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Song Ling was stunned for a moment, Chi Zhoubai's reputation plummeted because of the movie "Seven Skills" four years ago, his career suffered from Waterloo, the commercial copyright was almost wiped out, and Jia Ming also terminated the contract.

"Seven Skills" was considered a batch of dark horses back then. Although the film was classified as pornographic and pornographic and banned, after the film was nominated at the Xili International Film Festival in T country, it quickly aroused discussion in China, and the public began to Examine this so-called qualitative pornography.

Literary films have inherent advantages, and the topic of human nature will always be the most talked about by the audience.

To put it bluntly, if "Seven Skills" hadn't been performed by Chi Zhoubai, it probably wouldn't have been able to turn over such a big wave.But after switching over, it is precisely because of Chi Zhoubai's starring that "Seven Skills" has a greater degree of discussion.

Time will dilute everything, and the impulsive pleasure and desire will gradually be replaced by contemplation and deep value meaning. More people think that "Seven Skills" has cultural value and meaning.

The ban on Chi Zhoubai was gradually lifted in the country, but when a person falls from the peak to the lowest point in the dust, it is not easy to start over.

The contract with Jiaming was terminated again, and without resources, it was too difficult to rely on a face alone.

Fortunately, in the past few years, Chi Zhoubai has done pretty well in country T. Although he is not as good as the top class in China, he is still active in this circle anyway. He is more or less involved in film, music, and fashion. point side.

It can be considered that she has developed international resources for herself.

It also corresponds to the idiom of a blessing in disguise.

There is no absolute in everything. When you think you are in a desperate situation, maybe there will be another scenery in the depths of the desperate situation.

Song Ling looked down at the documents in her hands, and the past suddenly came to her mind. When she mentioned Chi Zhoubai and "Qiqiao", it suddenly reminded her of A Zhao.

Ah Zhao also stayed in that crew for a while.

During that time, it was probably their rare and only warm time.

But there is not much time.

In fact, after all, they didn't really spend much time together.

Most of the time, they are hurting each other.

Nearly four years have passed. In these four years, Song Ling has not heard of her. She has searched almost everything she could find in the whole country, but there is still no clue.

How much she wanted to see her again, hug her, kiss her, tell her that she missed her very much, missed her very much.

Feeling lonely, Song Ling was suddenly not in the mood to read any more information, she threw it on the table casually, and said lightly: "Go out."

Ji Mingshu caught a glimpse of her expression and knew that she was in a bad mood again.

Over the past few years, she could feel that she was not happy.

Since Shen Zhao left, she suddenly seemed to be a different person. She was obviously the same Song Ling as before, but for a moment, Ji Mingshu would find that she was no longer as cold-blooded and indifferent as before.

People are always changing, and Song Ling's changes all come from Shen Zhao.

Sometimes time is not a ruthless thing. In addition to bringing pain and regret to a person, it also makes a person slowly settle and become more beautiful.

Time is the scissors for pruning the branches of life. Although the pain is deep, beautiful flowers will slowly bloom.

Song Ling was like this, Ji Mingshu suddenly thought, if some people in life are destined to meet each other, can it be later, if she meets Shen Zhao at such a time, will they have a good ending.

But where are those what-ifs...

Some things happen and are there for a lifetime.

Ji Mingshu looked away lightly, turned around and left the office without saying anything.

Song Ling sat there, and slowly pulled out the drawer at hand, where a photo album was hidden.

She reached out and took it out, and there were a lot of photos inside, all of which belonged to Shen Zhao alone.

For a while, she was madly infatuated with her, and secretly took a lot of pictures with her mobile phone, most of them were taken secretly, with weird angles, some even had only a back view, not even a side face, and some were so blurry that they couldn't even focus None of them got together.

Song Ling printed out all of Shen Zhao's photos and bound them in a beautiful album.Ah Zhao didn't leave her anything, on the day she left, she didn't even say goodbye, she didn't bring anything, and she didn't leave anything behind, the last time they saw each other was so hasty and so embarrassing.

Flipping through the album, one by one, Song Ling looked at it tirelessly, each one seemed to be able to find the scene at that time.

This one is the night when Ah Zhao went to Chi Zhoubai's concert, she was drunk at the bar, she drove to pick her up, she fell asleep leaning against the car, and when she was waiting for the traffic light, she secretly photographed her sleeping face...

This is the first time she took the initiative to entangle with her, and she was so tired that she fell into a deep sleep. In the middle of the night, she looked at her curly eyelashes, and felt cute and gentle. The eyes she took casually...

There is also this one, she forced her that day, but she said she was the aunt, and she got it on the bed, she made the bed with her, she bent and half knelt at the head of the bed, and she stood at the end of the bed, holding her mobile phone, Suddenly he called her, she turned her head in a daze, and happened to fall into her lens, this is a rare frontal sober photo...

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In fact, most of them were Ah Zhao who was asleep, because when she was awake, she didn't dare to act presumptuously for fear that she would get angry.

Sometimes she thinks, what is love? In fact, it is not so complicated. She loves to see that person, loves to be with her, loves to kiss her soft lips, touch her warm face, love to rub her ears, love everything about her...

Love without knowing it is a sad thing in the world.

It was a fairly warm time, but she forgot to recall and recognize the feeling at that time.

Falling in love with A Zhao was much earlier than she thought.

What about a pair of eyes, another angle, it can be regarded as love at first sight in another sense.

Fingers touched the side face in the photo. It was a beautiful face, like a well-behaved sika deer when it was asleep.

She stroked gently, her voice filled with endless nostalgia and longing: "Azhao, I miss you so much."

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Country T, Kangzhuang Apartment.

Shen Zhao stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the heavy snow floating outside the window, the sound of sobbing seemed to be crying from heaven.

The windows were not closed, allowing the wind and snow to blow in ragingly, blowing on the face, with bone-chilling coolness and dampness.She raised her head to look at the gray sky, her chin outlined a slender arc, her side profile was more refined, it was a kind of style and elegance that belonged to the precipitation of time.

It's winter again, this is the fourth deep winter she has spent in country T.

There is an empty space in my heart, a bottomless pit that cannot be filled.

There was the sound of a key unlocking the lock behind him, rustling.

The door is opened, no need to guess, and you know who it is.

Chi Zhoubai was wearing a down jacket, a mask and a scarf to cover himself tightly, and opened the door with white mist in his mouth.As soon as I looked up, I saw a person wearing a suspender skirt standing in front of the window, with long wavy curls dragging behind his waist, and the wind blowing in made a cold arc.She held a cigarette with her fingertips, and the smoke gradually rose into the sky, before dissipating in the wind and snow.

Chi Zhoubai changed his shoes, walked over in silence for a moment, pulled the shawl on the sofa to cover her, and closed the window, saying in a low voice: "Why didn't you close the window, the experience of blowing a headache last time, Forgot so soon?"

Chi Zhoubai silently took the cigarette in her hand, took it to the ashtray on the coffee table and extinguished it.

A voice came from behind, softly, "Looking at the snow scene, I was fascinated for a while."

In the past four years, she has changed a lot, but the only thing that hasn't changed is that voice, which is still warm and soft, with a low lingering lingering.

She suddenly remembered that she was attracted by this voice for the first time. After so many years, she still remembered it very clearly.

The person in front of him had suffered a period of inhuman pain.

Four years ago, because of Shen Zhao's drug addiction, she relapsed from time to time. During the time she was taking care of her, she knew everything that happened to her.

In half a year, she accompanied her to quit the poison in her body. The poison was really difficult to quit, and it relapsed from time to time. He vomited, which resulted in severe stomach problems.

Because of the poison, she was infected with ailments all over her body.

Even cigarettes have become another addiction for her.

Chi Zhou's eyes were drooping, and the long eyes were still stained with melted snow. She blinked her eyelashes lightly, and asked lightly, "Didn't Doyle say that you don't need to smoke now?"

Shen Zhao gathered the shawl on her body and was still standing by the window. She turned around and looked at the person who was bending over the sofa, with a slight smile on her face, and said softly: "I'm used to it, I Try to change it."

That smoke is different from the other ones. It is the tobacco medicine that Dr. Doyle personally gave her. It was used to help her get rid of drug addiction. It is not harmful, but it is medicine after all. If you rely on addiction, it will not be good for a long time. .

Chi Zhoubai sat on the sofa, leaned there lazily, looked up at the person by the window, because she couldn't see Shen Zhao's face clearly because of the light, she stared at that face for a long time, and finally said suddenly: "I want to go back."

Shen Zhao didn't remember it for a while, and asked her with a smile, "Where are you going?"

"Go back to Jiangcheng."

The smile on the corner of her lips froze suddenly, Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, but it was only for a moment, she turned around again, no longer looking at the people behind her, but she was no longer interested in looking at the snow scene outside the window.

She said lightly: "Go back."

"What about you?" Chi Zhoubai stared at her, taking in all her expressions.

Shen Zhao was silent, smiled faintly, and said, "I won't go back, you go back."

The corner of Chi Zhoubai's mouth hooked slightly, as if she knew she would say that, she chased after her and asked, "Why?"

Shen Zhao remained silent, her lips were tightly pursed into a thin line, she lowered her eyelashes, the atmosphere became uncomfortable for a moment, she didn't want to continue such a topic, she turned around and was about to flee.

But Chi Zhoubai seemed to be sure that she was going to leave, and he had walked behind her without knowing when. Shen Zhao turned around and looked directly at her. She froze, with a slight moment of panic in her eyes.

Chi Zhoubai looked at her face and asked, "Is it because of Song Ling?"

She doesn't often discuss this kind of thing with her, and she never mentions these two words in front of her. These two words seem to have become taboo, and as long as she mentions them, she will still lose her sense of proportion.

But this time for some reason, Chi Zhoubai suddenly didn't want to run away anymore. She wanted to see if the scar, no matter how deep it was, had festered and scabbed, whether it had gotten better.

Shen Zhao raised his eyes to look at her, his paper-like face was set against the white snow scene, fair and moving, his brows and eyes were as light as Daishan, she retracted her gaze, fell to an empty space, and said, "No."

"You still love Song Ling, don't you?" Chi Zhoubai pushed aside the scar and went deep to ask her.

Shen Zhao seemed to be poked in pain, she raised her head to meet her, her eyes turned red like Shura for a moment, she stared at her and said, "No, I said, no."

"Then accept me." Chi Zhoubai raised a smile on his lips, but there was a little helplessness in that smile. She looked into her eyes and continued, "If you don't love her anymore, then accept me, as long as you accept Me, I just believe it."

Shen Zhao was silent, his eyes darkened slightly, and he didn't answer her words.

Everything was expected, the person in front of her was rescued by her, and she spent four years with her, and those were the darkest four years of her life.

The light in those eyes was once extinguished, but she managed to light it up again.

The Shen Zhao in front of her was obviously redeemed by her.

"Zhao Zhao, real letting go is never about escaping, but facing." Chi Zhoubai looked at Shen Zhao, who was drooping, and said slowly, "Go back with me, whether you still love or not, face everything, even if Without me, just face your own heart, things will always come to an end, are you going to escape for the rest of your life?"

Shen Zhao raised her head slightly, staring at the firmness in Chi Zhoubai's eyes, she tried her best to raise the corners of her lips, and said lightly, "Okay."