I became the white moonlight stand-in for the president

No liking, no anger, no hatred, and no helplessness.

"Gu Zheng, you can pick up the child tomorrow. The child is not too young and can go to kindergarten. I have already talked to him, and he will go with you."

"I don't hate you anymore, but I really beg you, beg you to let me go, okay? I used to be ignorant and insisted on liking you, but now I look back in time, as long as you can, let me go. ?"

"I'm really tired and tired. Your entanglement will not move me, it will only trouble me, because you have brought very, very bad trouble to me and the people around me."

"Gu Zheng, let me go, let yourself go, actually, you don't like me that much, you're just not used to my sudden departure. You believe me, time can heal everything, I really beg you , let me go, can you? Otherwise, if things like today happen a few more times, my grandpa will definitely not be able to bear it, and I will not be able to survive?"

Xia Ran's tone was calm, and his eyes were always looking at Gu Zheng. It was the first time he spoke to Gu Zheng calmly after the divorce.

It's just that his calm words made Gu Zheng couldn't help but step back a bit.

Let it go, I'm too tired, I'll die, beg him...

Xia Ran actually used such serious words, he looked at Xia Ran's begging eyes, and suddenly remembered what the child said just now.

Xia Ran was unhappy.

"Of course, can you give me another chance? I promise that things like today will not happen again."

Gu Zheng couldn't help but bent down and hugged Xia Ran, Xia Ran didn't push away this time, but said calmly,

"No, I don't want to like you anymore. Being with you is tantamount to slow suicide to myself. I can't accept that you just used me as a substitute in the first place."

Gu Zheng's grip on Xia Ran gradually loosened.

"Slow suicide..." Gu Zheng muttered to himself, but his eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"It turns out...my liking turned out to be a slow suicide for you, so it turns out..."

He let go of Xia Ran, and when he looked into Xia Ran's gloomy eyes, he seemed to understand everything.

In the past, he always thought that as long as he stayed by Xia Ran's side, Xia Ran would fall in love with him again. Unexpectedly, Xia Ran would say that his liking was slow suicide.

Gu Zheng stood up straight and looked down at Xia Ran with unconcealable pain in his eyes.

"If you say being with me is really a slow suicide, then I am willing to let go, but Xia Ran, it is true that I like you, I am not because of habit, not because of the child, just because you are Xia Ran. "

"I admit that I really started to notice you because of your face, but then I really liked you, but I didn't want to admit it, and when I was willing to admit it, we were already divorced gone."

"I'm sorry, but also, I love you."

After Gu Zheng said this, he turned around and left. Regarding the choice of not getting Xia Ran, making Xia Ran suffer, and even Xia Ran might die, he would rather not get Xia Ran himself.

At least in this way, Xia Ran can still live well.

The footsteps gradually went away, Xia Ran kept the same posture just now, and no one knew what he was thinking.

When Gu Zheng walked into the living room, the child ran towards him immediately.

"Big Daddy, how is Little Daddy? How is he?"

Gu Zheng knelt down, looked at the child at the same level, and said,

"He is very bad and unhappy now, so I will pick you up tomorrow morning, okay?"

Gu Chen's tears fell without warning, but he still nodded heavily.

"Okay, I know big daddy, I...willing to go back with you, I know, it's because of us that little daddy is unhappy, let's make him happy, I can take care of myself."

Gu Zheng hugged the child, "Tonight, spend good time with your little daddy and talk to him."

After saying this, he left directly.

Even the children could see that Xia Ran was unhappy, but he never found out.

No, maybe he found out, but he didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to admit that what he brought to Xia Ran was not happiness, but pain.

But what the child said and what Xia Ran said just now made him completely understand.

Maybe, he should really let go of Xia Ran.

It's just that his heart hurts so badly that he can't even speak because of the pain.

Da Zhuang watched all this scene, and sighed silently in his heart.

Now he seems to really believe that Gu Zheng likes Xia Ran, but unfortunately, this love came too late.

Da Zhuang's mobile phone vibrated, and when he saw who sent him the message, his brows furrowed again.

Now he is no better than Xia Ran, that He Xiu has been sending him messages every day since he went back, and occasionally asked about Xia Ran, which made him have to reply and made him want to delete this person's contact information are difficult.

Gu Chen also entered the room after Gu Zheng left. He walked up to Xia Ran who was sitting on the bed, then climbed onto the bed, put his arms around Xia Ran's arm and said,

"Little dad, don't be sad, Xiaochen won't make you sad again in the future."

His voice was soft and waxy, as if he was soothing the boredom in Xia Ran's heart little by little.

Xia Ran looked down at the child, reached out and hugged the child into her arms, and said softly,

"Baby, let's sleep with little daddy, little daddy is a little tired."

At this time, he didn't know that Gu Zheng had already made a deal with the child, and he only wanted to make it clear with the child tomorrow morning.

Gu Chen nodded, "Okay, Xiao Chen sleeps with you, you have to sleep and eat obediently, otherwise... Xiao Chen will feel bad, okay?"

Gu Chen was holding back his tears, and after hearing these words, Xia Ran's eyes felt a little hot, and she replied softly.

The child in his arms quickly fell asleep, but Xia Ran couldn't fall asleep. He looked at the child quietly for a while, then got up and went to Grandpa Xia's room.

Grandpa Xia was not in a good mood either, he was afraid that something would happen to Grandpa Xia.

Fortunately, Grandpa was just sleeping, nothing unusual, Xia Ran sat by the bed with a stool and looked at Grandpa Xia's face.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he always felt that Grandpa's hair seemed to be much grayer, and his face was also a little older.

Thinking that all this happened because of him, Xia Ran felt so guilty.

"Grandpa, I'm sorry..."

"Sorry for what? I'm your grandpa, no matter what, I'm still your grandpa, and I don't blame you."