[Liu Li] I'm really a big guy

Ren Huang sat in the room from dark to dawn, without waiting for Yu Sifeng to come to her.Just when she thought her poor acting skills had failed, Xuanji knocked on her door.

"Why are you here?" Ren Huang welcomed Xuanji in, glanced at the pale sky in the east, and closed the door.

Xuanji and her have always had a good relationship, so when she came to her room, she didn't feel restrained at all. She found a comfortable chair and sat down, and poured herself a cup of tea: "Sister Huang, are you talking to Sifeng? Did you quarrel?"

Xuanji's straightforward question stunned Ren Huang for a second before he hesitated to respond: "How do you know?"

Although she provoked it unilaterally, but... the cold war should be considered a quarrel, right?

After hearing the affirmative answer, Xuanji showed a smug smile like a little adult.She smiled and said: "When you chased Si Feng away last night, I was really worried, so I followed. I also heard that the deputy palace asked you to plant a heart lamp."

Ren Huang didn't expect Xuanji to be a witness to this incident, and didn't know what to say for a while.Fortunately, Xuanji didn't let the atmosphere between them cool down, and said: "I also think that Sifeng and the deputy Palace Master insist that you use the method of planting a heart lamp to prove your feelings for him. This is not a good way. Maybe Is that broken heart lamp as unreliable as the marriage stone?"

Ren Huang imagined many kinds of Xuanji's views on this matter, but he never thought that Xuanji would say this, so he couldn't help smiling.She knew that Xuanji didn't know her identity, and thought she was angry about it that she made such an appearance last night.

actually not.

"What the deputy palace lord said is true. The heart lamp can indeed test whether I am sincere. I am not particularly opposed to using certain methods to verify whether a relationship is solid or not." Ren Huang sighed softly.Xuanji's mind is simple, so in front of her, Ren Huang can always let go of his defenses and confess many things.

As soon as this remark came out, Xuanji, who was still confident in her mind, was suddenly stunned: "Why is that?"

Ren Huang fumbled for the sound transmission bell that Sifeng gave him in his sleeve, and felt a heavy feeling in his heart: "Because I know, I will definitely be able to grow a heart lamp."

She is the descendant of Nu Wa, since she has the ability to drive vegetation to her use, as long as it is a mortal vegetation, she can make it thrive in her hands, including the Kunlun bark that is made into the mask of the lover's curse.So for her, no matter whether she has a loved one in her heart or not, the heart lamp can be planted.What she was worried about was naturally not this.

"Isn't that a good thing?" Xuanji frowned and asked with her head tilted.

Ren Huang pursed his lips, unable to explain the reason for a long time, and the sense of guilt in his heart became heavier and heavier.

It is true that she can grow a heart lamp.But the moment she handed the heart lamp into Si Feng's hands, the lie she had been trying to hide all along would be exposed—because the heart lamp wouldn't light up at all.She has no one to love, and only relying on the physical obedience of all things to her, the heart lamp that forcibly blooms in Sifeng's hands will surely dissipate.She didn't dare to take this risk, because she repeatedly warned herself not to let Sifeng get hurt because of her.

Therefore, instead of letting Si Feng see the heart lamp dissipate in his hands, it is better to dispel his idea from the beginning.

"How could it be a good thing..."

It was because she knew that there would be such consequences that she deliberately avoided it.

"Because I know that the heart lamp will never shine in Sifeng's hands. All I do is to let him live in peace."

Ren Huang didn't explain the reason to Xuanji, but she knew that she could just stop here.Xuanji will not ask questions, nor will she question too much.

Snapped.

There was a slight landing sound outside the door.Ren Huang's mind was quickly pulled back to reality, she called out "who is it", and saw a black shadow flashing by the window quickly.No matter from any angle, the figure of that black shadow is very similar to Si Feng.Her heart sank, she didn't even have time to think about it, she immediately opened the door and chased him out.

The two chased to Sifeng's door one after the other.Ren Huang watched with his own eyes the door of the room being closed heavily in front of his eyes, but the room was pitch black, and even the last figure of Si Feng was rubbed into the deep darkness.

"Sifeng...?" Just as she opened her mouth, she realized that her voice was trembling.

She wasn't sure when Si Feng arrived, and she didn't know how much Si Feng had heard, but she felt a very bad feeling in her heart.

thump.

The sound of porcelain falling to the ground came from the room, and a few birds fluttered out of the small courtyard in the quiet morning.

"Sifeng, what's the matter with you?" Ren Huang didn't want to wait any longer. He knocked on the door for a long time and there was no response, so he was about to break in, but found that Sifeng had set up an enchantment for his room at some time. She couldn't open it at all, "Sifeng, open the door! What's wrong with you? Can you talk!"

She kept tapping on the barrier, but she couldn't get an echo.

Just when she thought everything was useless, Si Feng's voice came from the room.It was a voice that was completely different from usual, hoarse, and suppressed emotions to the extreme: "You go, you can't open this enchantment. I don't want to see you either."

Ren Huang felt that it was himself who was swallowed by the darkness.She was clearly standing where she was, but there was a sense of emptiness on the soles of her feet for no reason.

Si Feng in the room knew that she hadn't left, and said again: "Miss Ren, you've seen enough of my ugliness, why bother to pretend to care about me now..."

That was a cold tone that Ren Huang had never heard before, every word pushed her into the ice cellar.

Si Feng was outside his room just now, and heard everything - including the little tricks he played to deceive him.

She thought she could hide the lie from the other party for a lifetime, but it was exposed in an instant.

"I..." Ren Huang felt that all the words he had said were blocked in his throat, and his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.

The morning glow dyed half of the sky red, and the rising sun also poked out half of its face from the sea level amidst the melodious singing of birds.

"Sifeng, I'm sorry."

The people in the room resolutely did not respond at all.

Ren Huang didn't know what she could say now to make up for what she had done before.Si Feng had told her countless times before that what he wanted was his sincere, true and complete feelings, not sympathy out of pity.But she still chose to hide her compassion through deception.

Everything, in the final analysis, is nothing more than her own cocoon.

***

When Ren Huang saw Yu Sifeng again, his whole body seemed to have been gouged out by someone. His thin body and bones looked even thinner, and his ruddy complexion became pale. The same fragile feeling was also made worse by the faint redness at the end of his eyes.

No one told Ren Huang, but Ren Huang was sure that Si Feng's lover's curse must have occurred.

It was also because of this that even though it was a sunny afternoon, Ren Huang felt bitingly cold all over.

"Sifeng..."

She took half a step forward, but the other party took a step back.

"I……"

Yu Sifeng respectfully stood in the line of Lize Palace and bowed to her: "Miss Ren, men and women can't get close. Since you have no affection for me, it's better for us to keep a distance, so as not to misunderstand the girl's destiny. .”

His tone was cold, and from head to toe he exuded the alienation of being thousands of miles away.Ren Huang couldn't ask any more questions, so he could only let him leave with the disciples of Lize Palace.

"Sister Huang, are you okay?"

Ren Huang turned his head and met Shang Xuanji's worried gaze.She shook her head slightly, indicating that she was fine, then silently passed Hao Chen who came side by side with Xuanji, and returned to the room.

She sat in the dim room and took a few sips of wine before taking out the fragments of the Lover's Curse mask that she picked up outside the house that day from her sleeve and looking at it again and again.

That day...why did Sifeng come to her...?

Alcohol made her already sluggish brain even more chaotic. She leaned against the pillar, and everything she could see was gray.Ren Huang only felt that he was very tired, very tired, and when he closed his eyes, he fell asleep.

The author has something to say:

Another chapter of abuse (probably?

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Xiao Fenghuang went to find Ren Huang to reconcile, and Ren Huang won the bet, because Xiao Fenghuang really didn't want her to do anything she didn't want to do in front of her, but by coincidence, she heard the conversation between her and Xuanji, and knew that Ren Huang had been lying to him.

Of course, there is another reason why the Little Phoenix Lover's Curse occurred, that is, he thought that Ren Huang liked Hao Chen.Because Ren Huang said that he can grow a heart lamp, but the heart lamp can't light up in the hands of Little Phoenix, combined with Hao Chen's rescue of Ren Huang and the marriage stone before, um, it's a curse. =-=

That's right, I am such a bloody mother.