Be salted fish in paranoid literature

Xu Ruchi looked at the last page of the book, staring at the last sentence in a daze.

So it's really BE...

"Why don't you talk?" Qin Sheng pinched his child's fingers and asked in a faint voice.

Xu Ruchi frowned, and wanted to pull back his fingers, but was caught by Qin Sheng's backhand. In desperation, he could only ask angrily:

"Gone?"

"Ah."

Qin Sheng looked down at the black and soft hair and the defenseless nape of the person in his arms, his gaze sank, and he couldn't help hugging him a little tighter.

"So, is the knight happy with his remaining sparrows?" Xu Ruchi asked without thinking.

"I don't know." Qin Sheng didn't answer directly.

Xu Ruchi felt that his neck was a little itchy, so he dodged it uncomfortable, and then said sullenly: "It must be very happy, he rescued him, but he locked him in."

"It was a joke from beginning to end."

"Yeah." A soft voice of approval.

"I hope the knight will always be bald for the rest of his life." Xu Ruchi said without expression.

Qin Sheng laughed softly when he heard the words, and felt that the thinking of the person in his arms was really as simple as that of a child...

Xu Ruchi felt that the story of the bald knight was not as good as he had imagined, and suddenly felt a little lost in interest, but he hadn't found any other interesting books, so he had no choice but to let Qin Sheng carry him to the bookshelf.

He insisted on letting go...

"What do you want to see?" The voice reached Xu Ruchi's ear, with a slightly coaxing meaning.

Xu Ruchi lazily put his chin on Qin Sheng's shoulder, feeling that his anger was unnecessary, and the other party would not let him stay alone at all...

"I'm going to put it back first." In a muffled tone.

I mean the book of poems.

Qin Sheng led the people around, walked to the bookshelf on the inside, and said to the person who was still sulking in his arms, "Here."

Xu Ruchi supported Qin Sheng's shoulder, looked up and found that it was indeed where he took it out, and then he tried his best to stuff the book back.As he put it in, though, he glanced at the small editor's message on the spine.

"Bai Xu, what a nice name."

Qin Sheng's eyes moved slightly, and then he reached out to help his child hold the book, and explained calmly, "That's my mother."

"!!"

Xu Ruchi blinked, somehow felt that it was disrespectful for him to be lying in Qin Sheng's arms, and wanted to come down in a hurry.

"Put me down quickly."

He still hasn't forgotten that Qin Sheng seemed to have said that his aunt committed suicide, and Xu Ruchi always felt that it was disrespectful for him to flip through the book so casually just now, and to call him "The Bald Knight".

Qin Sheng saw that he was a little anxious, and he didn't seem to be losing his temper, so he put him down.

"What's wrong?" A faint tone.

Xu Ruchi took a deep breath, looked up at Qin Sheng speechlessly, and asked with some concern: "Why didn't you tell me in advance? I don't know poetry, so it's all nonsense evaluations, so bad ..."

Auntie thought she was a very talented person, so it seemed a bit embarrassing for her to talk nonsense.

"It was translated when she was free, and she found someone to find a way to publish it together. Most of the poems above were recorded by street poets when she was studying in France. It's okay." Qin Sheng comforted.

"Oh, that's good..."

After hearing Qin Sheng's explanation, Xu Ruchi was slightly relieved, and then thought that he really didn't know much about Qin Sheng's family, because it didn't seem to be mentioned in the original text.

To be honest, he wanted to know, not just curiosity.After all, it's such a close relationship, and I still don't know anything about him, so it's a bit ridiculous no matter how I think about it.

But Qin Sheng probably wouldn't tell him either.

Well, forget it...

Xu Ruchi touched the spine of the book, then turned and left, without being hugged by Qin Sheng, feeling inexplicably depressed.

Xu Ruchi walked around the bookshelf in no mood, picked up a picture book, and then sat cross-legged on the carpet by himself, ready to read the book with dull eyes.

On the contrary, he made proper arrangements for himself, and just ignored Qin Sheng.

"Still losing your temper?"

Xu Ruchi felt his head being gently rubbed by the person behind him, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't read the book anymore, but felt that his eyes were sore and his vision was a little blurry.

I've been following him all day...

He suddenly felt that he was doing some useless work going around, saying that he was cheating or not, and was hiding something. Qin Sheng didn't think it was a big deal at all, and he still felt that he was throwing a temper tantrum.

Why is it always so strong...

Don't even give him a chance to get angry.

"Yes, I still want to make trouble, what are you going to do with me?" With a crying voice, he was inexplicably planning to break the can.

Qin Sheng frowned, and realized that the other party was in a bad mood, so he immediately picked him up and walked towards a sofa in the study.

"You...why are you always like this..." The muffled and ambiguous words were accompanied by sobs of grievance.

sofa

Xu Ruchi leaned on Qin Sheng's shoulder, his eyelashes were a little steamy, but luckily he held back.

Crying every day, how embarrassing...

"It was my fault."

Xu Ruchi suddenly didn't want to go on like this anymore, he was a little tired, so he straightened up from Qin Sheng's arms with great effort, and asked aggrievedly:

"You always come to coax me like this, aren't you also... cheating... lying to me. Where are you... wrong?"

"..."

The air suddenly became stagnant...

Xu Ru held his breath so hard that he couldn't even shed his tears. He tried very hard to tear Qin Sheng's arm across his waist, but he couldn't pull it away no matter how hard he tried. He was angry and anxious.

In the end, he was aggrieved and cried while breaking Qin Sheng's fingers, wanting to leave.

"You are sick……"

"What's the difference between you and... and the bald knight?"

"Keep lying to me, keep lying to me, what...don't tell me anything..."

……

He couldn't leave at all, and Qin Sheng didn't think about letting him go.

After Xu Ruchi realized this, tears fell, and he wiped his eyes with his hands in a broken state.

But the more you wipe, the more you can't wipe it dry.

"Stop crying, okay?" Qin Sheng pulled him into his arms again, feeling that his child's crying made people feel distressed.

"No... not good." It was a rebellious tone.

Xu Ruchi suddenly felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, he stammered and complained: "You lied to me, you lied to me from the beginning..."

"Otherwise, how could I like... fall in love with you..."

"Monitor me... and use positioning on me...you see me cry... don't you... think it's funny?"

His fingers began to curl up nervously, Xu Ruchi fell into a negative mood, and he didn't want to see Qin Sheng at all.

The other party is a bad guy, a bad guy through and through.

Xu Ruchi's waist was held tightly by someone, and the tears on his cheeks left streaks of water, but they were gently wiped away with his fingers.

"No, I'm very distressed." Rarely expressed his emotions bluntly.

Qin Sheng really didn't know why his child was angry. He paused to think about the reason. At first he thought it might be because his methods scared people, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.

Don't you like to hide it?

"You don't...don't feel bad."

Now Xu Ruchi felt that what Qin Sheng said was all lies, who knows what other things he did that he didn't know about, probably a whole lot of them.

And that room, those dismissed servants, he didn't know anything about it.

Now that I feel distressed, why didn't I feel distressed when I didn't tell him anything before, when I saw myself being stupid?

It's all just coaxing him.

"Aren't I just a little canary? I'm your little boy." Xu Ruchi wiped away his tears, took a while, and said quietly.

"Who told you? Qin Siqin?"

Xu Ruchi ignored Qin Sheng's words, thought about it on his own, and felt that what he said was still not right, so he added seriously: "No, I'm not a canary, I can't sing, and I don't have a golden bird." feathers, I know nothing..."

"Qin Sheng, why did you raise me? I can't bring you anything?"

Xu Ruchi looked at Qin Sheng with puzzled emotions in his eyes.

"I don't need you to bring me—"

"Would you like to let me go?" Xu Ruchi interrupted Qin Sheng quietly.

After all, he is just a millet bug, what kind of charm can he have?

Why did Qin Sheng want to be by his side?

His face?

But this face didn't do him any good...

When I was in school, I was half-jokingly told that I didn’t look like a boy, and after finally working, I was still harassed inexplicably. Now when I woke up, I suddenly ran into this completely strange world.

He thought that if he was honest and obedient, he could stay at home, but Qin Sheng just refused to agree, and insisted on lying to himself and boiling himself in warm water.

He almost believed that the other party was a good person, but he came back to tell him otherwise.

The other party is actually lying to you, but they just want you to be quiet and behave.

……

But after saying this, Xu Ruchi felt his jaw was pinched, and he kissed him hard as if he had been taught a lesson.

The head was raised high, and the tears were stimulated all of a sudden, leaving a tear trail on the face, extending directly to the fragile neck.

"Um... um..."

There was a hand on the back of his neck, Xu Ruchi couldn't even retreat, he could only be tasted like this...

It's like that again, there is no power to parry.

He didn't have much strength, he couldn't push it away even if he wanted to, Qin Sheng kissed too fiercely, his lips were bitten again, it hurt and scared...

"...uha... let go..." a weak voice with no strength.

But it was quickly swallowed up again.

Xu Ruchi soon realized that something was wrong, Qin Sheng seemed to be really angry, he didn't give himself time to breathe and rest.

From the beginning to the end, I just let go a little bit, and then I was immediately bullied.

……

The author says:

If Qin Sheng didn't treat Xiao Chi so well and take good care of him, Xiao Chi wouldn't like him.

There is a reason for all likes, why is Xiao Chi angry?

Because the other party was very strategically setting up a net for him, and did not put him in an equal pursuit position, but deliberately made him unable to do without the other party.

Therefore, love is something that is inherently selfish.

Selfish, unscrupulous, and exhausting all means to be interesting, not everyone can get a Plato-like soul mate.

But I still have to explain that although Qin Sheng's purpose was not pure at the beginning, part of the reason was because of Xiao Chi's body, so he was a little worried.

But it's still a neurosis...