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In the face of love, Shen Zhao can do his best to maintain his dignity, with a determination that he would rather be broken than broken.

But in the face of the juncture of life and death, I realized that dignity can also be trampled on.

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In the hospital, after several days in succession, Father Shen's condition gradually stabilized, and the sudden cardiac arrest did not happen again.

It's just that the person has not woken up, lying in the intensive care unit, relying on equipment monitoring all over his body, proving that he is still alive.

Shen Zhao and the class teacher talked about the situation and planned to ask for a two-month leave to take care of his father.

There is no such precedent in the school, but considering the special situation, the head teacher applied for a vacation from the courtyard for her.Fortunately, several professors in the Department of Foreign Languages ​​and English had a good impression of Shen Zhao and spoke a lot for her. Finally, the dean agreed and approved her vacation.

You can make up for the above school hours later, and when the final exam is due, you can take the exam with everyone and calculate the final grade.But this semester, Shen Zhao is not eligible to run for the scholarship.

Throughout her freshman year, Shen Zhao was the No.1 in the entire department, so she got a share of the scholarship in the school every year.Now she wants to take a two-month vacation. It is reasonable, and for the sake of fairness, she has no choice but to cross her name off the list.

Shen Zhao nodded and said yes, she is very satisfied to be able to take such a long leave, the scholarship is nothing, nothing is as important as her father's body now.

Song Ling was also helping to contact the bone marrow matching matter, and she kept the promise she made to Shen Zhao that day.

The cost of the ICU is calculated on a daily basis, and the sum of all the odds and ends is not low. In addition, the subsequent bone marrow transplant operation will cost 30 conservatively. What will happen after the operation? Shen Zhao has no energy and no courage to continue Think about it.

She sold herself to Song Ling in a way that she had no choice but to lose her dignity.

She has no choice.

Song Ling came to the hospital to see her on time every day, at five o'clock in the afternoon every day, an unshakeable time.

Shen Zhao took time to go back to school, first went back to the college to get the leave form, and then went back to the dormitory to get some clothes and other things.

In the past two months, she has not been in school.

She packed a suitcase and came out, bringing books and materials of all subjects.Chu Chu and Zhou Jinghan will send her a copy of the knowledge points in class every day to ensure her final exam this semester.

After leaving the school, Shen Zhao dragged the box to the side of the road, ready to take a taxi to the hospital.

Just as she looked up, a silver SUV suddenly stopped in front of her. She was stunned for a moment, and the window on the back seat of the car was rolled down, revealing Song Ling's face that she had been looking at for so many days.

Song Ling raised her eyes to look out the window, and said softly, "Get in the car."

Ji Mingshu was in the front driver's seat. Hearing Song Ling's words, he got out of the car and walked to Shen Zhao, took the suitcase in her hand, and said softly, "Miss Shen, get in the car."

Shen Zhao didn't say anything, and let Ji Mingshu take the suitcase in her hand. She stepped forward and opened the passenger door. Before she got in the car, she heard a cold voice from the back seat: "Sit Come to me."

Shen Zhao's fingers holding the handle of the car stopped for a few seconds, then closed the passenger door, went around to the other side, opened the door to get in the car, and sat beside Song Ling.

Ji Mingshu got into the car, started the car, and drove away from the school.

Before I knew it, it was late autumn, and the sky was getting colder. The sky outside the car window was gray, as if it was going to rain.

The car was driving on the road at a leisurely pace, the interior of the car was very quiet, the three of them breathed three times, and no one said a word.

For a while, the atmosphere was a little gloomy.

Shen Zhao lowered his long eyes, staring at a place in a daze, without blinking.She was wearing a coat, and a small face was hidden there, but in just a few days, the whole face became smaller. These days, she hardly ate anything, and she didn't sleep well.

She was tortured both physically and mentally, and she was exhausted physically and mentally.

A ringtone suddenly rang in her pocket, and Shen Zhao pulled back her thoughts. She took it out, looked down at the incoming call on the mobile phone on the screen, and after seeing the number, she suddenly froze.

Caller ID--

Sil.

At such a time, such a place.

The bell was not loud, but it was very clear in the silent compartment.

Song Ling also glanced at the incoming call note on the phone screen, she looked away lightly, closed her eyes lightly, and did not make a sound.

Shen Zhao hung up the phone, but there was no answer.

Half a minute later, the bell rang again.

Shen Zhao still didn't answer and hung up the phone.Several times, Song Ling slowly opened her eyes, and she said softly, "Go ahead."

Shen Zhao paused, staring at the number on the screen, hesitated again and again, and finally connected.

"Hey."

"Zhao Zhao, why didn't you answer the phone?" The voice on the phone was neither too loud nor too soft, just right in Song Ling's ears.

Shen Zhao swallowed her sore throat, braced herself mentally, and tried her best to speak in a relaxed tone. She slightly pulled the corner of her mouth and said, "I was in class just now, what's wrong?"

Song Ling sat beside her, listening carefully to her lying with the person on the phone.

Resil didn't notice the slight change in Shen Zhao's voice, and only excitedly said something happy, "Zhao Zhao, our boss will give me a three-day vacation next week, and there are five weekends for my face, I'll go find you OK?"

Shen Zhao's brows trembled slightly. The silent carriage made her feel a little oppressed. She pursed her lower lip and asked softly, "Why did you suddenly have a holiday? Didn't you say you were very busy before?"

Rui Sier was in the tea room, pouring coffee, smiling and said: "I just made a big order last week. The boss said that I performed well and gave me a few days off. In fact, it's not considered a holiday. I added so much before. Multi-day shift, and I will be free for a few days, so let me rest."

Resil happily talked about her unexpected vacation. They haven't seen each other since the last time they were unhappy. This time, they finally had a few days of vacation. She wanted to make up for the lack of relationship between them before. unhappy.

And on that birthday, she still owed Zhao Zhao a companionship.

Shen Zhao just lowered his eyes and said nothing, she held her lips and smiled bitterly, not knowing how to tell her what happened these days.I don't know how to tell her, maybe the relationship between them is about to end.

Eye sockets gradually blurred, she couldn't restrain the sadness in her heart, and choked her throat.

After waiting for a long time for a response on the phone, Resil noticed it and called her: "Zhao Zhao, Zhao Zhao, are you listening?"

Shen Zhao took a deep breath to prevent her from noticing her strangeness. She smiled brightly and hummed, "I'm listening."

"Then I'll see you next week, okay?" Resil continued.

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and said yes.

Did she notice the difference, Rui Sier pursed her lips, and suddenly asked her: "Zhao Zhao, were you angry with me last time?"

Shen Zhao: "No, how could it be? Those things are not your fault."

Because her mother objected, she was caught in a dilemma.But even then, she still didn't give up, and told her to be together forever. Regarding her situation, Shen Zhao knew that it was the most difficult decision that Sier made for her.

A slight smile appeared on Shen Zhao's face, and she said softly, "I've never been angry with you."

Listening to her voice, Resil on the other end was soft, more gentle than ever before, but there was only gentleness left, not even the coquettish coquettishness that had always been soft.

But she still pursed the corners of her lips, intending to impress her with the most tender words, Resil said softly: "Zhao Zhao, I love you."

Tears dripped from the eyes, hit the back of the hand with a slap, and slipped from between the fingers. The warm touch stayed on the back of the hand. With tears hanging down, Shen Zhao tried to answer her: "I love you too, Sil .”

The call ended with the last soft words of Wen Nong. Song Ling calmly listened to the ordinary conversation between her and the person on the phone. , is also such a dialogue, plain and warm.

Only this time, it was different.

Song Ling leaned halfway on the back chair, her eyes turned lightly to the window, her dark pupils could not see any emotion, her long eyelashes drooped slightly, casting a blue shadow under her eyelids, and the slightly curly long hair beside her profile outlined her With an indifferent silhouette, she asked her in a low voice: "When will you break up with her?"

Shen Zhao paused slightly with the palm holding the phone, knowing what she meant.

This is a deal, not only the life of her father, but also the love between her and Si Er.

This is something that needs to be faced sooner or later.

There is no way to escape.

Shen Zhao suddenly laughed at herself, "Song Ling, I'm curious, what are you looking for in me?" She paused, and then continued: "I don't think I have anything to do with you, but I just met you once, I don't know. I believe that I will have such a great charm that I can make you fall in love at first sight."

In her heart, love at first sight is a very romantic thing, but now, Shen Zhao only thinks it is absurd and ridiculous.

Song Ling turned her face slightly, her gaze was still outside the window, the sky gradually began to drizzle, and the stars fell on the car window, gathering into raindrops.

"What are you looking at?" Song Ling also murmured softly following her words, and after a while, she suddenly grinned, "Maybe it's a pair of eyes."

Shen Zhao didn't know what Song Ling meant, he just thought she was talking nonsense and talking crazy to fool her.In her eyes, Song Ling is a lunatic, a paranoid pervert that makes people fear.

When I think of the arranged encounter in Russia, this kind of thinking becomes more profound.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and Shen Zhao took out two printed documents from her bag, and she threw them to her, "This is an IOU, and I will return it to you in the future."

Song Ling frowned, saw the IOU on the seat, and said in a deep voice, "I don't want this."

Shen Zhao opened the car door, "Take it as the last bit of dignity I have left, instead of making me feel like I sold it to you."

She was about to get out of the car after speaking, Song Ling suddenly raised her hand and grabbed her wrist, there was a trace of panic in her eyes, she frowned and stared at her, without speaking.

Shen Zhao turned his head sideways, looked up at her along his wrist, gritted his teeth and asked, "Give me a deadline."

Song Ling: "What?"

Shen Zhao was impatient and asked her: "Time limit, when will this relationship end?"

Song Ling understood what she said, she fixed her eyes and said, "When I despise you."

Shen Zhao's eyebrows trembled slightly, this is not a deal at all!

This is a calculation!It's blackmail!It's blackmail!But she clearly knew that this was a trap, but she still had no choice but to jump into it willingly. She had no choice but to jump into it willingly.

The rain outside was getting heavier, Shen Zhao shook off Song Ling's hand, turned around and rushed into the misty and slanting rain.