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Baekling Island.

The sun fell into the sea, and the whole world went dark.The original blue and translucent sea became pitch black, like a huge monster that could devour everything.

Jin Tan felt extremely tired.He leaned into Cui Yingdao's arms, leaned his head on his shoulder, and closed his eyes in peace.

Everything was silent, except for the sound of the whistling wind and the sound of waves beating against the rocks.

After a long time, Jin Tan said softly, "Let's stay here tonight, I want to spend another night with my mother."

Cui Yingdao agreed softly: "Okay."

Jin Tan straightened up from his embrace, took his hand, and said, "Let's go, I'm afraid no hotel will accept us if it's later."

Cui Yingdao's heart skipped a beat.

Looking down at Jin Tan's hand holding him, Cui Yingdao's eye sockets suddenly became sore and swollen, as if his body had been immobilized, and he couldn't move.

Jin Tan had already taken a step, seeing that Cui Yingdao hadn't moved, he turned around in doubt, "Why didn't you leave?" Seeing that he was dumbfounded and didn't respond, Jin Tan shook his hand and called him softly, "Yingdao?"

Cui Yingdao finally came back to his senses: "Huh?"

"What's wrong with you? You're dumbfounded."

Cui Yingdao raised his hands and rubbed his sore eyes, and said with a smile: "I'm blinded by the wind, it's okay. Let's go, it's going to be dark soon." As he spoke, he held Jin Tan and walked away with his long legs Go to the coast.

The two found a homestay not far from the pier.

The proprietress was very enthusiastic, and she was very busy making food for them and tidying up the beds.There is a seven or eight-year-old girl in the proprietress's family, who is very clever and cute, with big black and white eyes flashing, and follows the two of them like a little tail.

Cui Yingdao picked a piece of scallop and brought it to her mouth, "Come on, open your mouth."

The little girl obediently opened her small mouth, bit the shellfish into her mouth, and swallowed it whole without chewing.

Cui Yingdao laughed: "You chew and then swallow, what should you do if you choke?"

The little girl was dumbfounded and said, "Brother, you look really good-looking."

Cui Yingdao was amused by her, stretched out his hand to pinch her chubby face, and asked, "Is it me who looks better, or the brother next to me who looks better?"

The little girl looked at Jin Tan who was eating quietly next to Cui Yingdao, then looked at Cui Yingdao, thought for a while, and then said to Cui Yingdao in a childlike voice: "Although this brother is also very good-looking, But you are the type I like, so you are more beautiful."

Cui Yingdao took another piece of conch meat and put it in her mouth, "It's so cute!"

The little girl swallowed again, looked at him with a very sincere look, and said, "Since I'm so cute, when I grow up, will my brother marry me as his wife?"

Now, even Jin Tan couldn't help laughing.After many days of overcast clouds, a ray of sunshine finally leaked out.

Cui Yingdao looked embarrassed and said, "What should I do? My brother already has someone he likes. Little sister, you are late."

The little girl sighed old-fashionedly, pointed at Jin Tan and said firmly: "The person my brother likes is this brother, right?"

Cui Yingdao was taken aback: "How do you know?!"

The little girl sighed again, and analyzed: "Because you have been looking at this brother since you entered the door. Just now, this brother smiled a little, and your mouth almost reached the root of your ear." My father often looks at my mother, and Jin Zhexiu in our class also often looks at Li Mary. So, I guess you like this brother. However, I am convinced if I lose to him. I'm not as good-looking as he is."

Cui Yingdao was dumbfounded, "You didn't learn well at such a young age, you only think about these messy things, how can you grow up?"

The little girl shook her head and walked away silently.

The atmosphere is a little awkward.

Cui Yingdao stole a glance at Jin Tan who was at the side, and seeing the slight smile on his face, he grinned unconsciously.Suddenly remembering what the little girl said just now, Cui Yingdao hurriedly turned around, smoothed the corners of his raised mouth, and began to eat with big mouthfuls.

******

After dinner, it was nearly nine o'clock.

The proprietress cleaned up and said: "The kang is already burning, the room is very warm, and it's getting late, you two should hurry up and rest."

The two thanked each other, got up and went to the room.

The room was small, but it was tidy and tidy, and the bed was already made. The blue floral quilt looked very warm.

But why is there only one quilt?

Cui Yingdao scratched his head and said, "I'll ask the proprietress for another quilt."

Jin Tan pulled him back, "No need."

Cui Yingdao couldn't insist, "Then... let's sleep, you haven't closed your eyes for three days and three nights."

Jin Tan smiled and said, "Aren't you too?"

Cui Yingdao smiled foolishly and said, "I'm stronger than you, so I'm not afraid."

Jin Tan smiled, raised his hand to help him take off his coat, put it on the hanger behind the door, then turned off the light, and said, "Don't be brave, go to sleep now."

Cui Yingdao was very obedient, lay down in the dark, put the quilt on his body, and lay upright.

In the dark, he heard the sound of Jin Tan stepping on the wooden floor, boom, boom, boom, muffled, not very loud, but Cui Yingdao remembered this sound for a long time.

Because, this is the sound of Jin Tan walking towards him.

The quilt was lifted, and Jin Tan lay down in.

The next second, Wei Liang's body slipped into Cui Yingdao's open arms, and a clear and hoarse voice came from the left chest: "Yingdao, hold me tight."

Cui Yingdao tightened his arms and hugged him tightly, tightly.

"Obviously the room is already warm, but I still feel cold."

Cui Yingdao clamped his feet with his legs, then groped to hold his hand, put it near his mouth, and breathed lightly: "I'll help you blow it, it won't be cold after blowing it."

In the darkness, the smile on Jin Tan's face that lasted for three days had already been broken into pieces, "Yingdao, I killed my mother, and I personally ruined her hope of living. The doctor said, if it wasn't for my mother's will to live too much, Weak, it is impossible for the operation to fail. Yingdao, I will definitely be punished by God for doing such a bad thing..." The narration slowly turned into sobbing, which made the listener's heart ache.

Cui Yingdao stroked his back and coaxed him softly: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault... Even if you are going to be punished by God, there is still me, I will suffer for you .”

The sobs turned into wailing, and the tears dripped down on Cui Yingdao's heart, scalding tiny holes one by one, and the pain was unbearable.

He hugged Jin Tan tightly and let him cry loudly.

The self-blame, despair, helplessness, and grievances accumulated for so long need to be vented in this way.

I don't know how long I cried, the voice gradually became quieter, and weeping for a while, the person in my arms finally calmed down, only shallow breathing remained.

"A Tan?"

Cui Yingdao tentatively called out, but no one answered.

She lowered her head and kissed away the remaining tears on his cheeks.Bitter, salty, astringent to the heart.

"Ah Tan, good night." Cui Yingdao kissed his forehead and whispered.

I wish I could say goodnight to you like this every day.

In the sound of the waves, Cui Yingdao also closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

******

Choi Young-do slept very lightly.

Before dawn, Cui Yingdao was awakened by a rustling sound.

However, he did not open his eyes.He knows what's going on.

It seemed that everything had been cleaned up, and the room fell silent.

Choi Young-do held his breath.

He heard Jin Tan say: "Yingdao, goodbye."

Then, the voice sounded.

Boom, boom, boom...

This was the sound of Jin Tan leaving him.

The author has something to say:

There is one more chapter, and the text is coming to an end.

Some are relieved, and some are reluctant.

Thank you girls for sticking around for such a long time. Without your encouragement, I would not be able to persevere as a terminal cancer patient.

It's Xiao Ten, Xiao Yi, Mu Youming, Quan Leader, Rotten Meow, zz, ζ"Angela,...

Among them, I am especially grateful to Xiaoshi Xiaopen, who has a thousand words, and everything is in words.

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