ordinary time dream

I am a very, very ordinary girl living on Earth in Wuhan City, Hubei Province, China, or I should say I was a girl before yesterday, because yesterday was my birthday, August [-]th.

I am an adult, which means that I have passed the age of dreaming.

But, I don't want it, I still want to dream, because there are things that are very important to me.

I want to be a girl forever...

I am very ordinary, just like everyone else in primary school, junior high school, high school, and maybe university, job, marriage in the future, and finally die of old age.

If there is anything extraordinary about me, it can only be said to be my dream.

Since I was a child, my dreams have been strange and weird, such as rafting adventures, martial arts, magic spells... none of them have anything to do with reality.But, obviously, I love it, and it's a dream come true every time.

It has been said that every child is an angel and will have a gift from God before he reaches adulthood.

I think I have too.

When I was young, I was a mobile weather forecaster, or when I very much hoped for the weather, it would be the weather; my luck was very good, when I didn’t want to go to school, someone would come and tell me that I didn’t have to go to school today ; Sometimes my luck is bad, as long as it is a lottery, I will never win a prize...

In this way, I am not ordinary, am I?

Regardless of the things that are there or not, let’s talk about my hobbies and realistic hopes!

I'm a huge comic fan, and this is my only bad hobby that my family says is bad.

As long as I am at home, I will turn on the disc player to watch animation, and it will never change.I don't like shopping, eating snacks, doing housework, putting on makeup, and hanging out with others... It seems that I don't like group activities, so I just stay at home and watch cartoons.

My family once said that I should have more contact with the outside world, but I still like to be myself like this.

Because, when I go out, I wear a mask, a mask that I don’t like, a mask that makes me tired, a mask that pretends to be happy to everyone... I don’t want to wear it, I don’t know when it started , I have always had that mask on my face, as if to better contact and alienate others, so that others will not be disgusted and protect myself.

I guess I'm a typical "dry girl".

But I like it on the line, huh, huh.

I have had a hope since I was literate, and of course it can be realized in reality, that is, I want to change my name! ! ! ! ! !

know what my name is

Li Sisi! ! !

I don't know how many people with this name exist in China, this name is too vulgar! ! ! !

I asked my parents how I got my name, and they told me that because my grandpa passed away when I was born, in order to make me miss my grandpa whom I had never met, my name was decided like this.

Speaking of dead people, for whatever reason, it seemed like the [-]-year-old girl I was with didn't end well.

When I was [-] years old, my cousin was [-] years old, she died in a car accident;

When I was [-] years old, a girl who was very close to me was [-] years old. She fell from the [-]th floor that year, but she survived;

When I was [-] years old, a girl who was close to me for the past three years was [-] years old, and she died inexplicably after falling asleep at home that year.

I seem to be a disaster star once every three years, and I am [-] years old this year.I don't know if there is no [-]-year-old girl who is very close to me. So far, everything is normal.

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Today on the [-]th, as usual, I went to bed after taking a bath at night, and then waited for the fantasy dream that I don’t know if it will come, after all, I have passed the age of dreaming.

The dream came soon after, but it was different from the usual dreams, I knew clearly that this was my dream.

The endless snow field, the magical blue sky, no clouds, the sky and the earth are full of unpredictable blue.Where have I seen or heard that the cleanest snow is blue.

This place is beautiful, pure and clean, yet unpredictable.But more importantly, it makes me feel very comfortable here. It is spiritual comfort, joy, comfort, nostalgia... and reluctance.

I don't know why I have these emotions, but I know that my wish can come true, I can continue to dream, and the price is: I can never go back to the original world...

Where is my answer?I want to be my true self, so the answer is already there, isn't it, that's why I feel reluctant...

Goodbye

my past......

Goodbye

won't remember all my people

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It's like a blank canvas, everything changes with my thoughts.Soon, a building with six-leaf snowflakes as the outline appeared in this magical blue world.

One leaf is mainly pink and green, which symbolizes spring and wind;

One leaf is mainly dark green, which symbolizes summer and wood;

One leaf is mainly orange-yellow, which symbolizes autumn and fire;

One leaf is mainly ice blue, which symbolizes winter and water;

One leaf is mainly dark purple, which symbolizes the night and darkness;

One leaf is mainly in spiritual white, which symbolizes day and light;

Finally, in the center of this boundless magical blue world, surrounded by six leaves, stands a wall made of white jade on six sides, forming a regular hexagon, and inside is the same magical blue color as you saw at the beginning. world.But here is different from the outside, it is full of power, which symbolizes the level and chaos.Here is the beginning of everything and the end of everything.Therefore, this place is listed as a holy place by me, and it is also a forbidden place.

When it was built, I named it "Huanxue".

Then, a group of crystal people in the shape of SD dolls suddenly appeared unexpectedly.

I knew I wasn't alone in this world, so I figured someone would come.

But are these people "people"?

Does the earth have this species?

Is there such a "person" who looks very eye-catching when standing up and moves very strangely?

Not long after, a milky "person" bowed respectfully to me and said: "I am a member of the clan that cannot be restrained in time and space. I will help you fulfill your long-cherished wish. I will become your slave. I will only be loyal to you. Please call my name, my name is 'Huan'." Its voice is soft, solemn and magnetic, making it difficult to distinguish between male and female.Coupled with its doll dress, I can't tell whether it is male or female.

As soon as its voice fell, other "people" followed suit.

I don't know anything now, and I have a lot of questions, but with my concept of dealing with things that I can't change for a while, I should keep silent now and wait for them to finish talking.

After the dolls finished swearing, the doll who claimed to be Huan spoke again.

"You have become our master, we will tell you the secrets of this world, no, it should remind you of everything here."

It gave me a phantom blue crystal ball.

"This is the master's memory. It was given to me for safekeeping before. Now it is returned to the master. Please invite the master to enter meditation."

I took the crystal ball, slowly closed my eyes, and a huge amount of information poured into my brain...

The pictures flashed before my eyes, making me slowly remember my past, or the past of the "master".

Although those are my "master" memories, they only give me information and will not interfere with my feelings and attitudes.It seems that the previous me seems to have done some processing to save the memory.

Slowly opened the stinging eyes that were not used to the sudden light, and then raised a warm smile to the dolls in front of him.

"Don't worry about it in the future, dolls!" Dolls are the name I used to call them uniformly, and it is also my favorite name.

Although they don't like it on the surface.

Just like now, one by one almost fell, with a row of black lines hanging behind their heads.

Hehe, the black line is actually visible now, the world has changed indeed.

It's like I know a fact that I never would have believed before:

My dream is reality, my reality is my dream.

The author has something to say: Restoration... Fortunately, the manuscript is still there...