I became the white moonlight stand-in for the president

Gu Zheng also sat down next to Xia Ran when he heard this.

"I thought that Xiaochen's life experience would never be known by others, but I didn't expect it to be discovered. In fact, the matter is very simple. Something happened to Gu En in the past, and he was forced to have Xiaochen. After giving birth, I took the child home and announced it to the public, and even my aunts said it was my child."

"They didn't doubt it, but Gu En was brooding over what happened at that time and suffered from depression. Because at that time, Gu En suffered from those things because of me, so I felt somewhat guilty towards him. Growing up together last time, my emotions are of course different from others, but looking back now, I feel guilty more than anything.”

"My parents passed away when I was young, and I didn't have any relatives around me. At that time, I was young, and the company at home was maintained by my aunt and uncle. They wanted to take care of me, but they had no choice but to let me live with Uncle Wang. Sometimes they even I don't care about Qin Hao, so I put it at home as a nanny, or send it to live with me."

"I was used to being indifferent since I was a child, and I was like that to everyone, so I didn't have many friends. For Gu En, I always felt guilty and grateful to his father. But at that time, not long after the child was born, Gu En It's gone, I searched many places but couldn't find it, and then I saw a corpse, after inspection I confirmed it was Gu En."

Maybe it was because he talked too much, Gu Zheng paused when he said this.Xia Ran remained silent all the time, he wanted Gu Zheng to quickly get to the point, but seeing Gu Zheng taking a sip of wine, he swallowed the words as soon as he reached his mouth.

Gu Zheng took a sip of his wine and continued talking.

"I haven't looked for Gu En since he was confirmed dead, but I didn't expect Gu En to come back again. Gu En probably just wanted to escape here temporarily, but I didn't expect to be abducted by human traffickers to some backward mountain villages. Li, didn’t escape until this year.”

"He came to find me after he came out. The first time I saw him was at your house. I tricked you out at that time. Do you remember?" At this point, Gu Zheng smiled wryly, feeling sorry for his confusion at the time. I regret it.

"Later, he told me that he was ill, a cancer that only lasted for a few months, that he had no regrets in his life, and that he just wanted to be with the child for a while in a fair manner. At that time, I felt very guilty towards him. , so I promised him to divorce you."

"Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid. He took a medical record and believed it, and didn't even think about checking it. Moreover, at that time, I actually knew that my feelings for you were different. I saw you It was the first time I felt the pain and complexity when I knelt beside my grandpa."

"But at that time, I didn't think that I loved you so deeply. I regretted it the next day after I divorced you, but I couldn't help it. At that time, I felt that I owed Gu En too much, until later I knew Gu En pretended to be sick to deceive me, so I completely cut off the boundary with him, and even prevented him from approaching the Gu family, and gave him a sum of money to completely clean up the boundary with him."

Hearing this, Xia Ran pursed her lips and asked a doubt in her heart.

"Then do you know that Gu En investigated my grandfather some time ago and posted the deterioration of my grandfather's past on the Internet?"

"What? I don't know." Gu Zheng looked at Xia Ran, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

Hearing Gu Zheng's answer, Xia Ran didn't know how to describe his mood, but sarcastically said,

"If I told you then, would you believe me?"

"I believe it, why don't you believe it?" Gu Zheng said in a firm tone.

Xia Ran paused, then looked away.

Gu Zheng: "Then what happened later? How did the matter of grandpa settle down on the Internet?"

Xia Ran didn't want to say it at first, but somehow his mouth seemed out of his control.

"At that time, after we investigated and found out that Gu En did it, we asked Brother Ziming to suppress the matter."

Hearing Brother Ziming's words again, Gu Zheng's face darkened.

"Why did you not look for me but Lin Ziming?"

"Why did I look for you? It's just a substitute, where can I have it?" Xia Ran also choked on Gu Zheng.

Gu Zheng was speechless by Xia Ran's words, and his whole body was filled with guilt and regret.

There was a moment of silence in the box, and after a while, Gu Zheng said in a hoarse voice,

"It's not a substitute. I didn't think of you as a substitute. I noticed you very early, from the day you approached me. I also discovered your face, but at that time I didn't want to I just pretended not to know when I asked you to marry me. If I really wanted to use you as a substitute, I should have gone to you the first time I saw you. If I didn’t, it would prove that I didn’t want to use you. as a stand-in."

"The reason why I decided to marry you was because of the child's condition. When I went to see the doctor, the doctor said that there must be someone to accompany the child and teach it carefully, which is good for the child's condition. I never thought about the people in the circle. Because I know their characters."

"Then I suddenly thought of you. I thought that since you have been able to pay attention to me for so long, you must have a lot of love and patience for me, and you must also like children, so I made a bet and someone came to you. Just like me At the beginning, as you said, I can give you everything except love. I didn’t say it to you, even if it was changed to anyone, I would say that, because I never thought about developing a relationship with anyone. "

Gu Zheng spoke cautiously, carefully considering what he said, for fear that something wrong with his words would make Xia Ran angry and sad.

But everything he said just now is tantamount to what he thinks in his heart.

The idea of ​​a substitute has actually never been established.

Xia Ran lowered his head, wondering if he had listened to Gu Zheng's words. After a while, he saw that Gu Zheng didn't continue talking, and then he spoke.

"Talking about the child, the rest has nothing to do with me."

Gu Zheng felt a little uncomfortable. He said so much just now, but Xia Ran still didn't respond.

"Okay, actually the matter with the child is very simple, that is, after I took the child back yesterday, I went to find Gu En. Gu En did not know when Gu En did a paternity test with the child behind my back, and kept a backup for another person. According to what Gu En said, if Gu En doesn't find that person for two days, that person will announce the child's affairs."

"And his reason for threatening me is very simple, that is, he wants to marry me, or... it's fine if he doesn't marry him, and he wants to take the child back. No matter which one of these two is, I can't possibly agree to it."

To be honest, when Xia Ran heard these words, she couldn't help feeling a little bit in her heart.

Because judging from the two reasons Gu Zheng just mentioned, no matter which one it is, it will have an impact on the relationship between him and the child. If it is serious, then it is possible that he and the child will never meet again. is biological.

Gu Zheng has been paying attention to Xia Ran's emotions, seeing Xia Ran's expression in a daze, he couldn't help but say,

"Don't worry, I won't promise him, and it's also impossible to separate you from the child. In the eyes of everyone, you are the only little father of the child."

Hearing this, Xia Ran subconsciously raised her head to look at Gu Zheng, moved her mouth, and said,

"Where is the child now? I'll take him back first, so that he won't be sad after a long time. As for the matter between you and Gu En, it has nothing to do with me. I just hope that the child will not be hurt."

Although Xia Ran's voice was still a little cold, Gu Zheng still heard a bit of ease from before.

Moreover, Xia Ran's words just now proved that Xia Ran no longer minds the child's identity, which is also a good thing for him.

"The child is at home, shall I take you back to pick him up?"

Thinking of going back home, Xia Ran was very resistant.The memories of that place were too many for him.

"Have someone take you to my house."

After speaking, Xia Ran got up and was about to leave. Gu Zheng quickly took out his mobile phone and sent a message, and then followed Xia Ran out.

Gu Zheng's phone rang when the two walked to the door of the bar. As soon as Gu Zheng answered it, he turned on the speakerphone. He followed Xia Hou closely, so Xia Ran heard the voice from the phone.

"Eldest young master, have you come back yet? Young master locked himself in the room again to prevent anyone from entering, and just hid in there and cried."

Accompanied by Uncle Wang's voice, there were bursts of crying children.Xia Ran, who was walking in front, also heard it.

Xia Ran subconsciously stopped, and Gu Zheng immediately walked over when he saw something was going on, and said to Uncle Wang on the phone,

"I know, I'll go back right away."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, went directly to Xia Ran and stopped Xia Ran and said,

"Of course, the child is crying now, why don't you go back with me, okay?"

Xia Ran was silent, he didn't want to go, but the cry of the child just now kept lingering in his ears.

This is probably a common problem for all parents. As long as the child feels a little bit uncomfortable, the parent will feel a thousand times more uncomfortable than the child.

"Of course, I've told you everything about us, you... just give me a chance, okay?"

Xia Ran looked at Gu Zheng, "As I said, our relationship is completely over. I treat the child well now not because of his relationship with you, but because I like him."

"I know, but I can't bear to part with you. It was all my fault before. Give me a chance. I will make amends for my previous mistakes in the future, okay?"

Gu Zheng knew that this was a rare opportunity, so he didn't care that he was still at the door of the bar, so he directly confide in Xia Ran.

Xia Ran didn't want to get entangled with such Gu Zheng, so she just said,

"Are you still picking up the child? If you don't pick up, I'll leave first, and you send him to my house."

Gu Zheng hesitated again and again but did not talk about the topic just now, but said directly to Xia Ran,

"Then let's pick up the child. If it takes too long, the child will cry hoarsely."

He walked ahead to lead the way, and brought Xia Ran to his car, where there was already a person waiting, and when he saw them passing by, that person respectfully called out to Gu Zheng for the president.

Xia Ran probably guessed the identity of this person as soon as he heard it, it was just Gu Zheng's subordinate anyway.

But this person obviously didn't know Xia Ran, so he just nodded to Xia Ran as a greeting.

Xia Ran also nodded politely, and got into the car directly, and Gu Zheng quickly followed him after seeing it.

Xia Ran was very resistant to sitting in such a small space with Gu Zheng, but now he couldn't say anything, he could only lean against the car window as much as possible and keep silent.

Gu Zheng noticed Xia Ran's actions, and felt a little lost and uncomfortable in his heart. He really didn't know when Xia Ran would forgive him.

The driver drove to Gu's house very quickly. It was fine at first, but as he got closer to Gu's house and looked at the more and more familiar scene outside the car window, his heart gradually became more uncomfortable and painful.

These discomforts and pains are out of his control and make him feel very depressed.

Xia Ran knows that such emotions are wrong, so she has been controlling them.

He can't let himself fall into that kind of emotion, otherwise the consequences will be very bad. He Xiu said that the most important thing for him now is to adjust his mood and stop going to the old way of going to the hospital.

But that suppressed emotion was completely uncontrollable when he got to Gu Zheng's door. He had to clenched his fists so as not to let himself rush out of the car door and escape from this place.

"Go get the baby out, I don't have much time."

Maybe Xia Ran didn't realize it himself, there was a tremor in his tone, but Gu Zheng could hear it.

He looked at Xia Ran in front of him complicatedly and distressedly, but he didn't dare to ask, fearing that the answer would make him feel more uncomfortable, so he just said,

"Okay, I'll take the child out, you wait here, soon."

After speaking, Gu Zheng got out of the car.

After Gu Zheng left, Xia Ran's clenched fists loosened slightly.

The driver sitting in the driver's seat was also a little curious about Xia Ran, but he didn't ask after all.

After all, this is Gu Zheng's personal matter, as an employee, if he asks, it will be beyond the norm.

Gu Zheng quickly carried the child out, followed by Uncle Wang and Aunt Gu.

Seeing a few people, Xia Ran was very uncomfortable, but she still tried her best to maintain the emotion on her face.

Gu Zheng put Gu Chen into the car directly. As soon as Gu Chen saw Xia Ran, he tightly hugged Xia Ran's neck, sobbing,

"Woo... little daddy, I thought you didn't want me anymore, woo..."

Xia Ran felt a little sad when she heard it, and hurriedly coaxed the child.

"How come, little daddy won't let Xiaochen go, don't you think little daddy is here to pick you up now?"

The driver was shocked when he heard the words "little daddy", and knew Xia Ran's identity.

Uncle Wang and Aunt Gu looked at Xia Ran from the car window, the heat in their eyes made Xia Ran a little uncomfortable.

"Xiaoran, why don't you go in and sit down when you're back?" Aunt Gu asked.

"No, I'm just here to pick up the child. I have other things to do and I'll leave first. If you miss the child, ask Qin Hao to call me, or... you can visit my house."