After dinner, Qin Yifan just came out after washing the dishes when he saw An Sheng who was sitting in the yard looking at the lotus in the pond in a daze.

It was already dark, and the croaking of cicadas and frogs began to sound slowly, which is standard in summer.

Qin Yifan sat on the chair next to An Sheng, looking at An Sheng's side face, he felt that An Sheng suddenly felt a little sad today.

"What are you thinking about?" Qin Yifan asked.

"I was thinking, if I hadn't been able to leave Beijing then, what would I be like now?

"Yifan, will you regret it? Hiding with me in such a small mountain village, there is no city's bustling avenues, no glamorous life here. Life here is as ordinary as water."

"Why regret it? I think it's the most correct choice I've ever made. I like life here."

Also, I like you.

"Here is you, your grandfather, and Ah Tong. This kind of life is already very good. I am a person who is easily satisfied. An Sheng, I am the same as you. I lack fatherly love and motherly love, and I don't have any special relatives and friends. , although I have money, it will never change the fact that I am alone."

"Maybe you think it's strange that I, Qin, have no friends or family? He should have told you that my mother is a mistress who broke the relationship between Mrs. Qin and her husband. I am the crystallization of their relationship. A disgraceful illegitimate child. Therefore, I was not happy in the Qin family since I was a child. After living in the Qin family for a few years, they wanted me to leave the Qin family. It’s not bad abroad, I have my mother to accompany me, and a group of foreign friends who are not bad, but after my mother’s death, there is nothing abroad that deserves my special nostalgia. I originally wanted to return to China and settle in Shanghai, but before A good friend who got along well asked me to go back to Beijing to open a studio together with him. He contributed money and I contributed, and the profit was divided in half. Thinking about it, I thought it was good, so I went back to Beijing, and then I met you .”

"Then have you...have you visited your father?"

"Yes, I went to see him in the cemetery on the day I returned to China. Although he was not a competent father, he was obedient to me and took good care of our mother and child in every way. Moreover, my mother has been reading So, tell me not to hate my father, she really loves him, not for money, but for real love."

Such a not-so-glamorous past, if we talk about it today, Qin Yifan has already felt relieved a lot, the past is all over.

"The Qin family doesn't recognize the existence of my illegitimate child, so he is the only one who is willing to call me "brother." "

He, of course, refers to Qin Haotian.

"Sorry, I shouldn't..."

"No, there's nothing to be sorry about. It's the truth. Now it's time for me to ask you, are you thinking about him?"

Qin Yifan stared into An Sheng's eyes and asked.

I nodded and said, "When I think of those bad pasts, I naturally think of him."

"Are you afraid? What if he suddenly comes to find you one day?"

"Why are you afraid? Is it possible that he will beg me to go back? Yifan, I know what you want to ask. I may not be able to give you what you want, but I won't follow the old path again."

This conversation ends here.

Qin Yifan is a very good person to me. He is a gentleman, polite and funny. He is not picky in his behavior. The villagers and grandpa like him very much.

Although he didn't say it clearly, I knew what he meant. Grandpa also hinted to me many times that it's good to live with someone, whether it's a man or a woman.

But my heart is very small, except after falling in love with that one person, I can no longer love another person wholeheartedly.

Or maybe it's the aftereffects of loving the wrong person. Many things can be seen very openly, why bother to always be entangled in these emotional aspects?It's good to live simply.

I like here, I like the life here, if there is no accident, I should live here for the rest of my life.

But sometimes it's just so unexpected.

Seeing Qin Haotian again, I couldn't believe it even to death.

Early the next morning, I and my fellow villagers pushed the firewood cut from the mountain to the town to sell.

The cost of living in this small town is very low, the prices are not high, and the pace of life is not as fast as in big cities. People here like a slower pace of life.

Sometimes drinking a cup of milk tea and sitting in a small shop is an afternoon.

Sometimes, it is an afternoon to chat with the tourists who come to travel.

This is why I like staying here, where I can let myself go and live as I want.

Occasionally, when a tourist asks for directions or something, I will answer enthusiastically.

Selling firewood is just for entertainment. Seeing the results of my hard work being sold out, this sense of accomplishment makes me very happy.

At this time, it was noon when the sun was shining, and the business was very good, and the firewood branches were almost sold out.

A dark hand patted my shoulder, I turned my head and asked Fumin, "What's wrong?"

"There is a man on the second floor by the window who has been staring at you for a long time."

Following Fumin's gaze and looking up, he...how could it be him?

Fumin suddenly felt that An Sheng's face turned pale, and asked concerned: "Ah Sheng, are you alright?"

I shook my head and said hastily: "Fumin, I suddenly remembered something. Please help sell the remaining firewood. The money is yours. I'll go back first."

Before Fumin could answer, I got up quickly and walked back together with the pure white horse I bought two years ago.

How did he find here?What is he here for?Still refuse to let me go?

Thinking of this, there is still a trace of fear in my heart, and those bad pictures from the past flooded into my mind.

Shangri-La is a big place with many mountains, and the way back is not short. I patted its head on a white horse, "Dagui, let's run faster."

Dagui is a horse that understands human language. When I first arrived here, a villager sister sold it to me. She said that this horse is very obedient, and it is a fast runner. It can run for a long time. not tired.

So, I bought it, became its owner, and named it Dagui.

Its main duty is to help me with Tuo Rou Tuo Chai or something.

Qin Yifan also just came back from elementary school, with a pile of books in his hand, saw An Sheng's face was particularly ugly, and when he got off the horse, he asked, "Why is his face so ugly? Are you sick?"

"No, I didn't sleep well last night. I'll go back to the house to rest first."

I squatted at home for ten days and didn't go to town, so I just fiddled with the vegetables I grew.

Grandpa was just cooking, and he said to me who was feeding the ducks in the yard: "Ah Sheng, the soy sauce and salt are almost gone, go to the town to buy some tomorrow."

Ah Tong, who happened to be doing homework on the table, was very excited when he heard it, "I'm going too. Brother An Sheng, I haven't been to the town for a long time, and you will take me there tomorrow."

I thought to myself, it's been a long time, and I don't see him coming to me, maybe I got it wrong at that glance, after all, there are many people who look like him.

should be fine.

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