"My business has nothing to do with you."

"You are mine, and this life can only be mine."

Then, he let go of me, and the domineering kisses followed.

The smell of blood filled his nose.

Seeing my flushed face, he gently wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth with his thumb.

"Are you going to continue to use force on me again?" I asked him.

A trace of loss and guilt flashed across Qin Haotian's deep eyes, and his thumb rubbed my lips intimately, "What do I need to do? Can you forgive me? How can I be with me?"

Qin Haotian's posture was already very low, as if he blamed himself or begged.

"Qin Haotian, I used to really like you very much, so I felt very lucky. I met you as a good-looking and excellent person as soon as I came to Beijing. I think God treats me well, do you understand? But then I I just realized, no, this is an ordeal given to me by God. You are a disaster in my life. I can’t escape it, so I decided to die. But after being saved by you, I thought, since it’s a rebirth , then change your way of life."

"So, what do you think we are like? What do you think of me? Qin Haotian, I can't trust you, understand?" The scar left by cutting his wrist was so brightly displayed in front of him.

I originally thought that after I said these cruel words to him, even if he felt a little ashamed, he should leave.

But what I didn't expect was that his eyes were red.

There seemed to be a layer of water in the eye sockets.

He held me in his arms again, and whispered: "Then what do you want me to do? How can you trust me?"

I even felt the wetness dripping down my shoulders.

Speechless for a while.

He cried?

crying for me?

I can't remember the complex emotions in my heart, I only know that I really want to go back to my bed, think about nothing, and fall asleep immediately after closing my eyes.

"An Sheng, I can't give up on you, and I won't give up on you, so no matter what you say, I will stay here and by your side until you are willing to accept me."

Once Qin Haotian decides, no one can stop him from changing it, so it doesn't make any sense for me to say more.

Anyway, I have no intention of going back to Beijing with him.

The firework show started, and the sound of "pounding" fireworks blooming in the air brought me back to reality.

But I am no longer in the mood to watch the fireworks show, and I really want to go.

"Look, I won't bother you."

This time he really walked out.

The fireworks show was beautiful, and tourists on the street downstairs were taking pictures.

Beauty is beauty, it is only a momentary beauty.

I made a phone call to Fumin, maybe he didn't hear the fireworks too loudly, so I sent him a text message: I'm going back first.

Why does my mood get worse every time I see him?

I wanted to take a taxi back home, but none of the drivers were willing to solicit customers.

I had to walk back along the road alone.

Although there are dim street lights, there are very few pedestrians on the road, and the road is in the middle of the mountains, so it is very quiet.

I do feel a little scared.

Qin Yifan was right to be worried, if I was allowed to walk back like this alone, I would really be worried.

I walked very fast, and the distance was already long, so it is estimated that I will not get home until around eleven o'clock.

After crossing a slope and crossing a mountain bridge, the light from the street lamps almost made it impossible to see the road ahead clearly.

Suddenly, a burst of strong light came to the face.

Qin Haotian got out of the car and pulled me back to the car, "Why come back alone? Are you not afraid of such a long mountain road?"

I'm actually scared, but I can't admit it to him.

However, with him in the car, it does feel more secure.Not as scared as before.

In this way, he returned home silently all the way.

When I got out of the car, Qin Yifan just came out to take out the trash.

He looked at me and Qin Haotian with his eyes.

Afraid that he might have misunderstood, he quickly explained: "Yifan, no, I... and him... have nothing to do, I just went to see..."

"No need to explain, I believe you."

I looked at his eyes, I couldn't accept anything, followed his footsteps and closed the gate of the yard.

Qin Haotian looked at the closed door lonely, wondering what he was thinking.

After parking the car, he smoked a cigarette before returning to the house.

It was already ten o'clock at night, Ah Tong and grandpa had already gone to bed.

Qin Yifan was still grading homework in the room, even when I came in, he didn't look up.

"Yifan, don't get me wrong, I have nothing to do with him."

"I said, I believe you, you don't need to be so careful."

"Then I'll take a shower first."

"An Sheng, can you promise me that no matter where he lives or how close he is to us, just ignore him, okay?"

I nodded numbly.

Even if this matter is overturned.

But when he woke up the next day, Qin Yifan didn't go to school, and saw me get up, "Are you awake? Hurry up and have breakfast."

I vaguely seem to know his purpose in doing so.

The breakfast is very rich: milk, eggs, glutinous rice cakes, chicken drumstick noodles.

"Hurry up and eat, I will take you to a place after eating."

"Don't you have to go to school today?" I asked.

"I asked for leave, and I will take you to Xishuangbanna for a few days."

"Why all of a sudden? Going on a trip? Grandpa and Ah Tong..."

"It's me and you."

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