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Song Ling stood there and stared blankly for a long time, turned around and walked towards the ward, but before she reached the door, she suddenly heard a conversation coming from the room.

She froze for a moment, stopped in her tracks, and stood by the door calmly.

In the ward, only Shen Zhonghua and Shen Zhao's father and daughter were left. The nearly three-month illness seemed to be finally coming to an end with the success of the operation.

Shen Zhao sat by the bed, held his father's hand, his eyes were rosy, and his voice was trembling, "Dad, no matter what happens in the future, tell me and don't hide everything from me, okay? I'm your daughter , is also your only relative, if you have an accident, it will make me feel guilty and sad for the rest of my life."

Shen Zhonghua took a deep breath, nodded heavily, and sighed: "Dad knows."

A serious illness made Shen's father a lot older all of a sudden.After walking through the ghost gate, he also figured out a lot of things.

Life is so important, if people are gone, everything will be gone...

Shen Zhonghua took Shen Zhao's hand, patted the back of her hand lightly, and said wistfully, "The happiest thing in Dad's life is to bring you by his side. You are everything to Dad. For such a long life, Dad is reluctant to take You stay in the world alone, but one day you will leave. These days, Dad has thought a lot. If one day, Dad really leaves, Zhao Zhao must not be sad, take good care of yourself, live a good life, know ?"

When Shen Zhao heard his father's words, tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Life is very fragile, no one knows who will come first, tomorrow or the accident.She was originally an orphan, and it was her father who gave her a second life, but no matter whether she was willing to admit and accept it or not, she also understood that her father would not be with her for the rest of her life.

Life and death have never been controlled by people, and people seem to never want to talk about such things.

Shen Zhonghua, who had walked through the ghost gate, realized many things at once.

The only thing he is worried about is his daughter. He hopes that even if one day he passes away from this world, he also hopes that his daughter can face everything bravely and live a good life bravely.

Shen Zhonghua raised his eyes lightly, his eyes were full of kindness, he stared at the face of the person beside the bed, and suddenly said in a hoarse voice: "Zhao Zhao has lost weight..."

Shen Zhao raised her eyes, tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, she tried hard to swallow her sore throat, and shouted: "Dad..."

Shen Zhonghua looked at her and asked distressedly: "Why is your face so bad?"

Shen's father didn't know about Shen Zhao's sleep disorder and depression. Seeing his daughter's haggard face, he couldn't help asking.

Shen Zhao was afraid that he would be worried, so she raised the back of her hand to wipe away her tears, tried to pull a smile on her lips, and said, "Isn't it the final exam soon? Sleep well, you'll be fine in two days, dad doesn't have to worry."

Father Shen looked at the daughter in front of him, she was brought up by him, what was going on in her mind these days, as a father, he also knew something.

"Song Ling is fine." Shen's father suddenly opened his mouth and said something.

Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, looked up to see his father, and called softly, "Dad..."

Father Shen looked at her, "Dad can tell that Song Ling likes you, right?"

Shen Zhao froze, pursed his lips, not knowing how to speak.

Father Shen smiled, "Dad doesn't know how you and Si'er broke up, but Dad can tell that you're having a bad time these days." He sighed deeply, and continued: "In this lifetime, come and go. Come and go, there will be many people in your life. Some people, you don’t know how long she will accompany you, but Dad believes that there is a fate between people. But if you don’t get together, you will Explain that there is no fate."

Shen Zhao lowered his eyes. Although his father knew about her and Si'er, he never asked about it.My father is from the countryside, but he has a very open mind. In this matter, he respects her.

But today when he said something like this, she could hear that her father was saying that she and Sier had no fate.

Father Shen: "Dad is sick these days, Song Ling is busy, contributes money and effort, and pays attention to everything. Dad knows that she does all this because of you. Two people need to work together to live together. You are impatient and stubborn, but Song Ling is very patient and serious..."

"Dad—" Shen Zhao hurriedly considered his father's words, "It's not what you think, I don't like her, and you don't know her at all."

Father Shen looked at her with sincerity in his eyes, and asked her with a smile: "Does Zhao Zhao understand her?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and remained silent for a while.

Yes, she didn't know Song Ling, and she didn't want to.

Father Shen said slowly: "You never got to know her, did you?"

Shen Zhao said silently that Song Ling and her were just a deal, a temporary entanglement.

"I don't need to understand her." Shen Zhao lowered his eyes and said lightly.

There was emotion in her words, Shen Zhonghua could hear, he knew exactly what kind of temperament his daughter had.

When it comes to feelings, she dares to love, but also dares to hate. She can love vigorously for the person in her heart, but if she is not there, she can veto everything without even trying.

Maybe it is young after all, less than 20 years old, everything is black and white.

But life is so long, people who have experienced life and death once, Shen Zhonghua is afraid that she will suddenly leave one day, leaving Zhaozhao alone in the world, she seems to have not grown up, she is afraid that she will be sad, sad, unable to take care of herself .

Rachel is fine, but she can't take care of Zhao Zhao.

As a father, he is selfish.Between Rui Sier and Song Ling, he would choose Song Ling for Zhao Zhao.

He selfishly wants Song Ling to take care of Zhao Zhao. Apart from ability, Song Ling is careful enough and patient enough to tolerate her.

These are what Si'er lacked at that age, and they are also Song Ling's unique advantages in her age. Song Ling is more mature and more suitable for Zhao Zhao's temperament.

Maybe it's because the authorities are obsessed, Zhao Zhao can't see other people's thoughts clearly, or maybe he is unwilling to understand and accept, in short, he doesn't want Zhao Zhao to miss it.

"Zhao Zhao, try to understand Song Ling, father's eyes can't be wrong." Father Shen lowered his eyes and suddenly said solemnly.

Shen Zhao fell into silence, she never intended to get to know Song Ling, nor was she willing to get along with her.

Because of that incident, she had already denied this person from the very beginning.

What her father said was not wrong. Apart from that matter, at least in terms of his serious illness and surgery, Song Ling's care and dedication were even more than her daughter.

Song Ling gave her father's life.

She also thought more than once, if Songling hadn't forcibly intervened in this matter, would she have lost her father who loved her and raised her forever?

There is no answer to such a question, there are no ifs in life, and she dare not imagine, if her father loses the chance of treatment because of her persistence, will she regret it for the rest of her life?

She fell into the contradiction between rationality and the bottom line of morality. She and Si'er had no results, but it didn't mean that Song Ling could stay out of it.

Maybe she couldn't see the reality clearly and was too hypocritical.

It's obviously a deal, a contract, but she always thinks about crossing the river and tearing down the bridge.

Right and wrong, was what she insisted on at the beginning really right?

In contrast, is Song Ling really all wrong?

At some point, she suddenly understood that in this world, right and wrong, right and wrong, don't seem to be what she thought...

In this conflict, she was completely trapped.

Unwilling to think about it, Shen Zhao stood up, picked up the teapot on the table, and hurriedly said, "I'm going to fetch a pot of water." After speaking, he turned and walked out the door.

Song Ling stood by the door, her thoughts still stopped in the conversation between the father and daughter in the room, and she was stunned for a moment.

Shen Zhao came out of the room with a kettle in his hand, and bumped into Song Ling who was standing by the door when he raised his eyes.

She paused, frowned and looked at Song Ling, and asked in a low voice, "Are you eavesdropping?"

Song Ling choked for a moment, feeling embarrassed to be held by others, but this emotion only lasted for a moment. After a while, she returned to her usual indifference, and she actually acted like a rascal, and said back to her: "I am standing here aboveboard. , is it eavesdropping?"

Shen Zhao was speechless by her words, she was used to Song Ling's indifference, but she had never seen such a shameless Song Ling.

Dad was right, she just didn't understand Song Ling.

At least, she never knew what Song Ling was thinking.

Not wanting to entangle with her anymore, Shen Zhao turned around with the kettle in his hand and was about to go to the tea room.

Song Ling caught a glimpse of her figure and quickly raised her heels to follow her.

It's kind of strange that in the past half a month, their relationship has clearly fallen below the freezing point, but in the blink of an eye, it seems that just one sentence makes her feel that maybe it's not as bad as she imagined .

Song Ling caught up with her, reached out to take the kettle in her hand, walked to the place where the water was fetched, and filled it up.

Standing next to the microwave oven, Shen Zhao looked at the back in front of him, and suddenly remembered what his father said. He asked her to try to understand Song Ling and accept Song Ling...

And she didn't know how much Song Ling who was standing outside the door heard those words...

After quickly receiving a pot of water, Song Ling turned around and met Shen Zhao's gaze. Their eyes met, and they were stunned for a moment.

Shen Zhao quickly looked away, turned and walked back towards the ward.

Song Ling followed her, the ward was at the end of the corridor, just as she reached the door, Shen Zhao suddenly stopped and stopped, Song Ling also stopped with the teapot in her hand.

Shen Zhao turned around and looked back, lowered his eyes without looking at Song Ling, and suddenly said, "The school will have final exams next week, and I want to go back to the dormitory, is that okay?"

Song Ling was stunned for a while, but she didn't realize it for a moment. Seeing her silence, Shen Zhao explained again: "I have missed a lot of homework, and I want to spend more time reviewing. Living in the dormitory is more convenient."

Song Ling looked down at the top of her head, was stunned for two seconds, and quickly said: "Okay, pack up tonight, I'll ask Ji Mingshu to take you there tomorrow morning."

Shen Zhao responded lightly, hesitated for a moment, finally looked up at her, and said, "I haven't thanked you for the bone marrow donation."

The secret I accidentally discovered last time, but I made a fuss in a hurry, this belated thank you, at such a moment, seems to have the meaning of breaking the ice.

Song Ling admitted that facing Shen Zhao for half a month, she even had the thought of shrinking back.The relationship fell below the freezing point, but in an instant, it suddenly turned up, and the spring broke through the sky, which made her stunned for a moment.

Song Ling squinted at her eyes, blinked lightly, her voice became warmer, and she said calmly, "It's nothing."

"go in."

Shen Zhao bowed his head, "Okay."

After speaking, no one said anything more, and the two entered the room one after the other.

Half a month of indifference and silence seemed to be resolved at this moment.