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Shen Zhao was stunned suddenly, and glanced at Song Ling.

Song Ling stared at her, then put down her hand, and said calmly, "Go, I'll wait for you to come back."

Rui Sier was still waiting at the door, Shen Zhao looked up there, hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked towards the door.

Song Ling didn't look at the door, her long eyelashes drooped lightly, making it impossible to see what was going on in those eyes.

She was still flustered, and when she saw Ruisil again, she was still flustered...

Shen Zhao and Rui Sier left the ward, they looked at each other, did not speak, then took the elevator downstairs.

There were people in the elevator, they stood side by side on the outermost side, the elevator stopped and stopped, Shen Zhao never felt that the time was so long.

She hadn't seen Rachel again for a long time.

Every meeting is different from usual. People who used to be close to each other are now even more indifferent than strangers.

The elevator door opened, and people got out of the elevator one after another.

The weather on the first day of the Lunar New Year is very good, the sun is very strong, and the light does not feel cold on the body, but only feels warm.

Rui Sier walked out of the hospital, Shen Zhao followed her, and went out of the hall door of the inpatient department, and walked down the steps in front of the door, Rui Sier suddenly stopped and stood by the flower bed, "Zhao Zhao..."

Shen Zhao was stunned, and stopped, looking up at her back.

After a while, Resil turned her head and stared at the person in front of her.This used to be the dazzling light in her life, giving her all the warmth and love in her most difficult and suffering days.

She loves her.

Even now, she still can't let her go. She doesn't know what kind of obsession she has. It's over, but on the first day of the new year, she finds an excuse to come here again. In fact, she has no purpose. She just wants to Look at her again.

She was reluctant to give up, but had no choice but to give up.

Resisting the soreness in her throat, Resil turned her eyes away, and looked at the flowers not far away, shining brightly under the sun's rays.

"I'm leaving, let's go back, it's cold outside." Rachel said softly, her eyes fell back on her face again.

There is not too much entanglement, and she doesn't want to bother her anymore. Maybe this is the last time she sees her again.

Shen Zhao stared at her back, it was the lonely Si'er.

She has been with her for more than a year, and she can tell what the other is thinking with just one look.As much as she hated herself at the moment, she felt sorry for Si Er at the moment.

"Sier—" Shen Zhao suddenly stopped her.

Resil stopped and didn't look back at her. With a bitter smile on her lips, she said lightly, "Zhaozhao, live a good life, as we said, you have to give each other the last decency after breaking up. I don't want to do it again." What, I just wanted to see if you were doing well."

Shen Zhao was heartbroken at the moment, and they separated at the deepest moment of their relationship, so that they didn't say goodbye properly and completely.

"I'm sorry... Sier, I'm really sorry..." She didn't know what she was going to say at the moment, no matter what the process was, the ending was already like this.Everyone is wrong, only Si Er is not wrong.

In this accident, everyone has the opportunity to choose, only Si Er does not.

Her ending had already been defined by others in advance.

Resil smiled wryly, and finally couldn't help turning her head back. Seeing the rosy eyes of the person behind her, she hesitated with her fingers, and finally walked over and raised her hand to wipe the tears on her cheeks. She was still as gentle as before, but with barriers and Alienated, she pursed her lips and smiled: "Why are you crying, never say sorry to me, and I never blamed you, I just want you to be well, don't care about me, I can do anything. Love a People just want that person to be happy, don’t they? Zhao Zhao, my love is not possession, but letting go.”

Every time she said a word, Shen Zhao's tears flowed down uncontrollably, and Sier wiped them for her, but the tears seemed to flow endlessly, and they couldn't be wiped away no matter what.

Rachel watched her weeping sadly, her heart was already flooded, if it was before, she would definitely lower her head to kiss her and comfort her, but now she can't.

I won't be able to...

Shen Zhao looked at her through tears, and she didn't know what else to say besides apologizing.

She looked at this person who was once as gentle as an angel, but there were no stars in her eyes, and she became devastated.

And all of this was caused by her.

Shen Zhao felt that even breathing was painful at this moment, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, she put her feet up, put her arms around her and hugged her, crying out of breath, and wailed, "Si'er, don't treat me So good, you hate me! You can blame me for hating me, whatever you want, just don't treat me any more!"

Resil raised her hand to pat her on the back, but stopped in mid-air after a moment of hesitation. She clenched her fingers tightly and then fell down.

This person no longer belongs to her from now on, hugging, kissing, comforting... none of them belong to her.

Resil spread her shoulders and pulled people away. She looked down at her and said with a smile, "Forget about me and live your own life."

Without comforting her any more, Raisel let go of her, turned and left towards the distance.Shen Zhao looked at the back that was fading away, and finally understood that this time he really left.

She lost someone who truly loved her.

As Rachel walked away, the sockets of her eyes began to moisten slowly, and finally tears fell into the dust drop by drop.The warm light shone from the sky and shrouded her body, but the warmth could not reach her heart, and she felt completely cold from head to toe.

From now on, the person who redeemed her is gone forever, and her life will return to that dark world again, no one comes and no one goes, she will be like a puppet, let others arrange, day by day Repeat this life without any vitality until you die.

Shen Zhao stood under the sun for a long time, the warmth enveloped her head, she was in a trance for a long time, until the tears were dried before she gradually regained her senses, she covered her face with her hands, took a deep breath, and then Spit out a long time, turn around and go back to the upstairs ward.

Going up the elevator, just as he stepped out, he bumped into Song Ling who was standing by the corridor.

Song Ling leaned back there with a lazy posture. She turned her head and swept over. When she saw her coming out, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and she walked over.

"Crying?" Song Ling asked, looking at her reddish eyes.

Shen Zhao was depressed at the moment, she didn't want to talk to Song Ling, and was about to walk towards the ward.

Song Ling stretched out her hand to grab her, grabbed her wrist tightly, and pulled her to her side. She looked at her side face, feeling suddenly unhappy, and blurted out without thinking: "What? Reminiscing with the old lover Love, don’t you recognize newcomers?”

Shen Zhao turned his head to look at her, she always had that aloof attitude, feeling that everything was taken for granted and was dominated by her.

She didn't want to have another dispute with her about Si'er, because the ending was already doomed and everything was meaningless.

"Song Ling, I don't want to talk to you about this anymore."

Her reluctance to mention it was an escape in Song Ling's eyes. She held her back, looked at her profile, and suddenly approached her, asking softly, "Did she hug you?" Lifting her lips, she lightly rubbed her lips, "Did you kiss you? Are you shaken?"

When Shen Zhao heard her words, he gritted his teeth tightly. To her, these words were all insults.

Unable to restrain her anger any longer, she shook off her hand, tilted her head to avoid her touch, and asked her with anger in her eyes: "Song Ling, what do you mean? Do you doubt me?"

Song Ling stared into her eyes, tightly pressed her thin lips, and remained silent.

Doubt? She is doubtful. After all, it's not the first time. She really can't predict what she can do.

It's nothing to say that you love her, it's what you say when you're emotional, it's the most instinctive reaction of a person driven by desire, she doesn't know how many factors are mixed in it.

As it is now, if she really let go, she wouldn't be as flustered in the ward just now.

She didn't want to waste nearly half a year's time and energy in trying everything possible, and she didn't want to become like a fool and let Shen Zhao play with her.

Song Ling's silence caused a chill in Shen Zhao's heart, she was already tired, and she didn't want to think about these disputes with her anymore, it was meaningless, it was all meaningless!

Shen Zhao chuckled, with helplessness in that smile, she looked at Song Ling again, and said weakly: "Song Ling, we didn't do anything, she bid me farewell and told me to forget her, this is our last farewell, Are you satisfied with this explanation?"

Without waiting for Song Ling's answer, Shen Zhao turned and left.Song Ling stood there in a daze, she could hear the irony in her words.

Not far away, Meng Yunan came out of the office, just in time to see the quarrel between the two, and after waiting for Shen Zhao to leave, she walked over, put her hands in the pockets of her white coat, looked at her face, and asked tentatively: "Are you quarreling again?" gone?"

Song Ling pursed her lips and said nothing.

Meng Yunan was in a good mood, with a smile on her face all the time, she turned her arm to support her, and persuaded: "On the first day of the New Year's Day, there will be an unpleasant scene, so unlucky."

After so many days, Meng Yunan could tell that the two of them were ass-tempered. She knew that Song Ling was cold-tempered and had a bad temper, but Shen Zhao was also a stubborn girl. There might still be some friction between the two of them. .

Song Ling knew that what she said just now hurt Shen Zhao's heart, but the words had already been said, and it was too late to say anything now.

She looked at Meng Yunan, caught a glimpse of her flushed face, and knew that her wedding was coming soon, so she asked softly, "You're getting married soon, why do you still come to work in the hospital?"

Meng Yunan: "That's right, it's not just to get a few more days of honeymoon leave, I have to take a few more days of work before asking for leave."

Song Ling raised her eyebrows and asked, "Is grandma coming?"

Meng Yunan: "She thought it was troublesome and didn't want to come, so she gave me money."

Song Ling nodded, knowing that her grandma was also a strange person. She was quite old and had traveled all over the world. Her motto of awakening the world is: don't be burdened by the world, but live in the present moment and enjoy the moment.

People live a lifetime, some things are not understood until later, and some people may not have such insights in their entire life.

Living for yourself is the hardest thing in the world.

Meng Yunan: "I asked Zhao Zhao to come to my wedding with A Huan. You should dress nicely when the time comes, you know?"

Song Ling glanced at which pot was not opened and which pot was lifted, recalling what happened just now, suddenly feeling irritable, she coped and said, "Got it."

Meng Yunan was worried about the two of them, took a deep breath and sighed, and turned to leave.

Song Ling suddenly stopped her: "Little aunt—"

Meng Yunan turned her head back, her expression slightly stunned, in her impression, Song Ling called her that way when she was a child, and never called her again after that, Meng Yunan called her all the time, so she was very dissatisfied.

"What?" she asked.

Song Ling narrowed her long eyes slightly, and said lightly, "It's a good marriage for a hundred years."

Meng Yunan hooked her lips and smiled: "Thank you, wait for me to bless you someday."

Song Ling suddenly smiled, her eyes drooped slightly, and she didn't speak again.