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Song Ling knew that Shen Zhao hadn't given up on Resil, so she gave her a two-year deadline, so she hoped that when the two years were up, she could resume her old relationship with Resil.

Always young, think things are always simple.

In two years, things have changed.That was just a cover Song Ling gave her, a lie to trick her into being obedient and obedient.

Song Ling was afraid that she would go to Tingcheng to find Rui Sier, so she put the rose blue diamond on her body again, and made Ji Mingshu keep an eye on her every move.

It's not that Song Ling hasn't thought about the lack of people and money.

She will never allow this kind of accident to happen.

Three days after the operation, Song Ling, as a bone marrow donor, needs to prepare in advance.

Because it was in the same hospital and on the same operation floor, Song Ling was afraid that Shen Zhao would find out, so she greeted Ji Mingshu and Meng Yunan in advance, and kept it a secret from anyone during the operation.

The reason Song Ling and Shen Zhao said was a business trip. That night, Song Ling packed her luggage and left the villa, and Shen Zhao didn't have the slightest doubt about it.

On the morning of December [-]st, Father Shen began to enter the transplant warehouse, which is the so-called sterile ward, to start chemotherapy pretreatment, marrow removal, and clean up all the stem cells in the original owner's body.This process is painful and will last for about a week, with professional nurses observing the situation all the time.Because of the need to maintain a sterile environment, family members are not allowed to come in and out, and can only meet through electronic devices.

On the 400nd, as a donor, Song Ling started the first blood preparation.The purpose of blood preparation is to transfuse it back to the donor on the day the bone marrow is taken.The first time the needle was taken was [-]ml, Song Ling's face was pale after the blood was taken, Meng Yunan looked at her, frowned and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Song Ling closed her eyes and felt very dizzy. She breathed a sigh of relief, tried to calm her mind, and said softly, "It's okay, just a little dizzy."

Meng Yunan said: "You can't take too much for the first time. I will prescribe some iron and calcium supplement oral liquid for you later. Although the bone marrow transplant operation has no effect on the donor in theory, you must pay attention to rest. It's best to just lie in the hospital and not be busy with other things."

Song Ling closed her eyes and rested her mind, her voice was weak, she probably felt really uncomfortable, this time she didn't refute, she followed her and said, "Got it."

A few days later, in order to ensure sufficient blood supply in the later period, Song Ling began to prepare blood for the second time. This time, only 200ml was drawn, so a total of 600ml of blood was drawn before and after.After smoking, Song Ling's eyes were so black that she couldn't open her eyes while lying on the bed.

Ji Mingshu followed behind, he was busy, and the weather had cooled down recently, so he had to pay attention to keeping warm, and he needed to make up more, so Ji Mingshu had always been taking care of Song Ling.

On the other side of Shen Zhao, he has been guarding outside the aseptic warehouse. After nearly a week of chemotherapy, Shen’s father reacted very badly. Because of the constant infusion, he kept vomiting, diarrhea, and his stomach was very weak, and he could hardly eat anything. , all liquid food.

I can't eat well, and I can't sleep well.People lost a lot of weight.

Shen Zhao looked at his father in the video, his cheeks were sunken and thin, and his hair was all shaved. She didn't know what kind of pain it was, but when his father looked at her, he still tried his best to comfort her with a smile, saying that he had everything all good.

Immediately, the sockets of her eyes couldn't restrain their redness, and she felt sore, hating herself for not being able to share the pain for him.

On the morning of the 13th, the bone marrow transplant operation officially began.

Song Ling had already completed the hospitalization procedures, and made various preparations the day before that night.

At six o'clock in the morning, Song Ling received a whitening injection and began to take the marrow. This process requires semi-anesthesia in the lumbar spine, and there are certain risks.But fortunately, she was still conscious. During the process, Meng Yunan kept talking to her, distracting her attention.

The whole process lasted for three hours. Song Ling took a total of 700ml of bone marrow blood and transfused the previously prepared 600ml of autologous blood back into her body.

The operation lasted until noon, and Song Ling's side was not finished.

After the bone marrow blood was drawn, Song Ling was very weak. After the operation, the nurse pushed her back to the ward. Song Ling was unconscious and had no strength. She fell asleep alone on the hospital bed.

At the same time, Father Shen received a transfusion of bone marrow blood and peripheral stem cells this afternoon.

Shen Zhao has been waiting outside the operating room. She sat alone on the bench outside, holding her head in her hands and sitting there with her head bowed, feeling nervous and afraid.

Her palms were covered with cold sweat. The operation lasted for a whole day, and she was nervous and afraid all day long.

The process of waiting is exhausting, she has nothing to do but wait and still wait.

Shen Zhao closed her eyes and felt every beat of her heartbeat. This was the longest day in her life.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated suddenly, distracting Shen Zhao's thoughts. She took it out and glanced at it. She caught a glimpse of the calling number on the screen, and suddenly froze.

She knows this number very well.

Just a few days ago, she had deleted all contact with the owner of this number in her mobile phone.

No notes, just a string of eleven digit numbers.

She has a photographic memory, let alone this string of numbers.

The owner of the number is Sier.

After hesitating for a full minute, Shen Zhao looked down at the phone screen, and finally connected.

"Hey."

"Zhao Zhao." The long-lost voice rang out on the phone, with a gentle and hoarse voice, easily plucking at her heartstrings, she paused, and then said, "It's me, I'm Ruisil."

One sentence brought out her tears. I don't know if it was because of missing her for too long, or because she felt panicky and insecure at the moment. She drooped her eyes and blinked her eyes. Tears dripped down from her eye sockets and landed on her knees. Head, wet with a circle of tears.

She said slowly, "I know."

When Rachel heard her slightly nasal voice, her heart softened for a moment. After a moment of silence, she asked, "How are you doing recently?"

Shen Zhao swallowed tears, sniffed her nose, trying to make her voice sound natural, she said softly, "Well, it's okay, how about you?"

Rachel smiled bitterly, and said lightly: "It's still the same, it's almost the end of the year, and it's always busy."

Shen Zhao pursed his lips, sat there with his mobile phone in his hand and bowed his head, not responding to her words.

That breakup was not a happy one, Si'er left Jiangcheng with hatred.She originally wanted to break up with her peacefully, but she didn't know how it would become like that, to say goodbye to her in the worst way.

"I heard that Uncle is sick, is he okay?" After a long time, Resil suddenly asked again.

Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, not knowing how Si'er knew, she pursed her lips, looked up at the operating room, and finally didn't tell her.

"It's okay." Shen Zhao said two words lightly, but probably she didn't realize how obvious the tremor was in that voice.

Rui Sier heard something was wrong in Shen Zhao's voice, she pursed her lips, and asked again worriedly: "Are you really all right?"

Shen Zhao took a deep breath, pretending to be relaxed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and answered her: "No, you don't have to worry."

Resil stood under the office building, and the alley was very windy, making her eyes sour.In the afternoon, she swiped to Moments, saw Chu Chufa's screenshot, and accidentally found out that Shen Zhao's father was ill, so she quickly called her.

For nearly two months, they have not been in touch since breaking up.

That breakup came too suddenly, there was no buffer and room, so we broke up in such a haste.

Rachel felt bitter in her heart, for the past two months, she admitted that she couldn't let it go.

She wanted to see her again and listen to her voice. Although she was kicked out, she still couldn't forget her spinelessly.

The phone didn't hang up, but there was only endless silence.

Resil tried her best to raise the corners of her lips, but still couldn't let go, and wanted to get in touch with her more: "Zhao Zhao, if you encounter difficulties, you must tell me, okay?"

Tears blurred her eyes again, and Shen Zhao's eyes drooped with tears. At such a helpless moment, she still relied on her as usual and promised her: "Okay..."

It seemed that there was no more topic to continue. When the phone was hung up, Shen Zhao suddenly couldn't help shouting: "Sier—"

Resil was slightly stunned, looked at the call time on the screen, and quickly put the phone on her ear again, waiting for the person on the other end to continue speaking.

Shen Zhao's fingers trembled nervously, she clenched her palms tightly, and called her softly again: "Si'er, that time... I'm sorry..."

She owed Sil a belated apology, she was the one who quit first in that relationship.

No matter how many difficulties and grievances there are, it is true that she hurt Sier and betrayed their love.

When Rachel heard her apology, she didn't know what it was like, bitterness appeared on the corner of her lips, and she chuckled: "Zhao Zhao, I once promised you that if one day you don't love me anymore, I will let you go, Not pestering you. You don't need to apologize to me, ever."

An apology is powerless, it doesn't help anything that happened.

It also doesn't make any sense.

Tears flowed down her face uncontrollably, Shen Zhao closed her eyes, her Sier had never changed, even though she suffered all those hurts and embarrassments that day, she still tolerated and loved her at this moment.

Shen Zhao rested her forehead on her palm, her thoughts became calm at this moment, she took a deep breath, and suddenly said: "Sier, if... I said that if one day in the future, I turn around, will you wait for me? "

When Resil heard her words, light and hope suddenly appeared in her eyes, and her heart was beating like a drum, thinking that she had heard wrong, she asked seriously: "Zhao Zhao, what did you say?"

Shen Zhao realized what she said just now, and her expression suddenly froze. She opened her mouth, but in an instant, those words could not be said again.

Resil was answered by silence, she sensed something was wrong, and asked her directly: "Zhao Zhao, I want you to tell me honestly, is there any reason why you have to break up with me?"

With a serious question on the phone, Shen Zhao's lips trembled. She raised her eyes to look at the operating room in front of her, and there were countless thoughts in her heart that she was influencing her.

If at this moment, I just told Sier everything like this, told her father's serious illness, Song Ling's intervention and persecution, and told her that she has not changed her mind...

Will everything go back to the way it was?

"Miss Shen—" a warm voice came from behind, Shen Zhao raised his head subconsciously with tears in his eyes, and suddenly bumped into Ji Mingshu's indifferent eyes in front of him, his expression froze for a moment.

No!

Can't tell Sil!

Song Ling will definitely ruin everything.

Shen Zhao didn't answer Rui Sier's words, took the mobile phone from his ear, and hung up the phone directly.

Looking flustered, Shen Zhao got up, didn't look at her, and responded with a trembling voice: "Mingshu."

Ji Mingshu quickly glanced at the call records on Shen Zhao's screen, because she was far away, she didn't see the number clearly.

But her flustered expression had already betrayed her.

Ji Mingshu looked down at her face, understood in his heart, and asked softly: "How is the operation going?"