Every warm feeling may turn black

Just in a trance for a moment, I knew I was back again.

Not only was there darkness everywhere, but also because my body became heavy and my breathing was not as sharp as before. In just one second, I began to miss my healthy body.

The sense of gap is driving me crazy.

But for a long time, I have actually been in a state of going crazy. This critical point has never been broken through. I don't know if my endurance is progressing or regressing.

In the past, I was not such a preoccupied person. I still remember that even if I became a cripple at the beginning of time travel, I was not 'going crazy'. Totally crazy.

When I thought of this, I suddenly realized, maybe I have gone crazy?

With these thoughts running through my head for just a split second, I started calling 'wait a minute' after feeling that I was now alone in bed.

"Wait a minute! Wait a minute!"

A line of simplified characters suddenly appeared in the void, emitting a shining yellow light. I widened my eyes for a moment, and was so surprised that my spine started to heat up. However, I soon discovered that the light was just some kind of font, and it did not illuminate this place. space.I can only see this line of writing, not my own hands and feet, or the appearance of the space here.

But this at least proves that it was not a big dream, I did get something that can be called a golden finger.

Ha, Goldfinger.

I don't know what kind of expression is on my face at this moment, I just look at the content of that line of ordinary words——

This time I chose silently in my head.

'Personification. '

In the dark, I can't see anything.

"Ha...ha? Haha...hahaha..." There was a pain in my chest, and the complete disappointment made it difficult for me to breathe, so I had to breathe hard for a while, and when I finally calmed down the pain, the voice of "wait a while" sounded in my mind up.

'Master...what's the matter with you? '

I was silent for a long while, time and me were really meaningless things, it took me a long time to calm down, there was no sound in the darkness, the darkness that terrified me to suffocation in the past engulfed me again.

'I—can't see you. ’ I finally spoke, really because until now I could not concentrate and produce a clear thought in my mind.

My thinking was a long time ago—maybe not long ago—in short, after I was really trapped, it was difficult to concentrate. I don’t know if there is something wrong with my brain. My thoughts are like flying catkins. Find what I mainly want among those rambling things.

'Wait a minute' must not have bothered me because it came back quickly.

'Because there is no light here? ' it said cautiously, and seemed confused.

Yes, there is no light here, what can see?Of course I know this, but shouldn't you be different?I want to ask this.As a game elf, shouldn't it be like on the platform, exuding a faint yellow light?

How long have I been looking forward to the light, I thought I could at least get a company that I could see, but in the end, I couldn't even see a cheat.

I remained silent, trying to grasp my boundless and disordered thoughts, until my brain started to ache, and my temples seemed to be throbbing.

"If you choose 'Skeleton', what would it be like..." Suddenly I had this idea, and a line of words jumped out of the void——

'Skeleton. '

At that moment, I thought I was no different from someone who has been blind for many years and regained sight.

Because a colorful picture scroll unfolded in front of my eyes in the next second. It was nothing unusual like a game list, but at this moment, it was like a sweet spring in the desert, nourishing my almost desperate heart.

It's like being alive again - at this moment, I feel like I am alive again.

It never occurred to me that human beings need colors so much.

I greedily looked at everything in front of me.

The vermilion border, the background is quite Chinese style, and the [-]D projection of my body is in the middle.

I couldn't help but want to reach out and touch it, but found that I still couldn't see my hand, and my arm just froze in mid-air.

I suddenly realized that the so-called void should not really be in the void.

It is more likely that it is projected in my mind. The so-called projection in the void is just my illusion.

I started to empty out quietly again, and the panel "in front of me" scattered like black ink melting into the water. My heart beat violently, and I quickly opened the panel again.

I stopped thinking about it, and went to see the specific content above.

I frowned and stared at the so-called "Shiquan Dabu Pill", and saw a line of small gray characters suddenly appear on it——

Seeing the mall, I thought about the space on the game platform before, and as soon as the idea came up, a page suddenly opened at the bottom left. It was a page divided into 16 small grids, and at the bottom was written——

Even I, who has been in Alexandria for a long time, can't help but feel a kind of embarrassment that "false advertisements can't be trusted".

——Fuck, so the space is the backpack?Is there a big difference?

Talking about this, I closed the backpack page and browsed carefully. I finally confirmed that it is basically a poor and empty state. Even the small map on the upper right is now showing an inactive state. I don’t know what it takes to activate the map. What conditions.

Except for a blackening value worth noting, the other attributes can only prove that I am really a good-for-nothing.

If you pay attention to the blackening value, a description will appear above——

Ha ha.

Sounds great.

But with a full score of 5000, I actually only have two digits. This precipice is the malice of the big universe, right? !I have been stimulated too much, and I am actually very calm, thinking that I have turned black hahaha, I don't have much resentment.

I just glanced up and down the panel, lingering over such vibrant colors that I haven't seen in a long time.

At this moment, my arm was grabbed.

The shallow breathing sounded in my ears: "Little uncle? You don't seem to notice that I'm here today?"

Probably the instinct of an animal, I felt my scalp go numb, my thoughts dispersed, and the system panel naturally dispersed like a cloud, I had no time to think about these, I just felt my stomach start to convulse.

——Although there is a golden finger.But I am really afraid of Yuan Suiyun.

In my mind, Yuan Suiyun is equivalent to fear of darkness, fear of pain, fear of loneliness, fear of the unknown, and fear of sex. As long as I know that he is by my side, my body will subconsciously won't move.

It is said that when an animal is dying, the genes built by long-term biological evolution determine that it will lose its ability to move, so if you are swallowed by a python, as long as you enter its mouth, you will be unable to move and your brain will be blank .

By Yuan Suiyun's side, I felt like I was in the body of the giant python.

So I stopped moving, and quietly let him kiss and caress me until my clothes were stripped to my waist. Yuan Suiyun quietly put his arms around my shoulders, and suddenly said: "Little uncle, you are very quiet today." .”

The suffocation and numbness of dying gradually passed away, and Yuan Suiyun's voice was as clear and gentle as the wind blowing across the lake under the soft sunlight, but to me it was a curse that aroused the deepest fear in my heart.

Bad memories flooded me like a swamp, I knew I should speak, but the more I did this, the more scattered my thinking became, and many, many scenes slipped through my brain, which were irrelevant and unreasonable, so I Even more speechless.

Then I thought it was over, it was over, I was going to be tortured again, I was going to go crazy again, and the fear sent a shiver down my spine.

Unexpectedly, Yuan Suiyun just hugged me even tighter.

"Are you scared? Little uncle."

In the dark, I stared at my eyes, feeling that my eyeballs were starting to ache. My slightly callused fingers touched my face and massaged it gently.

"What's the matter?" He asked softly, kissing from the side of the ear, his soft lips fell on the stiff muscles, causing the itching like bugs crawling over.

In fact, this level of teasing, I can't even feel it in the later stage.

But now he gradually felt it, his body softened slowly, and he defeated his fear silently like a breeze and drizzle, and his brain, which was operating rapidly without any reason, was also relaxed and emptied.

My cold body began to heat up, and I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck.

Yuan Suiyun's movement froze for a moment, but he quickly picked it up again smoothly.

I felt relaxed for a long time, and collapsed into Yuan Suiyun's arms like a puddle of mud.