Be salted fish in paranoid literature

Xu Ruchi was spread out on the bed, his forehead soaked in fine cold sweat, and he kicked the quilt angrily.But now there was a cold wind blowing from the window, and he shrank a little, Xu Ruchi honestly pulled the quilt over and wrapped himself up.

Qin Sheng is really wrong!

a few hours ago

"What instant reward?" Xu Ruchi spoke with a guilty conscience.

His heart is pounding now, although he knows that his resistance is probably negligible in Qin Sheng's eyes, but Xu Ruchi is still trying to get away with it.

"What do you think?" Qin Sheng threw the question back again.

Xu Ruchi didn't know what step Qin Sheng was going to take, he didn't know what to do.

Decades of peony experience almost made him give up on love, and now he is in such a situation again.Xu Ruchi's hand was locked behind Qin Sheng's back, and he couldn't move it, and he didn't have much strength to break free.

It can be said that it is the fish in the "man for the knife, I for the fish".

Isn't it just a kiss?What's there to be shy about two big men, right?Xu Ruchi comforts himself with self-deception.

Taking a deep breath, Xu Ruchi closed his eyes and nervously approached him slowly, even the hands locked behind by Qin Sheng began to tremble slightly, his clothes were all wrinkled, and his palms were even soaked in cold sweat.

On the other hand, Qin Sheng was still polite, even his trousers were still smooth and docile, he stared at Xu Ruchi without changing his face, his light brown pupils reflected the anxious appearance of the boy in his arms.

Lips touching, cold touch——

Finally finished, Xu Ruchi heaved a sigh of relief, and quickly thought of retreating.

But just as he was about to leave, Qin Sheng's hand pressed down on his neck at some point, forcibly preventing him from moving away.

For a moment, lips and teeth intertwined and breaths were exchanged.

"Qin... Shenghu...you" Xu Ruchi complained inarticulately, "let go...I..."

The restraint on the hand had already been released at this time, and the troublesome hand was now interspersed between Xu Ruchi's soft black hair, preventing the victim from having the slightest chance of escape.

"Well..." Xu Ruchi originally thought that the pain just now was enough, but he didn't expect that it was just the beginning, "I..."

The tears that had been wiped away with great difficulty, welled up again at this time, and the eye circles that had almost returned to normal were now red again.

Xu Ruchi pushed Qin Sheng's shoulder hard, but he couldn't stop the other party's intrusion at all.Qin Sheng didn't give him the slightest chance to escape, and the force was so strong that he almost wanted to tear him apart.

Wronged

really wronged

but there is no way to resist

I don't know how many minutes passed

Xu Ruchi suddenly began to feel that his head was starting to go berserk, his tongue had no strength to hide, and the hand that had been pushing Qin Sheng's shoulder with all his strength began to slip slowly.

It's hard to breathe—

can you let him go

Xu Ruchi is like a drowning person at this moment, desperately trying to find driftwood, but he is swept into the depths of the sea by waves of waves, unable to escape or escape.

Consciousness began to sink slowly, and the eyes began to turn black, as if the body was not my own.

Suddenly a strong arm fished Xu Ruchi out of the drowning sea...

"Cough cough...cough cough" Xu Ruchi coughed on Qin Sheng's shoulder with dazed eyes, his lips were bright red.

"Can't breathe?" Qin Sheng's slightly hoarse voice sounded, and he was still patting Xu Ruchi's back to help him breathe, "Have you never kissed?"

Xu Ruchi wiped the wet physiological tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands, and didn't want to talk to Qin Sheng.

What's wrong with not kissing?At least he cleans himself up.

Sniffing, tidying up his appearance, Xu Ruchi pushed Qin Sheng forcefully, determined to get off Qin Sheng's body.

But without Qin Sheng's permission, all his actions seemed superfluous, so Xu Ruchi had no choice but to raise his eyes angrily at the instigator.

"I want to go down." Xu Ruchi's voice was a little hoarse because of the cough just now.

There was a strong resentment in his tone, in short, he was in a very bad mood.

Qin Sheng looked at the red-eyed and biting rabbit in his arms, thinking that he had indeed bullied him hard today, so he opened his arms very obediently, signaling that he would not stop him again.

Xu Ruchi glanced at him suspiciously, confirmed that Qin Sheng had no intention of repenting, and then slowly got off Qin Sheng's lap.

But because his knee was pressed for a long time by that bastard Qin Sheng, it was so numb that he stumbled as soon as he hit the ground.

The pain instantly spread from the leg to the central nervous system of the brain, and Xu Ruchi covered his leg tearfully, at a loss.

"..."

Qin Sheng bent down and carried the little ancestor onto the bed, even though the other party was very reluctant.

"Bastard." Xu Ruchi wiped the tears from his eyes, and complained "viciously".

Qin Sheng was not angry when he heard the vulgar words of the market, but just looked at Xu Ruchi indifferently, as if he was waiting for him to vent his grievances.

Seeing that Qin Sheng didn't reply, Xu Ruchi felt that the atmosphere was a little cold, so he gently tugged the quilt on his body, and then slowly moved to a place far away from Qin Sheng.

Qin Sheng looked at Xu Ruchi's actions and sneered, then pulled him back very easily.

Sliding her finger over the tear stains on Xu Ruchi's face, her eyes looked up and down at the person in front of her.

it's beautiful

"That's enough patience?"

After saying this, Qin Sheng pinched Xu Ruchi's wrist lazily, and he seemed a little dissatisfied when he saw the red marks on it, and a hoarse voice sounded:

"It's too weak. I'll ask Mama Zhang to make up for you in the future. If this goes on, how can you bear it in the future?"

When Xu Ruchi heard this, he wanted to run away on the spot. How could he bear it in the future?What is Qin Sheng going to do?

His fingers flinched involuntarily.

Qin Sheng's eyes changed, he raised his eyes to look at Xu Ruchi, and saw the familiar timidity in the other's eyes.

He held Xu Ruchi's hand with his backhand, the corners of his mouth curled up, looked at Xu Ruchi gently, rubbed the back of Xu Ruchi's hand with his thumb again and again, and said kindly:

"What's the matter, baby?"

Xu Ruchi is going to have ptsd on the baby now, so he held back his discomfort and explained to Qin Sheng: "It's nothing... nothing."

"Um"

"So nice."

Qin Sheng stretched out his hand and scratched Xu Ruchi's chin like teasing a kitten, then turned and left after whispering something in Xu Ruchi's ear.

……

That night

Xu Ruchi lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep, the moonlight outside the window spread his body on the bed at the right time, adding a touch of brightness to the room that should have been dark.

"It's so annoying." Xu Ruchi covered his eyes with the back of his hand, trying to block the annoying moonlight, "What should I do?"

He couldn't fall asleep anyway, so Xu Ruchi sat up with his arms supporting his body, staring out the window in a daze.

In fact, since the day he came through the book, shouldn't he have expected this day to come?Just faster than the scheduled time?

Xu Ruchi broke his fingers, feeling a little disappointed.

He spent his first [-] years in the original world peacefully, but when he looked back, it was actually all foggy, and there were hardly any impressive things left in his mind.

On the contrary, the events of the past few days were vividly and vividly engraved in his memory like a cartoon.

Anyway, not sleepy now, Xu Ruchi simply got out of bed with bare feet, walked to the window, looked at the unfamiliar but familiar scenery outside, and his thoughts diverged a little.

In fact, he is quite casual, he has never had a great desire for anything, and he has never thought about the relationship between a man and a woman at all.The only thing I want to do is to stay at home alone, raise a dog, and spend my life in a flat and fast way.

To a certain extent, Qin Sheng actually fulfilled his wish in a different way?

Thinking of Qin Sheng and Xu Ruchi, he trembled subconsciously, wiped his mouth with his hands, and felt that the other party was indeed perverted.

What's your name?

He has never had a small name, the only real name is Xu Ruchi, no matter how close or close the people around him are, they can just say "Xu Ruchi" and it's over. How could Qin Sheng be so disgusting?

But while complaining, Xu Ruchi had to admit that he really had no room for resistance.There were no people in the area for a few miles outside the window, and the hillside not far away was full of tall trees. Even if Xu Ruchi was here, he could still hear the rustling of the autumn wind passing through the forest.

Beautiful yet terrifying.

Xu Ruchi looked out of the window curiously, wondering if this is where the despair "Xu Ruchi" felt?

Can't escape, can't hide, will be bound here for the rest of his life, simply smashing the jars and smashing, just want to die?

However, although Xu Ruchi is lazy and has low desires, he still has not lost his expectations for life. He does not agree with "Xu Ruchi"'s choice.Strong rejection is far less cost-effective than effective communication. Besides, Mama Zhang's food is delicious!Why don't you want to face tomorrow?

Xu Ruzhi's life purpose is: as long as he is alive, everything may change in a good direction.

----

So, on the dinner table the next day.

"Qin Sheng, I've made up my mind." Xu Ruchi hesitated again and again, swallowed three small buns, and finally poked the person next to him.

Qin Sheng put down the bowl and chopsticks and looked at Xu Ruchi leisurely, waiting patiently for Xu Ruchi to speak.

"Look, that, that is, I think..." Xu Ruchi held back for a long time before uttering these few words.

Even though we had practiced last night, why are we still nervous?

He raised his eyes and glanced at Qin Sheng, and found that the other party was looking at him very leisurely at the moment. He obviously didn't speak or show any expression, but Xu Ruchi just felt that Qin Sheng was laughing at him.

"I think we should take it step by step." Xu Ruchi said it all bluntly.

There was a moment of silence, and Qin Sheng didn't answer.

Xu Ruchi frowned and looked at Qin Sheng, feeling that he had already given in. He licked his lips and said sincerely and incomprehensibly, "Even if you marry an ugly daughter-in-law in the village, you have to meet first to get familiar with the relationship. Courtesy is required. Why do you..."

How come you want to hit home run?

Before he finished speaking, Qin Sheng was amused by his metaphor, stretched out his hand to pick Xu Ruchi's chin, and asked dumbfoundedly:

"Are you my ugly daughter-in-law?"

Xu Ruchi instantly overthrew the tower of thoughts he had built in his head last night, and looked at Qin Sheng speechlessly.

"You are ugly."

Taking a deep breath, Xu Ruchi tried to communicate again, and reasoned with Qin Sheng: "Look, I have lost my memory. I must not remember what you said about your former lover, right?"

Xu Ruchi was completely immersed in his own thoughts at this moment, completely unaware of the look in Qin Sheng's eyes when he said the word "amnesia" again.

"Then I must take time to accept it, right?" Xu Ruchi looked up at Qin Sheng with clear eyes, "So you can't act like that without my consent."

"What kind of look?" Qin Sheng deliberately teased him.

Xu Ruchi resisted the urge to roll his eyes, and said very "kindly", "Don't pretend you don't know."

"Anyway, that's all I want to say." Xu Ruchi turned his head slightly depressed, stirring the porridge in the bowl, "You can't always scare me like that..."

The tone was a little bit aggrieved.

Qin Sheng finally restrained his smile, and looked at the obediently eating boy in front of him, his heart was rippling.He had expected all kinds of reactions from Xu Ruzhi, but he never thought that he would directly talk to himself publicly.

then talk directly

Did he really know what he meant by what he said last night?

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oh~