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Cui's villa.

When Cui Yingdao woke up, there was nothing around him, and there was no sign of Jin Tan.

Surprised, she hurriedly turned over and got out of bed, and shouted loudly while putting on her clothes: "A Tan! Ah Tan!"

Pushing open the door of the bathroom with a "kuang", I saw Jin Tan in a black suit standing at the door of the bathroom, as if he was about to come out.

The heart that mentioned the throat just fell down, the anxious look on the face eased a little, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I thought..." But the remaining half of the sentence could not be uttered anyway.

Jin Tan smiled and said, "Why? Do you think I disappeared without a word? Why? I have to go to my mother's funeral." He spread his arms and asked, "How about this dress? Go to the funeral It should be quite suitable, right?"

Cui Yingdao was distressed by the smile on his face, but he forced a smile, nodded, and said, "Well, it's appropriate."

In fact, he had never attended a funeral, so how could he know what to wear and what not to wear.However, these things don't matter.As long as Jin Tan is still here, everything will be fine.

Jin Tan went around him and came out, saying: "It's still early, you can sleep a little longer, I'm leaving first."

Cui Yingdao hurriedly grabbed him, "You are not allowed to go anywhere! Wait for me obediently, I will go with you."

Jin Tan smiled and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Cui Yingdao looked at him dubiously.The more docile and calm he is, the more fearful Cui Yingdao becomes.The current Jin Tan is a little unpredictable and a little strange to him.He thought he would run away, but he didn't.He didn't cry or make trouble, he was going to arrange his mother's funeral as if he was a normal person.Cui Yingdao suddenly realized that Jin Tan was no longer the original Jin Tan.In a cruel way, Jin Tan grew up.

Without saying anything else, Cui Yingdao first ordered the nanny Zhang to cook a sumptuous breakfast for the two of them, and then quickly washed and prepared the clothes for the funeral.

During his busy time, Jin Tan stood by the window of the bedroom, with a faint smile on his face all the time.The early winter sunlight was a little whitish, sprinkled on Jin Tanxue's white face, making him look almost transparent, as if he would disappear in the next second.

Cui Yingdao glanced at him occasionally, the uneasiness in his heart was always hanging there, and it became more and more intense.He had a premonition that Jin Tan was about to leave him, and he couldn't catch him.

When everything was cleared up, breakfast was ready.

Cui Yingdao pulled him to sit down at the dining table, and said while adding vegetables to his bowl: "Come on, eat more, I guess you won't be able to have a good meal these days."

Jin Tan smiled and said: "Okay." Then, he buried his head in eating.One bite at a time, eating slowly and carefully.

Cui Yingdao also buried himself in hard work.If he wanted to help Jin Tan, he must have plenty of physical strength.

The two of them were so windy that they ate up seven or eight dishes.

After explaining a few words to Mrs. Zhang, Cui Yingdao took Jin Tan to the mourning hall.

******

Seoul National University Hospital, mourning hall.

Wreaths, table cases, and coffins are all ready.

In the black and white photo placed on the coffin, Han Qiai is smiling.Jin Tan knelt before the coffin, looked at his mother's smiling face, and smiled brightly.

Cui Yingdao stood at the gate of the mourning hall, taking on the responsibility of welcoming the guests who came to express their condolences.

However, no one came.

As Jin Nanyun's shady woman, Han Qi'ai has lived in the Jin family for nearly 20 years and has already severed all social ties.Parents, relatives, classmates, friends, colleagues, nothing.

In the huge mourning hall, there were only Jin Tan and Cui Yingdao, and it was eerily quiet.

Cui Yingdao observed Jin Tan's expression from a distance, but he didn't see any disappointment and discouragement on his face, and he still smiled strangely.

Why does he keep laughing like this?Cui Yingdao laughed so hard that his heart shuddered.

Two people, one kneeling and the other standing, just stayed in such a quiet whole day.Later, realizing that no one would come to express their condolences, Cui Yingdao stopped guarding the gate of the mourning hall, and simply came to Jin Tan's side and knelt down with him.

Cui Yingdao looked at Jin Tan's expression, and asked hesitantly, "Why didn't your father and elder brother come?"

"Because there is a general meeting of shareholders today, and it is said that a new chairman will be elected." Jin Tan smiled indifferently and said, "Compared with such an important matter, what is the funeral of an irrelevant woman?"

Cui Yingdao was speechless, so he could only hold his hand and let him know that he still had him, and that he would always be by his side.

Jin Tan looked at Han Qiai's smiling face and murmured: "However, I don't think my mother will care. She has been neglected and trampled all her life. In the last period of time, she must want to be quiet. Stay and stop being bothered by those people."

those people?Such a strange and distant tone.

Cui Yingdao can almost conclude that something must have happened between Jin Tan, Jin Nanyun, and Jin Yuan, and this incident must be related to the death of Jin Tan's mother.

However, now is not the time to care about these.The most urgent task is to send Jin Tan's mother away properly.

Cui Yingdao hesitated for a moment, and said hesitantly: "It's not a decent thing to be too deserted at a funeral, why don't I go and call some people? It's also good to support the scene."

Jin Tan shook his head and said, "No need. What are you doing with those hypocrisy? It's enough to have me and you."

Cui Yingdao didn't say anything anymore, and knelt there quietly holding his hand.

It wasn't until the next day that someone finally came.

In the morning, Park Jinan and Cha Eunshang came together.After paying homage to the old man, the two stayed silently, wanting to help with something.But the funeral was too deserted, and there was nothing to help.The mother and daughter stayed until the afternoon and then took their leave.

As the condolences draw to a close, an unexpected guest arrives.

When Yin Zaihao appeared in the mourning hall holding a bouquet of bright red roses, Jin Tan was really taken aback, "Director Yin?!"

Yin Zaihao walked up to the spiritual tablet, gently placed the rose in his hand in front of Han Qiai's portrait, and said silently in his heart: "I'm sorry, Qiai, I'm really sorry, never forgive me..." When turning to Jin Tan When I was in front of him, all the regret in my eyes had disappeared, and there was only the faint comfort that an ordinary mourner should have.

Jin Tan was moved in his heart, "Thank you, Director Yin."

Yin Zaihao looked around the empty mourning hall, and the hidden feelings of regret were about to surface again.He hugged Jin Tan, said "take care of yourself" in his ear, then turned and left.

He couldn't stay any longer, he was afraid that he would collapse.He couldn't lose his composure in front of Jin Tan and make him suspicious.His identity can only be an ordinary colleague with a weak relationship, absolutely nothing else.

The man has passed away, Yin Zaihao decided to bury all the past quietly in his heart and never mention it again.

******

After the two days of condolences came the cremation.

Jin Tan held the slightly warm urn, the smile on his face could no longer hold.

My mother lived her whole life, but in the end she turned into a handful of ashes and was locked in a small porcelain jar.

Jin Tan hugged the ashes urn tightly in his arms, and asked Cui Yingdao beside him, "Yingdao, what's the point of living a lifetime?"

Cui Yingdao couldn't answer, he had never thought about this question.He just doesn't work very hard and doesn't live very decadently.However, he still tried his best to answer him: "It is inevitable that people will suffer in life. However, there will be happy moments, right? There are people who love you, and there are people you love, and this is the meaning of life." .”

Jin Tan smiled noncommittally, and said, "Yingdao, take me to the beach. My mother was trapped all her life when she was alive, and I don't want her to be trapped in this small jar when she dies."

Cui Yingdao nodded and said, "Okay."

******

Baekling Island.

Cui Yingdao thought, since it was the resting place of Jin Tan's mother, it would be better if it was a place where Zhong Ling was beautiful.So, he took Jin Tan to drive for three hours, and took another four hours by boat to Bailing Island near Huanghai Road.

Baengling Island has beautiful scenery, but it is too far away from the coast, so there are few tourists, allowing Jin Tan's mother to enjoy the beautiful scenery without being disturbed.

Jin Tan stood on the steep reef, looking at the blue sea in the distance, and murmured in a low voice: "Mom, have you seen it? This place is really beautiful, with sea breeze, blue waves, flying birds, green trees, you will live here in the future." Here, you will never feel alone."

Cui Yingdao stood side by side with him in the limelight and said: "When I have money in the future, I will buy this island and give it to my aunt, and let her be the master of this island."

Jin Tan laughed and said, "How can mom thank you for such a big gift?"

"Take it as Ah Tan's betrothal gift." Cui Yingdao said in his heart, but what he said was: "If Auntie really wants to thank me, please ask her spirit in heaven to bless you, keep you safe and healthy throughout your life, and bless you Live happily ever after."

Jin Tan looked at him from the side, and Cui Yingdao was also looking at him from the side, his eyes met with mixed feelings.

Jin Tan smiled slightly, turned his head, opened the lid of the ashes urn, carefully scooped up a handful, and raised them bit by bit in the wind.The fine fly ash was carried by the sea breeze, fluttering and falling in the sea, between the rocks, on the leaves, and on Jin Tan's eyes.

"Mom, I don't know that you won't regret it in this life, but in the next life, never live like this again."

Only after five or six handfuls, the jar is empty.

The life that was once so fresh, in the end, only turned into five or six handfuls of fly ash.

Jin Tan was stunned for a while, then raised his hand and threw the urn into the sea. With a "plop", the jar floated on the sea surface for a while, then sank with a gurgling sound.

"Ms. Han Qi'ai!! I love you!!" Jin Tan put his hands around his mouth and shouted loudly towards the rolling sea, then turned to whisper: "Ms. Han Qi'ai, goodbye..."

Cui Yingdao put his arms around Jin Tan's shoulders, comforting him silently.

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