wish you heart

Telling the secret that has been suppressed in his heart for many years, and telling it to the person he misses day and night, Cui Yingdao feels relieved.

"Now, you know why I did that five years ago?"

Jin Tan said in disbelief: "You... are you lying to me, right? You must be lying to me..." But he knew in his heart that there was no need for Cui Yingdao to lie to him.It turned out that the spring-dream of having a skin-to-skin kiss with his elder brother that he has never forgotten was actually with Yingdao.

Cui Yingdao took out a cigarette and lit it.His face was flickering in and out of light in the faint light of the cigarette butt, making it hard to see clearly.

"In order not to let the relationship between the two of us develop to the point of unmanageable, and for us to live a normal life in the future, I will cut the mess and cut off the relationship with you." Released, Cui Yingdao's voice seemed a little excited, "But, slowly, I found that I can't cut off my feelings for you. The more I can't see you, the more I miss you. You don't know, this morning at How happy I was when the school saw you. I deliberately found fault with you, just to spend more time with you. Am I naive?"

"Yingdao..."

Jin Tan didn't know what to say.No one understands Cui Yingdao's mood at this moment better than him, because he also thought the same way when facing Jin Yuan.I always rack my brains to make him look at me more, to make him stare at me all the time.

"I'm most afraid of you calling me like that. Once you call me like that, I can't help wanting to..." Cui Yingdao didn't go on, because he was afraid that Jin Tan would be disgusted, "Do you think I'm disgusting? Don't you?" Do you regret having a friend like me?"

Jin Tan sat down beside him against the wall and said, "Yingdao, do you understand? We can't go back to the past, and there will be no future between us. I have a fiancée, and you will have your own wife in the future." .Although love is equal, our position does not allow us to do things that deviate from the predetermined track. Our life has never been decided by ourselves.”

It's like he loves his brother, but knows that nothing will happen to them.Therefore, when his father asked him to get engaged to Liu Rachel, the heir of RS International, Jin Tan did not raise any objections.He really didn't care. If he had to take this path in the future, then what's the point of resisting?Perhaps this is unfair to Liu Rachel, but for a business marriage like theirs, how to maximize the benefits of both families is often the most important thing.love?Shit is not!

Cui Yingdao laughed miserably in the flickering flames: "Why haven't I thought about what you said? It's just that people live forever and don't want to compromise. If you haven't tried your best to fight for it, how can you be sure that there will be no bright future?" one day?"

"Why do you bother to do yourself so hard..." But, why is he not like this?

Cui Yingdao threw the cigarette butt in his hand to the ground, crushed it with his feet, staggered up while supporting the wall, and said, "I don't ask you to get along with me like you used to, I just ask you not to hide from me at school." Avoiding me like a monster. That would make me feel miserable."

If Cui Yingdao is a monster, then Jin Tan should be a monster hundreds of times uglier than Cui Youngdao, right?

Jin Tan let out a low "hmm" in the darkness.

Cui Yingdao smiled slightly, leaning on the brick wall and walked towards the entrance of the alley.

Jin Tan sat there, watching Cui Yingdao's figure gradually become clear.At the intersection of light and darkness, Cui Yingdao turned sideways and smiled at Jin Tan who was somewhere in the darkness, as if they were each other's best friends, warm and brilliant.

Knowing that he couldn't see, Jin Tan still grinned a big smile in the darkness.

******

When Jin Tan arrived home, the entire Jin family mansion had fallen into a deep sleep, only unknown bugs were chirping tirelessly in the grass beside the road, bringing a little life to the gloomy mansion.

Suddenly hearing the sound of a door opening ahead, Jin Tan raised his head in the shadow of the tree, and saw Che Eunshang coming out of a small door, passing through the long flower corridor, and pushing the door into the underground wine cellar.

It's so late, what is she doing in the wine cellar?Out of curiosity, Jin Tan followed on tiptoe.

Pushing open the door, Jin Tan saw Cha Eunshang sitting on the wine shelf in the middle with earphones on, his head resting on his knees, and he was so focused that Jin Tan didn't realize it until he walked in front of her.

Che Eunshang looked up along the shoes, and saw Jin Tan standing in front of her with a smile: "Did you come here to drink away your worries?"

Cha Eunsang took off his earphones and said, "What did you say?"

Jin Tan sat down beside her, took the earphone in her hand and put it beside her.Inside is a low-pitched male voice, which is magnetic and sad, but it makes people feel soothed. Reflecting the sparkling wine in the wine cellar is really a good way to relax.

"You can enjoy it."

"Give it back to me." Cha Eunshang snatched back the earphones, stood up and was about to leave.

Jin Tan held her down, "Sit down, I won't eat you again. Aren't you going to thank me for what happened at school today?"

Che Enshang sat down helplessly, evoking a calm smile: "Thank you? Why should I thank you?"

"I rescued you from them, shouldn't you thank me?" Jin Tan replied as a matter of course.

The smile on Che Eunshang's face disappeared, and there was no warmth in his voice: "You actually thought you saved me?! It's really speechless. I know their kind of people best. They trampled me under their feet and humiliated me so much. This time, I don't think it's interesting anymore, so I will naturally treat me as a fart. Today you messed up and hurt their face, and they dare not provoke you, so they will naturally take out their anger on me, and maybe they will come up with vicious things again tricks to torture me. Now, can you justly ask me to thank you?"

Although he didn't want to admit it, Jin Tan knew that she was right.However, because of face, it is not easy to admit it directly, so I had to quibble: "How do you know that they will let you go after humiliating you a few times? What if they keep torturing you until you transfer to another school?"

Che Enshang sneered: "Transfer? You have to have a school willing to accept you before you can transfer. For a person like me who can't even pay the tuition and miscellaneous fees, which school would accept me? If it wasn't for my mother begging your mother, I can't even go to school. So, I can only fight with them to the end." She rolled up the earphone cable, stood up and said condescendingly: "Don't say you know me in school, this is the biggest help you can do to me .”

Looking at the back of Cha Eunsang leaving, Jin Tan leaned on the wine rack behind him and smiled helplessly.What a stubborn girl!

I was really disgusted by people everywhere, and I was ruthlessly disgusted once I finally stood up for someone.

well!What a chaotic day.

Jin Tan stood up and comforted himself: "Jin Tan, don't think so much, go to sleep."

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