The love of the net king's tears

Gradually, I hope to see the pain of others.

【02】

Because of him, I have no tears.

I didn't even know what tears were until I was 18.

until she appeared,

It made me understand that there is a thing that knows and knows heat in the world.

called tears...

He was always drinking heavily and beat me up when he was drunk.

Belts, stools, bowls and chopsticks...everything in the house can be used to beat me.

you devil!

Why were you born in this world!

Demons should go to dark places!

You shouldn't be living here!

Get back!

Go back to your hell!

Get back!

Get back!

Get back!

He yelled at me over and over again.

He even wanted to kill me...

If he hadn't promised his mother to take good care of me.

Because of my arrival, I took away his true love.

He loves his mother very much, loves her very much!

He always repeats his mother's name when he is drunk,

It even drops transparent liquid for these repeated words...

I don't know what that is.

But I know, that is always wet, full of feelings that I can't understand.

He is my father.

I hate him and don't have any love for him.

I hate him……

I can't wait to kill him...

【03】

I'm always after a bloodbath,

Standing up tremblingly,

He looked at his tired father with a smile.

I never cry.

Because I don't know what it means to be sad,

what is pain...

I'm like a demon, licking () my own blood.

The first thing I knew in life was blood,

Bright red blood.

Because of this, I love red, blood red...

Also because of this, I like the sunset, the bloody sunset.

I love seeing other people's fears, horrors.

then,

Stand in front of them and laugh!

I like it when they call me the devil,

bloodthirsty devil.

Dye my white clothes red with bright red blood.

【04】

When I was 10 years old, I stabbed a knife into my father's heart with my own hands...

At that time, I smiled at him,

See all his fears.

I'm so glad I made him bleed for the first time...

His blood stained my white dress.

It was the first one my grandma gave me.

Also the last gift.

you can go now.

Go meet your loved ones.

Tell her I hate her!

I will always have to hate her!

It's like hating you!

Looking at him in fear, I told him what I have said for many years.

He listened to me...

Actually laughed.

This is the first time I saw my father laughing...

Also the last time.

His smile is so gentle.

【05】

that's it,

My only relatives are gone.

I don't want anyone's care, I am a person who doesn't need any affection.

【06】

I went to find the second man in my life,

He was the one who gave me the fruit knife...

It was he who told me it would free me and my father.

I did, I did exactly what he did, and I got the results I wanted.

Father left, he went with mother.

He is happy because he is finally free.

And I'm happy too,

I also asked him.

But, God knows...

What a filthy world I've entered.

Since then, there is only him in my life—the second man in my life.

He taught me patience,

He taught me the blade,

he taught me

But she taught me...

【07】

At the age of 18, her appearance changed everything.

She is like a grandma,

Give me warmth and love.

It was also her who let me know that there is a kind of knowing and knowing heat in the world,

called tears...

Her arrival brought tears.

And she is called Tears...

【08】

Seeing everything she has experienced, I seem to see myself at the beginning...

【09】

the second man in my life,

The man who gave me the fruit knife,

The man who told me to kill his own father,

The man who taught me to kill,

Took my first time.

That time, I was no longer a 16-year-old girl.

I become a real killer.

A murder tool without passion.

I won't cry, I won't laugh, I won't be angry...

Because I gave my everything to the second man in my life.

He became my sun,

My life revolves around him.

If, that day he was gone.

I will also lose the ability to exercise.

Like a planet without the sun's gravity,

floating in space,

Looking for another sun.

【10】

kill

Bloodthirsty

kill again

bloodthirsty again

My life is repeated in between.

Nothing has changed.

as

Wind, rain, thunder, like electricity,

It is the law of nature, and we can only obey it unconditionally.

the second man in my life,

be God over us.

【11】

bullet lick

It left deep marks on my belly.

I had my first shootout with Reaper.

finally,

Reaper lost.

He hurried away with his scythe.

when it is time to leave,

He turned to me and said:

I will come back to challenge you again.

my wake up,

He has no expression.

I'm just a tool for him.

the tool is broken,

If you can fix it, keep using it.

If you can't, just throw it away.

This is the law of the world, and it is also the law here.

This time the injury changed not only me,

but the laws of nature...

【12】

At the seashore, I found the lost mermaid.

She is in pain, sad, and has lost the beautiful voice of the mermaid.

she seems to be waiting for her prince

Her prince doesn't seem to want her anymore.

18 year old little mermaid,

No longer happy, because she lost her beloved prince.

her arrival,

He did not object.

But I could see a glimmer of joy in his eyes.

she doesn't smile,

Seems to be the same as me.

The only difference with me is that,

Every night she would ooze clear fluid from her eyes.

i asked her what was that

是泪

Her answer surprised me.

Why are you crying?

I continued to ask her.

Because I have love, I have tears.

Her answer surprised me again.

【13】

he came in suddenly

raise your hand,

I only saw two handprints that were bright red on her face.

Starting today, you are tears.You will no longer have tears.

He said to her without any emotion.

She accepted.

Since then,

She no longer needs to cry.

She became the second me.

But, I know tears,

It turns out that there is a thing in the world that knows and knows heat,

called tears...

【14】

Her tears fall only for the prince in her heart...

My prince,

Where are you?

--THAN--

lost beauty

lost beauty

——Ray's petition to his loved ones

You still go, and walk before me, leaving nothing, not a single word left...

You were just a child when you first came here, and you have become a murderer as a child.And the man you killed was your father.

I saw a white dress stained with blood that had lost its bright red color.

You have no fear, no panic, just look at me coldly, as if looking at the world and your future with the same eyes.

At that time, I was only ten years old, just a little older than you.

Seeing your eyes, I actually have a feeling of fear.You seem to be an extraordinary girl, you seem to be a child of a devil, a devil abandoned by angels.

Wordlessly you follow our common master.

You are not afraid of the severe training together, and you have no pretentiousness, but only the perseverance and unyielding that I admire.

Gradually, I found that you did not cry.Don't even know what it is, you don't seem to have that scorching liquid since you were sensible.

You told me you killed everyone who loved you.

your mother died because of you;

your grandmother died because of you;

Your father was killed by your own hands...

You told me that those who care and love you will eventually die at your hands.You are a demon, a demon that even hell would not accept.

Moreover, you are scarier than demons.Because the devil still has a frightening face, but you have a pitiful face.

I just listened silently, without answering any words from you.

Soon, the master brought back other children.They joined one after another, and left one after another, leaving where they were supposed to go.There, sooner or later, is where we should go.

In the end, only you, me, Feng and Lei are left.

The master said that we would be his most trusted people.But we all know that we are nothing more than his tools, tools to be thrown at any time, because sooner or later we will break.

Killers have no absolute trust, because sooner or later they will become dead.Die at the other side's guns or at the guns of one's own...

Killers, like vampires, can only live in darkness and cannot accept strong light.Therefore, their deaths were not known to anyone and received no sympathy from anyone.

That's your last day at 16.

You lie on the master's bed and become his wife.I stood at the door and heard no shouts.At that time, maybe you only saw the master in your eyes, but I found that it was you in my heart.

However, in the next moment, I also lost that feeling.From that moment on, you are no longer a girl, and I am no longer the one who loves you, but a complete tool, a tool for killing people.

Since then, we have all lost the ability to love.All we have is hate, hate everything in this world, and have no purpose to kill some things that can get us money