Be salted fish in paranoid literature

When I finally coaxed people, the meal time was basically close to lunch.

"I'm done eating..." He leaned over and took a tissue from the table, imitating Qin Sheng, and wiped his fingers very intently, with his head slightly drooping, showing a very obedient appearance.

But because he slept for too long, the dull hair on his head still stood proudly after washing.

The eyes are a little swollen, partly from sleeping, partly from being provoked by Qin Sheng...

Qin Sheng looked at what people ate, and felt that there were still not many of them.

Vegetables, in particular, haven't been touched much.

very picky eater

"Finish this." The plate was moved.

Xu Ruchi curled his lips, looking at the things on the table with a dejected expression, he was still not interested in broccoli.

"I don't want to eat..." muffled.

"Eat again—"

A pair of aggrieved eyes looked over, as if reminding himself of the fact that he made people angry in the morning.

"Just two bites." Compromised.

But still no chopsticks...

Qin Sheng really felt that it was not easy to raise, so he had to take someone's fork to feed him, and reassured him: "Really only eat two bites."

In the end, Xu Ruchi felt that his mouth really smelled of broccoli, and he wished he could brush his teeth a hundred and eighty times to escape from this strange smell.

Tomorrow seems to be New Year's Eve. Although the Qin family doesn't have the habit of celebrating the New Year, it is because of Xu Ruchi.

For the first time, preparations began.

The first is the couplet and the word blessing...

"I didn't drop the scale!" A happy voice.

Xu Ruchi looked up at Qin Sheng who was beside him, feeling very happy, and continued, "In that case, you're going to write calligraphy. We've agreed, I want to see, I want to see!"

Children like Qin Sheng must have been sent to elite training since they were young, and small skills like calligraphy are also easy to grasp.

"Yes." He stroked the man's hair.

Xu Ruchi sat on his exclusive small bench, watching Qin Sheng write on the desk, he was originally in high spirits.

But look at...

Inexplicably feel that the hypnotic effect of this scene is very good.

Actually dozed off.

The eyelids began to become a little heavy, and slowly, slowly, they were about to close.

His head began to droop unstoppably, but at first he was able to react in time, and suddenly he was able to wake up, and then he looked at Qin Sheng with a guilty conscience.

After finding out that the other party didn't find out, I was relieved.

But not long after...

Then I started "fishing" again, and the arm supporting my chin wobbled a little. Finally, I planted it, and it seemed that I was about to come into close contact with the table.

A pair of hands supported Xu Ruchi's chin in a timely manner, and even shook his little head in a good mood.

"Oh... so sleepy..." The voice was a little breathy.

Qin Sheng simply put down the brush for the time being, put his arm through the man's clothes, lifted the man up from the small stool, and hugged him.

The person in the arms was very sensible, knowing that he could sleep, he subconsciously found the most comfortable position, and hugged the other person's neck vaguely with both hands.

The whole person is lazy.

At the beginning, Qin Sheng wrote while standing up, because it is better to stand up and control the brush strokes.

But now because of the pendant on his body, he had no choice but to sit down, protect the person's waist with one hand, and finish writing the couplet requested by the other party with the other hand.

You can even feel the slight breathing sound at the neck, which is very well-proportioned.

"Didn't you say that you threatened to grind the ink for me?" Knowing that the person was asleep, but still talking to him.

Although Xu Ruchi was a little unconscious, he could still hear it for a while...

"You...you have...a bottle of ink..." He turned his head to the other side and adjusted his posture.

Talking a bit intermittently...

Xu Ruchi actually doesn't quite understand why Qin Sheng always likes to talk to himself when he is about to fall asleep, he just doesn't listen well.

I often talk and talk, and the second half of the sentence disappears.

But the other party seems to have always enjoyed it.

"Well, you're right." Affirming the man's words, his tone was very gentle.

The person in the arms hummed subconsciously to show his agreement, but then fell into sleep again and stopped responding.

After finishing the task assigned in his arms, Qin Sheng put down the brush.

It was originally intended to make people happy, but there was no other major matter.

Qin Sheng glanced down at his watch, intending to let people only sleep for half an hour, after all, it's not good to sleep for too long.

Part of the reason may be that the physique is not very good, and the other part of the reason is that people have developed the habit of taking a nap.

Every day at this time, I start to feel sleepy...

He lowered his head and fiddled with the person's fingers, pinched the pads of the fingers, exerted a little force, and the blood condensed to the fingertips.

Loosen and return to normal light pink.

It's not boring to go back and forth like this.

Xu Ruchi was actually woken up by the noise, and vaguely wanted to raise his head, only to find that his hand was being pinched.

and……

Clipping nails.

"??"

Qin Sheng was actually cutting his nails. He squinted his eyes to see, and found that the nails were unexpectedly well cut.

Not too long or too short, it was neat, and it didn't hurt him.

"Are you awake?" asked softly.

Xu Ruchi lowered his head to look at his fingers, then raised his eyes to look at Qin Sheng, feeling complicated in his heart...

自己

Is it too inactive in the four limbs, and the five grains are not distinguished?

"Am I too useless..." Xu Ruchi questioned his soul.

From the very beginning, he wanted to lie flat, but he never thought that he would be able to...

Lie flat so thoroughly.

This, this, feels a little guilty.

"No, what's the matter, are you unhappy?" After trimming the man's nails, he put the nail clippers in the drawer by the way.

Xu Ruchi looked down at his paws, feeling that he was being treated like a royal.

"That's not..."

Salted fish only feels guilty psychologically, but it is quite enjoyable physically.

"You can do whatever you want, without any burden." Very calm tone.

Qin Sheng now feels that as long as people are healthy and healthy by his side, everything else is not a big deal.

If he really feels bored at home, he can also find someone a job or something...

Just keep it by your side, safety should come first.

Xu Ruchi frowned, thinking about the meaning of Qin Sheng's words, then squinted his eyes and approached to repeat what the other party just said:

"I can do whatever I want?"

"can."

Suspicious pause...

"Then what if I break up with you?" He blinked his eyes and held his breath.

Xu Ruchi was really curious about the answer. He felt that Qin Sheng was like a 24-year-old boyfriend now.

He was really fat, and he wanted to know the reaction of the other party.

There was a pause in the movement of pinching someone's fingers, his expression changed instantly, and he lowered his eyes to look over.

Xu Ruchi raised his eyes and looked back, inexplicably feeling guilty, he looked away and licked his lips.

"For what reason?" A somewhat dull voice.

Xu Ruchi was also curious at first, but with such a look that wanted to swallow him alive, he couldn't help being a little timid.

"I mean...what if..." He tugged at Ren's sleeve, with a hint of coquettishness.

but……

Qin Sheng actually asked him why he could accept this hypothetical situation?

"For what reason did you have the idea that you don't want me anymore?"

Xu Ruchi gasped, and was shocked. He was not asking the reason for the supposed breakup, but asking him why he would ask this question...

and also--

Having said that, how come I feel like a heartless person.

"I didn't!" The tone of his voice rose a little, eager to get rid of himself.

Xu Ru insisted that he just had a twitch in his head and wanted to ask, but he didn't want to get into trouble...

"Then why do you ask that?" His eyes were a little dark, but his tone was still gentle.

Xu Ruchi really realized the truth of the saying that if you don't die, you won't die. There is someone's arm across his waist, and there is a cool look on top of his head.

It was as if he had come to ask him for an explanation.

but……

He just made the mistakes that every curious person makes.

"I... I was just curious. Didn't I watch a show before? I just thought of it. I just asked casually—"

Xu Ruchi remembered that he would watch the rule of law channel with Qin Sheng in a fit of anger. There was a breakup case on it. At that time, he used Qin Sheng as a benchmark. After all, this mother set it aside.

So the question came out of my mind...

"So you don't trust me, you think I'll be like that prisoner." The voice was actually a bit cold, and I probably guessed the association of people.

Xu Ruchi felt that his heart was also cold, it was over, and it really pissed people off.

"I didn't..." He couldn't help wanting to grab Qin Sheng's sleeve.

But Xu Ruchi felt a little force on his waist, and he...was carried away, and stood aside in a daze, looking at Qin Sheng eagerly.

When Qin Sheng got up, he couldn't help but glanced at the standing child, his little face was dazed, and he almost didn't move.

But in any case, I still have to teach a lesson, so I "hardened my heart":

"Remember to drink the water."

and then left...

Xu Ruchi was depressed, he watched Qin Sheng go away, and he didn't hug him...

I don't hold him anymore.

Sniffing, he looked down at the table next to him.

I don't know when the vitamin granule water was prepared for him, but it was still steaming. It looked like it hadn't been prepared for him for a long time...

Frustrated, he brought the cup over, raised his head and drank it all, without any complaints.

"Bang—" the glass cup and the table made a little noise.

The person who drank the water casually wiped his mouth, lowered his head to reflect for a while, and then ran out the door.

As soon as Xu Ruchi went out, he saw Qin Sheng from the second floor. The other party seemed to be talking to Zhang Ma.

not gone yet...

Go downstairs quickly.

Want to find Qin Sheng.

But when he reached the corner of the stairs, he braked suddenly.

He found the other party, what did he explain?

Although he said it casually, he asked himself if he had really thought about that possibility.

It seems that I have been using the original text to limit the other party...

Why do you keep believing in the text without warmth when you are clearly a living person standing in front of you?

The hand on the armrest exerted a little force, leaving some fingerprints, as if he was extremely annoyed.

Soon the footsteps were approaching, Xu Ruchi looked up, his eyes were red.

He pursed his lips, then ran away with his head drooping...

Qin Sheng: "..."

I thought I could reap an active child, but now it seems that I am torturing myself?

Xu Ruchi locked himself in the bathroom of the bedroom, sitting against the tile wall, depressed by himself.

Originally, I wanted to use another hand to support my chin, but when I glanced casually, I saw my neat and clean nails...

It was Qin Sheng who hugged him and cut him one by one.

Uh...it's even more uncomfortable.

Sitting on the ground with his legs crossed, he thought to himself... It's over, he might really be a little heartless.

Sniffing, thinking about how to remedy it.

But he doesn't know anything, he's just a bad data engineer, but he doesn't want to do it a long time ago.

Could it be possible to write a cherry blossom code for Qin Sheng...

Shaking my head, I still feel too earthy.

Don't you have any specialties?

Cooking is not good enough.

playing games...

I haven't played for a long time, it seems that the technology has changed.

Just as he was looking for a way, the door suddenly opened.

Xu Ruchi looked up in a daze. He didn't know why Qin Sheng appeared here, because he seemed to be locked.

"I... didn't do it on purpose." Responding, a little stupid wanted to apologize, "I don't miss you that much, I just..."

But before he finished speaking, the other party came over directly, bent down and picked him up.

"Little heartless, I changed the place, I thought I couldn't find you."

The man in his arms pressed his head against the other's chest sullenly, sniffed, and remained silent.

Qin Sheng originally wanted to make people reflect on why they asked that kind of question.

But when looking at people at the corner of the stairs...

The child in his family didn't even dare to lift his head, and the hand that was hanging on the side was retracted, and the whole person was at a loss.

I haven't seen anyone like this since I got sick.

For a moment, Qin Sheng thought that he should just let it go, and he felt distressed when it happened like this.

It's hard to pamper her a bit...

Anyway, he is the one who admits it, and after all, he is also a child of his family. If you teach it slowly, you will always understand.

But the hand hasn't reached out yet.

people run away.

Very useless.

I wanted to wait for someone, but I couldn't wait for it, and I couldn't find anyone when I went to look for it.

Not in the cloakroom...

Finally, after adjusting the monitor, I realized that I had locked myself in the bathroom. I really didn't know what to say for a while.

Before pushing the door open, I thought about teaching me a few lessons, but as soon as I pushed the door open.

Misty eyes looked over, and the whole person shrunk into a small ball, with his arms wrapped around his legs, and he sat directly on the cool floor.

It seems that it is not clear why he appears.

Then there was the stuttering apology, the words were incomplete, it seemed that he was really thinking about it all the time...

At that time, Qin Sheng had only one thought in his mind: what to do to embarrass others?At that time, the person who feels distressed is not still yourself?

……

"Sitting on the ground again, is it cool?" The tone was actually a bit heavy, and he frowned.

When Qin Sheng picked him up, his back was cold, and his fingers didn't even feel warm.

Where is it bad to run, to the bathroom?

It's not as good as a cabinet...

"Yes, I'm sorry..." Through the muffled voice of the clothes, he didn't even raise his head, and his fingers were still curled up, obviously still holding back his emotions.

Xu Ruchi felt that he had done nothing, not even apologized properly...

The other party has been accommodating him, but he is himself, why ask that kind of question?

A soft sigh...

"I'd rather you really have no conscience than you come over and say sorry to me." The tone was rather helpless.

Qin Sheng originally planned to take him down to feed some food after he found someone.

I didn't eat anything at noon, and I was still thin after all.

But now it seems that he has backfired.

Pushing people away a little bit, thinking that people will learn to take the initiative, but it directly makes people fall into self-doubt.

After a lot of effort, I became more cheerful.

"I, I don't miss you that much..." Finally he raised his head, his eyes blurred with tears, and he stuttered to explain.

"I... just curious, there are always such questions in those idol dramas, I... I just want to ask..." The more I talked, the more anxious I became, I didn't know how to explain it, "No...we won't break up... ...it's a fool to break up..."

His eyes were a little red, but he just couldn't help crying, and his breathing was a little short.

Xu Ruchi felt that it was disrespectful for him to use the characters in the book to trick Qin Sheng all the time, but he didn't seem to be able to say it.

I can only apologize for this.

"Don't you want to cry? What are you holding back for?" Qin Sheng saw that his eyes were watery, and he kept looking up, but he didn't want to fall off.

The grievance is broken.

"My problem, I'll cry, cry again...isn't that too bad?" It was very organized, and he didn't excuse himself at all, very "understanding".

Qin Sheng couldn't help laughing, he had never heard such a saying before, he sat on the bedside with someone in his arms, and planned to take him down after coaxing him.

It's so easy to bully now.

"Well, so we don't cry."

Xu Ruchi bit his lip, but wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, trying to stabilize himself.

"Okay?" A questioning tone came from the ear, and the hair was stroked.

Qin Sheng looked at the man wiping his tears, and felt that he was so obedient.

He also said that people who make mistakes are not worthy of crying, how can they be so cute.

It is clear that he is the out-and-out bad guy...

His eyes darkened a bit.

"Qin Sheng—"

Xu Ruchi adjusted himself and was no longer so emotional, but he still wanted to ask one thing.

"You... what do you like about me?"

He thought about it in the bathroom for a long time, but he didn't think he was a person worthy of liking. He didn't have much talent.

Neither this nor that.

It's just a big factory and social animal...

Originally, he wanted to be a salted fish, but Qin Sheng treated him so well...too good, which made him... a little worried about gain and loss.

When Qin Sheng was angry with him, he stopped hugging him or holding him.

In addition to the sour feeling at that time, he also had that kind of thought... that kind of thought that he was really unworthy.

"I don't have any talent, what do you like a little waste?" His throat felt a little uncomfortable, and his thin chest heaved and fell.

Unable to control himself, he wiped his eyes, trying to block the tears.

"Break up, I won't...but I always think...why do you... want me? Will you..." The more I think about it, the more I fall into a strange circle, and I even want to get off Qin Sheng.

"Who told you that you are a little waste?" He hugged the wronged and disfigured man into his arms, pinched his fingers and coaxed him in a low voice.

"But...that's right, I'm not in good health...I still..."

"Nonsense." He interrupted forcefully.

Qin Sheng didn't like his children saying that they were not in good health. If it was not good, it was because he didn't take good care of it, and he didn't blame him.

"Baby, why do you underestimate your own value? Don't talk about yourself like that." Pulling the person closer, she gently pressed against the person's forehead, and wiped away the tears from the corners of the person's eyes with her fingertips.

"I'm not as good as you said, my dark side... haven't you seen it all?"

"You know in your heart that I'm not a good person, I didn't tell you..." Slowly hugging the person and talking about many trivial things, trying to use words to make people understand the importance of oneself.

……

"I'm not a good person, even bad."

"Everyone else is gone, but I still have you, my little sun?"

"Ok?"

How can you not be worthy of liking?I can't wait to circle you...

The voice is very low, but every word seems to have weight, as if it is about to be engraved on the other party's heart.

……

The author says:

Unexpectedly, I still have time to add more! (kimbo)

PS: The young couple is a bit sour, but still very sweet...