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Father Shen was cremated and subsequently buried.

He was buried in the place he had mentioned with Shen Zhao, next to his hometown.

For ten whole days, under the ravages of drug addiction, Shen Zhao was already so thin that he was out of shape.

The potency of this poison is even more terrifying than what Song Ling imagined. The willpower is completely vulnerable to it. At the moment of attack, even if it is about to die, Song Ling also believes that Shen Zhao will choose to die without hesitation.

In addition to the physical torture, at the same time, there is also her hatred for Song Ling.

With the double struggle and hatred, Song Ling's inner suffering was no less than Shen Zhao's. Every bit of Shen Zhao's pain was also a knife in her heart.

That heart was already riddled with holes, she didn't know when this situation would get better, maybe Shen Zhao would never forgive her for the rest of her life...

She can't think about the future, even the present company is a luxury, so how can she talk about the future.

After ten days of suffering, Shen Zhao's addiction has obviously improved a lot, the number of attacks has become less and less, and the duration is gradually shortening.

It's just that every time he wakes up, his hatred for Song Ling becomes deeper.

These days, Song Ling has been by Shen Zhao's side, not going anywhere. She took her home and guarded her every step of the way.

After the rain and snow, the weather gradually warms up, and the vitality and greenness of spring also follow.

It's just the trauma that belongs to that winter, and it seems that it will never heal.

Shen Zhao has been locked in the bedroom on the second floor. Song Ling was afraid that she would hurt herself, so she removed all the things that might cause harm in the room. The whole bedroom was empty, almost only a bed and a table were left.

Looking up, it looked like a prison cell.

In order to let Shen Zhao open up, Song Ling moved the bed to the window. Except when the drug addiction broke out, she just sat in front of the window most of the time, holding her knees and staring out of the window, like a dilapidated porcelain. baby.

She had lost a lot of weight, and her dark eyes seemed to protrude more and more. She had big eyes, but now her cheeks were thinner, and her protruding eyes were like ghosts.

After returning from Zhong Zhonghua's cemetery, she didn't struggle and make trouble. Even when her drug addiction broke out, she huddled in the corner of the bed forbearance, suppressing everything by herself, and bit her finger several times until blood flowed.

Seeing the scars she had made on her body, Song Ling felt distressed and helpless.

She even would rather she vent out by roaring, beating her and scolding her than hurting herself like this.

She seemed to have lost all emotion towards Song Ling, not even any hatred, the only thing left was ignorance and silent silence.

Song Ling could tell what that look represented.

It means that Shen Zhao has completely despaired of her, she no longer loves her, maybe even hates her...

The door was ajar, and Song Ling stood by the door, holding porridge in her hand, and glanced at the person sitting in front of the window in the room. The sunlight came in from the window, casting a layer of yellow light on her body.

Song Ling stared at that figure, caught a glimpse of her profile, and seemed to be in a daze for a moment.

After standing in a daze for a while, Song Ling gently pushed the door and walked in, slowly walking towards the bed.

Shen Zhao sat on the side of the bed, looking at the strong sunlight outside the window.

Her hands were tied behind her back. Song Ling was afraid that she would hurt herself again, so she had no choice but to use this method.

Putting the porridge in front of the bed, she knelt on the bed with one knee, leaned forward and moved towards her, trying to untie the rope around her wrist.

Song Ling grabbed her hand, her eyes suddenly paused when she caught a glimpse of the red strangle marks on her wrist, she tried her best to use the softest rope that would not strangle anyone, but it still hurt her.

Song Ling untied the rope, threw it on the ground casually, took her palm, blew gently on her scar, raised her head and asked her: "Does it hurt..."

Shen Zhao didn't look at her, but pulled out and retracted his hands, hugging his knees with his hands, and kept his eyes on the window.

Still refused to say a word.

Song Ling looked at her side face, her jawline outlined her outline, she followed her gaze and looked out of the window, there were a lot of roses planted in the yard, and they had already bloomed after the weather got warmer, and the yard was full of flowers. Red flowers and green leaves look full of hope and vitality.

Song Ling sat beside her, staring at her side face from a close distance, she looked at those eyes, when she looked at the flowers outside the window, there was a slight light in her eyes, Song Ling's voice softened unconsciously, and asked softly Her: "Do you want to go out?"

Shen Zhao's eyes moved slightly, as if she had listened to her words, she turned her head slowly, her gaze was still frozen, she stared at Song Ling's face quietly, without speaking.

This was the first time she looked at her like this, without hatred, just looking at her.

Song Ling's heart slowly eased, and she called her with a half coaxing tone: "Azhao..."

Shen Zhao gently opened his lips and called her: "Song, Song Ling."

Song Ling suddenly grinned. She didn't know how long she had been looking forward to this moment. She had thought that she would completely lose the former Shen Zhao who was full of vigor and vitality, but at this moment, she suddenly had an illusion that her A Zhao came back!

Song Ling half-kneeled on the bed, raised her arms to hug her, hugged her tightly in her arms, rested her chin on her soft hair, and called her happily: "Azhao, Azhao, don't leave me ,OK?"

Shen Zhao raised his head slowly, looked up at her, with an innocent look on his face, she said softly to Song Ling: "Don't tie me up anymore, okay?"

Hearing her soft tone, Song Ling couldn't think of anything else, her eyes suddenly became wet, she held her face in both hands, and kept saying yes, "I won't tie you up again, never again."

There was a salty kiss on his forehead, Shen Zhao felt her warm lips, and flinched uncontrollably.Song Ling was dazzled by this sudden change, and did not notice the strangeness of the people around her at all.

Song Ling bent down again, and she was level with her. She looked into her eyes, and finally showed a long-lost smile on her face. She smiled and looked at her, and said softly, "Have some porridge, okay?"

Shen Zhao squinted at her eyes, his eyes moved slightly, and said yes softly.

Hearing her words, Song Ling smiled, and quickly got up and got out of bed to fetch the porridge on the bedside, then moved to her side and carefully fed her with a spoon.

It was rare for her to drink porridge all night, because she hadn't eaten anything for several days in a row, and when she couldn't hold on, she could only rely on drips to maintain her body's nutrition, so she hurt her stomach, and the doctor told her to eat only light liquid food.

In order to let her eat, Song Ling cooked porridge for her in different ways, but Shen Zhao always refused to eat it, and today I don't know what happened, but he didn't resist at all, drank the whole bowl of porridge, and even took the initiative to talk to her .

Happiness came too suddenly, Song Ling didn't doubt it at all, she was only immersed in such joy.

"Do you want another bowl?" Song Ling looked down at her and asked softly.

Shen Zhao did not refuse, and answered her: "Okay."

Song Ling pursed her lips and smiled. She was about to get out of bed to fill another bowl when she suddenly remembered what the doctor said. We're full, let's drink later, shall we?"

Shen Zhao sat in the ray of sun shining in front of the window, looking at the person standing not far away, she didn't say much, just said yes lightly.

Song Ling took the bowl and left the room, Shen Zhao sat there, her eyes suddenly drooped, her face was frighteningly pale, without a trace of rosy blood, the sun shone from the top of her head, and a blue shadow was reflected on the eyelashes, The dark and deep black eyes were hidden under the long eyelashes, covering all thoughts.

Surprisingly, Shen Zhao's drug addiction did not recur throughout the day. Song Ling sat with her by the bed and wanted to take her out, but it was too windy outside. She was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she thought twice. , still did not take her out, only promised to wait for her to recover better before going out with her.

The whole day, Shen Zhao was very quiet, no matter what Song Ling said to her, she said yes calmly.In the evening, Shen Zhao drank another bowl of vegetable porridge. I don't know if it was Song Ling's illusion, but when she looked at her, she seemed to have improved a lot.

Song Ling lowered her eyes slightly. She sat by the bed and said softly to Shen Zhao, "Ah Zhao, let's take a bath, shall we? You haven't taken a bath for several days."

Shen Zhao sat there with a velvet blanket over her body, and she clenched her fingers slightly inside the velvet blanket. She raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, and still said yes quietly.

Song Ling chuckled and reached out to pick her up.

Shen Zhao hadn't got off the ground for a long time. As soon as his feet hit the ground, his whole figure crooked. Song Ling slightly curled his lips, stood beside the bed, squatted down and turned his back to her, and said, "Come up, I'll carry you."

Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that one night, she squatted in front of her like this, and she told her that she wanted to treat her better, even better...

She joked with a smile, she treated her so well, what if she couldn't do without her in the future?

She told her that they would be together forever.

A lifetime is obviously so long, but everything that has been said has changed in the blink of an eye.

There is no such thing as a lifetime, but it is just a day and night, and it is all empty.

She tricked her around, told her to completely lose the most important thing in her life, and live like a monster, and now, she continues to deceive her, imprisoning her in this house that is no different from a cage...

What exactly does she want?

Deep powerlessness rose in Shen Zhao's heart...Hate, of course it is hate, everything is caused by her, without her, she would not break up with Si'er, even if her father is destined to leave, she will stay with him By her side, watching him spend the last part of her life, she will not end up being unable to see each other for the last time, and she will not live like this without a human being or a ghost...

Everything is her fault.

It was all her, starting with a ridiculous double...

Meeting her was the worst nightmare of her life.

She is leaving her.

Song Ling didn't wait for the movement of the person behind her, she couldn't help but look back at her, the corners of her lips curled slightly, and she caught a glimpse of the daze in her eyes, and asked with a vague smile, "What's wrong?"

Shen Zhao lowered his eyelashes, covering all his emotions, and said lightly, "It's nothing."

She wrapped her arms around her neck and lay on her back.

Song Ling stood up, and she was slightly stunned for a moment.

She has carried her back many times, and it has been less than half a month since the last time, but she is so light... Her Ah Zhao has suffered too much...

"Zhao Zhao, I want to love you well, let's start again, shall we?" Song Ling asked her softly with sobs in her voice.

Shen Zhao listened to her words indifferently, she lay on her shoulders, closed her eyes gently, and did not answer her words.

Song Ling didn't wait for her answer, and there was a moment of loneliness in her eyes.

She knew that Azhao blamed her, everything happened because of her, she suffered so much hurt, what separated them was not only love and hate, but also Shen Zhonghua's life, in such a situation, how could they still Can go back to the past?

Maybe everything is her extravagant wish, but no matter what happens, as long as you keep her by your side, everything will gradually get better...

It will slowly get better.