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Xu Ruchi was stunned all of a sudden, stuttering and not knowing what to say...

"You...you are also a good person." After holding back for a long time, this sentence came out.

Qin Sheng just looked at the person with lowered eyes, and finally made him feel helpless. He glanced at his head and said sullenly, "I don't know..."

Xu Ruchi defined Dr. Shen according to the original text. The big reason is that he and Dr. Shen do not have a deep friendship.

So the stereotype is a little heavier.

But if he is asked to say what kind of character Qin Sheng is, this, this is not embarrassing him...

People are becoming more and more three-dimensional, and they are not at all the paper people he thought in the early days.

Hard to describe.

"Well, send a good card." Very flat tone.

Xu Ruchi lifted his head from Qin Sheng's shoulder depressedly, and glanced at him resentfully.

stop talking...

In fact, Qin Sheng didn't intend to be too ruthless in teasing people, so he rubbed people's hair and led him upstairs again.

cloakroom--

"Need to change clothes? But I haven't worn enough for a day?" Xu Ruchi stood on the carpet, looked left and touched right.

There are some difficult choices.

Xu Ruchi originally wanted to refute Qin Sheng's statement that "it's snowing outside, so I'm afraid of catching a cold", but after thinking about it carefully...

It seems that the last time I went out, I developed a fever inexplicably after I came back.

Emmm... that's okay too.

Xu Ruchi rummaged in the closet for a long time, and finally fished out the dusty hooded sweater he wore before and put it on.

What are you doing with all those bells and whistles, old clothes are the most comfortable to wear.

"Okay." Xu Ruchi lowered his head and tugged at his sleeves, tidying up a little.

Qin Sheng lowered his eyes to look at the person, and felt that he looked more like a dusty mushroom, exactly the same as the one he took to the flower field last time.

People don't like to wear formal clothes at all, and they are a little student-like.

"Ah."

cute.

……

It's actually still morning, so it's still very early before lunch, Xu Ruchi is also idle, so he simply followed Qin Sheng to the study.

Stretching his waist, he sat on his exclusive rug, and looked at Qin Sheng lazily with his head propped up.

At that time in the hospital, the other party was holding documents to approve by his side, but he was actually very busy.

Now that I'm back, I still have to work.

Tsk tsk, isn't this CEO also 996?My heart suddenly became inexplicably balanced.

Sure enough, it's better not to work, anyway, he walked so many bumps and holes in his previous life, and ended up just like that. He was flying around all day, and he couldn't enjoy life well.

Now he was stabbed again, tsk, as expected, it is safest for him to stay at home?

but--

Xu Ruchi had a flash of inspiration, snapped his fingers, calculated the date on his own, and suddenly remembered an "important" thing.

Originally, he wanted to blah blah, but he looked up and saw that Qin Sheng was still working, so he had no choice but to shut up silently, but his eyes were still looking there with sparkle.

"What's wrong?" came a steady voice without even raising his eyes.

Only then did Xu Ruchi come back to his senses, and realized that it was a bit strange for him to stare so straightly, so he thought for a while, and asked tentatively, "Uh... is your company going to be on holiday soon?"

Count the days, but it’s almost New Year’s Eve!

Then, the promised... year-end bonus... Can he look forward to it?

"Yes."

Qin Sheng simply put the computer aside, put his hands crossed on the table, and waited for someone to speak.

"Then you didn't say before—" At first, I was eager to ask myself what my year-end bonus was, but suddenly I remembered that I seemed to be much better than Huo Qincheng.

When the other party was in the hospital, he bought a bunch of things he wanted when he was a child. In the end, because it took up too much space, he sent someone to pack them in the car and bring them back.

It's probably in the basement now...

He went to ask what the year-end award was, did he seem too ignorant?

Hey, not good not good.

"It's okay, it's okay, you can go to work~" He honestly and dutifully withdrew his eyes, with a sincere and caring tone.

Work well, work well, work and life can be improved steadily.

……

"Come here." He did not continue to work.

Xu Ruchi looked over in a daze, and found that the other party was holding a glass of water in his hand.

"..."

Reluctantly, he walked over, and then went to drink water from the cup, but after taking a sip, he unexpectedly found that it was a bit sweet.

"You put sugar on me!" The tone of surprise.

"Glucose." After the man finished drinking, he took the cup back.

Xu Ru was so bored that he wandered around beside Qin Sheng, finally thought about it carefully, and then asked, "When are you on vacation?"

He frowned, thinking that Qin Sheng, who can work at home, wouldn't need to approve documents on New Year's Eve, right?

This is too miserable...

"When do you want?" Qin Sheng asked leisurely.

Xu Ruchi stood still for a while, but thought about it seriously, and then gave his own rigorous answer: "Actually, if you let me play games——"

It's okay to work all the time, he can play games happily by himself, but the problem is that Qin Sheng gave him a time limit, saying that he should pay attention to everything just after being discharged from the hospital.

But before Xu Ruchi finished speaking, he was hugged directly into his arms, and Qin Sheng held the person's waist and questioned:

"What do you mean, I'm not as good as games? Huh?"

Xu Ruchi was almost immune to this sudden hug, adjusted his posture slightly, then raised his chin and said in a very orderly manner:

"But you usually have to go to work, and I'm often at home alone. When you're not around, I enjoy playing games..."

This is the fun of staying at home~

But when it comes to this, Xu Ruchi narrowed his eyes, slightly approached the person who was hugging him, and pretended to lower his voice: "However, to be honest, how long have you been secretly looking at me?"

It's really bad, it's okay to use surveillance on him, but it's definitely wrong to use it on others...

Qin Sheng feels that his children have finally let go, and now they will occupy the dominant position.

"Well, why, you want to punish me?" He stroked the raised hair on the side of the man's temples, and asked unhurriedly.

This can't be removed for the time being, people are clumsy, what if they fall again...

Xu Ru insisted that he still didn't have that strength, and put his head heavily on Qin Sheng's shoulders a little discouraged.

Twitch your mouth and show it badly.

"Were you thinking about the year-end bonus?" He pinched the person's fingers and asked softly.

Xu Ruchi stood up all of a sudden, and asked curiously, "You still remember?"

He thought Qin Sheng had forgotten it long ago, but it has actually been a long time...

"What do you want?" The slender fingers played with the fingers of the person in his arms, and then clasped them together.

Just now, he was looking at him eagerly over there, and asked if he was on holiday in a circumstantial way, his little tail was about to be exposed.

Xu Ruchi was quite excited at first, but when Qin Sheng asked him what he wanted.

I can't think of it anymore, he seems to be missing nothing...

"Then what did you send to your company's employees?" The tone was a little puzzled.

"Money." Succinct and to the point.

"..."

Well, that's really fine too.

Seeing the man thinking quietly and seriously, Qin Sheng suddenly wanted to tease him.

"But the amount of money is different."

Xu Ruchi looked up and asked leisurely, "Is there a big difference?"

Sure enough, it came along...

"Well, their performance is different, so the amount of year-end bonus is also different." He touched the person's finger, and then asked unhurriedly, "What about you? How is your performance?"

Xu Ruchi's eyes widened in shock, feeling inexplicably dreaming of being questioned by the head teacher in high school.

"I, what achievements do I have?" Some were terrified.

"Fever, picky eaters, loss of scales—" the tone was very leisurely.

Xu Ru directly covered Qin Sheng's mouth in a huff, and retorted with some guilt: "How can this be called performance? This, this, and this are all force majeure factors, which cannot be counted..."

My mind started to spin in circles, and finally my eyes lit up, and I said anti-client:

"Then your performance is not very good~"

Xu Ruchi withdrew his hand, counted on his fingers earnestly, and said slowly: "At first, I was scared, then I lied to me, and even made a lot of things behind my back—"

"No more." He took the hand that was gesturing randomly.

The eyes are very calm, and the tone does not seem to be joking...

Xu Ruchi was flattered, he thought he was joking, but it seemed that Qin Sheng really cared.

Well... Actually, it didn't do him any harm...

Even if it was the last stabbing, it was because he might not have handled the affairs of the original owner's family well, leaving hidden dangers, and it has nothing to do with Qin Sheng.

On the contrary, I seem to have been bothering the other party all the time.

"Actually—" Xu Ruchi wanted to say something.

"Don't you want to know what that room is?" Qin Sheng pinched his fingertips, suppressed the gloomy look in his eyes, and said openly, "Want to go? I'll take you there."

Uh……

How can I tell him that I actually knew it in advance?

Xu Ruchi bit his lip, lowered his eyes and thought about it, and felt that he knew it was different from Qin Sheng taking him there himself.

"Then shall we go now?" He raised his eyes and looked over with a very serious look.

Xu Ruchi stood in front of the door, holding the key, glanced at Qin Sheng, and then at the door.

Really want to open?

In fact, it's not necessary, the things inside...

"what happened?"

Xu Ruchi came to his senses when he heard the words, curled his lips, and felt that it was unavoidable anyway, so he simply inserted the key in.

"crunch-"

The door opened, there was some dust and a musty smell inside, but it was the same as what Xu Ruchi smelled in his dream...

Standing at the door, Xu Ruchi looked at the hemp ropes of different thicknesses, a full range of knives, and a row of sleeping pills that he bought at an unknown time.

The reflective things that day were actually those knives hanging on the wall and placed on the booth...

Except for some complicated medicines, the rest of the things placed are basically sharp metal products and some unknown chains.

In short, most of these tools are used to-

"This is my mother's property. She likes it very much. Maybe she seeks spiritual comfort or escapes the pressure of reality. She comes here almost every night in the middle of the night." Qin Sheng explained lightly.

There were actually many reasons why he was unwilling to let his children come here before.

At the very beginning, Qin Sheng liked to observe this little intruder from outside, and wanted to find out what the other party's purpose was, but when he observed the past, he was always attracted by the other party's eyes. Clarity, any emotion can be seen.

Like a mirror, I couldn't help but look over, only to see my "ugly" self.

Qin Sheng didn't want the other party to know too much about his past, he didn't want him to understand what kind of person he was, and he didn't want those eyes to become dull.

He always thinks that the other party doesn't need to know so much, his child just needs to be happy.

But Qin Sheng forgot that what he loves is not a pair of beautiful eyes, but a person who can cry, make trouble and laugh.Complex emotions, elusive, complaining, angry, distressed, not an object placed in the window, but a person who lives alive and well in the sun.

He is not qualified to possess it privately, so he can only let people slowly accept his approach, try to carefully reveal a part of his true self, and observe the other party's reaction.

If the reaction exceeds his expectation, then shrink back; if the reaction is acceptable, then slowly, slowly move closer.

Until it gets bigger and bigger, I wish I could take over all of them, and I don't want anyone to show a single bit of it.

……

"What are they used for?" Xu Ruchi looked at the pile of things, but his mood was inevitably a little depressed.

Qin Sheng looked down at the person's expression, and then slowly said, "Maybe it can be called...self-mutilation."

"Because the mental pressure is tight, I need a window to express myself. She chooses to neither disturb nor be disturbed in the dead of night. She has always been very considerate."

"Then these tools are..." I couldn't help but want to confirm again.

"It's just what you think, use it on yourself." Qin Sheng gently held the person and brought it to him, not wanting people to touch those things, and then continued, "However, occasionally will bring me."

Xu Ruchi's eyes enlarged slightly, but he didn't know about it in his dream.

"What? What are you doing here?"

Didn't aunt and aunt pass away very early?Then Qin Sheng, I'm afraid he won't be too old, but this place has already been said to be doing self-harm, so can it be a place where children come?

Qin Sheng stroked the person's hair, signaled the other person not to worry, and slowly explained: "She has an outlet to vent, but without someone to share with, it becomes more unbearable than not having an outlet to vent."

"so you……"

"So I acted as her audience." Said it very directly, with a very calm face.

Xu Ruchi didn't dare to think about it, there were so many knives here, how did Qin Sheng watch his mother hurt herself at that time...

"Maybe it's because of this reason. I have always understood her very well, so when I learned that she was going to choose to commit suicide, I was so calm and even very happy for her."

……

Qin Sheng's eyes never left Xu Ruchi's body, and he watched the other person's reaction meticulously, with very complicated emotions in his heart.

Will he be afraid?Do you think our mother and son are all perverted?

Do you want to go?

Will it be...

The hand was suddenly held by the backhand, and the little finger was hooked.

"Let's hug." He raised his head and smiled at Qin Sheng very gently, then wrapped his arms around the other's waist and gave him a big hug.

Qin Sheng's body was unusually stiff.

Xu Ruchi didn't want to do anything, didn't want to ask anything, he just wanted to hug her.

In fact, he can't do anything, he's useless and brittle, he can only be hugged by others...

"It's okay, it's all over." A muffled voice came through the clothes.

Hearing this, Qin Sheng chuckled softly, then he hugged the man with all his strength, and asked again softly, "Why don't I throw these things away, don't ask me?"

The fluffy head in his arms arched, and he said sullenly, "Then why?"

"Because that's all I have on my mind."

……

After a while

Qin Sheng thought it was a bit funny to see the man on his shoulder, not wanting to come out at all.

"You don't take a closer look anymore? Didn't you always want to look at this room?" He reminded lightly.

Xu Ruchi hugged Qin Sheng's neck, thinking what the other party was doing for saying this, what else could he see, wasn't it all——

At this moment, the eyes glanced casually, and suddenly they caught something, which was shining golden.

With a swipe of his head, he raised his head and said in shock, "That anklet?!"

Why is this person still letting go?

"You put me down!" Very serious expression.

Xu Ruchi felt that Qin Sheng still needed to be educated, how could such things be used casually?

But speaking of this, he walked up to the pile of chains, knelt down and poked them, then raised his head suspiciously and asked Qin Sheng, "Please explain to me why you had to be so right..."

He won't say it all of a sudden, he can't say it belongs to the original owner, can he?It's not easy to understand.

"I don't know either. If you don't touch it, it's dirty." Qin Sheng pulled him up, and simply wiped his dusty fingers with his hands.

Xu Ruchi felt that what he said was like a hooligan, why couldn't he explain it clearly when it reached a critical point?

big liar~

"After I became an adult, I became more and more unclear about some things, most of which were vague memories." Stated the facts very calmly.

The tone was flat, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Xu Ruchi took out his finger, patted Qin Sheng's hand, and said half-jokingly: "Then your memory is not good enough!"

But just after he finished saying this sentence, he felt that it was wrong, because Qin Sheng seemed to have a good memory, after all, he reminded himself to drink water every day.

Sometimes he doesn't even remember, but this man can still pass the water...

"No, according to what you said, you are now developing your acquired memory again? Your emotional life has become richer?" Xu Ruchi's mood was not so depressed, but he started talking nonsense with others.

But Qin Sheng didn't say anything to refute, he just picked him up again, and replied very softly:

"Well, you brought me back."

A little light came through the window, and it seemed to be noon now...

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Sorry guys, I was wrong! !

I was desperate to catch up on my thesis yesterday, I was lazy for a day, I was wrong, I slipped on my knees...

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感谢在2022-05-2720:03:42~2022-05-2823:26:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!