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Shen Zhao felt the temperature on her forehead, she should have pushed her away, but guilt rose from the bottom of her heart, she clenched her palms, but did not move after all.

"Go back." She said lightly, turned around and was about to go back, when she looked up, she suddenly caught a glimpse of the person standing behind her, and she froze.

Song Ling stood behind her.

Chi Zhoubai also caught a glimpse of Song Ling who was not far away. She saw her approaching early in the morning, so the scene just now was just to make her give up.

The setting sun gradually faded into the deep mountains, the clouds scattered in the sky, and the night began to fall. The dim skylight shone there, only vaguely outline the outline.

Song Ling's eyes darkened slightly, her heart felt sour, she only stared at the person standing in front of her.

So gentle, and so tender.

But to others.

It was as if a wind and sand had blinded her eyes, and she didn't even have the courage to step forward.

Once upon a time, she held her like this, looked into her eyes, held her face, told her that she loved her and would never leave her...

It was her fault, that absurd encounter, maybe it was wrong, there was only a beginning, and there was never an end.

She told herself that it was time to give up.

Maybe leaving her, her Ah Zhao will be happier.

Stop it, Song Ling.

Everything started with her should end with her.

Chi Zhoubai took Shen Zhao's hand and took him away from Song Ling's eyes.

The moment they passed by, Shen Zhao's heart was pounding non-stop. For some reason, at this moment, she felt sorry for Song Ling.

The palms of his hands were full of sweat, and Chi Zhoubai felt that her clenched palms were still cold, a kind of coldness that could no longer be warmed up.

"Are you willing?" After walking a long way, Chi Zhoubai asked softly when he could no longer see the river.

Shen Zhao lowered his eyes, knowing that Chi Zhoubai did it on purpose just now, Song Ling was standing behind her, not far away, she couldn't see it, but Chi Zhoubai must have seen it, so she deliberately lured her to get close to her, so that she could Song Ling looked at it.

Shen Zhao didn't withdraw his hand, nor did he answer Chi Zhoubai's words, and let her lead him away.

Now that you have decided to end it, don't hesitate and don't look back.

Letting each other go is good for everyone.

Walking towards the parking lot, it was getting dark very quickly. Chi Zhoubai glanced sideways at her face. Seeing that she was in a daze, she let go of her hand and said calmly, "I'll go pick up the car."

Shen Zhao raised his eyes, his pupils were dimmed, and it took him a while to react, and he said yes.

The street lamp turned on in an instant and shone down from the top of his head. Shen Zhao stood by the roadside and stared at the light on the ground for a while.

The car drove up, right in front of her, Chi Zhoubai called her: "Zhao Zhao, get in the car."

Shen Zhao stood there, looking up at Chi Zhoubai in a daze. She felt exhausted and said lightly: "You go back first, I want to walk alone."

Chi Zhoubai drooped her long eyelashes, knowing that she still cared about her heart, she couldn't let go, and she was tormented like this repeatedly. For four full years, she witnessed all of this with her own eyes.

She would rather she let go of the so-called self-esteem she cares about, and go back to be with Song Ling.

At least she won't be so sad.

Chi Zhoubai felt powerless in his heart, and said softly, "It's getting dark, I'm afraid you won't be safe alone."

Shen Zhao lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Chi Zhoubai tried his best to curl his lips, but finally compromised and asked her, "Where do you want to go? I'll take you there. It's too far away to take a taxi."

Shen Zhao thought for a while and said, "Let's go to Jiangda University, I want to find Manman."

Chi Zhoubai knew that she was talking about Lin Manman, so she said softly, "Okay, get in the car."

Shen Zhao opened the door to get in the car and fastened his seat belt.

Twenty minutes later, the car stopped at the gate of Jiang University.

When Shen Zhao got out of the car, it was getting dark and Chi Zhou was worried, so he asked one more sentence: "Call me if you have anything to do."

Shen Zhao nodded and said, "Okay."

Seeing that she was wearing thin clothes, Chi Zhoubai got out of the car and took off his coat and put it on her body. Shen Zhao was stunned, then raised his head and said, "You can wear it."

"It's okay, I'll go back to the hotel later." Chi Zhoubai said.

Because of the filming, the crew booked a hotel nearby.

Shen Zhao pursed his lips, looked down at his coat, and said in a whisper, "Thank you, Chi Zhoubai."

Chi Zhoubai lowered his eyebrows and looked into her eyes. In the past four years, this was probably the most she said to her.

She curled her lips in a self-deprecating manner, and said softly, "Go." After she finished speaking, she turned and got into the car, without saying anything else, she stepped on the accelerator and left.

Shen Zhao turned around and walked towards Jiang University, because she had sent a message to Lin Manman in advance that she had a class in the evening, and ran to the school gate to pick her up as soon as the get out of class was over.

Lin Manman ran over, but she didn't see Chi Zhoubai, but only saw a shadow in the distance, and when she got to Shen Zhao's side, he had already driven away.

Lin Manman was very lively, bouncing up and down, and Shen Zhao craned her neck to see the person leaving. Her mood improved, and she joked, "I remembered something."

Lin Manman came back to her senses, looked at her, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Shen Zhao said: "On the day of returning home, Chi Zhoubai wanted to make a bet with me."

Lin Manman was curious and asked her, "What bet?"

"She bet you still like her."

Lin Manman cut and groaned, and said, "Now I have our family clearly."

Shen Zhao didn't take it seriously, made a long ooh on purpose, and asked again: "Then if your family knows that you have just passed through the autumn water, won't you be jealous?"

"Two-dimensional is different from three-dimensional. Who doesn't have an idol yet, besides," Lin Manman turned her face to look at her, "I think Song Ling will be jealous."

Shen Zhao was taken aback, and the scene at the lake just now gradually appeared in his mind. Seeing her silence, Lin Manman realized that she had said something wrong, she pursed her lips, and asked her carefully: "Zhao Zhao, I ask you, you and Chi Zhoubai, are you really together? I saw some people uploaded online, and Chi Zhoubai even liked Weibo and agreed..."

Her voice became smaller and smaller, Shen Zhao was silent, and walked with downcast eyes and said with a smile: "Why, your idol is in love, are you unhappy?"

Lin Manman was babbling, thinking nothing but things, blurted out without even thinking: "I'm not happy, there are not many happy people in Chaohua posts." Covering her mouth, she added, "No one who chases an idol is willing to fall in love with his own wall. Besides, is it really impossible for you and Song Ling?"

Shen Zhao walked with her on the dark tree-shaded path, and she was silent for a long time before she hummed and said, "I can't go back."

Lin Manman was a little frustrated, she didn't know Shen Zhao's intentions, but she knew that Song Ling loved her deeply.

For four full years, I waited for a person whose whereabouts were unknown, and finally saw her again, only to see her with someone else.

It doesn't get any sadder than that.

"Go to Jue Se, or not?" Lin Manman suddenly suggested.

Shen Zhao was taken aback, Jue Se was a bar, they used to go there when they were in college, but she hadn't been there for so many years, she missed it a bit, those youthful years were really good.

She asked lightly, "Are you still there?"

Lin Manman pulled her and said, "Of course! I still go often!"

Lin Manman dragged Shen Zhao to Jue Se Bar, not far from the school, just two roads away.

There is a bicycle at the door, and it is still the same as before. Riding in the evening wind, the two of them are riding side by side on the side of the road. Shen Zhao looks at the dim street lights at night and shines in front of him. It feels like returning to the past, when he was innocent and had no worries .

Pedaling hard, the bike rides fast, Shen Zhao misses this feeling.

She suddenly wanted to cry, cry for her uncomfortable mood at the moment, cry for all the grievances and fears in the past.

How much she wanted to go back to the past.

After riding for more than ten minutes, the two arrived at the door of the bar.

It's still the same as before, but it's better decorated and there are more people.

Lin Manman dragged Shen Zhao in, and as soon as he entered, someone brought the menu.

Lin Manman ordered a low-alcohol cocktail that she often drank, and then asked Shen Zhao: "Zhao Zhao, what are you drinking?"

Shen Zhao took the menu and glanced at it. She hadn't touched wine for a long time.

"Brandy, thank you."

Lin Manman smiled and said: "I remember, we also came after a concert, and you also ordered a glass of brandy, and then you vomited profusely. You should take it easy today. I can't carry you after drinking."

"Don't come!"

After drinking for three rounds, people come and go in the bar.

The brandy had great stamina, and Shen Zhao was in a bad mood, so he told Lin Manman a lot about the past, and just sipped more than half of the glass, and the two of them stayed until late at night.

Shen Zhao felt pain all over her body, she lowered her head and her face was blushing.

Sitting beside her, Lin Manman caught a glimpse of her sitting there silently, her shoulders trembling slightly.

She knew that she felt uncomfortable today, and she also knew that she had not had a good life these years.

Losing her father, wasting her studies, being cheated and hurt by her loved ones...everything that hurts everyone else's heart and will never be forgotten in a lifetime, but it all happened to her in an instant.

Who will bear it.

She should be worthy of a better person, take good care of her and cherish her.

Lin Manman helped her by the shoulders and comforted her: "Zhao Zhao, if you feel uncomfortable, just cry."

Shen Zhao held her face in both hands, and was silent for a while, then raised her head, her eyes were cloudy, tears blurred her vision, she looked at Lin Manman, tried hard to form a smile on the corners of her lips, but burst into tears in an instant, bringing With a trembling voice crying: "Manman, why did it become like this? Why?"

When Lin Manman heard her voice, she also suddenly felt sad. She raised her arms and hugged her shoulders, comforting her: "It will be fine, Zhao Zhao, everything will get better gradually."

Shen Zhao buried himself on her shoulder, swallowing all the tears in his heart.

She never thought that living would be such a tiring thing.

No point, no hope, nothing...

Lin Manman stayed with her in the bar for a long time until late at night, when Ji Mingshu suddenly called her, and she told her that she was with Shen Zhao, Ji Mingshu silently said, "I'll pick you up."

So half an hour later, Song Ling came over with Ji Mingshu.

Shen Zhao was already tired from crying, lying in Lin Manman's arms with his eyes half closed.Song Ling came in and found her immediately. Seeing her drunk and unconscious, she frowned deeply and walked over.

Reaching out to pick her up, holding her waist and letting her lean on her shoulders, Lin Manman stood up, and said to Song Ling, "She's in a bad mood..."

Ji Mingshu pulled her sleeves, shook her head to signal her, and then she said to Song Ling: "Boss, let's go first."

Song Ling hummed, turned and left with the people.

There was a car parked outside the door, and it was driven by Ji Mingshu.Right now, it is estimated that she will take a taxi with Manman to go back.

Song Ling carried her into the car, and bent over to fasten her seat belt for her.

Shen Zhao leaned on the seat, his stomach throbbing uncomfortably, his headache was splitting, and he was unconscious.

Song Ling saw that her face turned red and then pale, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, her heart ached for a moment, she cupped her face in distress, pressed her lips against her smooth forehead, kissed her lightly, and whispered Whispering: "Azhao, let's go home."