yao was happy for the other party's frankness, but also felt that the words came too late.

If Xie Zhijin had said this earlier, there would not have been so many entanglements between them.

The living room was silent for a moment, and after a long while, Jiang's mother felt like a lump in her throat, "Let's talk about it if you don't understand it. You go back with your parents first, and I have something to ask Jiang Yao."

The words have come to this point, it is useless to say more, Jiang Yao sent Xie's family away anxiously, stood in front of his parents nervously, and said in a trembling voice, "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't..."

Mother Jiang interrupted him, "If you really knew you shouldn't, you shouldn't have any relationship with Xie Zhijin."

Jiang Yao's face turned pale when he heard this.

Just when he thought his mother would say more objections, his mother stood up and asked coldly, "Have you eaten yet?"

The topic changed too quickly, Jiang Yao said in a daze, "No, I didn't eat."

"What's so good outside? If you run away from home again in the future, your father and I will call the police and arrest you." Jiang's mother walked to the kitchen, and the kitchen utensils were jingling non-stop, "Listen Are you clear?"

Jiang Yao felt a little happy when his mother stopped mentioning Xie Zhijin's matter, and quickly replied, "Listen clearly."

Jiang's father snorted, obviously not wanting to talk to Jiang Yao, so he took off the remote control and turned on the TV series to watch the noon news.

Jiang Yao and Xie Zhijin's "elopement" finally made both families back down, at least on the surface, they no longer strongly opposed this matter, but they still can't understand and accept it, so they just keep silent.

And it is impossible for Jiang's mother, who is stronger, to apologize to Jiang Yao. Taking "Have you eaten yet" as a step is the limit of her compromise with her child.

The days temporarily returned to calm.

But Jiang Yao still had a big issue in mind. After returning home, he contacted He Ming from time to time, but the other party had no intention of answering him at all. The breakup seemed to be a certainty.

It wasn't until the early morning of the seventh day that Jiang Yao finally received a call from the other party.

Seeing the contact's name, he was overjoyed, and was about to answer it, but the call was cut off.

Jiang Yao called again, but the other party simply cut off, and then sent him back a message, "Sorry, wrong order."

The tone is polite and alienated, just like treating every stranger.

He Ming was tolerant to Jiang Yao when he was in love, but since he proposed to break up, he seemed to be able to really ignore it. The only time he called was because of a wrong call.

This can't help but make Jiang Yao feel a huge gap, and miss He Ming even more crazily.

On the eighth and ninth day of the Lunar New Year, Jiang Yao received a call from He Ming again for two consecutive nights, but hung up after only two rings, with the same excuse.

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Nobody dials the same wrong number over and over unless it's done on purpose.

But no matter how Jiang Yao called back, He Ming never answered.

Jiang Yao began to look forward to the ringing of the bell. He hoped that one night he could hear He Ming's voice, even if he just called his name softly——

On the thirteenth year of the year, three days before returning to school, Jiang Yao's wish finally came true.

As soon as the phone rang, he pressed the connect button without stopping, and hurriedly said, "He Ming, don't hang up, please."

The last two words have already been tinged with tears, one can imagine what kind of torment it is for him not to receive calls from He Ming these days.

"Are you listening, He Ming?"

"Why do you call me and ignore me?"

Jiang Yao choked and said, "He Ming, I miss you very much..."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone. Jiang Yao was afraid that the other party would hang up, so he kept talking about missing you, and then bit his lips and asked, "Do you really want to talk to me?"

After a few moments of silence, He Ming's slightly hoarse voice finally sounded, "Jiang Yao."

With deep thoughts, like the deepest night, so solemn that there is no light.

Jiang Yao had a sore nose, and lowered his voice, "What you said that day was a joke, right?"

He hoped to hear an affirmative answer from the other party, but He Ming said, "I'm serious."

"We broke up, you can be with Xie Zhijin, it's my own decision, I won't blame you."

The more He Ming said this, the more difficult it was for Jiang Yao to feel at ease. He liked Xie Zhijin, but he could never exchange the price of hurting He Ming for his and Xie Zhijin's future.

Jiang Yao was dazed for a moment, and He Ming said again, "I don't want to disturb you, but Jiang Yao, I seem to miss you so much, you think I'm ridiculous, obviously I proposed the separation, but I still miss you every day .”

"But don't worry, I will put myself in the right place next time, I won't call again, and you don't need to contact me again."

"That's it, Jiang Yao, goodbye."

The incandescent lamp was shining brightly, and He Ming stood by the window, staring out of the dark window, and decisively cut off the call.

He didn't know if this move was right or not, but at least it proved that he was not dispensable in Jiang Yao's heart.

A person who treats you wholeheartedly, suddenly withdraws all his warmth one day. No one can accept such a sharp contrast, especially for Jiang Yao whose psychological defense line is too low-He Ming has always admitted that he is despicable, he just wants to Occupying a place in Jiang Yao's heart, as for the process, it is no longer important.

Even if he fails to achieve his goal in the end, it is enough for Jiang Yao to remember him for the rest of his life.

That's worth it.

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Xie Zhijin's condition came and went, even though his condition improved after reconciling with Jiang Yao, pathological emotional disorders cannot be eliminated only by willpower.

The trustee of Xie's family contacted experts in the industry. Every day he had to take a lot of medicine, and sometimes he still had uncontrollable chest tightness, shortness of breath and angina. , not letting Jiang Yao have too much contact with him, not seeing Jiang Yao has become the most difficult step in his treatment process.

Jiang's mother watched Jiang Yao very closely, and Jiang Yao was able to sneak up to visit Xie Zhijin while his mother was taking a nap.

When he arrived, Xie Zhijin was watching a comedy movie that was not nutritious. Jiang Yao once watched it in the other party's room and laughed heartily.

In the past, Xie Zhijin would follow along, but compared to Jiang Yao's belly laugh, he didn't have any big expressions.

But this time he bent his lips slightly, as if he was recalling the carefree time with Jiang Yao in the past.

The room was very dark, Jiang Yao closed the door, locked it and entered the room, he saw the bottles and cans of medicine on the table, walked up to Xie Zhijin and sat down, then turned his eyes to look at Xie Zhijin's profile in the light and shadow.

It seemed that he had returned to the summer vacation after the first college entrance examination in an instant. He watched Xie Zhijin quietly with obvious thoughts, comfortable and at ease, and was full of joy just looking at it.

But this is just his imagination, time is a gear, it will only roll forward.

The movie was still playing, but Jiang Yao didn't smile like before.

He leaned against Xie Zhijin's shoulder, as if he was afraid of disturbing the other party, and asked in a soft voice, "When will your illness recover?"

Obviously, Xie Zhijin also has no way of knowing when the day of recovery will come.

Looking at each other, the other party leaned over to kiss him, gradually increasing from soft, with the tip of his tongue protruding in and sucking passionately.

Jiang Yao endured the kiss with his eyes closed, and the end of his eyes gradually became wet. Between kisses, he endured the soreness in his heart and said vaguely, "Xie Zhijin, can you get better soon, I can't stay with you forever."

Jiang Yao thought, he can't have both.

Unable to step on He Ming's love, he continued his relationship with Xie Zhijin with peace of mind.

If Xie Zhijin could have responded to his scorching love without hesitation in that summer, he would not have been caught in a dilemma.

When love comes too late, it loses its uniqueness.

Three ways

Xiaohe: It’s all about scheming.

Xiao Xie: It's all your fault, my wife doesn't want me anymore.

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