[abo] After Xiaokubao became the wife of a paranoid actor

"No, no, nothing, Luo Luo is very obedient." The woman quickly denied, "Luo Luo is very obedient and obedient, if only my own son is as obedient as Luo Luo."

"So, so I don't want me because I'm not my own. I thought, thought I was disobedient." Chu Luo took two steps back in a daze, Shen Xingzhi immediately stretched out his hand to stop Chu Luo's waist when he saw it, Worried, then gave the woman a sinister look.

Receiving Shen Xingzhi's gaze, the woman hurried forward, took Chu Luo's hand again, and began to explain, "That's not the case, back then we also loved you as our own son."

"However, we didn't expect to have our own children in the end. After all, in the family situation at that time, raising two children was quite difficult, and we couldn't afford it..."

"So, I can only, I can only send you back..."

"Lolo, I'm sorry."

The woman's tone was very sincere, as if she was really full of guilt and regret for Chu Luo.

Chu Luo took a deep breath, tried to calm herself down, and said slowly: "It's okay, it's all over."

The woman secretly glanced at Shen Xingzhi, raised her hand to wipe her tears, "If Luo Luo doesn't mind, can I, can I invite you home for a glass of water?"

"I still can't, I didn't expect that I could go back to the old place, so that's it." When Chu Luo learned the truth about being sent back that year, he didn't want to stay here for a moment, let alone staying any longer. Meaning, it will only make him feel more emotional.

Chu Luo bowed like a woman, endured great emotions, gritted her teeth and said, "Thank you for taking care of me back then. It made me feel like having a family for a while." She turned her head and ran downstairs.

Shen Xingzhi didn't have time to say anything to the woman, so he hurriedly chased after Chu'an.

I saw Chu Luo squatting at the flower bed downstairs in the community, holding herself and crying, trembling all over, it looked like a small one, so pitiful.

Shen Xingzhi couldn't imagine how Chu Luo spent the years when he was just abandoned, and it was no wonder that Chu Luo often had nightmares.

Shen Xingshang went forward to put Chu An on the ground, and hugged Chu Luo tightly, he couldn't say anything else for a while, he could only hug Chu Luo and give Chu Luo some comfort.

It was the first time that Chu An saw Chu Luo who lost control of his emotions. He stood aside in fear, clutching the corner of Chu Luo's clothes tightly, and kept yelling "Daddy, Daddy, don't cry... "

Chu Luo cried for a long time before gradually calming down. This crying seemed to vent out all the emotions that had been accumulated in her heart for many years.

All the previous incomprehension, all the incomprehension, and all the fears all disintegrated because of this conversation with the adoptive mother who adopted him back then.

He was abandoned back then not because he was misbehaving, not because he was disobedient, but because he was not his own, so he was abandoned.

He really couldn't decide on this point, because he was abandoned by his biological parents, and he couldn't blame his adoptive parents.

……

After Chu Luo cried enough, she raised her head and met Shen Xingzhi's worried eyes.

Chu Luo wiped away her tears, hugged the frightened Chu An, pulled the corners of her mouth forcefully, and showed a smirk, "Actor Shen didn't like me back then, was it because I was an orphan? Or was it because I was disobedient?"

Looking at Chu Luo's appearance, Shen Xingzhi felt that his heart was being pulled hard, and he was so painful that he couldn't speak.

"I'm sorry, Lolo."

Shen Xingzhi knew that no matter what he said now, it would be powerless to Luo Luo, but he always had to explain his ignorance back then, "I didn't dislike you back then, I always liked you, and never hated you. "

"I just……"

"It's just that I was too arrogant back then and couldn't see my own heart clearly, so I said so many hurtful things and did so many hurtful things, so that I pushed you further and further away."

"Lolo, I like you and the son you gave me, I really like..."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it anymore, everything is over." Chu Luo interrupted Shen Xingzhi, turned his head and looked around, smiled and said to Shen Xingzhi: "Do you know where I used to like to play when I was young? "

"Just go out from a small area, go straight along this main road, and then turn right, and you will see a small playground with a lot of amusement facilities."

"It was my favorite place to go at the time."

"My mother doted on me very much at the time, and she liked to take me there to play when she was free. I don't know if those things are still there now. Does Shen Yingdi want to go and see with me?"

Shen Xingzhi was eager to know more about Chu Luo, so he hurriedly nodded and agreed, "It just so happens that I can take An An with me, what Luo Luo likes, An An should also like."

"This is the first trip for our family of three, okay?"

Chu Luo smiled, glanced at Chu An, nodded, and said "OK".

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Chu Luo took Shen Xingzhi and Chu An to all the places he liked to go when he was a child, and shared many interesting things about his childhood with Shen Xingzhi, and took many group photos of the family of three.

It wasn't until the sky gradually darkened that I found a nearby restaurant to rest.

While waiting for the food to be served, Chu Luo took a sip of the drink on the table, and asked lightly, "How did Movie Emperor Shen know that my adoptive parents are here? I don't seem to have told you about me."

Shen Xingzhi knew that today's happiness came to an end, and that lovely Luo Luo became the Chu Luo who hated him again.

"I..." Shen Xingzhi lowered his eyes, a little entangled, wanted to say but was afraid that Chu Luo would be angry, and blamed him for making his own decisions.

"What? It seems that Actor Shen is hiding something from me." Chu Luo was in a good mood today, and her tone of voice became much lighter before she knew it, "I don't mean anything else. If Actor Shen doesn't want to Say, forget it."

Shen Xingzhi glanced at Chu Luo secretly, and found that Chu Luo really didn't look like he was going to be angry, so he slowly told Chu Luo the reason.

"You used to have nightmares, crying and shouting, don't leave you behind, I was very distressed at that time, but..."

"It wasn't until the last time you were drunk, hugged me and cried, and talked a lot about the past, that I didn't know why you often had nightmares. I think you can sleep more peacefully in the future, so I will go to I went to the orphanage where you were a child and checked some things."

"Finally found it here."

Shen Xingzhi observed Chu Luo's expression while talking, and when he saw Chu Luo's frown, he suddenly panicked, and quickly explained to Chu Luo,

"Lolo, I didn't intend to investigate you. Don't hate me anymore, okay? I really just want you to sleep better. I feel really distressed when I see you having nightmares."

"I can still coax you when I'm by your side, but... I can't sleep with you every day, so I can only think of this way."

Ever since Chu Luo told the reason for his nightmares last time, he has been very distressed. He knows that the incident of being abandoned by adoptive parents when he was a child has left a shadow in Chu Luo's heart.

On the second day after the film crew wrapped up, he went to the best psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist told him that the first step to get rid of the patient's psychological shadow is to ask the patient to come for an interview.

But Chu Luo didn't even want to see him, so how could she follow him to see a psychiatrist? The first one doesn't work at all.

In the end, there was really no other way. The doctor asked him to try to solve the root cause. He found the information about Chu Luo at that time, and it took him nearly a month to find Chu Luo's adoptive parents.

In fact, before bringing Chuluo here, he was under a lot of pressure. He didn't know whether Chuluo would agree to come out, and he didn't know what Chuluo's reaction would be when he saw his adoptive parents. All of this was unknown. .

But as long as there is a little hope, he is willing to try.

He doesn't have any other ideas, he just hopes that Chu Luo can be truly happy, even if Chu Luo doesn't like him, it doesn't matter, after all he did so much back then, and Chu Luo deserves it for not liking him.

"Luoluo, don't you get angry, please?" Shen Xingzhi looked at Chu Luo with an uneasy expression, and stretched out his hand nervously to hold Chu Luo's hand on the table, fearing that Chu Luo would leave in the next second.

Chu Luo pulled out his hand from under Shen Xingzhi's hand, slowly covered Shen Xingzhi's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Shen Xingzhi, thank you."

"Luo Luo isn't angry?" Shen Xingzhi held Chu Luo's hand excitedly, and looked at Chu Luo in surprise.

Chu Luo let Shen Xingzhi hold it, then looked at Shen Xingzhi and shook his head, "Thank you Shen Yingdi for doing so much for me."

"Before today, I always thought that I was abandoned because I was disobedient and disobedient, because they told me that disobedient children are not liked by anyone."

"I didn't realize until today that if you don't like it, you just don't like it, and it has nothing to do with whether you listen or not."

"After all, how can a person who has no blood relationship be compared with his own, and being abandoned is also an inevitable reason."

"Luoluo..." Shen Xingzhi looked at the lost Chu Luo with some worry.

Chu Luo smiled at Shen Xingzhi, "Shen Yingdi doesn't need to look at me like this, this matter is over for me, thanks to Shen Yingdi for doing these things for me."

"What I want to say to Actor Shen is, thank you Actor Shen for liking me, and let the matter between me and Actor Shen pass."

"I really can't fall in love with Actor Shen again. After all, it's been too long. I've already forgotten what it's like to like someone."

"Now I just want to bring up An An well. If Best Actor Shen doesn't mind, maybe we can be friends."

"But I can't respond to other feelings."

Hearing what Chu Luo said, Shen Xingzhi couldn't utter any excited words, the hand holding Chu Luo trembled slightly, "I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't need Luo Luo to respond to me."

"Lolo being able to forgive me is already the biggest response for me."

"Luo Luo is willing to be friends with me, so be friends. As long as Luo Luo can be happy, I don't care what I do."