After escaping, the scum attack stalked me

An Sheng woke up after being in a coma for a day.

The first time I saw Qin Haotian after waking up, my nerves were tense, I shrank back instinctively, my eyes were flustered, and my trembling body shrank under the quilt, not wanting to look at this person again.

Qin Haotian sat on the stool tiredly, seeing his movements, his dodging, his resistance, and his fear, piercing his heart like an invisible sword.

He had no choice but to ask patiently: "Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

His tone was gentle and different from his previous cold attitude, but I disdain it.

I hid in the quilt and said nothing, the weakness and pain from my body seemed to tell me that my body was very poor.

Especially the white cloth wrapped around the wrist, although I can't see the wound, but I know the wound must be deep, that self-harm, I counted my determination to hug to death.

But, I'm still alive.

But how?

I'm so tired that I don't have any attachment to this world.

Except my grandpa.

Qin Haotian gently pulled away my quilt, "Don't be bored, you rest first, I won't disturb you."

The back of Qin Haotian turning around and going out stabbed me in pain.

Why is it always like this endlessly?I don't want to play tricks like this with him anymore.

It's done once and for all, isn't it?

As soon as Qin Haotian went out and closed the door of the ward, he heard the sound of the water cup falling on the floor.

Qin Haotian was so frightened that he quickly opened the door, wanting to see what happened.

As a result, An Sheng pulled out the needle of the bottle of liquid, got out of bed barefoot, picked up the shattered cup fragments, and held them in his hands.

Obviously, the palms of his hands were bleeding from being stabbed by the fragments, but as if he couldn't feel the pain, he looked at Qin Haotian who came in in a daze.

His eyes were cold and empty, Qin Haotian couldn't find his reflection in his eyes.

he?Don't have him in your heart?

Qin Haotian's whole body felt as if he had been tortured, and his internal organs were screaming in pain.

It hurts so much.

"An Sheng, put the pieces down first, I promise you whatever you want, okay?"

This person who was finally rescued, once again staged the previous nightmare scene in front of him.

He still wanted to die.

He suddenly remembered what Qin Yifan said to him before, "Losing is more painful than having, if you don't love him, you shouldn't torture him to death, otherwise one day his heart will die, which is an insurmountable gap between you two." gone."

Now, he already felt that there was an unbridgeable gap between him and An Sheng.

He wanted to get closer, but An Sheng was resisting and resisting.

After a while, I endured the soreness in my heart and said, "I want to see my grandpa."

"Okay, I'll let your grandpa come to see you right away. Put your things down first, you probably don't want your grandpa to see you in a mess of injuries."

This sentence completely woke me up.

Indeed, I am in such a mess now that Grandpa will definitely be worried when he sees it.

The shard of glass he was holding spread out and fell to the ground.

The fragment was stained with blood, from the original transparent white to a dazzling red.

Qin Haotian arranged for a nurse to come in and take care of An Sheng.

He could only stand outside the window and look at him in the ward. He had no sense of security, his eyes were dull, and he hugged the pillow and curled up in the quilt, allowing the nurse to prick him.

The suppressed tears still couldn't hold back and fell out. Qin Haotian didn't believe in the so-called great love before, he thought it was something illusory, invisible and intangible.

Therefore, when An Sheng confessed his love to him foolishly, he wanted to ask if he wanted to save him and refused.

He thought, there shouldn't be such an innocent person who would love another person without hesitation.

So, he doesn't believe it, he hates it.

But why at this moment, Qin Haotian felt as if a piece of his heart had been gouged out, the pain was so painful that even breathing hurt.

…………

When grandpa came to see me, it was Sisi who supported him.

Grandpa looked much better, his face was ruddy and shiny, it seemed that the people arranged by Qin Haotian took good care of him.

Grandpa is different from before, he didn't ask me this and that with concern as soon as he came, he just sat quietly on the stool, holding my hand tightly, he seemed to know something but didn't seem like it.

Sisi put a large bouquet of flowers on the cabinet, and she was peeling apples on the sofa not far away.

"Grandpa, do you want to go home?" I asked.

"Where did you come from without you? Ah Sheng, grandpa hopes you live well, and I want to stay with you for a few more years."

"Do you still remember Grandma Chen? I have a card with her, and there is still 5000 yuan in it, and the password is 787878. You remember to take it out. You must..."

"Asheng, what do you want? Don't scare grandpa." Speaking of this, grandpa couldn't help but burst into tears, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve.

Poor child.

Beijing, which has always been cold and snowy, suddenly came out with a big sun today, which made people feel warm and warm. It is the first day of the Lunar New Year, winter has passed, and spring is not far away.

Sisi pushed me to bask in the sun in the garden of the hospital.

I have too many apologies to this girl, and I have nothing to repay, but Ke Sisi always says that these are trivial things, not worth mentioning.

This time the news made a lot of noise, and the matter between me and him should be known to everyone, so even Grandpa knew about it, so did Na Sisi.

"Aren't you asking about the relationship between me and your brother?" I asked.

"I knew it a long time ago, before I went abroad. I just didn't think that you would like a cold person like my brother."

"Will you hate me? It caused so many things to happen to your brother."

"How come? Brother An Sheng, you are a kind person. I know you. You are stubborn and upright, but..."

"Sisi, I seem to have only one friend like you. Let me ask you one thing, if one day... I die...you can take my ashes to Shangri-La in Yunnan and bury them."

Sisi stopped pushing the wheelchair, squatted down, and asked anxiously, "Brother An Sheng, why did you suddenly...why did you suddenly say such inexplicable things?"

"No, it's just that people are mortal, and I just want to die in the place closest to heaven."

I want to go to heaven and ask God, can I be born in a family with parents who love me in my next life?Can you grow up in the love of your parents?I want to experience what it's like to be loved, that's all.

Sisi originally wanted to talk to An Sheng about some of his brother's recent events, such as the cancellation of his engagement with Shen Huanjin, such as his being imprisoned in a dark room by his father and being unable to get out, such as being whipped by his father with three whips Fifty times passed out, for example, he called Sisi to come over to take a look and accompany An Sheng. He said that An Sheng had very little desire to survive, and he was afraid that An Sheng would still miss it.

But now, it seems that these are not appropriate.

"Sisi, Happy New Year."

"Ah, you too."