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In the past half a month, Shen's father has recovered very well, and Shen Zhao has been staying with him in the hospital, taking care of him with all his heart, from diet to daily life to emotional enlightenment.

The surgery date has also been set, which will be NO.13 next month.

Shen's father was always afraid that the cost would be too much and would add to Shen Zhao's burden, so when he first woke up, he disagreed with the operation and said he wanted to go home.

Shen Zhao knew what his father was thinking, and his father was the thinking of the older generation. He only heard that it was cancer, so he was unwilling to even try the chance of treatment. He was afraid of spending money, and then he was afraid that it would all be on her.

Parents are always like this, always putting their children ahead of themselves.

In order to get his father to cooperate with the operation, Shen Zhao had no choice but to find Song Ling, and asked her to cooperate with her. He lied, said that the operation fee was reduced by half, and said that it was a loan from a friend without interest.

Song Ling is very good at negotiating and persuading people. A few words are more useful than Shen Zhao's earnest words for a few days.

Shen Zhao was curious and asked what she said.

But Song Ling was indifferent and didn't tell her.

In the past half month, the relationship between Shen Zhao and Song Ling has eased a lot. It is said to be eased, but in fact there is not much intersection.

Song Ling also comes to the hospital to see her every day. She has a fixed off-duty time every day, and she will leave after staying for about half an hour. She only asks about the daily situation and leaves on time after half an hour.

Nothing else was discussed, so there was no argument.

It's just that since that night, Song Ling no longer let her sleep alone in the original house, she was forced to live in Song Ling's bedroom and sleep on the same bed.

Song Ling often works overtime until very late, so in most cases, Song Ling will come back after Shen Zhao has fallen asleep.

That's good too, Shen Zhao comforted himself, at least he didn't have to face her when he was awake.

Now that she has decided to compromise, some things are inevitable, but every time, she still feels embarrassed.

River City No. [-] Hospital, Inpatient Department.

Father Shen leaned against the bed, looking at his daughter who was lowering her head to peel an apple in front of the bed. She had lost a lot of weight recently, and would occasionally stare at a place in a gloomy mood and suddenly become dazed.She is the daughter he raised since he was a child, and he can detect the changes in her with just one expression.

Father Shen raised his eyes and glanced at her silently, then suddenly asked softly after a long while: "It seems like a long time recently, I haven't seen you and Si Er on the phone, is she busy with work?"

Shen Zhao lowered his head to peel the apple, and when he heard his father's words, he froze suddenly.Father Shen watched this action calmly.

He could see that something went wrong between his daughter and that Sier.

In the past, even if they didn't talk about Sier, they would occasionally mention a sentence or two in their topics, but it has never been like this. For almost half a month, she didn't even mention a word.

No one knows better than his father what kind of character the daughter he raised has.

Shen Zhao lowered his head, continued the movement in his hands, and said in a calm voice after a long while: "Sier and I... broke up."

Shen's father was stunned, he knew about her and Si'er.They have been talking for more than a year, and they have a very good relationship with each other. When it was mentioned last time, there was no problem, why did they break up suddenly.

Father Shen looked at her, and suddenly asked, "Is it because of Dad's illness?"

Shen Zhao raised her head and tried her best to pull a smile on the corner of her mouth, so as not to worry and notice the people in front of her. She handed over the peeled apple in her hand and said with a smile: "Why? I think we are not suitable. You also know that now is the graduation season and the breakup season."

This reason is very convincing. Once the love on campus enters the real world, many problems will arise.

It's like a confrontation between ideals and reality, and in most cases, ideals will always lose to reality.

Things about young people are always very thoughtful.

Father Shen took the apple in her hand, and said softly: "I think that child is pretty good, he is polite and gentle, and speaks softly, he is a sensible and good child. Sometimes, graduation doesn't necessarily mean we have to break up. Stepping into the society, you will encounter many problems, but the problems are also challenges, and you will encounter more difficult things than these in your future life. People must learn to overcome problems and cannot always avoid them.”

Father Shen's education level is not high, but in life, he always has more practical experience than them.

These words were spoken to Shen Zhao by him as someone who came here.

Shen Zhao listened quietly to her father's words, she was very happy, having a good father who understands her and agrees with her, being his child is the happiest thing in her life.

But for Sier, she has too much helplessness.

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, "Yes, I understand what Dad said, but it's not suitable, I don't like it, there is no other reason."

Father Shen didn't speak, and after a while he sighed slightly and said, "Father respects your decision."

The room was quiet again, and Father Shen suddenly asked again: "What does that Song Ling have to do with you?"

The sudden change of topic made Shen Zhao stunned for a moment, and was at a loss for a moment.

My father also casually asked about her relationship with Song Ling before, but she only pretended to be friends, so I don't know why he asked now alone.

Shen Zhao still said, "They are friends."

For nearly half a month, Song Ling would visit Shen's father in the hospital every day. Shen's father was not a fool, so he naturally noticed the unusual relationship between them.

After listening to Shen Zhao's words, Shen's father stopped for a while, and then said after a long while: "Dad is not a fool, someone who lent you 10,000+ yuan for no reason, and no interest, what kind of friend, come to the hospital to visit me every day Besides, Dad has never heard you mention her, tell me honestly, who is she?"

The topic finally got to this point, Shen Zhao knew that he couldn't escape, so he simply told him half-truth, "Okay, let me tell you, I'm with Song Ling."

Father Shen froze suddenly, he stared at the person in front of him, he didn't recover for a long time.

"So it's because of Song Ling that you broke up with Si'er?" Father Shen asked.

Shen Zhao hummed, but didn't say much.

Seeing the expression on her face, Father Shen always felt that something was wrong, and he asked tentatively, "Is it really not related to Dad's illness?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and lowered his eyes in silence.

Father Shen stared at her face, thinking that she had acquiesced, and suddenly said solemnly: "Dad also told you that you don't want to make any sacrifices. Although Dad has no money and no education in his life, he has taught You are polite, honest and shameless, you must have a backbone in life, and you cannot lose your bottom line, even if you are dead..."

Shen Zhao raised her face and interrupted Father Shen before he finished speaking. She smiled and said, "Dad, what are you talking about? As I said before, Song Ling and I...we like each other. There is something called love. Time is just a matter of a moment. I like Song Ling and I love her. Besides, I borrowed the money from her and signed an IOU. I will pay her back in the future. Also, we had an I was with her when I was on the date. Didn’t you ask before that Si’er didn’t go to Russia with me, who did I go with? I went with Song Ling.”

After finishing speaking, Shen Zhao picked up the phone, opened the photo album and pulled it up. It took a long time to find the photo of seeing the aurora in Russia. There is also a date, we met at that time, will I still lie to you?"

Father Shen took the mobile phone in her hand, and flicked through the photos on the mobile phone. There are indeed many photos in it, and there are many figures of Song Ling in the photos.

Only then did he say suspiciously: "Really?"

Shen Zhao pursed her lips, just kept smiling, and that smile never fell, she was afraid that if she did, the people in front of her would notice her grievance.

When she couldn't help it suddenly, another voice suddenly sounded in the room.

"it is true."

Song Ling walked in from outside the room and suddenly spoke.

Father Shen looked over, and his gaze met Song Ling's.

Shen Zhao also looked over, his heart was pounding so hard that it was about to jump out of his heart.

When did she come, and how much did she hear those words just now?

Song Ling walked over, stood behind Shen Zhao, put her hands on her shoulders, and the corners of her mouth curled up gently. She said, "Ah Zhao and I are in love, and I hope Father Shen can fully understand us."

Song Ling is extremely beautiful, with exquisite and generous features, she is a beauty of bones, and she feels very comfortable when she smiles.

Unlike Shen Zhao, it is a kind of mature beauty.

Father Shen was stunned for a long time without speaking, his eyes wandered between the two of them, and finally he nodded with a smile and said: "As long as Zhao Zhao likes, I will understand her and help her."

Shen Zhao pursed her lips and bent down, she felt the two palms on her shoulders seemed to weigh a thousand catties, making her unable to breathe.

There are too many illusions, sometimes people get lost, and even people forget the true colors of things.

In the evening, Shen Zhao and Song Ling left the hospital together. As soon as they left the gate, it suddenly started to rain lightly outside.

Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, then turned around and said, "I'll go up and get the umbrella."

Song Ling grabbed her wrist and said calmly, "If you're already down, don't go up again. How can you hide the secret with your red eyes?"

Shen Zhao was stunned, subconsciously looked up at her.

From the moment she got out of the ward to the moment she entered the elevator, she couldn't help it.Half a month after breaking up with Si'er, she can deal with it easily when she doesn't want to. She hides her deeply in her heart and covers it with a piece of cloth, so no one knows.

But as long as someone mentions it, she is still very sad.

She didn't know how Sil was doing after that day, whether she was okay, whether she hated her...

The more I think about it, the more I feel distressed, like being cut by a knife.

Song Ling looked down at her reddened eye sockets, turned her eyes lightly, stretched out her hand and tore off the silk scarf from her neck, then spread it around Shen Zhao's head, fastened it, and only half of her small face was exposed.

The voice came from the top of the head, with a little tenderness, "It's not raining too much, let it fall."

Shen Zhao didn't resist, and let the hands fiddle with his chin.

After fastening the silk scarf, Song Ling grasped her chin with her fingers, forced her to look up at herself, and asked lightly, "Do you still hate me?"

Shen Zhao's eyes fell on her face, it was dark early in winter, and because of the rain, it was only after six o'clock, and the sky was already dark and dark.

The dark sky outlined her outline, Shen Zhao just looked at her indifferently, half a month was enough for her to calm down.Many things have long been settled, the hatred at the beginning was gradually wiped away bit by bit by Song Ling over the past few days, leaving nothing but insipidity.

She frankly accepted such an unchangeable way.

Maybe it's for my father.

Or maybe it was waiting for the two-year deadline.

But no matter what the reason is, hatred has become the most powerless and useless emotion.

Song Ling taught her a lesson in life, letting her understand that once a choice has been made, there is no room for regret.

Her only hope was to wait for the two-year deadline to pass, and Sil was still waiting for her.

All other hatred and resistance are futile and hypocritical.

It can't shorten the time, let alone make Song Ling let her go.

Shen Zhao's dark eyes were faint, and she opened her lips: "I don't hate, it's useless to hate."

Song Ling squinted her eyes halfway, exploring halfway, and finally curled her lips casually. Without saying anything, she took her by the wrist, led her to the parking lot, and left the hospital.

Dinner was eaten in the hospital restaurant, so Shen Zhao went into the study when he returned to the villa.

She has missed her homework for several days. Chu Chu and the others send her courseware notes every day, and she will organize and review them so that they can prepare for the final exam next month.

Fortunately, in the exams for English majors, in addition to the compulsory textbook knowledge points, most of them still test the basic skills of English.

Therefore, as far as the exam is concerned, it is not a big problem for Shen Zhao.

But Shen Zhao was still reading until eleven o'clock in the evening, she was lying on the table with her head propped up, her eyelids were fighting all the time, and her head kept pointing down like a chicken pecking at rice.

Because Song Ling came back early today, she didn't want to go back to her room to face her.

She thought, best when she returned to the room, Song Ling had already fallen asleep.

But maybe Song Ling can stay up late.

When she was lying on the table and fell asleep, suddenly there was a bracelet around her waist behind her.Shen Zhao suddenly woke up and sat up, the movement was too big, something was pressed against the back of his head, and there was a muffled sound, Shen Zhao turned his head and found Song Ling standing behind him holding his nose.

After realizing something, Shen Zhao looked at Song Ling's movements and asked a little nervously, "Are... are you okay?"

Song Ling frowned, and finally put down her hands, her nose was a little red, and her funny look made her look less indifferent and cold-blooded than usual.

She said coldly: "How long do you plan to sit here?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips, wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, hesitated for a while, and finally didn't speak.

Song Ling was not in a good mood when she was hit, but seeing the expression of the person in front of her, she finally bent over and stretched out her hands, one arm wrapped around her waist, the other passed through the bend of her legs, and lifted her whole body like an object. up.

The whole person was lifted into the air, and Shen Zhao's heart suddenly rose to her throat. She exclaimed and struggled to get down. Song Ling's cold voice came from beside her ears: "I don't want both of you to fall, you It's best not to move."

After listening to her words, Shen Zhao didn't struggle in the end, so she was carried back to the room by her and put on the bed.

Shen Zhao quickly rolled into the side of the bed, pulled the quilt to wrap herself like a silkworm chrysalis, Song Ling was panting slightly from exhaustion, she stood with her hips on the side of the bed, watching Shen Zhao's movements with cold eyes.

After a while, Song Ling gritted her teeth and said, "Shen Zhao, you always have a way to make me angry."

Song Ling was angry.

The kind that can't be coaxed well.

There was a snap in the room and the lights went out.

Song Ling went to bed, reached out and pulled the quilt off Shen Zhao's body, pulled her over and pressed her into her arms, with suppressed anger in her voice: "Don't move."

Shen Zhao was afraid of offending her, although they slept in the same bed for more than half a month, but Song Ling did not do anything except kiss her and hug her.

Shen Zhao was very afraid, afraid that Song Ling would do something else out of the blue, so he shrank his hands on his chest, not even daring to breathe hard.

But the more she behaved like this, the more it had the opposite effect.

Song Ling saw her reaction from the corner of the window. The continuous light rain outside the house made her not so strong anger gradually turn into irritability.

She pulled Shen Zhao's hands away, with a sense of coercion, pressed them on the pillow, and blurted out a sentence that she didn't even think about.

Song Ling stared at her face and said coldly, "I want you, right now."