[Xiang Xue] Love Debt

Hearing this, Xiang Yang sighed, he knew that he still loved Xuehai, but he could no longer trust Xuehai, but he would still not disobey Xuehai's words, anyway, it was already the last night anyway

At this point, Xiangyang walked towards the bed seat, lying on the bed, Xiangyang could still smell the sandalwood fragrance coming from the bed beside him, which made him feel at ease

Countless times in the past, when he suffered setbacks, the owner of sandalwood would accompany him and protect him through difficulties again and again. He could smell this sandalwood carefully and feel extremely at ease

That was the only sliver of comfort he got in those sufferings in the past, telling him that even if no one loves him or needs him, she will definitely be by his side

So he fell in love with her foolishly

When he was young, he always worked hard

try to get close to her

want to get her love

Always foolishly pretending to be her boyfriend

Imagining the scene of her wearing black feather robes and white Wugou holding weddings again and again

that dream is a dream after all

Even if he ends up getting married with her by relying on his dirty deeds, it won't be heaven

He just pushed himself into hell

The family thinks he is a traitor

Dad disowned him

Grandma Qianlingyue thinks he is not qualified

At that time, he always felt that as long as there is love, all difficulties can be overcome, but in the end the creator told him that whoever needs his love, even if there is no him, Xuehai can have another better one, bye bye bye bye

People like myself should die

who needs himself

And he also understands that Xuehai's tenderness is not just for him alone, she can restrain her violence, and the sandalwood fragrance that brings her a sense of security is not only her own, she can give it to another man without hesitation.

her true love

And the other party got it easily

You don't need to pay much to get it

she will pay

will learn to be gentle

For that man, she would rather not have the queen's throne

Don't be responsible for the shadow

Will also plunge Kunai into his heart without hesitation

Ha~ha~ha...how ridiculous?It turns out that in the end, the person who shouldn't be by her side, shouldn't fall in love with her, and shouldn't hinder her pursuit of happiness is herself

At this point, Xiangyang felt that he couldn't fall asleep, so he could only get up again, go to the wine cabinet, open the wine cabinet, take out a bottle of wine from it, open the cork and pour it into his mouth.

Xuehai was lying on the sofa and couldn't fall asleep all the time, suddenly remembered to check on Xiangyang's situation, did Xiangyang sleep well?Afterwards, Xuehai came to the bed and saw that the quilt was turned up by a corner, but Xiangyang was not on the bed, and immediately felt a little anxious

Xiangyang

In the next second, only the sound of something being smashed was heard, and Xuehai immediately followed the sound to find the wine cabinet. Originally, Xuehai was unwilling to install a wine cabinet in her room, after all, she never drank.

But since Xiang Yang married himself, he has brought very few things, only some clothes and daily necessities, which are pitiful, and the only thing that is bigger is the wine cabinet. Xue Hai knows about Xiang Yang's drinking

They used to live together in the Xuehai Mansion, and he drank in Xiangyang. After she said that she didn't like the smell of alcohol, Xiangyang never drank when she was awake, but every time when she fell asleep, Sit by the fence of the balcony, lock the French windows of the balcony and drink

Sleeping against the fence when drunk, never going back to the house

At dawn the next day, Xiang Yang would force himself to wake up with a hangover. After packing up the wine bottles he drank, he went back to the house and put the packed clothes by the bed, and put away the water for washing and toothbrushes. Water in the glass, squeeze toothpaste, make breakfast for yourself

Then when I wake up, I will dress myself, wash myself and take myself to the Ninja Academy

I've always had a hard time noticing his drinking.

Until she called him a liar for the first time, saying that she has no right to pretend to be her boyfriend and refuse or accept something for herself, he spent his waking time apologizing to himself over and over again, and at night when he fell asleep, he started Drinking, if he didn't realize it when he went to the bathroom at night and couldn't find anyone, he probably could hide it from himself for the rest of his life

That night, I came to him who was drunk for the first time. When he saw him, he hugged him. The next second, he carefully let go, looked at himself and cried and asked: Xuehai, Xiangyang is stupid, not smart, but Xiangyang I really like you very much, just once is enough, Xiangyang really wants to be Xuehai’s boyfriend, one day, even 1 hour, 1 minute is fine, can Xuehai make Xiangyang dream the most, don’t be so fast Expose Xiangyang, Xiangyang begs you.

And the next day, when he realized that he had slept with her in his arms, he immediately became nervous again, and apologized to himself at a loss, saying that he didn't like his drinking, and he wouldn't drink it next time. Can Xuehai stop being angry?

And when I asked him why he did this

He would answer himself that drinking can help him calm down some bad negative emotions, and it will make him still have the courage to face life the next day

And when I asked him why he didn't go back to the house to drink

He would answer himself, Xuehai doesn't like the smell of wine, Xiangyang doesn't want Xuehai to hate Xiangyang

Since then, I took a step back and promised him to let him drink two taels a day, but after drinking the two taels, he can't drink anymore, so when Xiang Yang married himself, except for Yan Qi and the others, they would replace Xiang Yang's relatives and participate in Xiang Yang's drinking. For his own wedding, Uncle Yuchen severed ties with Xiangyang, and did not allow other members of the family to attend the wedding. On the day of the wedding, there were only a handful of things Xiangyang brought to Shenying, only some clothes and daily necessities. The thing was the wine cabinet. He didn't say anything, but asked the guards to place the wine cabinet in his and Xiang Yang's bedroom. After seeing this scene, Xiang Yang smiled and said, "Thank you Xue Hai."

When I heard this, I looked at him and asked: Thank me for what?

Hearing this, Xiang Yang said: "Xiang~Xiang Yang didn't bring many things, and there was nothing valuable, but Xue Hai didn't dislike Xiang Yang, so Xiang Yang was very happy, Xue Hai really loves Xiang Yang."

At this point, he hugged him and said: Fool, you have already given me the best thing.

Hearing this, Xiang Yang asked himself: Really?

Hearing this, he nodded, reached out and touched Xiangyang's nose and said: Really, it's right here, Xiangyang, it's the best thing I've ever received.

Hearing this, Xiang Yang smiled and said: Xue Hai, Xiang Yang really likes you, like, like, like, I like you the most.At this point, Xiangyang hugged her arm and said,

At this point, Xuehai came back from the memories and ran to the wine cabinet, only to see Xiangyang leaning against the wine cabinet, all the wine in the wine cabinet fell to the ground, and the unfinished wine flowed all over the floor. The bottle shattered when it hit the ground

Xiangyang sat in the fragments of the wine bottle, picked up the wine and poured it into his mouth, Xuehai frowned, ran to Xiangyang, squatted down, hugged Xiangyang in his arms and said: Xiangyang.

After being hugged by Xuehai, Xiangyang stopped drinking and said: Xuehai.

Xue Hai let go of Xiang Yang here, looked at Xiang Yang with drunken eyes, blushing, and looked at her with the smell of alcohol all over her body, angrily took out the bottle from Xiang Yang's hand and said: Don't drink, Xiang Yang just now I didn't stand firm and knocked down the wine cabinet. Did you hurt anything?Does it hurt?

Hearing this and looking at Xuehai, Xiang Yang stretched out his arms to hug Xuehai and said: Xuehai (Sure enough, he is drunk, after all these years, only when he is drunk, the Xuehai in the dream treats him so well and so well Gentleness, that's why he wants to live in the dream all the time, it's good not to be awake, as long as he keeps living in the dream, Xuehai will treat him well and love him) At this point, Xiangyang showed a smirk and kissed Xuehai's lips The face opened and said: Xiangyang likes you so much, hee hee (*∩_∩*)

Xue Hai looked at Xiang Yang and said: "Xiang Yang, you are drunk, go back to bed with me to sleep."

Hearing this, Xiang Yang struggled and said: No!Xiangyang ~ Xiangyang is not drunk, Xiangyang likes Xuehai, Xiangyang should not be sober, as long as he is not sober, he can always be with Xuehai, hee hee (*∩_∩*)

Hearing this, Xue Hai hugged Xiang Yang and said: Xiang Yang, do you really still love me?

Hearing this, Xiangyang said, "Yeah, Xiangyang loves Xuehai the most, but ~ Xuehai doesn't love Xiangyang at all, Xiangyang gave everything, but ~ it's just a big dream, Xuehai doesn't love Xiangyang at all, Xuehai doesn't love Xiangyang!What should Xiangyang do? !You said, what should Xiangyang do? ! ! !At this point, Xiangyang grabs Xuehai's hand, holds Xuehai's shoulder and shakes it vigorously

At this point, Xuehai hugged Xiangyang tightly and said: Xiangyang, calm down

Hearing this, Xiang Yang cried and said: How calm down, Xue Hai don't want Xiang Yang QwQ

Here, Xue Hai hugged Xiang Yang, patted Xiang Yang's back and said: "Xiang Yang, good boy, let's sleep for a while, it's okay, it's okay."At this point, Xiangyang leaned against Xuehai's body, pursed his mouth, and closed his eyes. After a while, Xuehai heard Xiangyang's steady breathing and felt Xiangyang's chest rising and falling, and Xuehai hugged him horizontally. Get up Xiangyang, carry Xiangyang back to the bed, take off his shoes, cover the quilt, stretch out his hand to smooth the broken hair on Xiangyang's forehead, sit down on the side of Xiangyang's bed and look at Xiangyang

Xiangyang, what should I do with you?

i want to keep you

I want to hide you in the shadow of God forever, so that no one outside can see it

But would you like to stay?

So far, when Xiang Yang woke up the next day, he felt the dull ache in his head from the hangover that he had been suffering all year round. He was very used to it. He was hungover almost every day. However, I feel headache and loss of appetite. The severity is just getting up in the morning and throwing up a few times, and then I have no energy for the whole day, but I still can’t resist the habit of continuing to drink at night.

After he married Shenying, although his alcoholism did not improve, he did not dare to be so serious.

will get drunk every day

Because he was afraid of being hated by Xuehai

So subconsciously refrain from drinking

Sometimes when I get a little overwhelmed, I immediately force myself to stop, even if my body is clamoring for my desire for alcohol, I will not indulge them so much

After Xuehai became pregnant, she began to make up her mind to quit drinking. Mrs. Qian Lingyue valued the birth of her child very much, and Xuehai also needed an heir, so in order to have a healthy child with Xuehai, she almost quit drinking for half a year. Zhan and Xuehai gave birth to Yao, even though he lost his alcohol for half a year, he always suffered from insomnia, and when he couldn't sleep at night, he would scratch his heart and liver with irritability

But for the sake of Xuehai, I still endured

After Yao was born, his precept period reached its limit. At Yao's hundred-day banquet, he got very drunk once and was reprimanded by Mrs. Qian Lingyue, but the joy of getting his son could overshadow everything else. At the same time, the relationship between himself and Xuehai It was the first time that there was a relationship problem. Xuehai delayed her work because of having a baby. At that time, she had just become the queen. There was a lot of work accumulated, but she had to wait for Xuehai to have a baby before she could deal with it.

So Xuehai was always very busy during that time, I didn't see Xuehai almost every day, and the situation of being left out by Xuehai prompted me to start drinking again on a large scale, until one time I finished drinking and lay down on the bed to sleep, and when I woke up Later, she saw Xuehai sitting beside her bed. She was very happy to see Xuehai just after waking up, but she was afraid that it was just a dream, but Xuehai was real. At the same time, she told she is pregnant again

It was both a surprise and a pleasure

I'm going to be a dad again

In the next second, I remembered my drunk life and dreams in the past few years. This child was conceived with Xuehai when I was very drunk. The alcohol in my body may have affected the sperm that I discharged into Xuehai's body.

At this point, I am very guilty again. While worrying about the situation of my child, I made up my mind to quit drinking again. This time I have quit alcohol for three years, and it seems that I can gradually get used to the status quo that I can fall asleep without relying on alcohol

And in the past 3 years, Xuehai gave birth to a daughter for himself, and he called her Xuelian, which means admiring Xuehai.

I thought that this second time I quit drinking, I should be able to quit, Xuehai was pregnant again, and I named myself and Xuehai's third child Yanghai, which means Xiangyang and Xuehai

But just two months after Yang Hai was born, he and Xue Hai got into such a fight, and even got to the point of getting a divorce. He really wasn't a qualified father, and he couldn't be a qualified father either.

At this point, Xiangyang sat up, ignoring the nausea coming from his body, looked at Xuehai lying beside him and said: Xuehai.Subconsciously stretched out her hand to touch Xuehai's face, but remembered that she was divorced, everything was over, she withdrew her hand, and said sarcastically: Her Majesty's preferences are really strange, if you don't sleep on a sofa, why do you sleep on your ex-husband's bed? side.

After hearing Xiang Yang's words, Xue Hai didn't look like Xiang Yang who cried and hugged himself last night and asked himself what he would do if he left him. At this moment, Xiang Yang is strange and indifferent. Opened the mouth and said: We are not divorced yet

Hearing this, Xiang Yang smiled ironically and said: So what?Are you going to apply for a divorce certificate soon?After the divorce certificate is wholesaled, we will be ex-husband and ex-wife

Hearing this, Xuehai couldn't refute, so Xiangyang came here and said, "Give me a few minutes to freshen up. What kind of form did I enter Shenying at the beginning, and how should I exit now? I advise Xuehai, You should prepare yourself too.At this point, Xiangyang lifted the quilt, got out of bed to wash up, and sat at the same dining table with Xuehai for the last breakfast before the divorce

At the dinner table, Yao and Xue Lian noticed the anomaly between their parents. In the past, when their father was eating breakfast, his father would hug his mother and act like a baby and ask her to bring food for him. The breakfast was exchanged for the mother, but in the past two months, the father has not had breakfast with them. When they saw their father and mother together, they were arguing most of the time

My father was always drunk, and my mother went to pick him up, but my father always told him not to come home, what was the use of him coming home, my mother didn't love him at all

Even the guards and maids in the palace began to talk quietly about the relationship between father and mother, but I don't know why father is so interested in having breakfast with them today

Xiang Yang hugged and teased Yang Hai who was still wearing a pacifier here, and after making Yang Hai laugh, he rescued the pacifier that Yang Hai was holding in his mouth, asked the maid to take the pacifier off and wash it clean, and then he started to pick up the bottle , put in the milk powder and add hot water to make the milk. After the milk was foamed, the maid also came back with the cleaned pacifier. The father screwed the pacifier back on the bottle, lifted his sleeve skillfully, and put the pacifier in the bottle. I squeezed some milk on my arm, and after trying out the right temperature, I said, "Okay, the temperature is just right."Then he looked at the maid at the side and said: In the future, the milk powder of your highness will be so rushed, every step can't be omitted, understand?

The maids heard this and said: Yes, yes.Lord Wang Jun actually showed them how to make milk powder in person, what happened to Lord Wang Jun today?

Xiang Yang came here and handed the bottle to Yang Hai, and Yang Hai drank the milk with the help of Xiang Yang. After drinking, Xiang Yang began to burp Yang Hai's milk again. It wasn't until Yang Hai finished belching that Xiang Yang looked at the maid and spoke. Dao: After the little Highness finishes drinking the milk, you have to burp like this, otherwise the little Highness will spit milk

The maids immediately said when they heard this: Yes, yes.Then he took out his notebook and pen and began to record what Xiang Yang said

Xiang Yang came here and said: "There are also Yanghai's diapers. I put them on the second floor of the first cabinet in Yanghai's bedroom. If I run out, I have to buy Unicharm's. Remember to choose a small size. There is Yang Hai who remembers to tell Yang Hai a bedtime story before going to bed. If Yang Hai can’t fall asleep, remember to listen to the multiplication formula nursery rhymes in the tape recorder. Squat, Yang Hai will wake up once in the middle of the night, remember to take a look, otherwise he will wet the bed... So far, Xiang Yang has been eloquently reminding the maids how to take care of Yang Hai

After the reminder, he looked at Yao and Xue Lian and said: Yao, Xue Lian.

Yao and Xuelian heard this and looked at Xiangyang and said: Father/Dad.

Xiang Yang took out a gift box and handed it to Xue Lian and said: This is for Xue Lian, Xue Lian should open it and have a look.

After hearing Xiang Yang's words, Xue Lian picked up the gift box and opened it, only to see a ruby ​​necklace inside, Xue Lian looked at Xiang Yang and said: Dad

Hearing this, Xiang Yang said: "Xue Lian will wear this from now on, no matter what happens, Dad will know that Xue Lian will be safe, and then Yao... At this point Xiang Yang watched Xiang Yao take out a ninjutsu scroll and hand it to Yao He opened his mouth and said: In the future, I will not have the opportunity to urge Yao to practice well and teach you how to practice. This scroll contains the ninjutsu that your father has studied all his life and the methods of ninjutsu practice that he has learned. Take it and read it. If you encounter something that you don’t know, You can come to me and ask, do you know where to find me?

At this point, Yao held the scroll, looked at Xiang Yang and asked, "Father, what does this mean?"Where are you going?

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