[Amuro Toru] Goodbye, this world and you

[Recording notebook of Jiang Gu Weiming:

My name is Jiang Gu Weiming. My mother said that I am a 48-month-old baby and I am about to become independent.

My mother is only 29 years old, 48 to [-], so I am already a big child who can take care of my mother!]

Jiang Gu Weiming pinched the shoulder strap of her schoolbag nervously, this was the first time she came to her father's work place to find her father.People in suits and leather shoes came and went, as if they didn't see her, they hurried past her.Jiang Gu Weiming, who was huddled in the corner, retracted her raised foot.

"Is it Weiming?"

Jiang Gu Weiming, who was stopped, was a little scared, and turned his small body tremblingly. When he saw the familiar face in front of him, his crying face immediately overflowed with a smile, "Uncle Kazama!" Jian Yuya is still alone now.

"Hi Ming!" Kazama Yuya squatted down, "Why are you here? Mr. Furuya is out of the field. May I take you to the lounge to wait for him?"

"Okay, thank you, Uncle Kazama!" Furutani Weiming shook his body, "But is the lounge far away? Weiming's schoolbag is so heavy today, I can't go QAQ" lowered her head, her two fingers resting on each other.

"Leave this to me!" Kazama Yuya took the schoolbag off Fugu Weiming's shoulder.

"Thank you Uncle Kazama! You are really a good person!"

"That's not the case!" Yu Kazama touched his head embarrassingly, "Let's go, I'll take you there."

The floor of group zero is not accessible to ordinary people. Fugu Weiming has been here two or three times, but she was always brought by her mother. This time she came alone. It was a brand new experience, like an adventure!

"Kazama! Have you brought the information!"

Just as the elevator door opened, a very familiar voice came, Jiang Gu Weiming shuddered, turned around and wanted to run into the elevator.Unfortunately, her short legs were not as good as the opponent's long legs, and waving her hands still couldn't change the fact that she was lifted. "That, Uncle Jing Guang!"

This person is Zhu Fu Jingguang, father's best friend, father has many friends, but only Jing Guang is still there.What does it mean to be gone? Dad told Jiang Gu Weiming that it means that he has gone to a place far, far away.

"Weiming, why are you here?" Zhu Fu Jingguang hugged Jiang Gu Weiming into his arms and let her sit on his arm, "I heard from Ling that you have an activity in kindergarten today at this time, so Is it almost over? Did Yuzu come with you?"

"This...that..." Jiang Gu Weiming lowered his head, grabbing the hem of his jacket with both hands.

"Kazema, put these things away first, I'll come over later." Zhu Fu Jingguang and Kazama Yuya said, and brought Fugu Weiming to the lounge.

Jiang Gu Weiming was sent down, she was a little nervous, seeing Zhu Fu Jingguang ignored her with her mobile phone on, then trotted and hugged his trouser legs, "Uncle Jingguang! Don't tell your parents, I ...I sneaked out! I...will go back obediently later!" He sucked his nose pitifully, and was about to cry.

"Stop, stop, stop! Take back your tears." Zhu Fu Jingguang squatted down and looked at Jiang Gu Weiming, "Now you know how to be afraid? Why were you so bold when you sneaked out! Okay, you have to tell me first, Why did you run out? I'll listen to the reason and think about whether to tell your parents."

"Really?" Jiang Gu Weiming opened his eyes wide, staring at Zhu Fu Jingguang.

"Really!" Zhu Fu Jingguang picked her up and put her on the sofa chair beside him, then he pulled the seat opposite and sat down. "Speak, I will consider it according to the situation."

"That's...that's..." Jiang Gu Weiming tugged at his clothes, "Mom is half-hearted! It made me lose. I want to find my father. If I go, I will definitely win!" Today is Jiang Gu Weiming. Kindergarten track and field games, children and parents compete together.Last year, it was Jiang Gu Zero who led Jiang Gu Weiming to lead the way and finally won the first place.But he really couldn't get away from this job, so he had to let Yu take her there.

You talked about the matter with some other mothers halfway, and it happened that during the high jump, Jiang Gu Weiming felt that she was taking a break from the competition and was not serious about the competition, so she got angry.When a child loses his temper, the first thing he thinks of is his father who can help her win.

"Everyone will make mistakes, so if you didn't take the first place this time, then next time, you can't take away the No.1 every year."

"No! Mom can do it, she just... did it on purpose!" Jiang Gu Weiming pouted, "I made my mom angry this morning because I broke the bread everywhere, but I did it to For hello! I didn't do anything wrong! Mom is just mad!"

"So Weiming didn't give you the first place because you thought that You were angry with you?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked, and Jiang Gu Weiming nodded. "I think Weiming, you must be wrong. Do you think your mother is such a stingy person?"

Jiang Gu Weiming put her finger on her chin, puffed her mouth, and started to think.Mom is really naughty, she will disturb Dad's cooking, and will deliberately touch the seasoning on Dad's face.She will also compete with Wei Ming for food. If Wei Ming eats a piece of cake, her mother will definitely ask her father to prepare a similar one for her.Like a little baby, she sticks to her father all the time, and sometimes she is very fierce. The things you can't do are the things you can't do. If Weiming accidentally steps on the thread, she will kick her ass, which hurts a lot!

"Does Wei Ming think that mother is stingy?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked again.

do you thinkWhatever Wei Ming wants to play or eat, her mother will definitely be the first to express her support.The doll that Weiming likes lay down at home after school the next day.Wei Ming wanted to learn to dance, so her mother took her to the dance class the next day.Other children said that their mother was not good at this and that was not good, only Wei Ming’s mother supported Wei Ming if she thought it was possible, she was not stingy.Besides, my mother is only 29 years old, and Weiming is 48 months old. She is much older than her mother. She is an older child, and she can tolerate her mother's childishness.Jiang Gu Weiming shook his head, "Mom is not stingy, but mother is very generous!"

"So Mom will never let you miss the first place just because of these minor incidents." Zhu Fu Jingguang patted Jiang Gu Weiming's head.

"I see, Uncle Jing Guang!"

Zhu Fu Jingguang glanced at the clock on the wall, "It's still early, anyway, I have nothing to do, why don't you listen to me and tell me about the mother I know?"

"Okay!" Jiang Gu Weiming said.

[Is the mother that Uncle Jingguang said really a mother?Why is it different from what Weiming saw?

Uncle Jing Guang said, my mother had a very difficult childhood, how difficult was it?It's like Weiming can no longer eat delicious chocolate cake.My mother was caught by the villains, locked in a dark room, and did something she didn't like. Those villains even hurt my mother's mother, who was Weiming's grandmother.My mother has spent more than ten years in that kind of dark place.

Uncle Jingguang is very grateful to his mother, because without his mother, he would have been to that distant place for a long time.My mother is very powerful, she can fight and shoot, she can overwhelm a large group of people by herself, and even play around with my father.Are you sure this is Weiming's mother and father?Obviously last night, when Weiming quietly slipped out of the room, she also saw the scene where her father subdued her mother on the sofa. Why is today's mother better than her father?

Uncle Jing Guang said, Mom has been depressed for a while, is it true?Mom obviously looks heartless every day, she looks more like a child than Weiming, wanting dad to hug and kiss her!

So, which one is the real mother? ]

"You were able to wipe out a huge group of bad guys with one hand at that time. Wei Ming was able to be born and raised safely, thanks to my mother's careful care." Zhu Fu Jingguang expressed what he knew about You in the words of a child After going through it again, some parts that cannot be said in the middle are all skipped.

Slap!The door of the lounge was pushed open, "Weiming! Hrio!"

"Zero! You're coming!" Zhu Fu Jingguang stood up. "Father..." Jiang Gu Weiming lowered his head and called out cautiously.

Jiang Gu Ling patted Jiang Gu Weiming's head, "Excuse me, hrio, go get busy."

"Okay, I've been educated, Zero, you should be careful." Zhu Fu Jingguang walked out of the lounge.

Jiang Gu Weiming raised his head a little, glanced at Jiang Gu Ling, saw that his complexion was not very good, immediately lowered his head, ran to the end of the sofa in the lounge, scrambled on the edge of the sofa, stuck his head out and stared at him. Fall to zero.

"Weiming, come here!"

"Father, I'm standing right here. You can tell me, but I can hear you." Jiang Gu Weiming gripped the sofa tightly, unwilling to let go.She knew that her mother had reminded her not to run around, but she still ran out alone today.Dad must be very angry. "Uncle Jingguang has educated me just now. I know I was wrong. Dad, don't be angry. I... admit my mistake obediently. I won't eat the chocolate cake tonight, okay?"

Jiang Gu Ling didn't reply her if she was okay, "Weiming, come down with me, mom is waiting for you downstairs, she is very worried about you." Jiang Gu Ling took two steps forward, grabbed Jiang Gu Weiming's hand, and held He hugged him in his arms and walked out.

There is a huge difference in strength between children and adults, and Jiang Gu Weiming, who is sitting on Jiang Gu Ling's arm, has a black eye, and it's over! "Dad, is Mom very angry? Please help me comfort Mom, I will never dare again!"

"You tell your mother about this yourself. You are very angry now. Remember to have a better attitude." Jiang Gu Ling was no longer in the mood to comfort his daughter. He began to wonder if he was really right by You because he was too spoiled. It's too late, so she doesn't want to think about the consequences at all. The four-year-old child, who hasn't read all the words, dares to find her by herself. The reason is because she feels that she has been wronged.

Jiang Gu Ling carried Jiang Gu Weiming downstairs and walked into the parking lot. You had already been waiting in the back of the car for a long time.

The car door opened, Jiang Gu Weiming slowly moved in, You didn't even look at her and continued to flick the phone in her hand.

"Mom..." No response.

"Mom!" Still no response.

"Mom! Weiming was wrong! I'm sorry! Mom, don't ignore me! Huh! I won't dare to do it again next time!" You ignored her, thinking that her mother didn't want her anymore, Jiang Gu Weiming cried loudly .

"Shut up, it's so noisy!" You stopped Jiang Gu Weiming from crying. "If you want to cry, go outside and cry!"

Jiang Gu Weiming covered her mouth, approached You, and hugged her legs, "Mom... I was wrong, can you talk to me... can I talk to your little baby?"

"Not good! My little baby ran away in a fit of anger! I don't have any baby anymore!" Yuzu threw the phone to Fugu Ling, motioning him to look at the content on the phone.

"Mom, your little baby is here, still alive! Didn't go away!"

You shook your legs, "Why can't I see it, didn't you come to your father to complain about your grievances before? Your mother and I can't do it anymore. I couldn't help you get the first place, so I was ruthlessly abandoned by you." .Fortunately, I managed to get a second one. If you don’t even have this one, do you want to find a place to deal with your mother directly?”

"No, no! I love my mother the most, and I won't throw her away." Jiang Gu Weiming held her mouth shut, all she knew was that her mother would go far, far away.She doesn't want her mother to go far, far away, she wants her mother to stay by her side.Dou Da's tears rolled down continuously, and Jiang Gu Weiming was out of breath from crying.

"Weiming, don't run around casually anymore." You raised her hand to wipe away the tears from Jiang Gu Weiming's cheeks, and hugged her.

The child's energy was limited, Jiang Gu Weiming sobbed and fell asleep in a while.

After dealing with the rest of today's work, Jiang Gu Ling got into the car again, glanced at the back row, Jiang Gu Weiming was lying in Yuyou's arms and said silently, "Asleep?"

"Well, let's go, Dad is still waiting." Tonight they agreed to go to Ikeda Kazawa's for dinner and stay overnight by the way.The happiest thing for Ikeda Kazuzawa who has retired is that Yuzu brought Futani Miming to see him.

"Are you angry?" Jiang Gu Ling started the car and looked at Yuyou through the rearview mirror.

"Oh... Jiang Gu Ling, am I very angry?" Yuzu narrowed his eyes, "But I'm still a little angry with you."

"Me? What's wrong with me, You can't transfer your anger, I will criticize Weiming with you." Jiang Gu Ling stepped on the accelerator and turned the steering wheel.When he found out that Weiming had escaped today, his first reaction was whether You would be looking for Weiming to find a breakdown.Because she was afraid, afraid that Wei Ming would be taken away like she was when she was a child.Jiang Gu Ling sighed, some sores left too deep marks on the pomelo heart, and he hadn't filled them up after several years of sewing.

"You're too used to her," You patted Fugu Weiming's back lightly, picked up the suit jacket that Fugu Ling hung on the passenger seat, and covered Fugu Weiming's body. "If you were more aggressive towards her, you wouldn't run to your side if something happened. Is she free to run around at your side? Fortunately, Kazama and Jing Guang met her this time, otherwise? ?”

"What's more, she said that if she wants to be number one, you can help her to be number one in everything. Today, she just got a No.2, so she can't stand it. What will she do when she grows up? With us around, she won't have that much protection when she grows up." You really don't want to quarrel with Jiang Gu on the issue of children's education, but she has been muddling along so that Jiang Gu Weiming has become a person who can't accept failure. people.With such an ability to resist pressure, just a casual exercise can break her down.

"It's not that serious, okay. You think too much, Youyou." You directly upgraded the small child's competitive thinking to the social stress resistance ability of adults, "Weiming will not become like this, we and her She listened carefully to what she said. It is inevitable that children will be a little naughty, but their ideas are more straightforward, and it will be fine when they grow up."

"I didn't take care of it well when I was young, will it be okay when I grow up? We didn't teach her, the future society will teach her. Don't talk about it, just talk about her sneaking out today. If... I said if, come out One person took her away, what should I do? The disappearance of children happens every day, how can I be sure that the next one is not Weiming." You looked out the window with red eyes.She picked up Jiang Gu Weiming who was pregnant and hugged her tightly.

Ikeda Kazawa lived not far away, half an hour away, except for the initial conversation, neither of them said anything.

At the door of the house, You pushed open the door, walked out with the sleeping Wei Ming in his arms, and yelled at the people in the yard, "Dad!"

Ikeda Kazawa walked over quickly to open the door, looked at You with red eyes, and was anxious, "What's wrong?"

Yuzu stuffed Fugu Weiming into Ikeda Kazuzawa's arms, "I'll go back to the room for a while." After speaking, he walked in, his steps became faster, and he didn't stop until he entered the room.

Jiang Guling parked the car, walked in with an unclear expression, "Dad, I'll go up and see you first."

"Wait!" Ikeda Kazuzawa stopped Fugu Rei, "What happened to Yuzu?"

Jiang Guling sighed, "Weiming will explain this when Weiming wakes up. She sneaked out and let You search for it for a long time."

Ikeda Kazuzawa nodded slightly, and left the stairs with Fugu Weiming in his arms.Jiang Gu Ling didn't stop there, and quickly went upstairs to the door of the room.He raised his hand and pulled it, but the door didn't open, "You, let me in." Jiang Gu Ling knocked on the door.

You opened the door of the room, turned around and walked in without paying any money, and fell straight into the bed, burying her head in the pillow without making a sound.

"You~" Jiang Gu Ling sat down and touched You's head, "Don't do this, I will pay attention to the matter of Weiming next."

"Don't touch me!" You's voice was muffled, obviously crying.

Furutani Rei leaned over and turned Yuzu over, Yuzu immediately covered his eyes with his arms. "Can you go to the side for a while, I just want to cry for a while."

"You look like this, how can I go to the side and stay." Jiang Gu Ling moved You's arm away, and stretched out his hand to brush the hair off her face. "Afraid that Weiming will be taken away like you were when you were a child? Afraid that she won't have your endurance, and the future will suffer, right?"

Tears overflowed, yes, she was worried.However, Jiang Gu Weiming is still a child who is not afraid of anything.It's okay to be naughty at ordinary times, but you didn't think of such a thing as slipping away by yourself. "How old is she and how courageous she is, did she just run away from home after I scolded her a few words one day?"

"I'm really not surprised that Weiming did this. After all, you and I were not quiet and obedient when we were young. If you send such a message to your parents, you can't blame her for this." Jiang Gu Ling hugged You, "Besides Weiming is only four years old, and he will be better when he goes to elementary school next year, but he is still too young now."

"Small? She is a little younger, but her thinking is not young at all. Have you ever seen a child who sneaked away and turned around to ask his mother for money and food. Even the kettle Bring it, she is well prepared."

"This can only show that I have well remembered the wild survival skills I taught her." Jiang Gu Ling lay on the bed, with one arm around the pomelo, "It's okay to be a little naughty, at least she is a healthy, lively and active child. Could it be that You like Weiming quietly pulling the corner of your clothes and timidly following behind you."

"Are you changing the concept secretly?"

"Do you also hope that Wei Ming can do what she likes to do according to her own ideas? Otherwise, you wouldn't let her run here and there to participate in various activities over the years."

You raised her head and gave Jiang Guling a contemptuous look, "But she can't be allowed to come casually." Sighing, "I knew I was held back by you at the beginning, and I would definitely take good measures, not so early Just give birth to Weiming. I’m not ready for anything, and I’m going to be a mother?"

"This..." Jiang Gu Ling didn't think so much about this at the beginning, he was planning to get married anyway, and since You didn't mention it, he didn't think too much about it.The final result was that Jiang Gu Weiming came early.Now that the child came, they didn't think about not wanting her, so they became parents smoothly in the first year of marriage, which caught them off guard at first.

Two people who don't know how to take care of children at all, read a cabinet of books and discussed it. In the end, they still feel free. After a set of theoretical methods, the two of them will collapse before the child grows up.

"Don't think about it, Yu, think you want to go skiing?" Jiang Gu Ling changed the topic, "We haven't had a good time going out. Actually, I think it's better for you to put all your thoughts on Wei Ming. It's better to go and have fun by yourself. Weiming will have her own way to go, you can't think of everything for her."

"I want to go!" Raising a child for four years, let alone playing, just walking around with Weiming every day is exhausting enough.Among them, Jiang Gu Ling helped to take away some of them. If not, it would be too late to be around children every day.Every time she felt that she couldn't take it anymore, You would think of her own mother, how she managed to take care of everything at home while taking care of her.

"Let Dad take Weiming for two days. I'll make a report now, and we'll leave tomorrow!" Jiang Gu Ling took out his phone and began to edit text messages.

"Won't it affect your work?" Yuzu lay on Jiang Gu Ling's chest.

"I haven't had a long vacation for four years, so I still have two or three days to spend with you." After clicking send, Jiang Gu Ling put down his phone. "I'll go and give Wei Ming a boost later, and let her stay here for a few days and think about it carefully. She can't be lawless just because we pet her."

"Not taking her?"

"Isn't it just the two of us?" Jiang Guling rubbed Cengyou's head.

[Today is the first day my parents left me to go out to play, I miss them so much, but they didn’t even call me, very sad QAQ.

Grandpa showed me many photos of my mother when I was young, and told me a lot about my mother when I was young. It turned out that my mother was also a naughty child when she was young.I asked my grandfather if he had any photos of his mother growing up, because he had seen enough of his naughty mothers all the time, and Weiming wanted to see the super powerful mother in Uncle Jingguang's mouth.But grandpa's eyes were red, and he said no.

Last night, my father came to me to whisper to me, and he said that my mother was no longer angry.Sure enough, as long as there is a father to take action, Wei Ming will still be the mother's baby, and this will not change!It's just that Dad said that he was going out to play with his mother, and he didn't bring Wei Ming with him, so Wei Ming was here to accompany grandpa.Woohoo, Weiming really wants to go out and have fun, okay?Dad said it was my punishment for sneaking out without saying hello to adults, and everyone would be punished if they did something wrong.Well, Wei Ming accepted it.

So today they left their little treasures and set off...]

The author has something to say:

When I wrote the final ending yesterday, I got a little personal, and tears flowed a lot.So I decided to write a little extra, if they can live happily as a family of three.If you didn't realize it when you were a child, you want to have it when you are a mother.