Every warm feeling may turn black

When I opened my eyes, I saw a wooden crossbar with a misty blue veil on it.

In a trance, I felt that I was back when I was a child, sleeping on my grandmother's old wooden bed, and the bed was filled with a faint fragrance of pine wood. At that time, the sky was blue and the clouds were white. When I looked up at the mountains in the morning, I would see the mist like a girl's veil. Lingeringly floating slowly, time is like the mist in front of the altar, flowing slowly and mistyly, the day is so long, the past of the youth is like smoke and illusion, beautiful like a legend.

Later I heard that when I woke up that day, my maid Xiaohong saw the look in my eyes and felt that I seemed to have passed away. Abandoned, leaving the root of the disease, he must be accompanied by medicine all his life, and he can no longer practice martial arts.

Others talked evasively about this matter, as if they were afraid of mentioning my sadness, but although I regretted it, I didn’t really care much about it—the sadness is always limited after losing something that I have never obtained.

When I first arrived, I was also very panicked, because after all, I was just an ordinary person. I didn’t know how to live in ancient times. I didn’t have the skills to make a living, and I was even semi-literate. He is a person with average IQ. When I look at the people around me, I feel that although they may not understand my language, none of them are smarter than me.

But fortunately, I dress well, and the main body seems to be a person of status. When I wake up, I have never met anyone with a higher status than me. I have just recovered from a serious illness, and I am surrounded by maids and women who take care of me. They don’t even look up. Looking directly at me, no one will chat with me on purpose, just busy in and out all day long, although it is a bit lonely to me, but it is not a bad thing.

For a long time I dared not speak, because I have found that my accent is different from theirs, day and night alternate, until a person came, I have been living a lonely and confused life, that person is in his 50s and [-]s The man in brocade clothes, he was probably a handsome young man, and he was also very handsome when he was old, but he was unsmiling, his eyes were like stars, and he had a neat mustache.

I didn't know who this person was, and I suspected that this was the father of my predecessor, so I just stared at him blankly. He showed me a gentle smile, with pity and anger in his eyes: "Little brother, you go back to the villa with me. Famous doctors and a better environment.”

I didn't dare to say much, I just nodded weakly and said "yes".

So I saw the man clenched his fist so tightly that his veins burst out, so I thought that although this elder brother was dressed elegantly, he was indeed a quack.I just don't know what kind of place he is talking about.

Since my eldest brother came, my lonely but comfortable days were over. When I got better, we set off to return to the village. Chatting with me on the side, I was grateful and panicked at the same time, afraid that he would recognize me.

I think he took my fear as the fear and fragility of being deprived of martial arts, so he often showed an angry expression. I understand that the previous life was very domineering. I can imagine that the family is prominent, the youngest son in the family, and the eldest brother Like my father, the young man became famous, and the jade tree is in the wind. Such conditions are completely like the cannon fodder template of Jianghu culture. I feel very sorry, but as a small citizen, I am no stranger to be a man with my tail tucked.

The journey is very long, and there will be an end one day. My elder brother's love for me finally eased the panic of coming to another world. In the second half of the journey, I was gradually able to stand up, but I was not able to move too much. Since I wasn't completely a useless person, I was a little happy, and a smile appeared on my face. Because of this, my eldest brother gradually stopped being frosty, and he seemed very relieved.

So I knew that my previous timidity and confusion really worried him, which made me feel quite guilty.

When we set off, the weather was getting warmer, and when we arrived at the mountain, the weather was getting colder, so I had a deeper understanding of ancient transportation, I was able to stand for a short time on the way, and my hands recovered He became more flexible, but his legs were crippled after all, and he could no longer walk for a long time.

The well-known doctor in Zhuangzhong administered the needle for a few days, but he was still unable to shake his head after all. I was a little bit sorry, but it was not completely unexpected.My foot was completely numb at the beginning. I guessed it was some kind of nerve necrosis. Later, I found out that the leg was completely broken and then reattached. The kneecap was also completely broken. Now I feel that I can recover. To this extent, it is already a magical world of martial arts.

I comforted my elder brother who looked very sad: "There is everything in the village, and I don't need to go out. I don't need to walk very much."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but the eldest brother seems to be even more sad when he hears this.

In fact, these words are also to comfort myself, I said to myself in my heart, I stay at home for ten days and a half months in modern times, and now I can be a rice bug for granted, which is also very good.But I know deeper in my heart that this is just a consolation. There is still a big gap between subjectively not wanting to go out and objectively not being able to go out. Moreover, there were no entertainment measures in ancient times. The people in the villa practice martial arts, but the pity eyes of others made me give up the last entertainment, because although I really just want to see the magical martial arts, other people in the villa don't seem to think so.

So I practiced calligraphy more diligently. My dog ​​crawling body seemed to be considered a normal result of a wrist injury, so I wasted several months of pen and ink with peace of mind, and finally gave up pen and ink in anger, looking for other entertainment methods.

I want to practice piano.

I tried painting, but even the maids gave me horrible eyes, and the people who were familiar with the original body were crying, saying that the original son's painting was a masterpiece, so I went to play chess again, and no one wanted to Playing chess with me, my head hurts too much, so I read the book again, fell down on the table and fell asleep after reading three pages, and opened my eyes at night, like an owl.

I decided to learn something with zero foundation, that is Guqin.

The eldest brother said that was just right, Suiyun is also learning the piano, he can be your company.

Only then did I know that I had a nephew named Yuan Suiyun.

When I first heard this name, I was taken aback for a moment, and felt a little familiar. I thought about it for a long time, until the next day Xiaohong pushed a wheelchair and took me to see a child who was only seven or eight years old. The child was originally sitting on a chair. I stood up and saluted as soon as I came, and I noticed that although he was very respectful, his eyes were out of focus.

I subconsciously said, "There is no need to be too polite with the cloud." But another line was quickly connected in my mind.

The Blind Man—Yuan Suiyun—The Bat Man—Chu Liuxiang—The Legend of Chu Liuxiang—Gu Long—Martial arts novels.

I listened to the class for a day and played it in a mess. In the end, my husband wanted to drive me out. Even Xiaoyuan Suiyun, who is so polite and restrained, smiled, but my mind was a mess. Confused, I thought inexplicably, I turned out to be in "Legend of Chu Liuxiang".

I have watched "The Legend of Chu Liuxiang", but I have long forgotten the specific content, but I remember that Batman is a big villain, not only a villain, but also a pervert. His most famous perverted act is to gouge out the eyes of beautiful women and sew their eyelids together. There seem to be others, I can't remember, but this one alone is already perverted enough.

So there is no doubt that I don't like Yuan Suiyun.

The next day I stopped learning the piano, Xiaohong looked relieved, I continued to write and read, because my wrist was injured, the time I allocated for writing was very short, most of the time was spent reading, and then I resisted the attack of Sandman .

I was still reading that day, and when I read it, I propped my face and dozed off on the table.

It's already winter, I'm wearing furry leather, the whole room is smoky and misty, like a fairyland, suddenly I heard footsteps dimly, and Xiaohong's crisp girlish voice, when I looked up, I saw A small face like a fairy boy smiled politely in the mist.

I spoke, my voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if it was smoked: "Suiyun, why are you here?"

Because I am disabled, it is impossible for me to stand up and help him, so although I knew that the other person was blind, I had no choice but to be rude and tell him "there is a chair on your left", groping for the subtext to sit on it.

I am not afraid of offending Yuan Suiyun, after all he is still a child and I am his uncle.

Yuan Suiyun deserves to be a big boss. I think his IQ may be thirty times that of ordinary people. Even though he is a child, he sat down calmly. I have lived in Zhuangzi for a long time, and I am really the first The first time I met Yuan Suiyun alone, probably because the martial arts family is not as particular as those traditional families, and is very humane.

After all, Yuan Suiyun and I, a blind man and a lame man, are alone together, who wants to take care of whom?So I wanted to call Xiaohong in, but Yuan Suiyun spoke first.

"Little uncle has been in the village for so long, and I didn't come to pay a visit. It's really rude."

I hate these politeness, probably because I am still a bastard in my heart, and I was still young when I came here, so I don’t pay much attention to these etiquette and seniority, but Yuan Suiyun said so, so I can only say "Suiyun is too polite , really caring."

"Little uncle didn't go to learn the piano anymore, but he didn't take good care of him."

"Why, it's just that I don't have this talent myself, so I don't want to bother Mr.

"Why do you say that, this is the first time for my little uncle to play the piano, no one can force him."

I feel very tired. In fact, Yuan Suiyun's language communication skills are undoubtedly very good, and there is nothing wrong with the previous conversation. But because I first defined Yuan Suiyun as a big pervert, I don't like anything about him, so I was speechless for a while, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward, Yuan Suiyun spoke first.

"I told my father to change the location of learning the piano to my little uncle."

I was stunned for a while, and I understood, I am so lazy in their eyes, right?I was a bit dumbfounded, but the other party had good intentions after all. I was about to say something when Yuan Suiyun added.

"I have already called the servant and moved all the utensils to the small attic next door. The sir has also notified."

I was stunned for a while, and decided to start learning the piano, but to no avail, so I changed to learning the flute, and after several years of learning, I was able to play a few decent tunes.

Spring goes to winter, and the stars change. The relationship between people is finally obtained through getting along with each other. And I am a few years older, so my mentality is naturally different. When I was young, I pursued straightforwardness. Gradually, weakness and sympathy developed.

Xiao Yuan and I faced each other with the clouds day and night, and saw that the other party gradually grew from a child like a fairy, and his temperament became more gentle and clear like a mani orb, and he became more and more like a young man who is as elegant and lotus as a banished fairy , I can't see any abnormality in the other party, and I almost suspect that these two people have the same name and surname.

I watched Yuan Suiyun practice martial arts, because others always think too much, so I gradually stopped watching other people practice martial arts, but now that I am in the world of martial arts, I am naturally very curious about martial arts.Yuan Suiyun is really very understanding. When I asked him whether he started to practice martial arts, he said, "We need to practice."

I don't know martial arts, I don't know if Yuan Suiyun knows this, he often practiced different kung fu in front of me, sometimes it was swordsmanship, sometimes it was palm technique, and there was a move called Liuyun Feixiu, which was elegant and elegant, which made people feel I often feel that I am admiring the dance. The impression in the book is not as strong as that of day and night. In my eyes, this is just a young boy, handsome and elegant, extremely smart, and understanding. My elder brother has invested almost all of him. Hard work, and this young man bears such a great pressure, but he never slackens or rebels.

A good-looking boy who is sensible to such an extent cannot be hated by others.

One day I looked at the willows on the bank of the river, and the faint clouds were reflected in the sparkling waves. On such a clear and sunny day, I looked at the little boy with beads of sweat on his forehead and asked him: "Your friend?" It's my birthday, do you want a present?"

The boy raised his head, his dark eyes reflected the sunlight: "I want to go for a walk."

Yuan Suiyun is 13 years old, but he has never left Wuzheng Villa.

He has a lot of homework, and although he is talented, he will indeed suffer a certain degree of inconvenience because he cannot see. He seems to never have time to play. I couldn't bear to refuse him, so I went with him to ask my elder brother for a trip.

In the spring, Yuan Suiyun and I drove into the distance in a carriage with two guards.