Sente Eiji's Black Friday

This night, after a long time, the cat house where the slack-eyed cat was hidden fell into darkness again.

Zhu Fu Jingguang is afraid of the dark.Even though he and his friends had brought to justice the murderer who killed his parents when he was in the police academy, he was still afraid of the dark and closed environment.

So after Natsume Eiji missed the appointment on the first night, the anxious Zhu Fu Jingguang never turned off the lights.

Human beings always live in an environment with a variety of external sounds. Even in a quiet night, there will be the sound of traffic outside the window, the footsteps of pedestrians returning home, or the faintest, the flow of the wind and whispers.

But there was nothing in this isolated room, and what Zhu Fu Jingguang could feel was the loneliness and silence like sinking into the deep sea.

It's so quiet, it's so quiet that it makes people feel hairy.

So he didn't dare to turn off the lights, and didn't dare to plunge himself into a more terrifying darkness.

When there is light, he still has a little room to breathe, otherwise, the sense of despair that seems to be forgotten by the whole world is enough to make him collapse on the night when Eiji didn't come.

——Therefore, Zhu Fu Jingguang was really frightened when he opened his eyes and found that there was darkness in front of him.

"Instructor...?" The Maoyan youth didn't care about his sore waist and legs, and immediately sat up in a panic, groping around like a blind man, and his voice became crying in just a few seconds.

Fortunately, before he fell into a greater panic, a slightly cool hand held him, and a sleepy voice came from below: "...Huh? What's the matter——hmm!!"

Sensitive senses noticed the change of air flow at that moment, and Eiji, who was still half asleep, suddenly became alert, and then relaxed because he realized that the person staying with him was Jingguang, and the result...

He almost vomited blood from being hit by a mallet.

Feeling the shivering head in his chest, Natsume Eiji sat up holding Zhu Fu Jingguang dumbfoundedly, and just wanted to say something, but was hugged tightly by the other party, his waist was almost broken.

Alas, it really became like this.

Ying Er raised his hand to touch Zhu Fu Jingguang's soft short hair, and said apologetically, "Don't be afraid, I'm right here, I didn't leave you and go by myself. I was caught by Gin before, and he suddenly I found out that the time you joined the organization did not match the time of the night when I was seriously injured, and I lost my temper..."

"After all, I was set up there, so why don't I catch the undercover agent who killed him more actively than anyone else? Although I caught myself this time... But Qin Jiu really stared at me very closely, which made me I finally found an excuse to run away, I think he has definitely begun to doubt me..."

After rambling on for a long time, the trembling of the young man in his arms finally stopped slowly, and the arms that tightly wrapped around him also relaxed a little.

Natsume Eiji tentatively said, "Sorry, Jingguang, are you very angry?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang shook his head without hesitation, and said in a hoarse voice: "No. The instructor is in a very dangerous situation now. I am very happy to see that you are safe and sound. You...you don't need to care about me. side."

How could you not care? You must have a psychological problem.

Eiji grimaced in a place where he couldn't see, and sighed rather troublesomely.

His original plan was not like this at all.Although he really wanted to punish Mao Mao who was stubborn and refused to ask for help, but he really planned to come over the next night at first!Zhu Fu Jingguang is a very warm, clean, and tenacious person at the same time, he never thought of destroying this dazzling beam of light!

At the beginning, he just wanted the child to learn to rely on others, and not to fall into pessimism in the face of danger! !

Conscience of heaven and earth, Natsume Eiji is really a very responsible instructor!Although in order to speed up the growth of the students, he sometimes uses methods with a billion points of Sparta, and sometimes he really doesn't care about selling his luster—ahem, but, but he is really a good person who wholeheartedly cares about the students Instructor! !

Sure enough, everything was to blame for Gin!That guy's suspicion and desire to control are getting worse and worse, and he has lost his use value, so let's send this bastard into the game as soon as possible!

"...Instructor?"

A young man's uneasy call came from his arms.

Ying Er, who was full of intrigues and tricks, immediately came back to his senses. He smiled subconsciously, never mentioned what he was thinking, just smiled and said good morning to Zhu Fu Jingguang, and then he was ready to turn on the light.

However, the moment he let go of Jing Guang, the young man who had already relaxed a lot suddenly became nervous again, and grabbed his hand in a panic.

Ying Er paused, and when he spoke again, there was a smile in his voice: "Shall I carry you to turn on the light?"

At this time, Zhu Fu Jingguang also realized what he had done, and his scalp was numb with embarrassment, when he heard this sentence unexpectedly, he was stunned: "Ah? What, what?"

Eiji laughed, and without giving him a chance to react, he hugged him directly.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's cheeks flushed instantly, but his arms couldn't help wrapping around his neck.

He slowly pressed his cheek against Eiji's warm skin, feeling a sense of relief uncontrollably.

In just a few steps, Eiji came to the overhead light switch.He wanted to ask Jing Guang to turn on the light, but the young man with his head buried in his neck suddenly tightened his arms and whispered in the dark: "...I love you."

Eiji's movements stopped.

——Natsume Eiji knew what Zhu Fujingguang wanted, this was a fact that the two of them had tacitly understood at some point.

That night eight days ago, Eiji took the initiative to kiss Zhu Fu Jingguang after he woke up.Although at first glance it was a simple, crude and bloody gag to calm him down, it was still a kiss anyway.

Ying Er did not explain the reason for doing so, but Zhu Fu Jingguang thought that he understood.

Because of that kiss, their relationship went from innocence to chaos. They hugged, kissed, flirted, and even lingered last night, but they were still nothing.

Or maybe they did become something to each other, but that something was obviously abnormal, or... deformed and not equal.

Zhu Fu Jingguang is very clear that before their relationship becomes complicated, the first thing to change is his own mental state——

After being protected in this safe house, no, to be precise, since he narrowly escaped death, it was difficult for him to be called a healthy person.Stockholm, fear of throwing away, PTSD...these troublesome things can be found in him.

As a professional, he certainly knew how such a person would behave, and also knew what kind of bad mental state such a person was in.

——He can’t make rational decisions by himself, he is emotionally dependent on the only person in this isolated island other than himself, and has an almost pathological psychological desire for this person, and instinctively wants to soothe his psychology by getting close to him trauma.

That's right, Zhu Fu Jingguang knew clearly both intellectually and emotionally that he needed Natsume Eiji, otherwise his state would be even worse than it is now.

At the same time, he also understood from the very beginning that this was the reason why Eiji took the initiative to take that step and accepted him with a warm embrace, but he never gave a definition to this relationship.

What a gentle person.

Even if she doesn't like him, she has been pampering and protecting him in her own way.

It is precisely because he understands this that Zhu Fu Jingguang has been trying to restrain himself after waking up today, because as a patient with a very poor mental state, he can still gain a sense of security through negative distance contact in a collapsed state. Use instinct to explain, but once the window paper is pierced, he and Natsume Eiji will never go back to the past.

But he couldn't.

Even though he tried his best to restrain himself, that forbidden love language still blurted out uncontrollably.

He is really... really...!

Zhu Fumaomao, who had already suffered from separation anxiety, unconsciously grabbed the clothes behind Eiji's back, as if trying to escape from his greedy self, and buried his face in his arms.

He felt that he was so despicable, he was not satisfied with Eiji's tenderness and special treatment, and he wanted more greedily.

Will be hated?Will the instructor still want to see him in the future?

As long as he thought that the answer to the latter might be no, Zhu Fu Jingguang felt that his heart was about to be crushed.

Natsume Eiji stood there quietly.

Of course he knew what Zhu Fu Jingguang meant by confiding his heart at this time.

To be honest, he felt that Jing Guang's confession was easy to handle, after all he is such a considerate instructor!Why is his lovely student trembling with fear?

Did he scare the kitty last night?But it's obvious that the little cat stuck to him the whole time and took the initiative to ask for it?With his technique, it is impossible to be uncomfortable...

Hmm, so Jing Guang must have thought too much.

After confirming that the problem is not with him, a certain Qianshou (inner) who is always full of confidence immediately stands up, adjusts his posture and hugs Jing Guang back.

The young man also smelled of the milk shower gel he provided for this safe house. It was soft and delicate with a touch of evocative sweetness, which made people unconsciously think of Zhu Fu Jingguang.

The same is true of the character of this cat.Last night when he was not used to it at first, he obviously felt very painful, but he managed to keep silent, with cold sweat all over his forehead, and forced a smile to say that he was fine.

Alas, it's really too well-behaved, to the point of making people feel distressed.

So why did he feel that he would not agree to his confession?

"Instructor?" The long silence obviously made Zhu Fu Mao Mao more uneasy, his hot and humid breath was quicker in the dark, and he stretched out a trembling hand that could easily reveal how nervous he was to hold Ying Er's chest The face, the hoarse voice could not hide the fear of being abandoned, and the bitterness that could not be concealed, "I'm sorry, please forget what I just said, I just... I..."

"Clap."

The overhead lights suddenly turned on.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's eyes were stung by the light, he stiffened and lowered his head, the physiological tears that gushed out at the moment the light was turned on uncontrollably rolled down his cheeks, but were gently wiped away by one hand.

"Go wash up first."

Still a gentle voice sounded.

There was a "buzz" in Zhu Fu Jingguang's ear, and only one sentence "it's over" was left in his mind full of mixed thoughts. He seemed to have lost all his strength all of a sudden, and he almost couldn't even stand still.

However, just before he packed himself up like a walking dead and was about to walk out of the bathroom, a long-awaited voice suddenly sounded from behind him: "Hikali."

Zhu Fu Jingguang reacted for a second before turning back in confusion. Seeing Natsume Eiji smiling as usual, seeing him looking over, he said with a crooked smile, "I thought about it carefully, and I still think I should say Make it clear—the one who confessed to me just now is the 'light' that belongs only to me, right?"

"... Huh?" Zhu Fu Jingguang was stunned, unable to understand what he meant.

Seeing this, Eiji's pretty smile added a bit of helplessness, but his handsome eyebrows gradually softened, and there seemed to be gentle and hot flames dancing in the deep blue eyes staring at him.

He took a few steps forward, causing Zhu Fu Jingguang to turn to face him unconsciously, and was trapped in the narrow gap between the glass door and him.

Looking down at Maomao who hadn't figured out the situation, Natsume Eiji chuckled happily, grabbed the back of his head and leaned over to kiss his forehead.

"At least here, you're just Hikari, and I'm just Eiji."

He stared closely at the dizzy Zhu Fu Jingguang, with a hoarse and sexy smile in his voice, "At least here, we are lovers who will never be disturbed by outsiders, aren't we?"

Love... people?

Zhu Fu Jingguang stared blankly, staring at him in a daze as if his soul had come out of his body. After several seconds, his soft blue eyes gradually revealed an astonishing light, and his pupils shrank due to shock. His face was filled with ecstasy that could not be suppressed.

Almost in the next second, he grabbed Ying Er's front, stared at him with turbulent pupils, and said in a trembling voice, "Instructor—do you mean—?!"

"No, no, why do you still call me an instructor?"

Eiji grinningly stretched out an index finger to touch his lips, changed gestures when he was first puzzled and then suddenly shy, pinched his chin and pressed his lips intimately.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's response was very enthusiastic, or overly enthusiastic. He hugged Ying Er's neck and kissed him back excitedly and greenly. His body tried to stick to Ying Er's body as if he was addicted to drugs. sweetness, love and longing.

Kissing and kissing, tears fell down.

Feeling this astringent kiss, Eiji wanted to let this poor little man stop thinking so much, so he hooked the other's chin and sucked and licked the kiss more forcefully, not letting go of every trace of air between the other's lips and teeth.

Zhu Fujingguang was so kissed that his mind was dizzy, but he still remembered tightly wrapping his arms, legs and whole body around him, kissing his lips like a small animal and whispering softly. The title that only belongs to the present and this place: "Eiji...Eiji..."

Natsume Eiji responded vaguely from his nasal cavity, supported his uninjured leg with one hand, and kissed his lips and ears.

Zhu Fu Jingguang hugged his shoulders with red eyes, his soft cat eyes glistened, and tears of rationality gradually rolled down, and he kissed his lover's hair with his lips nostalgicly.

This time, Eiji didn't care if he was crying or not.

The home clothes she had just put on fell in the bathroom, like a rosy flower blooming.