he is a transparent person

In the summer afternoon, the red sun scorched the earth to a scorching heat, and the cicadas echoed endlessly through the shadows of the trees in the forest. Through the glass dyed golden yellow, it seemed that the hazy colloid in the air outside the house could be seen. Things—but Jiang Yao knew that it was just an illusion caused by the heat.

The temperature of the air conditioner in the room was very low, but Jiang Yao didn't feel cold, but when the half-eaten melted ice cream dripped down, he still shivered slightly, and whispered to Xie Zhijin, "Cool... ..”

Jiang Yao's breathing was scorching hot, and he stared at Xie Zhijin with a little blurred eyes, begging him to eliminate the milk-flavored ice cream.

Xie Zhijin turned him over, covered his mouth with his palm, and whispered in his ear, "My parents are in the living room, don't make any noise."

Jiang Yao really wanted to be quiet, but he couldn't control this kind of thing, so he could only squeeze his lips tightly and put them on Xie Zhijin's palm, so as to block his voice.

Today is June 6th, and there is one more day to check the scores of the college entrance examination. Jiang Yao, who was supposed to pray at home for good grades, came to Xie's house to hang out with him because of a message from Xie Zhijin.

It wasn't the first time they did this kind of thing during the day, but Xie's parents were just outside the door, and Jiang Yao was nervous and more sensitive than usual.

On the other hand, Xie Zhijin, although always strong, is still able to do a job with ease.

He is like the conductor who controls the audience at a large-scale concert, and Jiang Yao is the melody guided by him, which is mellow and long. Occasionally, when he does something bad, the sound of the piano will leak out a little broken and hoarse. Still beautiful.

At the end of the song, Jiang Yao seemed to hear drum-beating applause, and some white flowers appeared in front of his eyes because of being too excited. When Xie Zhijin let go of his mouth, he sucked in the air in big gulps, scrambling for oxygen Go straight in, but can't drive away the boiling hotness in the limbs and bones.

Jiang Yao was like a puddle of toasted marshmallows, spread limply on the bed.

Xie Zhijin touched his sweaty forehead, and his black pupils did not move for a moment to take in Jiang Yao's changes. After a long while, he seemed to have enjoyed enough, so he pressed Jiang Yao's head and said, "Get up."

With a laziness in his voice, Jiang Yao liked to listen to Xie Zhijin's words afterwards, which made Xie Zhijin look no longer cold and unkind.

He got up like a soft-legged shrimp, glanced at the heavy towel that was already wet on the bed, and was ashamed to look at it again.

Xie Zhijin took the towel into the bathroom with a calm expression, threw it into the bucket and soaked it in water, Jiang Yao waited for Xie Zhijin to come out of the wash, and hurried in to clean himself, the two of them dried their hair, and after they were dressed, no one could tell What a wonderful thing happened in this room.

Xie Zhijin told her parents to watch movies in the room, and no adults would bother them, and they could explore each other's bodies as they wished. To be precise, Xie Zhijin was the one who explored Jiang Yao unilaterally—even though Jiang Yao felt that this matter was still in his mind when he thought about it now. Things are incredible.

After finishing the work, Xie Zhijin turned on the projector, started to play the movie, and sat on the floor to watch it.

Jiang Yao sat down beside Xie Zhijin, intentionally or unintentionally put his shoulder against the other's, and tried to find a topic to talk to Xie Zhijin.

He has known Xie Zhijin for nearly five years, and he is well aware of the other's taciturn nature, so even if he said ten sentences, Xie Zhijin might only reply one or two sentences, he didn't feel embarrassed.

But Xie Zhijin's attention was attracted by the movie, Jiang Yao babbled a lot, Xie Zhijin just hummed to show that he was listening, and didn't respond too much.

Sensing that Xie Zhijin was not in high spirits, Jiang Yao also closed his mouth properly, his brows and eyes half drooping.

After finally waiting for Xie Zhijin to speak, what he said was, "If you feel bored, you can go home."

Although it was a very pertinent proposal, and knowing that Xie Zhijin had such a personality, Jiang Yao was still a little disappointed.

He looked at Xie Zhijin's cold facial features in the dim light. With the low-temperature air conditioner in the room, the whole room suddenly became like a refrigerator. Jiang Yao's exposed skin was blown by the cold wind, and a layer of fine particles formed. Xie Zhijin glimpsed Yes, I took the remote control beside me and adjusted the temperature up.

Jiang Yao muttered, "The grades will come out tomorrow."

Xie Zhijin still looked at the projection, "I know."

"I'm a little nervous," Jiang Yao said in a muffled voice, "Big A..."

He didn't finish his sentence, but Xie Zhijin knew what he meant, and finally turned his eyes to Jiang Yao after hearing the words, "I overestimated you, you can't meet the admission line of University A."

Even though he knew that Xie Zhijin was just stating the facts, Jiang Yao still felt underestimated. He seldom played against Xie Zhijin, "What if you miscalculated, or did I perform beyond the ordinary?"

Xie Zhijin ruthlessly extinguished his illusions, "Jiang Yao, your scores can be used in other good colleges, so you don't have to be obsessed with A major."

Jiang Yao's already weak arrogance instantly sank, and he pursed his lips and stopped talking.

Of course he knows that he has many other options besides University A, but only University A has Xie Zhijin——for three years in high school, he studied desperately, a large part of the reason is that he knows that he has to run hard to get Xie Zhijin's clothes, But even if he memorizes books from morning to night and brushes up exercise books day and night, he still can't catch up with Xie Zhijin.

Jiang Yao is not reconciled, but what can he do if he is not reconciled, the cruel reality is in front of his eyes, and he cannot help daydreaming.

He drooped his head listlessly, and he was blown out of confidence before the results came out, and he didn't have that kind of full mood when facing Xie Zhijin, so he said in a low voice, "I'm going home."

Xie Zhijin nodded slightly, then turned his gaze back to the halfway movie, not intending to keep Jiang Yao.

Jiang Yao walked to the door, held the doorknob, and couldn't help but turn around and said, "If the results come out tomorrow, can I really get into University A?"

Xie Zhijin turned his eyes to meet Jiang Yao's stubborn expression, and after a while, said calmly, "Then let's wait for the results to come out."

He never made any meaningless assumptions.

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Jiang Yao returned home in a daze, his parents hadn't left work yet, and he was the only one in the empty house.

He opened an orange soda for himself, and poured the frozen soda down his throat into his stomach, the coolness struck him, he shivered and let out a long sigh.

Jiang Yao turned on the TV and sat on the sofa in a daze, his thoughts returned to Xie Zhijin after wandering around in outer space.

Xie Zhijin's words are like the sharpest blade, leaving no room for imagination. Jiang Yao, who follows Xie Zhijin like a tail, is sometimes accidentally injured by the sharp edge of the blade. There is no blood but pain .

Jiang Yao's grades are very good, study is the only thing he can do - he is introverted, not good at socializing, he has no friends around him since he was a child, and he has no talents, and he lives like a man on the edge Hollow Man.

He can only study hard, trying to make himself not look so non-existent.

He likes the proud expression of his parents when they mention him to others, "Our family, Xiaoyao, got the top ten in the grade this semester!"

Before meeting Xie Zhijin, Jiang Yao was very satisfied with his grades, at least it was one of his strengths, but later he realized that hard work could not compete with talent, his achievements compared with the brilliant Xie Zhijin , Just like sesame seeds versus watermelon, the opponent can easily crush him.

Parents' admiration gradually shifted to Xie Zhijin.

"Zhijin ranked first in the grade for three consecutive monthly exams, really amazing."

"If you have nothing to do, walk around with Zhijin more, and learn from others."

"I saw in your class that Zhijin won the first prize in this calligraphy competition in the city."

From the day when Xie Zhijin and Xie Zhijin became classmates and neighbors when they moved in the second year of junior high school, Jiang Yao's world was filled with Xie Zhijin, as if no matter where he went, someone told him that Xie Zhijin was his role model.

Under the instigation and matching of his parents, he and Xie Zhijin upgraded from classmates to friends. He and Xie Zhijin went to school together, left school together, and studied together. Target.

His sense of existence has been gradually improved because of Xie Zhijin. When others mention him, he will say knowingly, "Oh, it is Xie Zhijin's friend, right?"

Jiang Yao is proud to be friends with such an excellent Xie Zhijin.

And now, he was about to part ways with this friend.

Before the results came out, Jiang Yao still had the last trace of delusion, but when the next day came, his unrealistic thoughts were like spring bubbles, which would shatter at the touch of the wind.

6 month 25 day.

Jiang Yao's score in the college entrance examination was 11 points behind the admission line of University A.

And Xie Zhijin surpassed the admission line of A University by 9 points.

Just as Xie Zhijin expected, Jiang Yao couldn't touch the threshold of A University, and was forced to stop chasing Xie Zhijin.

Three ways

Welcome to the world of dirt dogs!

Note: Shou is very slow in all aspects except learning, and also very inferior and weak. Attack [-] is extremely indifferent in the early stage, and attack [-] is green tea to sow discord.

The np article does not talk about morality and three views, so please read it carefully.