The Return of the Hunter's Missing

Looking blankly at the ceiling of the base, I remember this is my favorite thing to do when I am bored.Because in this case, I can't help thinking about some messy things, and time will pass faster.But recently, I no longer dare to indulge my thoughts, because I am afraid of missing some past things uncontrollably.

I lowered my eyes, and out of the corner of my eye I saw Feitan who was playing a game with low air pressure all over his body.

He's been unusual lately, and I know why, and I know I shouldn't be doing this anymore, but I need some time now.

After flicking the bangs scattered on my forehead, I got up to pour water, passing by Kuroro who was reading a book, he suddenly said: "I like you better now."

"What are you talking about?" I turned my head to look at him, the little girl looked calm, unaware that what I just said was similar to a confession.

"Compared to before, I still like you now." He raised his head, looking at me with obsidian eyes without emotion.

"I don't think anything has changed." I looked back at him in the same way.

"Now you are more real, whether it is hatred or indifference."

"..." I think I have never figured out the thoughts in our great head's heart for the rest of my life.

"Maybe." In the end, I gave up on torturing my poor brain cells, left a sentence and poured water to drink.

The transparent liquid slowly filled the cup, with a crisp lingering sound.I looked up and saw Feitan leaning against the wall and looking at me.

"What's the matter?" He didn't speak after waiting for a long time, so I had to speak first.

"Finally spoke? I thought you were stupid." Fei Tan raised his eyebrows, his voice sarcastic.

"..." I was speechless.

"If it's okay, I'll go first." I lowered my head and clenched the cup in my hand, turning around to try to walk past him.

The wrist was firmly grasped, and his five fingers pressed my pulse, which was so hot that it seemed to burn my blood.

"How long do you want to make trouble?" Fei Tan grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him, but I stubbornly lowered my head, not allowing myself to approach him.

Feitan didn't speak, but the strength of his fingers became heavier and heavier, almost wanting to crush my wrist, until I couldn't help but groan softly.

"It still hurts." He pinched my chin and forced my eyes to meet his. I seemed to be stimulated when I saw his golden eyes. I wanted to escape but was caught by him and couldn't move.

"What the hell are you trying to do!" This is the first time I have spoken loudly in the past few days, and only he can force me to lose control like this.

"Why, because that useless man died, so you are sad?" Fei Tan narrowed his long and narrow eyes, and there was rampant anger flowing inside.

"You are not allowed to talk about him like that!" I raised my hand and waved his hand away, taking a step back and staring at him.

"My heart hurts? So what? Such a weak person deserves to die!" Fei Tan evoked a cruel smile, obviously he was smiling, but it made me feel cold all over.

"Why are you like this?" The black eyelashes trembled with the voice, and I stared at him motionless.

"Haha, what do you think I am?" Fei Tan put his hand in the pocket of his cloak, his voice was blurred and distant because of the mask:

"Weak people shouldn't exist. This is the truth we have been up to now. I think you know it too."

"I know... Of course I know..." I felt numbness in my fingertips, which continued to spread to my whole body: "But Ed is for me...the weak person is actually me...in fact, it shouldn't exist I am the right person!"

"You are still naive." Fei Tan gave me a cold look, then turned and left.I was the only one left standing there, staring blankly at his back.

In the afternoon, the head of the group called everyone to gather in the hall. When I walked in, Hisoka was sitting on the ground, playing his poker.

Ed's sacrifice that day only seriously injured Hisoka.An injury of that degree would not affect his life.I'm not surprised at all.

Hisoka saw me from afar, and unconsciously stroked the deep scar on his abdomen, because the deep indentation of his fingers was oozing blood again, but he smiled enchantingly at me indifferently.

I squinted at him and rolled my eyes lightly. Although he was the one who killed Ed, I didn't have much hatred for him.

What I hate more is myself.The murderer who killed Ed was actually myself.

I listened calmly to the leader's announcement that Hisoka would be a member of the brigade in the future, and I was very moved when I saw the leader say "infighting among members is not allowed" and forced Hisoka into a bunny face.

Everyone began to walk out scatteredly, and I heard Finks hooking up with Feitan and asking him if he wanted to go to the bar, but I just silently wanted to get out and didn't want to face those people.

"Yo, is the kitten alone~~en?" Hisoka came to me at some point, playing with a poker card with his fingertips.

"nothing dealing with you."

"It's so cold~~ It's obvious that he had such a dewy relationship with the kitty before~~" Hisoka was extremely ambiguous, his eyes shifted.

"Ahem..." The knight reflexively looked this way, and after being glared at by me, he withdrew his gaze resentfully.

"I don't remember seeing you."

"Oh~~It's so heartless~~You still praised him for his good skills~~" Hisoka twisted his waist.

"..." I swear I saw the group members who had already walked out, taking slow spacewalks in a decent manner, listening to gossip with their ears open.

"Sorry, new member, I don't have time to play with you right now." I waved my hand and walked away from the members who immediately put on a sullen face when they saw me coming.

I didn't stop when I walked through a certain place. I don't think I have anything to say to him for the time being.

The author has something to say: The heroine's personality will change from the beginning of the following article, otherwise it would be schizophrenic... But the part that makes complaints about off-line is deeply rooted in her character (Hitomi:...) In short They are still the same person~ (Hey!)