[Liu Li] I'm really a big guy

During the few days when Ren Huang was recuperating in the house, Hao Chen came several times for the first time, and he didn't know if he had accepted Xuanji's love.Hao Chen has practiced orthodox immortal arts since he was a child, and his inner strength has been cultivated to the utmost yang and strength. Combined with the pure yang technique of the Shaoyang school, he can actually help Ren Huang completely eliminate the cold poison in his body.

"Thank you, Brother Haochen." Haochen's skills were still swimming around her body, Ren Huang adjusted his breath for a while, and after channeling the spiritual breath of the whole body's meridians to run normally, he sincerely expressed his gratitude to the other party.Although she still didn't like Hao Chen's overly rigid temper, but the other party saved her life several times, and this time he expended his cultivation to help him dissolve the remaining poison in his body.

Hao Chen, who got up cross-legged from the couch, did not have too much emotion as usual. He just took care of his wrinkled clothes due to sitting for a long time, and said: "The residual poison in your body has been cleared, but it is because of the long-term stagnation of the spiritual pulse. , so the cultivation base still needs to be recuperated and recovered slowly." For some reason, Ren Huang heard a bit of helplessness from the other party's mouth, "During this period, you need to rest and rest, don't use your spiritual power forcibly."

Ren Huang always felt that Hao Chen's attitude towards her was very subtle, but he couldn't explain the origin of this feeling, and it was hard to explain, so he could only nod his head twice with a sneer, pretending to understand.But she knew that Haochen, like herself, would not believe her promise at all.

"I once told you that you are so talented that you shouldn't be trapped by the mundane world. Only when the Dao is ruthless can the sun and the moon run."

Ren Huang leaned on the bed rail to watch Hao Chen walk away like a fairy, and raised the corners of his lips mockingly.

The Dao is ruthless, running the sun and the moon... I never thought that she would be educated like this in her lifetime.

As the guardian of the world, there should be no favoritism or personal affection.These, how could she not know these?But the closer she gets to mortal people, the more she experiences mortal things, and experiences the joys, sorrows, sorrows, joys, old age, sickness and death of the mortal world, the more she gradually abandons her impartial and selfless divinity.It's like helping Xuanji find her six senses, forgetting her original intention of consolidating the enchantment; it's like feeling sorry for Sifeng's devotion to herself, and saving his life at self-destructive ways...

If this matter is seen by those unreasonable guys in the heavens, I'm afraid they will raise their eyebrows at him again.

Ren Huang thought wildly in the room for a while, and then heard the sound of the door being pushed open.At first, she thought it was Xuanji who brought her delicious food, but when her eyes fell on the young man with the medicine tray in front of the door, the messy thoughts in her mind were instantly thrown out of the sky.

"Sifeng...?"

After not seeing each other for a few days, she felt that Yu Sifeng had lightened up a lot.

Yu Sifeng put the medicine tray on the table, turned around and closed the open window for her again: "It's been cold these few days, since you are sick, you should blow less cold wind."

Ren Huang watched everything he did in silence, with mixed feelings, unable to say a word for a long time.On the other hand, Yu Sifeng skillfully held the medicine bowl on the plate, sat down beside her couch with her robe lifted, scooped up a spoonful of tea-colored decoction, and handed it to Ren Huang: "Take the medicine first."

Facing the medicine spoon close to his lips, Ren Huang hesitated for a moment, and opened his mouth to swallow the bitter decoction.Letting the lingering smell of medicine billow up in her throat, she didn't yell, but frowned and puckered her mouth.The two of them fed each other in an awkward and speechless atmosphere, and the other poured the whole bowl of hot soup into Ren Huang's stomach.

Ren Huang stared at Yu Sifeng the whole time, expecting him to say something or show some expressions.However, the latter couldn't receive her signal anyway, and only silently fed her medicine.When she finished drinking the medicine, the other party seemed to have completed the task, loosened his tense back, and got up to leave.

How could Ren Huang let him go so easily, he quickly grabbed Yu Sifeng's sleeve, pulling him so that he couldn't stand still and staggered.

"Sifeng, are you still angry with me?"

When he said this, Ren Huang saw Yu Sifeng, who was facing away from him, startled slightly, lowering his head and wondering what he was thinking.

After a while, Yu Sifeng gently pulled out his sleeves, bent down to put the medicine bowl on the plate, and then turned to look at the girl leaning on the bed.His already sentimental brows and eyes were stained a little red, and his thin cheeks were even paler because of the complex expression: "I haven't been angry with you for a long time..."

Only Yu Sifeng knew, even though he was tortured by the lover's curse that night until it was bright.But after the torture, when he ran into Ren Huang again in the corridor, seeing her expression of wanting to get close but not daring, his heart softened again.He kept telling himself that he couldn't get deeper and deeper, but the more he did this, the more he could feel his admiration for her.

Until he was poisoned by the ground wolf, he thought that this might be the end of his life, but after waking up, he was told that when everyone was about to give up on himself, only this silly girl in front of him would risk her life to save herself.Even if he knew in his heart that if Xuanji was poisoned today, she would do the same, but he was delighted, moved and distressed for no reason.

"I'm sorry, Sifeng." Ren Huang lowered his eyes, recalling all the past, "I shouldn't be smart enough to think that doing this without telling you is right. I always forget what you said, what you want, isn't it pity."

Ren Huang lowered his head and heard Si Feng's footsteps slowly approaching.In the next second, Si Feng's face appeared in sight.

Yu Sifeng knelt on the ground on one knee, gently covered her hand clenched by the corner of the quilt, and said seriously: "Ren Huang, it's my business that I like you. I didn't ask you to like me. So, even if This relationship of mine didn’t get any response or ended without a problem. My lover cursed and died. From the beginning to the end, I was to blame. You don’t need to take any responsibility for this, understand?”

Seeing that Ren Huang was silent, Yu Sifeng let out a long sigh, and added: "Like this time, if I am awake, I would rather cut off my arm than let you bet with my life. Because, if there is no you in this world, even It doesn't make any sense for me to survive."

"In my eyes, your life is more important than anything else."

"But……"

Ren Huang wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Yu Sifeng's silent shaking of his head.He looked determined: "Let's make up, Ren Huang."

With each other, but also with yourself.

Even in the end, this relationship is all his own wishful thinking, all his own obsession, and even confessed the rest of his life to the lover's curse, he also accepted his fate.

The wind chimes under the window eaves are jingling by the gentle wind on the island.The fluttering birds in the jungle stirred the branches and leaves intertwined and rubbed each other, only the falling flowers were crushed into mud, and turned into silence again, as if nothing had happened.

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Reconciled and reconciled.

No hesitation of ice and snow